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Beagle147

:: 2003 3 November :: 8.32pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: "I swear" -Boyz II Men Me and Leah are talking about this right now...not as random as it appears..

I'm extremely close to actually studying, so I figured I'd get on woohu and YELL AT PEOPLE FOR NOT COMMENTING!! :'-( I feel so deprived....

Speaking of being deprived....I got the finding nemo dvd today!!! ^_^ I watched a little bit of it, but with the precalc test and the history test tomorrow, I figured I could watch it another time... But I got a nemo plush, a squirt plush, a pin, and 4 lithos with the dvd! Now I have 8 lithos! I'm starting a collection. The next ones I wanna get are 101 dalmations and Fox and the Hound. Ya know, just FYI... o.~

Ok, ok....I'll actually go study....

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Beagle147

:: 2003 2 November :: 11.21pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: "Oh Happy Day"

I know it's late, but I had to write..
I literally just purchased my airline tickets to go to Pittsburgh. I am SO excited!!! It was a major ordeal though. I went on expedia a few days ago and saved some info as an "itinerary" which you can do so that you have not yet bought the tickets, but you save like what flights you want to go on. At that point, I got a fairly decent price for the trip I wanted to take at the time I wanted to do it. I was planning on getting into pittsburgh at like 9:35 AM or something like that and leaving at 2:40 PM. It was good, because that would give me a full day on the day I arrived and atleast till lunch on the day I was to leave, but I wouldn't get here too late for people to come pick me up on the flip side. I got online today to check up on the itinerary, because Will was going to book it for me, and the price had jumped about $140. WTF?! I was really pissed about it too, because just last night I had gotten in a small argument with my dad over when to buy the tickets. I was under the impression that the longer you wait to book a flight, the more expensive it gets. "Well that's not exactly true all of the time." Grr.. I really honestly thought that this thing would be allowed to slip through the cracks. Just like a few other unmentioned things... -.- That's a huge reason that I've been talking about it 24/7. It's been 2/3 because I was excited and 1/3 because if I dont talk about things constantly around here, they do not happen. I have learned this the hard way. ANYWAY... He said that the prices had been dropping on airfares and that we would wait a week to ten days. FINE! UGH! Yea, dad, the prices sure are falling. They're falling so much that they're falling up! =-O I know I'm shocked! Who ever heard of airline tickets going UP in price?! So anyway, after a few minutes of looking around on expedia, I found a trip that was equal in price to the original one. Trick is, this one is the same flight out, but it leaves pitt at 7:40 PM, or something like that. It also leaves a day later. WOOT!! A whole day and a half more than I thought I was getting!! I'm so happy that this thing is actually happening!!

I was trying to explain to Nikki why this thing is so huge for me, and I ended up summing it up pretty well on accident:

It is everything that I miss with everyone that I miss.

I miss everything about Pittsburgh. I miss snowball fights. I miss fires in the fireplace. I miss sledding. I miss breaking icicles off the roof of the shed and eating them like popsicles. I miss cardinals in the snow. I miss deer. I miss fall leaves.

Actually, that last one brings up an interesting point. I missed fall leaves so much one year that my grandmother and my little sister, whoops, I mean cousin, Karen, ironed fall leaves in wax paper (that makes them stay, guys, I know we dont know much about seasonal thingies) and shipped them down for me. It was great. My next trip to Pittsburgh (well, maybe not next...I may need one more snow trip in there somewhere) will be for fall leaves. Then for tulips in the spring. Well, actually, by then, I won't need to have such a huge deal to get myself up there. I'll be in college. ROAD TRIP! Oh yea...

Anyway, this whole post has just been one long way of saying...

I AM SO PSYCHED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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plainmornings

:: 2003 3 November :: 12.00am

Happy 20th Birthday my love.
<3

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plainmornings

:: 2003 2 November :: 11.30pm

despite being horribly sick, i had the most wonderful weekend <3

*Gainesville was fun.
*Orlando was better.
*Laying in his arms was the best <3

Happy 20th Birthday Benjamin John Garbarino for another 30min.

Happy 20th Birthday Gregory Luke Pishko in 30 min. <3<3<3

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Beagle147

:: 2003 2 November :: 7.34pm
:: Mood: Old

I got to feeling too old. So I took this quizzie-poo. Now I feel better. o.~

My inner child is ten years old today

My inner child is ten years old!


The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
brought to you by Quizilla

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Beagle147

:: 2003 1 November :: 7.15pm
:: Mood: amused

Just something amusing that I came across that I thought should be shared.

http://members.tripod.com/~srl2/

Here's a sample from the "Long Live Squirrels" Website, "The official homepage of the Squirrel Rights League."

