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insomniac

:: 2003 23 December :: 2.58pm
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: Flavor Of The Week//The Break-Up Song - American Hi Fi

In two hours I get early Xmas preasents from my Dad.
woohu.

Ugh.. THis totally sucks.. I drew this one picture.. It was under the time limit on the oekaki so then I went to finish it up, and my fucking comp messed all up. *curses AOL* So then after fixing AOL and my mouse... I went and was almost done.. then AOl messed up again.. and it didnt save.. and the starting of it got deleted by admin members for being under the time limit..

*sigh*

Maybe I'll be able to re-draw it when I *Hopefully* get my tablet from my dad in a couple hours..

Mum finally left.. I have two weeks off and The first week mum's home every. single. bleeding. day. GRRRRR..

I like it so much better when I'm home alone.. makes me feel more independant and .. snuff... yeah..

Connect my skull to the rocket, burn baby burnning like a rocket.. break it down now, what you want anyway, right about now, what you want anyway, im fucking up again, what you want anyway!?

We watched Angus in language arts thrusday and friday, it was okay.

I'm leaving now.

and you will always have my heart


insomniac

:: 2003 22 December :: 2.30pm
:: Mood: accomplished
:: Music: Flavor Of The Week - American Hi-Fi

Yay for the new layout!
I kinda downloaded this code for the fading link... [which I have yet to master ] But I haven't gotten It to work, But I like what I've done with the place u.u *nodnod*

Got meh allowance today, twenty bucks.

That's, like, double what I usually get.
Yay the season of giving!

Heh.
*proud*
*full of herself*
*made the bground and icon all by herself*
Heh heh heh..

I think I might go draw something else, either that or go into lerking mode, at the oekaki..

goddess.nu/oekaki <~~ url for the site. My username is dizzeh there, Look for my art ^.^

[It's be better if and when I get my tablet. reow. ]

and you will always have my heart


insomniac

:: 2003 21 December :: 11.38pm
:: Mood: creative
:: Music: Real Emotion - FFX-2 [Sweetbox.. Err.. someone?? ]

I.. Just can't decide..
Hmp. I'm gonna redo my theme for my journal yet again, I love Chii... Domo I love change even moreso. n.n.

Volcano High was good.
I should tape it if it ever comes on again.
But then I would need a blank tape. Hmp.

I can't decide if I would make this person I'm drawing a kawaii little.. maybeh middleschool girl, *mumble* Or at least how a little middle school girl SHOULD look like... >.> Or a little kawaii cross-dressing boy. It's really cute even if I jsut leave it as a doll-thing.. i finally drew a decent blowing skirt. Really fitting for a unifrom skirt, but one of those longer ones. *lick* Yum.


http://www.goddess.nu/oekaki/pictures/105.png <~~ That's the Url to my Christmas pic to everyone that actually reads my godforsaken journal. Go you guys. I might do another later. It's too hot in winter down here TT.TT

Anyway.. yeah.. I'll go fix stuff up then update again later, I'll probably go for somethign more darker. Dark light, dark light.
Always the same.
*sigh*

and you will always have my heart


insomniac

:: 2003 5 December :: 5.08pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: In Your Bedroom - Goldfinger

I think I feel a headache comming on..

Mer..

I gotta clean my room so when China comes over to sleepover later. See doesn't care if my room's messy or not.. ugh that's Mym's way of saying; 'CLEAN YOUR ROOM DAMNIT!'

*sigh*

I re-did my userlook up on neopets.com, in fact im still touching it up. My username is Got_squirrel22 if anyone want's to check out my awesomeness.

Hey.
Guess what?
I'm the first chair french horn.
Cool huh?
That's what I thought.

