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eddy

:: 2006 23 March :: 10.01pm

Woo. Work tonight was....interesting heh.

First, I get there and the teachers bowl is going on. Crazy lights, loud music. Tons of fun. Then I look right in front of me...and there are teachers wearing skimpy loungerie(sp?), I mean...wayyyy gross. I feel sorry for the kids who have to be taught by these women. But anway, then I noticed some teachers from Cedar. Seeing teachers outside of school is just wierd. I saw maybe 5 or 6 of them. I only remember one name, which was Mr. Martens. Most of them were middle school teachers. Then Mr. Taylor came in later. So that gets over with and the leagers come in to do their stuff. One customer comes up to me and says "Hey beautiful, I need a pepsi!" Flattering, and yet oh so creepy. Thats the first time thats ever been said to me. So the rest of the night passes on rather smoothly. Oh, and this job rocks, because its one of the few I know where we get to pick on and make fun of the customers to their faces, as well as pick on and make fun of each other. Everyone there is awesome. Theres a guy Matt who works at the main counter, hes pretty awesome, and can't forget Kelso! Ugh! So hott. lol I've only got to work with him once so far though. Ummm....yeah anyway. So its about half an hour before I get out of there, and a guy who was bowling in the lane right in front of the counter comes back from bowling a frame, just super pissed. And he proceeds to knock over chairs and then kicks his bowling ball across the floor, which shoots back towards us and hits the counter. Aparently its not that uncommon for that to happen. People really get worked up over their bowling I guess. Then Connie and Danielle were telling me stories about all the fights they usually have on the weekends. I can't wait! lol. Drunk people are funny. The smoke really gets to me sometimes though, I get really nauseas. =S

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eddy

:: 2006 22 March :: 5.23pm


Wow, its been a while. =) For those of you who don't yet know. I finally got a fricken job! I'm excited, and yet horribly depressed about it at the same time. lol. Worked two days so far. 5 to close. That takes a lot out of ya. Ill get used to it though. Its a lot of standing around, and everyone does everything, theres no assigned things. Work thursday and this saturday and sunday. Sat I probably won't get out until like 1:30 in the morning =S But a paycheck is a paycheck right?!?! Oh, heh. Forgot to mention where I worked. I work at Westgate bowling alley. $6 and hour plus tips, not to bad for starting out.

In other news, I "skipped" school today. Had Lynne call in. I needed a day to get myself caught up with my life. I needed to do laundry and I needed a nice long shower and a few extra hours of sleep. And I got it, and it feels great. Going work clothes shopping tonight with my mom. Need some pants. We can't wear blue denim and thats pretty much all I have. Ummm.....backstage pictures!!

......will be posted later because I just ran out to my car to get my camera and realised I left it at home =S

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joeydomina

:: 2006 19 March :: 10.47pm

Alright all well this is a new tattoo i want to get right in the middle of my back. I think it would look cool if it took up the entire back. what do ya'll think. well let me know k
JOey

New Tattoo I Want

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joeydomina

:: 2006 19 March :: 9.55pm

Hmmm
I am just so lost Right now. I thought my life was on track but it seems to have taken a turn. for the worst or the better I dont know. I am just gonna have to think about things for awhile i suppose. If anyone has anything they want to do sometime this week let me know.

ttyl,
Joey

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Tails

:: 2006 18 March :: 10.50pm

What about the past?

If we forget what we were will that really help us become what we want to be?

I gave up on the children who i grew up with because i didnt want old memorys. i only have room in my head for new bright ones.

We will all end up somewhere else.

I can't wait.

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joeydomina

:: 2006 17 March :: 8.28am

Well lets see its st. patricks day and i dont know how many people actually know what he did. Well i have been reading more of my martyrs of christianity book and did you know that st. patrick actually wrote the king james version of the bible. he was persecuted because of it yet was also approved by his fellow countrymen. but anyways

i have no green on so what ya'll gonna do about it. ha nothing thats what i thought.

Leo (its st. patty's day so i'm that for today)

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Tails

:: 2006 14 March :: 3.11pm

risk...tonight. eurasia is mine. ruby you die tonight my friend. your blood...she shall spill.

