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2005 24 September :: 12.05pm
I love these lyrics.
I cannot pretend that I felt any regret
Cause each broken heart will eventually mend
As the blood runs red down the needle and thread
Someday you will be loved
You'll be loved you'll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved
You may feel alone when you're falling asleep
And everytime tears roll down your cheeks
But I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet
Someday you will be loved
Death Cab for Cutie - Someday You Will Be Loved
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2005 24 September :: 10.31am
:: Music: Death Cab for Cutie
Most of you don't need to read this so fuck off.
Oh my God. The new Death Cab for Cutie CD is so amazing.
You were right Matt, it's very close to Transatlanticism. I don't know which is better. Never thought I'd say that..
New layout!
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2005 24 September :: 9.10am
Who is going to the pageant tonight?
I need to shower somewhere, haha. My dad is working on the shower and failed to tell me I can't take one until this morning. Laaaame.
Oh and Mishy..Tomato! Pickle! Apple! Let's play that little crackle!
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2005 23 September :: 6.25am
I'm sick.
I think I am allergic to school.. no wait ECON!
Burn in hell you bitch.
This sums it up..
So sick, so sick of being tired and oh, so tired of being sick.-TBS
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2005 22 September :: 5.51pm
MISHY:
Are you free tomorrow after school? I'd like to work on drama and glorify Hitler!
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2005 22 September :: 6.43am
I can't go to the pageant. I am very dissapointed about it. I like watching those kind've things. *sigh* Ah well, I hope someone at least records it.
Anyway, things were going good. Keep in mind were.
I don't understand it.
I don't like it.
And I really don't know what to do.
But, whatever. I guess I'm just not perfect enough.
Well, I better finish getting ready. Three weeks in and I all ready want the year to end.
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2005 20 September :: 6.34am
I know things get tough.. real tough.
But, I care about you more than you know. Even if I don't always say it or show it, just realize that I do.
You should be used to me by now.
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2005 19 September :: 6.42am
I don't know what to do! I'm crying out to you.
I love you, but I want to be happy.And I want you to be happy.
I'm really at a loss of what we can do.
Just stay together and be miserable?
Or have you leave and me be miserable anyway?
See, you can start a new life with new people.
While I'm just stuck here for another fucking year. Alone.
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2005 19 September :: 6.16am
Ruined anniversarys.
Either way I lose.
Why can't you ever help me?
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2005 17 September :: 9.18pm
I went to some strong man show at the Ressurection Life Church in Rockford. Saw some big, sweaty guys break bricks and rip phone books in half, haha. It was pretty cool though, better than sitting at home like usual.
Dan proposed to Molly before the show on the stage. It was soo cute and I'm glad I was there to see it. Her ring is beautiful.
Things are good lately.
That's all.
Night.
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2005 16 September :: 6.34am
When I look into your eyes I know you're all I need.
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2005 15 September :: 8.27am
:: Music: Lynard Skynard - Swamp Music
For some reason, I can't learn from my mistakes. I keep doing the same stupid shit over and over. Anyway, things have been interesting lately..not exactly in a good way but i'm hoping that it all gets better. We've been having our ups and downs..and the downs..are pretty bad. But no matter what, i'll still love her more than anything in the world. When we are having a good time or day together, she's the best girlfriend any guy could have. I have hope that things will start to look up soon.
I'm looking for a new job now. I started looking into art careers, such as forensic artists. That would be sweet. I just want a job that pays well and will keep me happy, and I know that I can find one. I just need to look closer this time.
My hands are freezing, barely numb. I want to go back to bed, but I have to call my temp service guy around 9am.
One thing about me that has been changing lately that most of you dont know, is that I have been reading the bible and going to church regularly for the past 3 or 4 months. It's good for me. I need to be more open minded and have a better understanding of it all. I'm not all churchy now, I just need something to believe in instead of being stupid about it all.
Anyway, let's hope for a good day, week, maybe month!
I love you, Stacy.
Brad
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2005 13 September :: 3.54pm
I don't know what's wrong with me lately.
Everything in school is really hard. I don't understand anything and I never can just get my homework done. It never makes any sense to me. And I'm not even in difficult classes with tons of homework.
I'm not happy. I don't know why. As soon as I am it only lasts a day or so. I'm not trying to be negative, it's just..this year seems way too hard for me to handle.
Everytime I try to do my homework or just understand what a teacher is saying I'm on the brink of tears because I feel so lost and stupid.
