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2004 13 February :: 2.29pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: one call away --chingy!!
Wow today was rather eventful!!
i got 7 valentines total..by special special ppl except for the one from steve sayin he wanted me back and he still lvoes me..BULLSHIT!! heh =)
yeah neways..oh wow great news everyone!! Sidnee won representing queen for our freshmen class!!! yayayay were soo friggin happy!! And then shadell got it for sophmore!! Dats soo friggin awesome im soo glad!! =)
But yeah..nothing too big to write bout!! Me and britts are doing great!! i luv that girl soo fuckin much!! Britts your the best thing thats ever happened to me i fuckin luv you!! =)
BlOw BuBbLeZ : i will call you squisssssssshy
BlOw BuBbLeZ : and you shall be miiiiiiiiiiiiine
BlOw BuBbLeZ : nd u shall be my squisssssssshy
^^haha aint she da cutest thing!!
BlOw BuBbLeZ : why not somewhere u can get married homosexually:-P
BlOw BuBbLeZ : that i love yer guts n forever we shall be together :-)
BlOw BuBbLeZ : in a non sexual way so dont get yer hopes up
xSwEetoXoKiSseSx: oh dammit!!
BlOw BuBbLeZ : lol sorry i kinda led you onn :-P
^^And you wonder why i luv this gurl soo much!! awwe hehe!! babes i luv you soo fuckin much!!
well dats enough for now..latah everyone!! =)
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2004 13 February :: 1.00pm
yOur nOt what i thOught youde be ..
so everything is lookin good?
*feelin better
*3-day weekend
*kevin called last night <3.
*jill isnt pregnet *tank tha easter bunny ! *
i gueSs thats it...
wanna bet it all turns around?
yOur sO muCh mOre *
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2004 13 February :: 9.24am
:: Mood: happy
Awwe everyone luved thier lil presents i got em for v day!! Im soo happy!! =)
Me n duffey, *sidnee* were just talkin buot britt...haha it was interestin conversation. And den she said she was *PRETTY* cuz she saw pix of her dat i put in my agenda..
haha steve is going out wit Tuesday..FUCKIN GROSS!! I was walkin in da hall earlier and yeah i walked past him and i was already tardy so he came up to me and tried to give me a hug but cassie ran up to me jus in time and saved me and gave me a nice hug!! lol
Neways i jus wanted to say happy v day to my valentine ali jean!! I luv you soo fuckin much babes!! Cant wait to read ur letter i luv you and hope to talk to you soon babes!! Have a great v day!!
HAVE A GREAT VALENTINES DAY BRITTANY MARIE GAMESTER AND CHELSIE WHITESALL *CANT SPELL UR MIDDLE NAME OR MEMBER IT I THINK NOT SURE LOL*
Im soo happy n hyper riten ow..cept ive gotta go to all my classes today for once cuz mrs arkison aint here dammit..oh wells..lit comp is next..yay..NOT!! oh well me n brittney will have some fun there!!
well i better get going..luv you all lots!! latah everyone!!
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2004 12 February :: 10.02pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: yeah--lil jon n usher
Time to update this!!
Wow aint nota whole lot happening around here really jus sittin here at larrys, had to get outta my house for abit, and get v day stuff for 2marrow..yayay wat i got for everyone is soo cute!! =)
2marrow is an early release day, good thing too cuz i couuldnt take another day of skool!! Whew too much for me right now!! Cant handle all of this!!
Awwe my baby gurl ali jean sent me a letter, which i sould get like 2marro, maybe 2 day, i unno im hoping, and she *says* shes sendin 2 more 2marro hah =p Awwe 2 more days till v day!!
Babes your the best person ever, thanks for bein there through all this preganet shit *which im NOT!!* and all of this steve shit, your the best i luv you!!
Oh gosh you too britts n chelsie!! Your the best, i could seriously not live without you. ANd chels ya know wat i was jus thinking, ya now how we said we'd try to get together every month at least once..hah i saw you da day after me and steve started going out ='( but yeah nov 22nd its been too long babes, i miss you and think we sould get together!! luv you both tons!!
