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2003 15 August :: 5.29pm
My first week of being a senior is over.(Thankfully.)
Everyone keeps on asking me, "how does it feel to be a senior","big man on campus now huh?"
you know, it just feels like any other year...maybe it'll be different when its almost over...
School is okay, IB is a bitch.
Lots of HW. Fun.
Kevy left today :0(
Gregory leaves in T-minus 8 days ::sniff:: actually I really have nothing to cry about, he leaves the 23rd and will be back the 29th for Memorial day weekend :0P
Cena con la familia de Pishko esta noche en La Cheesecake Factory.
sounds like the last outing w/his parents before he leaves.
i have nothing to wear.
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2003 8 August :: 11.41pm
10hrs and we leave for Wet & Wild :0)
ROADTRIPROADTRIPROADTRIPROADTRIP!!!!!
Me + Pauly + Jizz + Stephy + TJ + meeting Ashy + Catherine + Alisha = hothothothot!
Gregory Luke is deathly ill and cannot attend :0(:0(:0(
I took him to the doctor today and all the red spots all over him is apparently an allergic reaction to Amoxicillin (sp?) so basically hes allergic to Penicillin (like meee!) He also got a Mono test done soo keep your fingers crossed , I REALLY don't need mono now :0/ quite frankly neither does he.
Thats all.
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2003 8 August :: 11.40pm
::sigh:: Band camps over forever :0/
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2003 4 August :: 12.02am
BAND CAMP in T minus 8hrs 15min.
i'm a happy camper :0P
(wow i suck)
okay. No band director. I really have no idea what the deal is, guess we'll find out tomorrow :0/... sorry to get everyones hopes up... we'll deal... what else haven't we been through??
oh.
my mom thinks Greg is a FAG. yes, a queer, a homosexual whatever haha.
its kind of funny but he brings it on.
tonight was so wonderful... its nice when you have noone to interrupt you :0P
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2003 3 August :: 1.39pm
name: Vivi Tran
age: 17
reason for woohu username: plainmornings... for a year (about 2 years before he was crazy popular) I really liked Dashboard Confessional (Swiss Army Romance <3) and my boyfriend at the time (actually he was obsessed first, i didn't like it off the bat) loved this song, a plain morning and I guess I grew to like it too so it was my favorite song when i started my woohu over a year ago :0)
aim sn: picsxstarsxdream
reason for aim sn: Another stout I had lol I was obsessed with the Juliana Theory for a summer & I just liked the name of the song pictures, stars and dreams
do you enjoy reading my woohu: I don't know... Its always been interesting I guess, always another girl, another heartbreak, something else going on...I guess it was never boring.
why: oops.
intresting fact about you: I'm not a very intresting person... um...
weird fact about u: Everythings weird about me... at one point I almost gave up getting a car to get a $20,000. bassoon :0P
quote: my bandoness (come'n band camps in a day, gota get in the groooove!) "I'd rather be a band dork then a loser like you"
will you post this in ur woohu: aren't i?
if you see me out in the streets would you say hi: i guess
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2003 1 August :: 5.23pm
TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!
Red Lion (SE conrner of Boynton Beach Blvd & Military Trail)
No Parking
Against Medical Advice(AMA)
Harold and the Purple Crayons
TIMB
Doors 8
Show 9
$5 if under 21
be there or be... well square :0P
<3<3<3<3<3
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2003 31 July :: 4.42pm
and the schedule:
1.Band
2.Hist of the Americas
3.Span IV- Lona
4.Baum
5.Eng - Timberlake
6.Bio - Murnan
7.TOK
oh yeah. Bandos, WE HAVE A DIRECTOR!!!!!!!
His name is Phil Rodell(sp?), hes an ex member of BLAST and plays trombone!!!!! (tbone love!) Dave Markgraf will be the assistant director and many of you already know hes a percussionist. Hes hired a whole staff for band sooooo yay!
finally seniors!!
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2003 31 July :: 1.22am
i hate that i came online with the intention of checking my mail/messages and i read what you wrote and i've been on for over an hour now... raking through the past, one thats so hard to let go...
i cared so much, i remember everything from the day we met, how we ended the first time, the second... how we remet and how amazing it was to our tragic end.
i'm sorry that we couldn't work out, i'm sorry that you couldn't live up to my expectations, i guess i'm not sorry that i cared so much about you because i've learned from that, i've learned from our whole entire relationship and now i have a better understanding of how things work.
I'm sorry if our memories cause you pain, its not easy to read your words and reminisce about the past, how happy you made me and how my heart still breaks everytime i think about it.
I wish you could be happy because I truly do believe that I am happier now then I have ever been.
Maybe old feelings never die but life will continue regardless...
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2003 22 July :: 10.17am
Cross from LJ.
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Brand New - Jude Law and the semester abroad ]
so easily are your eyes deceived...