If you hate squirrels:
You must be taught differently.
Perhaps they get into your birdfeeders: Buying a squirrel feeder will cause the squirrels to forget about the food left for the birds, and eventually they will recognize their own food.
Perhaps they get in your garden: Realize that squirrels, and chipmunks as well, are more attractive and more fun to watch than garden flowers.
Perhaps you just think they're evil: Can you prove it biblically? How about scientifically?
Perhaps you think they're rats: There's so much you should learn about Zoology. Although rats and squirrels are both rodents, they are nothing alike. Saying a squirrel is a bushy tailed rat is like saying a human is a tailless lemur. Not that I have anything against rats, they make good pets.

Here's some squirrel-hater philosophy: "Kill, kill, kill!" Now, doesn't that sound rather primitive?

Redneck joke: You might be a redneck if you waste all your time making anti-squirrel websites.


Be sure to read the "About Me" page too. This guy is really odd. He's a UF alumni! HAHA! I find this extremely funny. Take notice of the part where he says he once donated his plasma to buy a squirrel. o.0 He also mentions having "befriended" several squirrels on the uf campus. This guy is really...unique.

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Beagle147

:: 2003 1 November :: 4.11pm
:: Mood: groggy
:: Music: "Amber" -311

Happy halloween guys! Hope everyone had fun trick or treating. This was the first year I didn't go. I feel so old. But the 311 concert rocked. They are really good live. They did they're new single for the encore, and it was awesome. It's a good anger management song. It will go on my anger management mix disc 2. They played Amber also, which is one of my favorite tracks. I love that cd. They played mostly from their new cd though, which I don't know as well. But it was all good. It was Gabe's first concert! O.O Good first concert though I guess. I have never seen people with that much drugs in my life. It wasn't so much that there were a lot of people doing drugs as much as it was how much the individuals were doing. I have no idea how some of those people were standing. Well, to be fair, some of them weren't, but still.

We had a new record of trick or treaters at our house last night. Eleven.

Yesterday was very weird. I'm still trying to ...recover. Not the concert. That was sweet. Something else. But I am definitely not writing about it until I get it sorted out in my head. Just not real sure how to deal with this, and I'm really really extremely freaked out right now. o.o

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Beagle147

:: 2003 30 October :: 8.08pm
:: Mood: drunk
:: Music: "Yo Ho Yo Ho A Pirate's Life For Me!"

Today rocked my socks. NOTHING BAD HAPPENED! OMG. Somebody pinch me. Please. ...Ow! grrr.

Today in precalc I became first on the list of amanda's "buckos." Hehe, it's funny cuz she says that a lot. And now we're pirates. Arrgh! I get to be the monkey too! Aha! I outlive you ALL! My haunted coin!

So anyway...back to reality. School was great today because I did ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! I didn't do my english oral, even though I semi-prepared it, so it wouldn't have been horrible to go. We got our chem tests back sort of. I got a B on the multiple choice. He hasn't graded the free response though. That's fine with me. A B in chem makes me very happy. Sweet.

I FINALLY got that email I have been waiting for. Yay!!!!! :-D Amy is getting kicked tomorrow for giving me a faulty email address. -.- I waited three weeks to be emailed back from a faulty email address. grrr.

I took a nap today. :-)

I am now the self-proclaimed president of the National High School Marmot Club. Suavé is the VP. That is all.


Before I wrap this up, my brother just sent me this link. It is the funniest thing I have ever seen in my entire life. http://members.cox.net/impunity/endofworld.swf Go take a look.

Peace.

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Beagle147

:: 2003 29 October :: 7.37pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: la la laa la laa

Uhhh...I just cannot not be tired anymore. I'm so tired all the time. Maybe the lack of sleep has something to do with that. I think I'm just gonna go to bed tonight though. At like 8. Because I can. Well, actually, I can't, but I'm going to. SCREW IB. Mr. Youngman is the devil. Hmm...what would that make Mrs. Youngman? ooo! I know! I know! I'll give you a hint...

I have to do this stupid oral in english. Grr. I dont want to do it. Maybe I wont. Psh..ya right. I have to analysize (lol) Leonardo. Anyone know why he has a name? If I wrote that play, I'd just call him "whore." That'd work. "Adulterer" "All around dumbface" How'd ya like to see that in one of Lorca's plays? It would make me more interested atleast...

