How Wonderful Life is While You're in the World.

:: 2003 30 December :: 8.34pm

it was like being ripped away all over again.

:: 2003 30 December :: 4.08pm
:: Music: coldplay-in my place

i don't know. i'd give it an okay with a side of brooding boys.

it would have been funner if we were in the right place. they aren't part of our normal lives. an invasion of that doesn't feel right.

1 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

:: 2003 29 December :: 4.39pm

Being sick is a bitch.

This week i'm doing nothing. I really dont want to go back to school. Thursday I'm going to see if I can go to Kyle's party. 7-1am. It should be fun and it beats stayin home. Schweet. I hope my cold goes away by Thursday or I won't go. I look like shit when I'm sick. My lips are so chap! ahhh! I WANT MY LIPS BACK! I think I'm going to SMOTHER them with carmex. I want my nose back too.. I can't taste any food. Ah, Then I shall not eat. I shall sleep...

Good night..

1 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

:: 2003 29 December :: 3.16pm

I hate this life. I don't want it to be mine anymore.

2 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

:: 2003 28 December :: 6.38pm

2003-12-08 || 7:09 p.m.
What happened to the little girl that had no worries, the one who would sit on her bed egger for morning? What happened to the little girl who would beg for a hug from mom or daddy? What happened to her world where she would cry from a scraped knee and everyone would make it all better?
I don't know where my life is going...but I've never been this unhappy in my life to the point of self-destruction. It just gets worse doesn't it?
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Funny how things don't change isn't it?

1 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

:: 2003 26 December :: 4.55pm
:: Mood: livid
:: Music: lifehouse-simon

the more you will something to happen the more it doesn't.

3 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

:: 2003 26 December :: 2.58pm

what kitchen utensil are YOU?
You are a fridge! You can keep your cool, even when faced with a heated situation. You enjoy being the center of attention, and people come to you for advice or when they want something. People also like to stick things to the front of your body.

3 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

:: 2003 26 December :: 2.35pm

Christmas was ok. I had to go to Fruitport for a Christmas party..it blew.

I'm in the process of writing a book....yes...a book.....This should be interesting.

later.

:: 2003 25 December :: 3.53pm

MerryChristmas

What I got for xmas:
-New Tv with dvd combo for my room
-New Web Cam
-Shirt
-Shirt
-Hoodie
-Hoodie
-pj pants
-pj pants
-pj shorts
-jeans
-sweatshirt
-coat
-zip up hoodie
-shirt
-shrit
-candy
-lip gloss
-make up
-16 candles dvd
-Magazine

probably more but i can't remember it all

:: 2003 25 December :: 1.19pm

the only present that matters is coming tomorrow.

3 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

:: 2003 25 December :: 10.56am

if you're not going to put effort into it, you might as well just not waste your money.

asdasdasdasdasdasdasdasd

1 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

:: 2003 24 December :: 10.32pm

i also hate the whole gift giving thing. i'm crappy at it, i hate shopping, i have limited funds. it would be more enjoyable if it was a holiday where we put decorations out for no reason and bought trees. but no presents. it would just be cute.

this is the only time of year i wish dad still lived with us, so he could help out.

my mom has one present. i'm such a jerk. and she's leaving us tomorrow. but if she stayed she'd just be grouchy all day.