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Saw Pirates of the Carribean tonight (ARRRGHHHH!!) with my lovey, Jizzeniffer and Lauren. Johnny Depp = ultimate hotness :0)
tonight was sad. After the movie, Gregory and I just sat in his car and talked. Our little talk ended with me crying and him holding me :0/ exactly one month from today he won't be here with me and i'll be reduced to lots of phone time and once a month visits ::sigh:: Its funny when you've seen someone for over 50days straight, you always end up with this crazy emotional attachment. rah.
i don't want him to go :0(
oh. and not to confuse anymore but all the "tonights" up there were in actuality last night (7/21) and today is... today. :0)
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2003 19 July :: 10.01pm
i meant to post this yesterday but i got lazy :0P
alsooooo guess who sooo got their Radiohead tickets :MEEEEE!!:
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have no fear, i'm still alive.
I've actually been doing stuff hence the not doing the online 24/7 thing :0P
i haven't worked since Monday so that has been really nice. Dinner w/the Rosensweigs rocked my world <3 muchas gracias to la familia Rosensweig <3
Ben & I got our warped tour tickets.
Dinner with Greg and his aunt and uncle tonight was nice.
thats all. buenos noches.
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2003 8 July :: 2.24am
love has become such a tangible thing...
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2003 5 July :: 4.53pm
who wants to be beautiful when beautiful's just a lie?
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2003 2 July :: 11.24am
:: Mood: excellent :0)
:: Music: Pass me the football...
The best days of my life <3
First off.
Last night + Wellington Girls + crappy movie at the drive in rocked my world(+Gregory too heh) DON'T go see the Hulk, its awful.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
TONIGHT!!!!!
ABBY D's SURPRISE 80's themed party!!!!!
I don't remember the last time that I had that much fun with everyone. Pics tell all!!!
GOO SEEE!
Man. I was all 80s dressed and running through the Boynton mall. Scavenger Hunts rock.
Thank you to everyone <3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABBY D!!!!!
<3<3
PS. I didn't do Gregs makeup, that was alllll him :0P
hmmm "last night" would be 2 nights ago... woohu wasn't up last night so i'm just copying and pasting my livejournal entry.
GOOOOO SEEE PICS!!!!! they really rock
rockrockrock.
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Today was amazing. Gregory came over early this morning, made me pancakes and we laid in eachothers arms forever :0P 5hrs later hes gone :0( and i am indeed beary sad. :0(:0(:0(
oh. by the way, Ben Garb is No Parking's new drummer. Weird. heh.
THE LINK!! well url anyways...
http://public.fotki.com/plainmornings/abbys_pizzzartaaay/
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2003 30 June :: 1.32am
stream of conscious
Stream of conscious...
chosen sweetly i fell. i fell out of your world. Drugs consumed many, not me. It wasn't the drugs as much as you lying. What made you think I wouldn't understand, wouldn't want to help. You told me that it was a plea for help, you wanted me to notice, to care but you did the one thing i asked you not to do. I read your words, your heart poured out onto this screen and it sends sharp pangs through my heart because I cared. This is probably the one thing that could tear me away from the perfection I have now found. How can I be so happy yet still feel obligation. Maybe I still care... I shouldn't. Conflicts of the heart yet I know what I'm doing is right. I have waited so long for this and to lose it for something that has not worked numerous times? If we were meant to be together then it would have worked. Maybe not the first time, the second, the third?? If we were meant to be together "forever" then forever would not have been terminated so soon. Maybe it was love, I really don't know. You walked out that morning, told me that when you'd said it you meant it and for how long I was screaming that inside. It broke my heart. Out of anger I acted and you walked away. I am not saying that you walked out on it because I pushed you away myself but understand, it wasn't just me. Amazing. I can be on top of the world and your words, just your words can bring me down. I must care, I guess I try too hard not to. I read what you wrote for her it was always so much more beautiful then what you'd write for me. You say that it was just lust, a fatal attraction for her and that I was "home", I was what was familiar to you but she was the prize. I don't doubt that you really did love me or anything but you never showed me. Whereas you gave her the world, you felt 100% for me yet only gave me half. You said that you would never say it if you knew I wouldn't say it back. You never knew how I really felt for you, maybe I was a fool for waiting. Maybe i'm smart. Two people obsessed with getting hurt and this is what you get. I have learned from this. I will give 100% from now on, my heart on my sleeve I will get the 100% that I deserve.
I always knew I could do better.
Why am I even thinking of this, its over, i'm happy, I don't need to do this.
Goodnight.
Disclosure: If you're reading this and have to question if this is for/about you then you're wrong and its not. If it was then you'd know. Thats all.
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2003 28 June :: 3.49am
:: Mood: there is no word to describe how wonderful i feel
:: Music: Timb stuck in my head heh
i don't even know where to start...
i'm so numb with ecstasy (no not the drug, just the feeling) right now...
i'm going to say it and most definately mean it this time for sure. I have never been so happy in my life, its been 3 weeks of seeing him EVERYDAY (literally lol) and the after glow hasn't worn off yet which leads me to believe that its not an afterglow at all but this aura that we share between us, one of complete freedom and passion.
I know that he won't read this because as he put it, he "doesn't like reading other peoples thoughts" but you know what, he doesn't have to read this to know how i feel about him.
With my heart on my sleeve, I can now finally breathe a sigh of relief...
::sigh::
<3.
PS. in unrelated news, Timb & Harold rock my world as well.... they rocked pretty damn hard tonight @ the loft <3<3
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