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2003 23 November :: 11.04pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: blink 182 - I'm lost without you
This time i won't forget you
woo the mall!! yeah nate stayed the night last night. we went to bed at about 2 after getting some arby's. we got up early this morning, had some difficulty but yeah we finally made it to go pick up kelly. us 3 went to woodland mall and pretty much just walked around. it was pretty fun. when we were walking down the hallway i flipped off the camera and i didnt see the security guard about 8 feet behind me...so i kind of got warned to not get caught again otherwise "ill be asked to leave" oh no not that. anywho, later on i went to kelly's and nate left. i had a really good time actually getting to hang out with kelly and no other people around. we actually had "us" time...today was perfect. theeen we went to neilees and hung out for a bit..now im here. today is two months for me and kelly, i got her flowers cuz im nice. hopefully she liked them. and in case any of you are wondering....if tasha moves back, i am NOT going to break up with kelly, ive lost those feelings for tasha over time. i love kelly way too much to let any person get in our way, so if you think tasha is going to interfier with me and kelly relationship..your wrong..anyway..you know? i feel that the only way to get comments is to start shit with people...i wish i had someone i could reasonably talk shit about....i hate not getting barely any comments. bitches, heh i should just start shit with eeveryone.. that way we can all join, hurray. but yeah i got nothin...i think im gonna get my candy ass to bed (inside joke...kelly and nate knows) but yeah ill talk to you bitches later. goodbye.
Bradley
(i hope calling you all bitches really pissed you off....maybe ill get some comments woo!! heh im trying to have fun with this.....bitches *smirks*)
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2003 22 November :: 1.59am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: joyride - round and round
"he ate 30 pizza rolls by himself with no pants on"
joyride was awesome tonight. me jay and justin went to the orbit room to see joyride. it was cool, we talked to the band after about playing at the highschool again soon. i think we must make this happen, we were gonna like hand out flyers and put them up and shit if it all works out. that'll be freakn' rad as hell to have them play here again. anyway, we went to jays brothers house for some neat stories and whatnot and now im here, lonely and tired, missing kelly very greatly. im really tired so i think im gonna go to bed or something now, goodnight all. i hope you all had a nice day today.
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2003 20 November :: 6.39pm
somewhat right
Your soul is bound to the Rose Petals: The
Wronged.
"'ve come undone and all hopes of mending
me are gone because the pain took my soul.
Can't you see? The only one who can put me
back together again is me."
The Rose Petals are associated with sorrow,
reflection, and wisdom. They are governed by
the goddess Persephone and their sign is The
Teardrop, or Broken Love.
As a Rose Petal, you are always self-reflective and
may be hard on yourself. You probably have
been hurt in the past by other people and can
sometimes distance yourself, as a result. You
don't usually let other get too close to you,
but you are very good at mending your spirits
back together by yourself.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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2003 20 November :: 5.55pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: the used - say days ago
today was umm pretty good. kelly had to go and leave me to go to the mall, so i was stuck without her. anyway i painted my guitar case alot more. it looks pretty cool, i put a few lyrics on it too, just a minor detail. i wrote a song today, its pretty cool. it still needs work but im not finished with it quite yet. it would sound alot better with drums and bass but that comes in time...hopefully. but yeah im really bored and i have no idea what to type about. so ill be going all. goodbye.
Bradley
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2003 19 November :: 10.08pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: blink 182 - im lost without you
ill always be dreaming of you
gah, the last entry wasnt much of an update (not talking about the kelly one, the one before that) anyway yeah i wasnt in a very good mood then but i am now. so yeah i got some cds burned, i got saves the day, both taking back sunday cds, the other thursday cd, both brand new cds and the used. tomorrow dustin should have 4 more for me. the newest afi one and other ones i forgot. but yeah its cool, i got some rad new tunes to listen to. im in love with this blink cd, i really am. its awesome. andyhoo im tired so im going to burn one last cd and then im off to bed. goodnight all. ii loove you kelly.