Feh... Amber's being really immature...
Here's a really short conversation we had between each other like two seconds ago:

Moochie135 [4:46 PM]: Could I have the link to your oekaki board or was that a bluff?
Glum penguin101 [4:46 PM]: no it is not and you may not have the link
Glum penguin101 [4:47 PM]: your on inus side
Moochie135 [4:48 PM]: Ugh.. I do not go as low as to 'take sides' on something as petty as that. and i don't see why you would be so pissed about it anyway, im just stating my opinion.
Moochie135 [4:48 PM]: its not like you actually know inu or something.
Glum penguin101 [4:48 PM]: well neither do you
Moochie135 [4:49 PM]: WEel neither do I what?
Moochie135 [4:49 PM]: Well
Glum penguin101 [4:50 PM]: know inu
Moochie135 [4:50 PM]: I never said I did.
Moochie135 [4:50 PM]: Your running out of excuses.

Hmp.

I'll update later after I finish cleaning my room.

1 said that we will never part | and you will always have my heart


insomniac

:: 2003 2 December :: 5.22pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: I Miss You - Blink 182

Homework... Ugh..

Mmm.. I have Math, Science, and some reading work to do today, and if I feel like it I'll do tomorrow's Lang. Arts..

Mmm.. This is the best CD ever..

I started this Modern.InuYasha RP with my cousin, I wrote a nice long post for it this morning..

1 said that we will never part | and you will always have my heart


insomniac

:: 2003 30 November :: 5.34am
:: Mood: thirsty
:: Music: Everywhere - Yellowcard

*Sniffsniff* Damn, I need to take a bath.. *GASP*

My nails are all dirty and need to be trimmed.. Keh. I wanna paint 'em too..

I'm trying to find the newer kinda punkish.. [Umm.. really I don't remember, I heard it last over a year ago.. I was waiting in the lobby of... some.. hotel.. in Key West and mum had to go take a pee and so I was retouching some sketches when the original version of it came on the ... speaker.. thing.. ]

I absolutly can't wait until Christmas!!! I know a lot of what I am getting though, and their some of the bestest [I know its not a word.. but neither if funner, and that's never stopped me before, eh? ]

Want my Christmas list?

No? Yes?.. That's what I thought.

[1] Portable dvd player
[2] FFX-2 [Yuna and Rikku look sooo kick-ass in that game.. in previews... err screenshots of the japanese version at least.. c.c;; ]
[3] The FFX-2 game guide [Keh. I know. I suck. '
[4] The Nightmare Before Christmas soundtrack
[5] The complete set of Indaver Zim episodes on DVD
[6] Sleepy Hollow on dvd [Damn Johnny Depp is sooooo hott. ]
[7] A FM radio.CD player.Alarm clock; Ya know, the type when you can pick the song on the cd to wake up to, and it has to be loud, cause I'm usually a deep sleeper... ]
[8] The pink\clear drawing pad with manga paper, inking pen, and how to draw anime; starter book that mum already bought with me for Christmas ¬.¬;;
[9]Going up to Disney World with my Mum for Christmas [I get to make the tree for the hotel room out of tin foil!! W00t W00t!!! ]


I'll think up more things later..

I'm really really really really excited 'bout the trip up to Orlando because I get to go on a plane ride up so we'll be there at, like, 9AM instead of driving up there for like 9 hours nad get motion sickness.. Not fun.

And since We'll be of course going to Epcot, then we can go to the Japan part and but uber-cool shyat for my buddehs! And some of my beloved Pocky!!! BWUAHAHAHHA!!!??!! I'll probably end up buying like 20 packs.. Yeah and it'll be cools to watch a nice movie on my dvd player on the trip down and back and drive from the Tampa airport to Orlando on my new player once I get it a few days early.

Gah, Mum's cruel though.. She has three 'presants' under the tree, so of course when she went off somewhere I opened them.. And THEN I find out they were empty!!! TT.TT;; Soo... cruel..

Mer.. And with the money I'll get for Christmas I'll be able to shop at a shopping for the, like, fifth time in my life!! But It's kinda the second, cause I've finally devolped a certain, 'fashion', thouhg I've never been able to wear it yet.. Damn school uniforms.. Can't wait until I move up there, then I'll be able to go to the mall whenever I like..

When we were at Shane's house for Michelle's early birthday, -Damn.. i totally lost my train of thought.. x.x;;

Well anyway, I got Michelle a pair of teal drum-sticks for her birthday. For Chirstmas she's hopefully gonna be getting a drum set. So for now she can jsut bang on the walls.