I'm not making any sense. I'm talking to my little cousin. She's like what the hell is wrong with you? Well, she didn't say it like that because she's 13 and is not quite as corrupt as the rest of us, but still.. I'm trying to explain IB to her, how I've had about 10 hours of sleep this week. It occurs to me how sad this life is. I am so exhausted. It really wouldn't be worth it if I didn't look forward so much to being financially independent from my parents as soon as I go to college. It's what keeps me going.

Just a quick sidenote. Amanda just IMed me with this. http://www.woohu.com/users/userphotos/2184 You make kitty scared. o.0

Ok, so that's about all I'm going to ramble about in here. Just figured if I don't post something every few days or something of the sort, people will assume I'm dead. Even if I show up at school. Oh, that reminds me, something interesting. We got our report cards today. I missed one full day of school this year, and Ms. Schilit is the only one who noticed. I found it odd.

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Beagle147

:: 2003 28 October :: 6.16pm
:: Mood: Happy-ish
:: Music: "Funeral March of a Marionette"

That was lots of fun. Just got home from the Atlantic band mini-field trip to get solo and ensemble music. I walked over to the clarinet section, said hi to my posse, and then ran away, unnoticed, over to the percussion section. Okay, so they saw me go.. But I am not going to play a clarinet solo, Adam! I looked mainly through the grade threes. I picked out three that were options. One was a Mozart, one was Bach, and the other was "Funeral March of a Marionette". After looking through them a bit more closely, I put back the Bach, because it had too many rolls. I hate rolling. Grr. So it was between the Mozart one and the green one. I took a vote, and the green one won, because it was prettier. Then I went and hung out a little more with the clarinets. Seeing what all they were getting.

I was just kind of chilling out doing nothing while Leah was saving our spot in line and she goes "Lauren! Lauren! Come here!" So I walked over and she's like look who came! Mr. Markgraf was there! Yay! Then I had to hide the marimba solo. He came over to talk to us and ask us what we were getting. He asked Leah and she explained her whole book of duets for her and Kristen that are apparently easy grade 5's because they have only two mallets. Right. Then markgraf was like so, skillet, what are you getting? I turned around the paper..."A marimba solo.." "Oh. ...what? Really?! Lemme see!" Hehe, it was a good double take. He opened up the booklet thingy, took one look at it, and said "This is a really good one for you. Not a lot of rolls." LMAO! I had just been talking about that to leah like 2 seconds before. Crazy. But I hate rolling. With a passion. So my solo got the "markgraf stamp of approval" and I feel better about which one I picked. The green one.

I still have not decided if I'm going to actually do anything for solo and ensemble. Well, I mean besides clarinet choir. I wasn't even going to go today, but Leah bugged me about it. So I asked Mr. Lerner this morning if we went and bought music when we would have to decide whether we were actually going to do s&e, and he said we didn't have to sign up until right before Christmas Break. So I figured I'd get something to work on, and if I feel it's good enough to perform by december, or that it will be good enough to perform at some point ever, then I'll do it as a solo. It just gives me something to do that's still on percussion, but not like in the class or anything. Dont worry guys, I'm still doing clarinet. It just is a change. Gives me something to do during lunches I guess. It's a grade 3, so I may be able to do something with it by the time solo and ensemble rolls around. Who knows..

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plainmornings

:: 2003 27 October :: 5.17pm

on site admissions rock.
definately got into FIU today.
definately got offered scholarship money.
sweet ass, i'm going to college haha.

i guess we'll just have to wait and see what happens w/everything else... keeping my fingers crossed.
I think i need to actually take a trip down to Miami and see this school now that I can go there :0)

hmmmmm i think UCF is next on the reply list then Nov 25th is onsite FAU visit (you know how they like the IB folk)
then FSU & UF and thats all folks.
I think i'm going to apply to USF ... i'm not sure yet.
bother.
this sucks.

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Beagle147

:: 2003 26 October :: 11.03pm






What kind of band geek are you?


Had to put that one in there. Props to Amanda for finding the quizzie poo.


Ok, this one is not what I got, but I had to put it on here, just for Angie.





What kind of band geek are you?


And hey, look! I found Nikki!





What kind of band geek are you?

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plainmornings

:: 2003 26 October :: 6.29pm

this weekend was GRANDE x a bagillion!