Bradley
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2003 19 November :: 9.58pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: blink 182 - i miss you
I love Kelly, I really do. I love her more than anything. Just thought I'd share that.
Bradley
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2003 19 November :: 8.40pm
today was pretty good, had an alright school day. went to dustin and stacy's after school to burn some cd's. dustin is very entertaining at times i tell you what. i just got home a little bit ago. im bored, tired and cranky. thats all i have to say i suppose. bye
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2003 18 November :: 7.39pm
:: Mood: i dont know
:: Music: blink 182 - obvious
well i got the new blink cd. its really good, the band has really grown alot. im liking the new blink. i went with my mom today after school to the mall and stuff, we had a little mother son day. it was good. i got a 50 pack of cd's so now i can make copies of cds which is very good. dusty is gonna bring me a bunch of blink stickers tomorrow, im pretty stoked about that. me and kelly are mostly better, theres still a few things to work on but its all to come in time. today was just a shitty day for me...i was like bi-polar all day..my moods kept changing randomly. meh, i need a break..from hurt, i just need to be happy and stay happy. *sigh* iim gonna go. bye all.
Bradley
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2003 17 November :: 7.35pm
kelly,
Im so sorry for what i have said. i will do anything...anything to fix us. i love you so much, i dont care who knows. i miss how we were..how did all this happen, why dont you trust me anymore...im sorry i made a mistake, im sorry i made you feel un-appreciated. im sorry for everything. i dont know what it is you want. things are differant...i cant stand it. i just want to leave my life, this is all becoming too much to bear. i dont know what i did to deserve this..whatever it is..im terribly sorry. i dont know what else to do....i love you so much..i hope that means something to you. goodbye.
Brad
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2003 17 November :: 5.13pm
:: Mood: pissed off
I can never fucking do anything right.
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2003 16 November :: 8.18pm
:: Mood: heppy
:: Music: thursday - a hole in the world
and will you tell all your friends, you got your gun to my head?
suprisingly..today was great. justin perry called me this morning and asked if i wanted to hang out or go to the mall or something. so yeah he came over and i called kelly to see if she wanted to go. so we picked her up and went to woodland mall. then we went to goodwill and whatnot and i got a cool shirt and tie. then we came back to cedar and picked up neilee and another chick. then we went to umm rivertown mall. at woodland i got a cool new cd. its punk goes acoustic, its really cool. after rivertown we went and visited my dad and saw my little bro, i miss him. i had alot of fun today, hanging out with kelly all day was great. i really really liked today. i hope perry and kelly did too. the new blink album comes out tuesday...i need it...i will die if i dont get it the day it comes out. andyhoo, im gonna get going. goodbye all.
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2003 15 November :: 8.00pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: thursday - cross out the eyes
Since i replaced the "i" in live with an "o" i cant remember who you are
gah..today has been a shitty day...i never got to go with kelly because reasons im not getting into. we got in an argument today..it wasnt cool..things are better now though i still do not like the outcome necessarely...maybe this will help..maybe it wont..ive been so depressed all day. the only thing of excitment today was ben and alana arguing and shit and yelling at eachother. justins party was pretty much my weekend i guess. im sure ill sit on my ass tomorrow as well since no one really cares to hang out with me...anyway..hopefully things brighten up..if im lucky. i wish i wasnt such an asshole, now i understand why alot of people dont like me. usually i have a reason but othertimes i take things way too far..i hate it, and im sorry if ive ever done that to any of you. im trying to change but its hard for me..i have quite the temper when things dont go my way. i wanna go somewhere so bad..oh well, i better get used to not hanging out with kelly so much..unfortunatly, shes pretty much the only one i hang out with seeing as no one else makes plans with me. bah, now im just complaining..im gonna get going. bye all.