Everyone around me gets it and if I ask for help I am treated like a complete dolt. I'm just stressed out. Nothing makes me happy anymore, I wish I knew what could do it.
I hate being at school and I hate being here.
I don't know what to do.
Oh, and I fucking hate Econ.
In other news I am very dissapointed about something going on. It frustrates me so much. Erika, Mishy.. you know what I'm talking about. I don't know what to do, it goes in one ear and out the other. It's like I'm just a broken record..
I guess I am.
Nothing ever comes easy, I should get used to that.
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2005 11 September :: 7.49am
The bonfire was fun.
Not a lot of people showed up, but it didn't even matter.
The main group was hilarious and I enjoyed it.
I like smaller groups better.
Though it is sad that none of my "closest" friends even showed up.
Whatever, just don't expect me to bother anymore.
Other than that I feel sick and I needed a lot more sleep than this.
I get today to write an essay then tomorrow it's..school.
I hate saying that.
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2005 10 September :: 12.08pm
I'm sick of this shit.
See everyone at the bonfire.
I hope another unnecessary scene doesn't occur.
Ha! Riiight..
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2005 9 September :: 3.54pm
:: Music: BOB DYLAN
Why does every party have to have drinking to be fun?
I thought a lot of people got over that..apparently not.
Whatever.
Anyway, I've been good. I'm happy lately.
School sucks, but it doesn't seem to go as slow as it did last year.
It's fine. I have to just suck it up and remember I only have to make it through the year.
And I seriously need help in Econ. I'm doing shitty with the stock thing. Does anyone know the "loop-hole" in the game? Ah fuck it..
I realized that being an office aid is like saying you're their slave for the hour. I'm so the office bitch.
I love Bible as in Lit. First we drew pictures of God, then today we played with Clay. Hard work.
Ummm...I love my bunnie.
And life is good.
Remember to come to the bonfire tomorrow.
8:00pm!
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2005 8 September :: 6.58am
I love waking up to you crawling into my bed.
I love you.
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2005 7 September :: 7.54pm
Bonfire at my house this Saturday.
8pm-12am or whatever.
It's not really a party, nothing is planned. I just want whoever that wants to be there, be there. To just chill, talk, and hang out.
My dad dug a new fire pit out by Brad's current home (camper) haha. So, please if you wanna come and hang for a while do.
Let me know if you are coming!
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2005 7 September :: 6.54pm
:: Mood: ok
:: Music: Skynyrd - Gimme 3 Steps
It's been a while, it's been a while... i don't really feel the need to post anymore, even with access to do so. but i figured once in a while wont hurt.
I'm living at Stacy's now. I move into my new apartment October 5th. It's 160sq.ft. bigger than the last apartment (700sq.ft.). The new one is pretty rad. it actually has a dining room. It'll be really nice to have a sweet apartment to MYSELF. I'm buying all new furniture and whatnot. I have this whole month to save money for everything. The apartment is on the E. Beltline and 5 mile. So Plainfield township. The drive to work now is costing me about $10 a day to drive there and back, about 60 miles, pretty shitty, yes?
I work at Electro Chemical Finishing now. I'm a copper plater, so i pretty much work with a bunch of hazardous chemicals all day. No one thought i would make it this long because i guess the past few guys before me quit before 3 weeks. One guy quit after 3 hours because he could'nt handle it. It's the heat that makes the job hard. I've been there about a month and a half now, so i'm doing good.
Well that's enough for now, later.
Bradley
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(I don't care if you told me not to) =P
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2005 7 September :: 5.08pm
Today in 3rd hour (office aid) I was told to make a copy of a paper.
First of all I have no idea where that fucking machine is.
So, I find the room and there's like 8 machines! I know, I know..a copy machine doesn't seem to be a complicated thing to spot, but their machines are EVIL! And the copy machine was the worst. It's so confusing, it's not like normal ones where you just put the paper on the glass.. Anyway, the lady tells me to make one copy and to type in her code '4994' so I do it and it starts printing '1 of 4,994' and I was like, "Shit!" So then I hit stop and it stops after printing like 10 sheets. Then I see that I copied the wrong fucking side. So I flip it over and try to copy it and it copies the same wrong side and I tried to stop it, but once again it copied like 10! So I finally went and told them I had no idea what I was doing. They weren't too mean about it.
I'm sorry, you must think I'm an idiot, but it really is more complicated than it sounds.
Being an office aid is scary.
Anyway, I hate school. Today was a little better, but it still sucks.
And today was the bad day..the day when actual work and homework starts..bleh! ;(
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