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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 5 December :: 6.39pm
:: Mood: bored

The Most Random Questions You Will Ever Fill Out

1) What side of the heart do you draw first?
Left side

2) Can you dive without plugging your nose?
i can't dive

3) What color is your razor?
pink

4) What is your blood type? i think b pos

5) Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
roman or jess prob.

6) What is a rumor someone has spread about you?
ummm that i'm a bitch or that i am mean or hmm i duno i can think of one specific person who just never has enough shit to say about me to another certain...person!!! but oh well she's a bitch anyway. and that's not a rumor.

7) How do you feel about carrots??
they are orange and okay-tasting

8) How many chairs at the dining room table? well if you mean my table.. there are 2...

9) Which is the best Spice Girl?
who knows ...who cares

10) Do you know what time it is?
6.42

11) Do you know all the words to the Fresh Prince Theme Song?
no that show annoys me

12) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?
i was just thinking about that today as i rode an elevator... um i would probably just relax and take a nap while someone came to rescue me. i might actually be happy about it.

13) What's your favorite kind of gum?
orbit the green kind

14)T or F: All's fair in love and war. no

15)do you have a crush on anyone? no


16) Do you know how to use some words correctly, but not know the meaning?
riiight that doesn't make sense.

17)Do you like to sleep?
way too much.

18) Do you know which US states don't use Daylight Savings Time?
are there any? i dont think so

19) Do you know the song Total Eclipse of the Heart?
yes pretty piano in it.

20) Do you want a bright yellow '06 mustang?
sure i'd sell it though

21) What's something you've always wanted?
a wonderful family

22) Do you have hairy legs?
i guess when i dont shave them :0/

23) What does "Semper Fidelis" stand for?
duno but denee' says it means 'always faithful' and since i copied this survey from her, i know that.

24) Would you rather swim in the ocean or a lake?
lake i dont like salty oceans

25)Do you wear a lot of black?
yeah actually lately

26) Describe your hair?
stupid

27) Do you have Entomophobia?
is that even a real phobia?

28) Are you an adult?
according to my age.

29) Where is/are your best friend(s)?
roman is right next to me playing video games, jess is at the airport i guess and jessie g is at school

30) Do you have a tan?
no not yet but i juust finally bought a tanning package thank goodness

31) Are you a television addict? no but i love grey's anatomy


32) Do you enjoy spending time with your mother? yes because i miss her now that i dont live with her. and she is an awesome person. *tear*

33) Are you a sugar freak? i like my chocolate. a lot.

34) Do you like orange juice? it's ok.

35) What sign are you?
pisces

36) Where do you wish you were right now?
halfway around the world. not havingto worry about money or anything.

37) Who did you copy this from?
denee'

38) How do you know them?
been friends for a long long time. how can you not know the millerings?

39) Have you kissed anyone in the past week?
yeah

40) What are your plans for the weekend?
work of course and most likely nothing else. kinda like all my weekends.

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jayzulla

:: 2006 5 December :: 7.33am

You all can bitch about pot as much as you want. im going to laugh in 08 when voting to decriminalize pot is going to be on the ballet, and its going to pass. yup, this IS true. if it passes you can have up to two ounce on you and have to plants in your home and the worst that will happen is a 250 dollar fine. thats it.

if pot is SOOOOOOOOOOO terrible, why would michigan be doing this?

oh, yeah. google "decriminalizing pot in michigan" and notice how its not just michigan.

onward. i know people who have had a million dollar buisness that smoke every fucking day. and their cool people, they dont make bad decisions. they just like to get high. so the fuck what.

i might not be religious, but this is so true its unreal. God made pot, man made booze. who do you trust?

Perhaps you guys should think before you speak. I rest my case.

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runningfreak

:: 2006 3 December :: 10.41pm


I just wrote a paper on why Jello wiggles and jiggles.




I love collage.

I also have a blinking gopher on my tree and he is the best blinking gopher I have ever seen.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 2 December :: 11.18pm

i'm gonna volunteer to be a mentor at wedgwood . isn't that cool? i'm excited

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 2 December :: 11.40am

yeah nevermind i'll just be a nothing.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 30 November :: 11.06am

Don't you ever feel like you are just stuck in a bubble and rolling rolling rolling down the road of life just doing the same dang thing over and over and over and getting absolutely no where.

doesn't anyone ever just want to move away out of the country and just like move away from everything and get away.

........................................my life is boring and i dont like it.

i feel like i am more than what my current life is letting me be.

i feel like i'm never going to get anywhere with what i am doing now.


i need to live more. i need to live more before i settle down and just settle for being a medical assistant or whatever. but i could never go any further with working at fricken menards.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 26 November :: 6.52pm

i think i finished my papers.

wow you have no idea how long that took me.


DUMB!!!!!! college is dumb.

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jayzulla

:: 2006 26 November :: 10.29am

party was good. except for dumb cunts.

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liz

:: 2006 25 November :: 7.33pm

I heart Jes Jes,
also I am a complete badass.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 25 November :: 6.07pm

kids:
dont move out of your parents house

no actually do

go away to college and live in a dorm and use all your parents money so you dont have to worry about anything for like maybe 4 years

but don't move out and try to get your own place and go to school and work and shit. it's not worth it. i want a life. i want a life.


fuck.

i hate my life.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 24 November :: 1.30am

ughghghghhgg...

i can't sleep when i'm all alone.

bleh. should i go shopping tomorrow?

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liz

:: 2006 23 November :: 3.13am

LOL Ray is a loser
State the obvious, I didn't get my perfect fantasy
I realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me
So go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy
That's fine; I'll tell mine you're gay
And by the way...