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2003 15 November :: 12.16am
:: Music: tbs - timberwolves in new jersey
your always on my mind
woo!! i finally have the internet back. it feels like forever. anyway im pretty happy. i got to hang out with kelly today w00t. i think im going with her tomorrow as well since im not going to indiana with nate. so that'll be cool. me, kelly, neilee, and jake all went to the movies and saw elf. it was a cute movie, will ferrill is halarious, i love that guy. after all that i went to justins little party and pretty much sat around and played guitar the whole time. not alot of fun but i guess its better than sitting at home. brr..im cold..my muscles are so sore, ive really been pushing myself to the max in weight training..ive been doing some hardcore lifting i tell you what. andyhoo, im gonna go people. im so glad to have the internet again. bye byes
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2003 11 November :: 6.12pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: Blink 182 - Feeling This....again
i found this pretty cool
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2003 11 November :: 2.41pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Blink 182 - Feeling This
Kelly's man =)
hello folks. today was a pretty good day, im hanging out at justins right now with jay. i did alot of arm wrestling today in 6th hour, that was fun. i lost to jeff warner(big suprise) and i think thats it. i beat a few people like umm..mike bowers, and mathew roberts and people. but yeah that was fun, dustin was too much of a puss to arm wrestle me, i dont know why. andyhoo* im bored and i dont know what to do..i dont have the internet at my house right now but ill get it back soon enough. i sat and played vice city yesterday for 7 hours. that was no fun. well i think im gonna go now. ill talk to you all later! I LOVE YOU KELLY!! gahh i miss her today=( ....bye!
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2003 9 November :: 11.22pm
:: Music: queen - bohemian rhapsody
interesting
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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2003 9 November :: 5.49pm
:: Mood: bored
woo, friday was fun..mostly anyway. but yeah, the bands were good. better than last year. i ended up staying at neilee's friday night. then i went home pretty early. after that i came here to my cousins..im kinda bored, i just ate a bunch of chicken. anywho im waiting to go home now..my mommy should be here soon. i hope you all had fun this weekend. bye all
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2003 5 November :: 10.41pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: johnny cash - folsom prison blues
Don't make fun of me
Hearts Racing
Everytime I see your beautiful face
I think of how much you mean to me
Like a dozen roses in a broken vase
We're brought together, peice by peice
Walking with you I hold your hand
The peices of the puzzle make a picture
Walking with you together we stand
Looking in your eye's for a brighter future
My heart beats faster as we kiss
Holding eachother, full of bliss
I love you so much
You'll never know
With every touch
Our love unfolds
Okay this is my first pathetic attempt to writing some kind of poem. i just thought of it on the spot and decided to get some input. Yes, it is meant for a special person. But if you have any comments or suggestions please feel free to leave them.
Bradley
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2003 4 November :: 11.10pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: thursday - signals over the air
justins my biotch
whew, me and justin just had a little wrestling spree, we was whoopin some ass. i held my ground. anywho school was good, after that i had a few issues but those all got worked out. i drew stacy a picture of the lead singer from taking back sunday and i drew kelly a picture of marylin monroe. i think their both pretty good, thats crazy for how critical i am of my art. i really hope kelly likes her drawing, im sure she will..if she doesnt then ill have to smack some ass..just kidding. anyway im really wore out right now and im dying from severe pain in the back and arms, and i think justins asking for a good ass whoopin. i made justin my little bitch, thats right..my little bitch. besides that, ive been on the computer like all day. i finally got to talk to kelly online. she really needs to get the internet back. anyway i think its time for me to whoop some ass on PS2. ill talk to whoever later, goodnight ladies and gentlemen.
Bradley
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2003 3 November :: 11.22pm
:: Mood: boreded
:: Music: s.o.a.d. - toxicity
kyle's mom is a big fat bitch
la, today was pretty boring. i had a pretty good school day but after school i just sat on my ass playing video games..then me and justin went in the woods like dummies and tried to get lost...it didnt work to well seeing as there isnt much for woods in these here parts of pine lake. theres a square surrounded by 3 roads and a golf course so it was pretty pointless. oh well. anyway i think im going to the broken sunday concert. ill get to see kelly more w00t! but yeah i think i need sleepy. goodnight folks who care.
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