FRIDAY~
Homecoming game vs. Dwyer. we lost. great.
we marched better on Friday then we'd ever & we got a pseudo drum war!!
Greg stayed over <3

SATURDAY~
* got to school around 1.. loved seeing everyone run around, cleaning instruments, getting uniforms.. quite refreshing
* senior speeches... made me remember how much I really do love that crazy dysfunctional organization. A lot of people said that my speech was really good and it really touched me when a lot of people who I didn't know too well came up and just gave me a hug telling me "it was a pleasure marching with you" or "i liked your speech the best"... i can't believe its almost over...
* got to FBA @ Sanataluces and warmed up... we marched out to the waiting area and what do you know, it starts raining sooo the woodwinds run for cover under the concession stand overhang and we wait. It lightens up so we went back out. Marched out and started our show. Once we started playing our first notes, the rain just started pouring down... thankfully after our first song it kind of lightened up. Our performance wasn't as good as it had been the night before but thinking optimistically as we ALWAYS do ::sarcasm:: we just figured it was the festival we wouldn't forget :0P
Finished marching and ran for cover. no pictures :0(. Mr. Lerner got the results.

we got a SUPERIOR! as he announced it I just burst into tears, I don't know if I had ever been happier in my life.. it was such a good feeling... a superior for something i'd worked so hard at and something I definately wasn't expecting. We got through it, Atlantic Community high school band is on its way back to the great band it used to be. Great goodbye present :0)

* afterward we left and Gregory picked me up and we went out for his bday dinner @ Dean Anthonys (great fettucini!!) it was nice.
* Gregory carved me a pumpkin. i love it (almost as much as i love him :0))
* picked up the boys & Cyndi from Ericas house... I said fuck in front of her mom (twice!) POOR.

SUNDAY~
* woke up early and went to church with Gregory & his padres.
* realized how much Catholic church really sucks in comparison to other denominations.
* hung out with my lovey all day and now hes gone :0(
::sigh:: i really do love him sooooo much... 5 months in a week!

TOK essay due tomorrow... i haven't started. go me. oh yeah. i heard homecoming was fun but i wouldn't have given up my weekend for anything.
<3

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Beagle147

:: 2003 26 October :: 1.13pm
:: Mood: accomplished

We're the best you wanna know why?
(We're the best you wanna know why?)
We lift 'em up we lift 'em high!
(We lift 'em up we lift 'em high!)
And when we're ready to set them down
(And when we're ready to set them down)
We can be heard for miles around!
(We can be heard for miles around!)
We're Atlantic!
(We're Atlantic!)
We're Eagles!
(We're Eagles!)
We're Atlantic Marching Eagles!
(We're Atlantic Marching Eagles!)

Yesterday was so awesome!! I'll tell you the story.

Arrived at school at 11:15. All the gates were locked except for one, which was not big enough for a car to get through, so I got dropped off and walked around to the auditorium with David and Robbie. Erica and Cyndi were up there too. Then a whole bunch of people showed up, but we couldnt eat any of the food because mr. lerner was not there yet to let us into the band room and we had no utensils or plates. I left at about 5 till noon and joined my section in the cause. We cleaned everything. I was covered in tarn-X and 409. But I got almost all of the tape off of that bass drum. Then we grabbed some drumline food from the fridge and went down to the tables outside the cafeteria to steal flutes food too. But since I was giving chocolate only to percussionists, I ate only our food, except for a biscuit, which was stolen from the flutes. Anyway...

We all got our uniforms and loaded the truck and EVENTUALLY got on the buses. We got to Santaluces and then comes the best part. But I am preceding this by saying that this IS my senior moment, SO DON'T STEAL IT OR I'LL HURT YOU!!

We had gotten the instruments off the truck and were waiting to go to the warmup area. Me and leah were there and I asked some of the freshies if they were nervous for the sight marching. Leah soon joined in. We told them that they would be given music according to what they were playing in the show. At first, they didn't all buy it. Apparently no one pulled this one on Ashton last year, because she's like no, you guys are BSing us, we didn't do sight marching last year. Leah covered that one. "This is a new thing. They're trying it out in a few states. It's like a pilot program." Nick wasn't going to buy it either. "I have a sister who was in this band." But then we covered that again with the pilot program excuse. JT came over slightly out of breath, and said guys, it's true! I just asked AJ and he said there's sight marching. LMAO!!!! And then there's mass confusion (Ashton: "Oh my god! I can't read bass clef music!!") and someone says let's go ask a band parent. They won't lie to us. Right then Mr. Lerner walked over. I must admit, at this point I was a little bit disappointed because I thought he'd blow it.
One of the freshies: Mr. Lerner, are we going to have to do sight marching?
Mr. Lerner: Oh, guys, don't worry about that. It's not part of our rating.
It was at this point that I nearly lost it. I could not believe he was playing along!!
Freshie: Well what do we have to do for it?
Lerner: There's a sheet of 64 counts that you have to memorize, and there's drill on the back.
Freshies: And we have like 3 minutes to do this?!
Lerner: No, I'm pretty sure we get 10.
A few freshies and Ashton: I can't memorize music! It took me like two weeks to memorize this show!
Lerner: Guys, don't stress out about this, it's not that big of a deal. We do it right after we perform and it's not part of our rating. Just do the best you can.
They all started to freak out then. It was the funniest thing to happen ever. Mr. Lerner earned HUGE points with me for this one.

