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2004 20 June :: 1.34pm
Carinna is back!!!!
I didn't wake up until 11:30..or was it like 12? I don't remember.
Today I'm going to sit on my ass and do nothing.
I think we're all going to Northstar tomorrow to see a movie...
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 19 June :: 11.08pm
Oh and as for the wedding today, it was ok. The whole church thing drove me nuts. The guy singing behind me sounded so funny I had to refrain from laughing. It was kindof boring most of the time.. the food wasn't even that good...heh.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 19 June :: 10.56pm
Lastnight was so fucking fun. The original plan was to have jesse, danielle, and I to go over to stephs house and just hang but jesse couldnt go because he had a facial at 9(kidding) but then Spencer went and saw dodgeball without steph so steph thought we should go see it so we went to Northstar lol haha. We were waiting for our movie because we were early and we saw Kyle and Tara which was refreshing.. always good to see Kyle since I haven't in like..3 weeks. So we joked around then Brittany Dixon came in! Cute innocent brittany as I like to call her. I told Kyle to go give her a hug and embarass her but he wouldn't lol
So we saw the movie ..and it was funny but not as funny as Starsky and Hutch.
Then we bought 25 cent matching necklaces and i got some rings. Steph got dice, which we used to play games with on the sidewalk. If we rolled below an 8 we had to do something.. I lost and had to run to the Northstar sign and back with my arms in the air which was more hillarious than it sounds...lol. Then steph had to rub her ass on the wall..I was screaming "UP AND DOWN!" lol then Danny got the best one of all...she had to go inside Northstar and pick up the "Caution: Wet Floor" sign and move it kindof acting like she was going to steal it. The guy that was working there looked at her sooooo weird it was omg soooooooo funny I peed alittle.
it was so fun! We all agreed that we need to hang out more and we're going to go to muskegon the weekend after next for the beach party at night and just to the beach to lay out during the day. It will be so fun if we go do that!
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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2004 19 June :: 2.22pm
My tribute to Jessie Wilde
Good things about today:
1. My hair is not frizzy and I parted it on a different side
2. I bought School of Rock
3. I've been hanging out with my cousin and I almost felt fun
4. I'm going to Grand Haven tomorrow
5. I haven't cried and I'm going to put on mascara
6. It's very nice
7. Twenty-Nine days is only one day more than four weeks.
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 18 June :: 6.39pm
I hate when people are ignorant and paranoid by nature and they don't even realize it... No wonder they suck and don't have a life.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 18 June :: 6.24pm
Whatever my sister put on our computer, it's pissing my off and making everything go reallllly slow.
I went to sam's club and saw Megan (Bishop) lol I hate like seeing people at weird places and then there's that silence because you don't know what to say because I don't know.. lol Anway's I should have the house to myself maybe for awhile so I can eat munchies and watch movies....
Eh..
Later
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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sugarmouse0587
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2004 18 June :: 8.22am
I don't think I take thirty more days of this. I hate this house. I hate myself.
This summer was supposed to be so great. Now everything is turned on its head. Once again it's like I'm just exsisting and not really feeling. And I'm not eating. I COULDN'T EVEN EAT STRAWBERRIES. I'm not hungry though. It just makes me sick.
I want to do something, but I'm too nervous. My mom sucks. I know I'm a lucky girl with everything. But I can't focus on that because it doesn't matter. I don't have everything. The person I want is not here. He'll probably never be here again. It's like he's dead, but only to me. I'm jealous of everyone who gets to see him. And any future plans just seem hazy now.
Let's Focus on these things:
1. I am not able to lay in my bed all day. Or sit and stare at things
2. I do have some mighty good friends
3. nothing. this list sucks.
Why couldn't he have hit me or been mean? I can't even get angry. That would be better than being sad. At least then I could release some energy.
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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Rob
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2004 17 June :: 11.46pm
:: Mood: Surley
:: Music: Ironman
I miss younger summer days where you could play in the sand all day, and the the days felt like weeks and you still loved the fact you could stay up all night if you really wanted too. I wonder if this is a sign of regression, someone start to beat me if I begin to suck my thumb. I am surley, yes I think I enjoy that adjective for how I am feeling.
My mother has asked me to go to Grand Haven with her and dad and my sister and truth be told I would so rather not go, but she'd have a meltdown if I said that but If I did go she'd hate for complaining so much. I don't exactly have a beach body and I would enjoy just being here by myself, Give myself some time to think, Because if I don't get that I think my mind will wander down Depression Lane and all that lives there is frown faces and black and snakes never forget the snakes.
I'd love to say my fatass is the only thing keeping me away from the beach but I think I could use a break from my family(What fifteen year old isn't nodding there head in agreement with me right now) I don't know I'll write later on if I went or not.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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klayman
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2004 17 June :: 11.07pm
this is what your life has
been reduced to - a single room apartment containing no more than a mattress.
The strings have been removed from the blinds and all the outlets have been
painted over. The television screen is streaked with blood smeared from your
knuckles as you were trying to punch it out but you underestimated its
strength, or maybe you just weren't trying hard enough. Startled by a knock
at the door you rise for the first time in two days to answer, but you can
only greet the visitor with one short statement. Hello my first name is
distance and I really don't care if I never wake up again. Hello my name is
distance and I really don't care if I never wake up again. Hello I really
don't care if I never wake up again. I really don't care if I never wake up
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..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 17 June :: 9.53pm
lie here alone and wonder why
That I come alive, just before I have to hide.
Because I believe I'm losing my nerve
But could I ever do better than this
Because all I ever wanted was a place to call my home
To shelter me when I am there and to miss me when I'm gone
All I ever wanted was a place to call my own
Where stars may dance and sun still shines and the storms feel free to roam
I listen if only for a while
But I can't decide if I'm aware that I'm on trial
If there's a way to a remedy then lead me straight to it
If there's a path or a door I missed , then show me now, show me this
feel free when I am gone
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 17 June :: 6.56pm
:: Music: Kanye West- All falls down
Single female addicted to retail
Just got back from Blockbuster..got 3 movies and starburst.
The bitch is paying be $20 every friday to clean the house.. which isn't bad. I was aiming for $40 but apparently I was aiming too high...heh.
Hm, Maybe I'll go watch a movie upstairs since like no one is on.
Later.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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2004 17 June :: 3.12pm
:: Music: Shinedown-45
Swallowed by pain as he slowly falls aparttttt
She's like a brick wall. It hurts hard when she hits. Irresponsive.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 17 June :: 12.01pm
Don't bring me into this world then act like I'm just someone you happen to know...
I'm going to make an omlet and sit on my ass today while probably being cynical.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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thedarkerside
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2004 17 June :: 3.44am
Mmmkay, going to have to rent the movie "The Dreamers" for reasons that shall remain unknown haha.
..you can tell everybody this is your song.
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