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Tails

:: 2006 13 March :: 5.23pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: dashboard confessional - again i go unnoticed

the end of the storm
So at the end of a storm when everything is dead and cold and wet...but it looks like the world might just be ending or just being born for the first time. thats when things start to get in your head. you think and think until it festers inside you and burns away till it slips out in the wrong form. but you try so hard to use that energy to change someone. to help give them the guidance they seek. i tried to help someone begin the deconstruction process to a better and more them, them. a real you a perfect image of what you want yourself to be. NOT ANYTHING ANYONE ELSE WANTS! but it was too much for him so he ran from it...who gives up on wanting to change themselves when someone is trying to give them the beggings to questions they must ask to begin their work? you cant change someone. you can affect them enough for them to want to change themselves. and i was doing that. even if he questioned himself once thats enough for me and i did what i set out to do. but being told it means nothing and living fake is fun...thats what makes me think about the end of a storm when it all seems like it was worth nothing...but its always worth far more than we can begin to imagine. so i did as much as i could. and i didnt push. he asked i answered his questions. everyone should deconstruct themselves. i did the end of tenth grade. you all know how much cooler and nicer and happier i was at the begging of junior year right? thats when i became the whetzel everyone seems to have fallen in love with. deconstruction did this for me. as it should for everyone. and deconstruction is different from self destruction please know that. if anyone ever wants to begin deconstruction you know where to fine me hehe. but always remember. never stop asking questions and never stop talking ever. no matter what. and dont ever lie to yourself. never. remeber this always. outy my loves.

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Tails

:: 2006 11 March :: 11.51pm
:: Music: Bright Eyes- Easy/Lucky/Free

Yeah
things are strange. waking up and staring outside, driving down the road with the window down...its like staring at an accidental gasoline rainbow, its beautiful but at the same time you cant help but question it. you know what i mean?

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Tails

:: 2006 8 March :: 11.18am
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Nat King Cole - It's only a paper moon

Yay super fun!!
ALL RIGHT HERES MORE SUPER FUN CRAZY LITTLE KID CAPTION PICTURES BROUGHT TO YOU BY MATTHEW WHETZEL!!!! YOU REMEMBER THE LAST ONES RIGHT? WITH SARAH AND THE WONDERS OF COMEPTING FOR FOOD? HOPE YOU ENJOY!!!!

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Tails

:: 2006 8 March :: 6.43am
:: Mood: cold

omg... so yesterday i was supposed to have an interview at blockbuster. but see i went back to my aunts in the morning to help her finish moving and organizing the things from her office (plus use her highspeed to download files lol) and then on our way into town for the last load of things...a crazy man threw something off his bike and into the road, i hit it, and my tire goes BOPPP!P!P!P!P!P!P and i go "AHHHH BITCHES!!!" so yeah needless to say i didnt make it to my interview on time. but i did get a new tired...so thats all cool i guess. still wish i knew what he threw? anyway TONIGHT WIRELESS CAFE ON 44TH STREET !!! 9:30 ISH!!!! BITCHES love you!

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joeydomina

:: 2006 8 March :: 12.41am
:: Mood: Lonely
:: Music: James Blunt - You're Beautiful

youth group and dodgeball
tonight is dodgeball and youth group at my church. if anyone is interested give me a call on my cell if you want to go.... but you do kinda have to have your own ride or at least give me a few bucks for gas or so..... its really really cool. everyone is invited. except that one kid named leonard domina..... oh how i hate him.

Joey

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Tails

:: 2006 7 March :: 1.33am

Perfect!
Today was the perfect day. I have got two job interviews for tommrow set up. and i found my zema kitty. i opened the door to let some smoke out from my burnt food and she just walked in screaming at the top of her little kitty lungs. i hugged her smiled, danced, then cleaned her up fed her and now shes happy again! and yeah the improv groupe was good tonight too. we came up with a couple new games to play wed. so all brand new 45 mins of material on wed at the wireless cafe! so today was a great day. if i get one of those jobs then this will be the perfect week!>

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Whoever correctly guess which animal this is gets 4 times as much love from me than anyone else for a full yeah. and please dont cheat. just guess.

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eddy

:: 2006 5 March :: 6.13pm
:: Music: Modest Mouse - Horn Intro

My Sunday
So my day was fun. Went grocery shopping at Meijers with my mom, and decided to dress as emo as I could get for such a spur of the moment decision. And Voila. The result. Not as far as I could have gone of course. But not too bad considering Im at my mom's and my only clothes were the ones I brought with me. I love my scarf, though its hard to see in any of these pictures. I also got some apples. They are delicious. I'm eating this as I type too. I also took a picture of my mom, spontaneous like, and it turned out rather emo looking as well, lol. See it!. She was just walking by. And this just because I wanted to post more pictures of me. Sad, I know.

EDIT
New icon. Decided to take a break from Ville for a short while. Some good ol Foamy instead.

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eddy

:: 2006 5 March :: 5.51pm


Thats the girl he chose,
And Heaven knows,

Im not that girl.....

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