[Chorus:]

I hate that stupid old pickup truck
You never let me drive
You're a redneck heartbreak
Who's really bad at lying
So watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time
As far as I'm concerned you're
Just another picture to burn

There's no time for tears,
I'm just sitting here planning my revenge
There's nothing stopping me
From going out with all of your best friends
And if you come around saying sorry to me
My daddy's gonna show you how sorry you'll be

[Repeat Chorus]

If you're missing me,
You'd better keep it to yourself
Cause coming back around here
Would be bad for your health...

[Repeat Chorus]

Burn, burn, burn, baby, burn
You're just another picture to burn
Baby, burn...

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liz

:: 2006 23 November :: 2.03am

such a damn conformist i am

Leaderboard
Create your own friendquiz here

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 22 November :: 11.57pm

okay well i wrote the hugest entry about how i love roman. and it got deleted ...

but let's just sum it up shall we.


Romey, I love you babe.


and i love my family too.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 22 November :: 6.04pm

I am so upset by the whole Michael-Richards-going-crazy-and-being-all-rascist-and-then-going-on-Letterman-and-looking-even-more-stupid-trying-to-apologize thing that I can't even enjoy Seinfeld anymore.

I CAN'T EVEN ENJOY SEINFELD ANYMORE!!!

good goin' Kramer.

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liz

:: 2006 21 November :: 11.10pm

Well Im a conformist
Leave some memories that you and I had together. It doesn't matter if you knew me a little or a lot, anything you remember! Don't send a message, leave a comment on here. Next, re-post this in your notes and see how many people leave a memory about you

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tails

:: 2006 20 November :: 8.44pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Elastica 2;1

The list is getting longer but the base is getting stronger
My car is fixed.
Cellphone Still Lost.
Still owe the bank money.
Still in debt with credit cards
Still working one shitty job
Still Living at my dads house.
Still alone.

(Ive got some problems to work on)

(but at least one of them is solved)

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 18 November :: 6.25pm
:: Mood: confused

help


okay seriously. why cant i do my homework. i just wont allow myself to do it. i seriously wont. what is wrong with me?

and it's not just this.

i can't

do



anything.








ugh. but hey i already knew that so whatevv. ............................ i knew i'd be like this. i knew it. is it wrong that i just want to get married and have kids. it's not that i dont ever want to get an education or have a job. i'm smart. and i like feeling like i'm good at a job or whatever but i just dont .............want that...?? i just want to be a mom. that's so bad! no it's not. it's not bad. it's not bad that i want a family and that i want to be a great mom and have a great family why is that wrong? that's not wrong? but yet i dont want all that SO YOUNG. i dont want all that right now . but i just dont enjoy .................. i dont enjoy like ...working for this undefinable goal that i'm supposed to have since i have a scholarship and blah blah blah but every one says that medical assisting is not enough. well i'm sorry, i'm not striving for this goal to become a doctor or pharmacist or biochemical engineer or whatev. i just dont ... want that


so is something wrong with me because i feel like that? explain it to me.

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runningfreak

:: 2006 12 November :: 10.53pm

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.



In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.



You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.



You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.



Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.



Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.



You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.



In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.







Your Birthdate: September 15



You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things.

You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle.

Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home.

You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak.



Your strength: Your intense optimism



Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents



Your power color: Jade



Your power symbol: Flower



Your power month: June

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 12 November :: 9.24pm


Create Your Own!

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 10 November :: 9.43pm

ugh i am scheduled to work at FIVE AM tomorrow again. that is so stupid.

so stupid.

they should make people who dont go to school work at 5 am. people who it doesn't really matter if they have to work at 5 am because it doesn't throw off their life because the only thing they have scheduled to do in their life is work. people who don't have to write huge research papers that are due on monday. that's who should work 5 am shifts.

well i got moved up to head cashier so at least if i stay at that position i wont ever have to open at 5 ever again. and i love hardly ever having to talk to guests. ahhh it's so nice. stupid stupid guests how i hate you.

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bigwilly

:: 2006 9 November :: 12.45am

We need to party this weekend.




P.S. If you're not one of the We.. just dont bother

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runningfreak

:: 2006 6 November :: 7.24pm
:: Music: Travis Tritt- Its a Great Day To Be Alive

I really do...

Pete and I are having a rough time. I think we need to take a break from one another. His usual habits are really getting on my nerves right now. I dont know why. I love him very much and tell him everyday but right now I just want to kick his ass. He was so sweet tonight at dinner but he kept trying to get seconds and I told him no several times and he still proceeded to go get some. I feel bad that I am being kind of a bitch to him but he needs to be told every now and again when he is being stupid. He is absolutely adorable and I can never be mad at him for very long but I think he is getting jealous of John because he is getting more irritating when it comes to the stunts he pulls for attention. I think we just need to limit how much we see each for a couple of days and then things should be alright between us. Maybe its because I am not spending enough time with him. That could be. I should devote a whole day to him and make him feel like he is King. Even though he sure acts like it right now. We will take a break from each other for right now so I can clear my head and then I will be able to love him like I love no other. Thats exactly what I will do. I really do love him dont get me wrong but we all need a break once in a while.

































**If you didnt already know Pete is my horse and so is John and no matter what I love them both unconditionally.**

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 6 November :: 11.46am

i dont know what to do with my life. and i hate it.

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.j.e.s.s.

:: 2006 5 November :: 9.28am

does anybody believe that your dreams have deeper, real meaning?

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