So then we went around the track to warm up, did a few wrist things, and then joined the band to go through the show. While me and Leah were playing, the marimba made a new sound. CLANK CLANK CLANK hmm..that can't be good. Turns out, the resonators were bent, and were hitting the keys. We needed to pull them back somehow. So we went and asked some band parents for string to tie them into place, but they didn't have any. Mrs. Tubbs had to sacrifice her backpack to the cause. She cut off the elastic thingy on the front so we could use it, and it worked perfectly!! She's our hero!

So we got out onto the track, and it started raining a little bit. Then the rest of the band go there, and it started raining a lot. We threw ponchos over the marimbas and the vibes and ran with the band into the concessions area for cover. It stopped raining and we started to come out. As soon as we all were out, it rained again, and we all ran back. It stopped raining again, and we came out to perform no matter what. We were setting everything up and Steven came up to me and said Oh no...we forgot the table. We ended up taking the cover for the bells to put all the toys on. It worked out fine though, so it's all good.

We fell apart in the first song, and I thought we blew it. All that went through my head was that we had it, and just watched it fly away. It seemed like an eternity to recover. However, on tape review, which I watched this morning, we fell apart for like 2 measures. It was bad, but it was short. The rest sounded SO GOOD!!! Sorry, it didn't sound good, it sounded superior! While we were getting everything packed back up to try to get off the field, it POURED. It was actually hailing, which sounds really cool on a tympani, but I can't imagine it's too great for the instruments. The resonators on Vinh's marimba filled up with water. Tom says that it's not that bad, but we do have to like take the thing apart and turn it upside down so that nothing grows in it.

While we were standing ..somewhere on the campus that was under cover, Mr. Lerner came and told us how proud he was of us blah blah blah and that we were not staying, which pissed me off. And we didn't even get a picture! :-( But then he said that he had our scores. *drumroll* "Marching got a 2. General effect 2. One of the music judges gave you a 1. And the other music judge also gave you a 1 so you got a one overall. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! OMG!! We did it!! Superior!!! WHOO!! Lots of screaming, lots of crying, lots of hugging. Mostly just screaming and hugging from me. No crying. But it was a really good feeling to be back. I say we omit last year and have our record of superiors continue from like 16 years ago.

We loaded the buses, rather wet, but really happy. Mr houchins came on and asked if there were any drumline people on the bus. A few hands went up, frankly, I wasn't sure if pit counted in that or not, but then he said I just wanted you guys to know that percussion also recieved a superior. MORE SCREAMING! YAY!! So great.

After that, I just couldn't help it. Had to start the cheer. By the time I got to the "We're atlantic!" part though, I had thought that other people were going to join in with me, like saying the things first, so I quick motioned to krystle to yell it with me. It was cool though. The whole bus did it. ^_^ Funfun. In the band room after we got back Amanda Jaeger came up to me and was like thanks Lauren. I was like whoa...what? What did I do? She said For the cheer. Wasn't it you who started it on the bus. I was like ohhh...yea. It needed to be done.

Afterwards, after we got ourselves organized enough to leave that is, a bunch of us went out to Outback to celebrate. That was so much fun. I beat Amy once again in a lemon eating contest, so I successfully defended my title. I think that means that I am the permanent champion, since it happens only after festival. This was amy's last year.

After we finished figuring out the check, we all went outside where I relayed the story of the sight-marching. Kristen said that Steven, JT, and Vinh came up to her afterwards to ask why we didn't do the sight marching. They were so confused. LMAO!

So now that we got a superior, we can dress up for the halloween game. Not that I'm going. I have sweetness tickets to the 311 concert. Rock! So that's about it. Great day.

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MrHall

:: 2003 23 October :: 12.55pm
:: Music: RUSH - By-Tor and the Snow Dog

I am back
Hello children, it's me, Mr. Hall. I'm back, finally. I haven't had much time to do this journal, with all my readin and what not. As you all should know, RUSH has come out with a new dvd from their latest tour. You all should go and buy it right now. And always remember that Neil Peart is better than you.

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