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2004 26 June :: 1.19am
That's alright, I'd rather not do this. True to every sense, it's wrong.
Something smells like chicken feed, it's cold, and there are twenty-two more days of fun.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 25 June :: 6.17pm
No, actually I'm not okay.
I feel defective. If I'm such a hot commodity why would anyone feel compelled to leave?
Even the knowledge that he'll be prematurely bald doesn't make me miss him less.
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 25 June :: 10.14am
23 days today.
I still don't feel so great, but I've come pretty far. Esp. since it's been a cool week.
and i would also like to mention that Jessie the Wilde is the person who I am in lurrvvee with.
The Sarah says:
do you like how nothing i'm saying is not makcings sneses?
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 24 June :: 12.19am
So now it's twenty-four and i'm being very not like myself. so much for a mourning period.
as long as it's just one of those things where that's as far as it goes then i'm pretty cool with it.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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Tbaby92588
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2004 23 June :: 7.20pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Ballroom Blitz [Sweet]
Oh yeah. It was like lightning. Everybody was frightening. And the music was soothing and they all started grooving. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And the man in the back said, “Everyone attack!” Then it turned into a Ballroom Blitz. And the girl in the corner said, “Boy, it makes me wonder how this turned into a Ballroom Blitz.”
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 22 June :: 10.54pm
so nearly twenty-five days.
new schedual:
monday-babysat, dozed, cried, went out for pie with mom, barb, amy, hutch. did not eat the crust. talked to a lot of people online.
tuesday- babysat, dozed, attemped to curl someone else's hair which was a failure, drove around a lot. realized that i am not so pathetic that i need to volunteer at the library, but i am a big enough loser that the librarians have me recomend books to other people because i am a prolific reader. ate a taco then went to matt's hoose. cried a little, but did not have any toast.
wednesday-i'm going to meet brenda, go to the gym, go to the doctor, go to walgreens, then have nature date with kevin.
THURDSday- mitch claimed this day. causual snuggling ensues. then off to work. also it's payday.
friday-still open. will probably go to the gym. unless someone else wants me. i'll start the bidding at free.
saturday-ellie date. then work work working
sunday-dad's hoose. i'll probably spend the night cause i don't have to babykill the babies on monday/tuesday for TWO FREAKING BEAUTIFUL WEEKS. The money is probably not worth the boredom.
and i have to find time to:
clean my car
practice estelle
buy hose/nozzle
bring money to robin (probably tomorrow)
wear contacts
take calcium tablets
buy new shampoo
clean room
organize a beach party
here's this for being realistic:
obviously he had to leave me because he is spider man and had to choose between being with me and, thus putting me in danger, or loving me from afar while keeping me safe from the green goblin. he's choosen the latter. I WANT THE FORMER.
boys are easy to trick anyway.
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 22 June :: 6.37pm
Like the new background? Incase you didn't know the chick is the one and only Libby McGehee. She's such a hottie! I love my libby! She was sending me pictures that Kirsten took of her and I was like wow they are so pretty I should make something out of them..and obviously I did. lol
Stole katie's icon, sorry hope you don't mind. It was too pretty to not steal... lol
I'll be updating in my xanga instead probably more often..
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 22 June :: 1.35pm
at least i'm not posting lyrics. One of those three doors down songs is a good one though. but i am listening to b93.
TWENTY-SIXXXXXXXXX!
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 21 June :: 6.24pm
Missing you fiercely. Still. Times 27. Come back now.
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 21 June :: 12.51am
I think I've learned so much in such a short period of time. It is times like these that I look back and am thankful in a way that I had some hard times.. It's omly made me bitcher and more likely to fly off the handle..haha Kudos to that...But in all seriousness... I look back on the past year and it seems like forever ago that so many things were wrong.. and lately so many things are right and I can't help but not to feel worthy of it...it will take a while to get use to being with people who really care for me and that will always be there for me. I honestly can say that I love my girls in my life..They made me ...Me..I guess...
Just a random reflection...
I think I'm going to start juggling between my xanga and woohu..
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 20 June :: 9.50pm
So I bought new clothes again. They make me feel better. And I had a really good time with Sam and Rob.
but i still feel scared being home and stuff.
and i'd go back.
and 28 days.
BUT WAIT!
Grandpa was being really funny. He said, "Sarah doesn't like horses, she likes boys."
and I enjoyed that
this week:
m-babysitting. . . MUST FIND A POOL!
t-babysitting and the zoo with sam
w-clean car, practice clarinet, go to doctor. . . hang out with ______? (someone fill in the blank)
t- hang out with ______? then work? i think. maybe i'll go to the gym
f- see thursday
s- see thursday
s- see thurdsay
m-start all over again.
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 20 June :: 6.06pm
Irrelevent Thoughts
When I'm feeling low I consult my friends
When I get depressed, contemplate the end
When I don't know right, I see the light
When I see the light, it's far too bright
the light is too bright
far too bright for me to find my way back
Back to you...Someday
To see the light reflecting on your face
to feel the warmth of a friend's embrace
I will get back to you...
Someday
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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Thedarkerside
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2004 20 June :: 4.33pm
I just tasted subway in my mouth .. mm
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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Thedarkerside
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2004 20 June :: 4.17pm
People know you by name. All you are is someone who thinks they are different from the rest, but you aren't. You're just the same, but just more ugly.
Humor me.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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