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sugarmouse0587

:: 2005 9 September :: 4.02pm

mychemicalromance
I need my car. That's not even a joke

..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2005 2 September :: 8.38pm

it's not that i hate my mom. . .




am i bad? am i too needy and selfish? maybe i'm just the smelly kid.


reason number 112 why my mom doesnt make sense:
i ask if i can return pop cans so i can make some money for my parking ticket. she says she'll give it to me as a graduation present even though she's already given me two. one being 300 hundred dollars.

i ask for shampoo and toothpaste and stuff like that. she bitches about it to me to my friends to anyone who will listen.

i don't want food from the store. i get called a bitch.

yeah i'm moody, i exagerate, i whine. so does she.

i don't want to go home. i don't want anything from her. i just want to cry until i explode.

1 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2005 1 September :: 10.39pm

car pass-$300 a year
insurance-100+ a month
gas-3.19

i can't have a car.

so that means. . .i might not be able to have the tutoring job i want and am super qualifed for

and i won't make 8.25 an hour

i can't go shopping or see kalamazoo on my own.

i can't see jake.

I CANT SEE JAKE

i will die.

15 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2005 28 August :: 7.29pm

hey quit freaking me out.

5 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2005 26 August :: 10.56pm

THIS IS MY PHONE NUMBER!!!!!!

269-276-2519!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CALL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2005 26 August :: 6.30pm
:: Music: my chemical romance

i'm at college and i'm a badass

4 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2005 20 August :: 9.22pm

maybe i need to grow up. or maybe my mom needs to calm down. maybe realize that i'm leaving in TWO DAYS and i'm not going to take the compost out.

i don't care.

i'm packing. i'm relaxing. i'm doin' a little illin' with my peeps.

maybe i am a bitch though. she's probably right about that.

I LOVE JESSICA WILDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2005 19 August :: 9.57pm

i'm so cranky, i think i might kill something.

i'm leaving in four days. i can't stand it.

..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2005 12 August :: 5.37pm
:: Music: i would be listening to the darkness, but windows media playa is on crack

seriously. . .
...ummm. . .I'm cool.

1 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2005 11 August :: 9.46pm

okay, so i'm leaving this junkyard in like a little more than a week.
EXCITED!!!
anyone want to hang out?

6 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2005 8 August :: 7.16pm
:: Mood: upset

i'm disapearing. no, seriously. i feel so fucked up. like i'm not motivated to do anything. but i hate napping and being so lame. i don't know. i just want to get out of this place and never come back. cedar springs is so depressing. my god. i just want to end it every time i drive through. and. . .he keeps getting so upset. it's not helping. even when i'm being good i feel guilty. i don't have to have reasons. i have feelings. and there's my brother who is probably the biggest asshole ever. everyone says stand up to him. . .where does that get me? crying. it's easier just to let him have his way. then my nerves are solid. and my mom makes me nervous even when she's not yelling at me. maybe that's why i'm so annoyed with her all the time. she could go off any time. and there are friends i'm neglecting. and i'm a big phony liar and i'm not very nice or anything. and i feel fat. i know i'm not, but i feel like i could be soon, but no one will exercise with me and then i can't keep it up. actually the only person who will exercise with me is a lot stronger and has more endurance and he makes me feel bad because i'm weak in the athletics department. and i don't have any money and when i do i spend it on things i don't need. i'm tired of my cell phone. not the phone itself, but having one is making me ache. i think i hate cell phones. and this whole thing is lame because it's all excuses. i'm freaking out.

4 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2005 4 August :: 9.41pm

i think i might be prickly. like when your feet fall asleep and you get those pins and needles.

i'm also obsessive and fleeting.

i've got to talk to kerry real real bady bad

1 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2005 31 July :: 10.35am

i have three bras.

two of them are ruined.

now i'm gonna cry.

3 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


Tbaby92588

:: 2005 27 July :: 8.41pm
:: Mood: tired



1 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.


sugarmouse0587

:: 2005 28 July :: 5.44pm

i've been waiting five years for ryan gorter to be sent to jail and it's finally happening.

12 sung. | ..you can tell everybody this is your song.

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