Oi! Now I remember! Shane said that if you are born after like 1990 you have to wait unti your eightteen to get your driver's license!!! I SERIOUSLY HOPE HE WAS KIDDING AROUND!! Cause then that would be sooooo totally not cool!!!!@?@??!?!!one!!!!1!!!uno!!!

Keh, I wanna cut this pair of bright teal corterys and make it into a purse, I saw this girl at school with it like that.. soo cool...

I have, like, a major head-ache.. I'll be taking my leave now..

z.z

and you will always have my heart


insomniac

:: 2003 26 November :: 3.57am
:: Mood: Tired... Kinda.. I guess >.>;;
:: Music: I Miss You - Blink 182

Blah, quizes..

rikku
Your just a happy go lucky kid...who enjoys life...
and is always there to cheer up people


Which Final Fantasy X-2 GIRL are you?
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Lulu

Artistic
You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Aphrodite
Aphrodite/Eros


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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yuna
You are Yuna. The once summoner now Sphere Hunter
who believes in doing whats right. You are kind
hearted, and think of others, and you are
willingy to go to whatever ends to find the one
you love.


What Final Fantasy X-2 Character Are You?
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Mer..

Power went out durring 2nd period so now I have to reset my clock x.x;;

SO tired...

I forgot what Faye's hair looks like... I'll do it later...

Amber's a total bitchhoebagmotherfucker for going to texas without telling me, actually I don't care about that, but the fact that she still has ny like 300 bucks worth of software that ive been wanting back for months....

BITCH!!!

Damn it all I'm tired..

and you will always have my heart


insomniac

:: 2003 23 November :: 1.34am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: New Blink CD!!! [I Miss You ]

I can't find my remote...
Watched making the new blink album launch thingy on tv for the second time.. Still funny..

Im ade my own piggy bank.. I got a red plastic cup and drew a piggy on it and wrote 'piggy bank' on it. Beware my wrath.

Mum let michelle and I rent Willard and Scream. She has the insane notion that Scream is a comedy, she's getting it confused with another movie... *cough*Scary movie*cough*

Feh. I should be picking out a font, then typing up my homework... oh well, they shouldn't make me spend twelve hours without michelle anyway... those bastards.

only made it like 3/4 of the way through Scream, then I fell alseep, mum came home, kicked us out of her room etc so well have to watch I again when we're not so tried and crapnes..

and you will always have my heart


insomniac

:: 2003 21 November :: 4.08pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: Hurricane\If You C Jordan - Something COrperate

MICHELLES COMING TONIGHT OR TOMORROW!!!!

YAY!!!!

Heh.. And she said she would pick and and I up from school Monday and Tuesday. It totaly sucks that I gotta go to school those days... Man.. I gotta do my homework and clean up my room like tonight.. I'm gonna be up late.. Oh well, It's for a good cause! n.n

I'm in the process of drawing another Uber-Kawaii Inu-Baby piccy. It looks kyuuuute.

*Takes off shoes and throws them to some random place*

*Looks around*

Mmm.. x.x I need to get into the habit of putting snuff back where it goes... O-o

Man.. I can't believe Mum took my black and white film for my camera as a punishment and now she can't find it!!! It's already been like a week too.. c.c

I had a three day old pink and green hot dog for lunch today and five sips of a can of hawaiin-punch. No breakfast....

I.
Need.
Food!!

Bwai.

Pshhhhh...!!!
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Beware the vibrating sheep of DOOOM!!!!!!


[Edit:: Mrr... I'm gonna change my icon soon.. Just a fun fact n.n;; ]

and you will always have my heart


insomniac

:: 2003 19 November :: 5.26pm
:: Mood: busy
:: Music: Off The Walls - Sugarcult

MICHELLE'S COMING TO KEY WEST THIS SATURDAY AT 10 AM!!!!

Sooooo excited!!!

Mmm.. I think I need to expand my x-mas wish list...

Later though, I still have homework >.>;;


1 said that we will never part | and you will always have my heart

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