Omg ya know who i aint talked to in..FOREVER..my lizzo..kathryn, awwe, dat sucks!! i miss her tons!!..awwe!! Somebody tell her dat i said hey n dati luv her.
well dats enough for now..buot to leave anyway..luv you all..byes!!
<33 Jilly!!
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2004 12 February :: 8.17am
:: Mood: sick
i tryD tO change
saturday was pretty much perfect
[ sarah'z partey ]
soo many people were there..
we were outside most the time, me lindsey B mariSsa n steven tipped over a porta potty =] n we all jumped on this guys tramoline without permission lmao ! than we played lyk spin the bottle n shit mmhmm -n- watched findin nemo !! =] yay ! than we tried goin 2 sleEp - in the garage on tha flOor.. not the most confortable place.. it was sOo hott ! n than it would get really cold - we were up all night talkin n laughin though - finally round 7 me n steve went on the coach n i fell asleep in his armz =] n than at 7: 15 marissa n steven came in and woke us up .. lol.. than they kept us up and at 8 sarah's mom made us all get up
=]
me n lindseys list !
1. kill a duck
2. get permission
3. jump on a tramoline -check
4. tip a portapotty -check
5. have sex on a trampoline
6. sharpen our brainz
7. dO a latin dance
8. be a spy -check
is that it?
ive been sick since tuesday mornin =[
1o3 fever + my throat hurts x 10
<3.
but i changeD my minD
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2004 9 February :: 10.48am
:: Mood: awake
hi every buddy! i cant belive that bauer thought that cotton-stuffing from a stuffed animal was oxy-cotton! i think he is full of shit because he told on me at school so i know that he knows the truth!!!!!
i love Eric SSSSSSOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! lol i love all of my , kids,hubbys,wives,feonces,grandkids, and of course my HORNEY PONY!!!
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2004 9 February :: 10.42am
:: Mood: DEPRESSED..READ DAT CAREFULLY!!!!
omfg..
Dude omg, steve and i just broke up before this class, and already hes like flirting wif every gurl and hes like all happy n shit..
I told him about wat happened wif my mom and wanted to know wat he wanted to do wif our relationship and everything and yeah i told him dat i wouldnt be able to see him barely and den we both went to our 1st hours and den yeah he came back after 1st hour and yeah den he told me dat i could give his shit back, and then yeah i said i would, and den he said dat we could still be friends and everything, and den he was like well maybe when things work out wif your mom den we can start talkin again..BULLSHIT!!
omfg i wanna die, hes da only guy ive ever felt something about, and yeah i know that you all this yeah well you'll get back together, but this time it was freal..no more like talkin on da phone every nite..no more sittin togetherin the morning, no more kisses before class, no more riot together, NO MORE ANYTHING!!
i hate this, im sittin here bawling in the middle of class, i havent done anything in this class yet and its almost over..
and den nicole invited me to her baby shower and gave me this cute lil invation and everything and i prolly wont be able to go, and i really wanna surport her, 14 years old havin a kid she needs all she can get..
my mom is pickin me up early to go da shelter and to go to counsling and den da police station..i fuckin hate her..she told me to break up wif steve too but i siad i wouldnt..i wanna die!!
but i lu vyou all of you and hope to hear from you sometime..i luv you soo fuckin much!!
ex you ali jean brittany chelsie megan stacey al of you omg i all of you..i lu vyou ='(
<33 Jilly!!
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2004 7 February :: 7.36pm
IM SRRY YOU GUYS..MY MOM IS TAKIN THE INTERNET AWAY..IM SRRY I WONT GET TO TALK TO ANYONE OF YOU
I LUV YOU ALL SOO FUCKIN MUCH I HATE THIS..IM GONNA DIE!!
I'LL EXPLAIN LATAH CUZ ILL PROLLY GET ON HERE THROUGH SKOOL BUT IT WONT BE DA SAME
I LUV YOU BRITTANY, MEGAN, CHELSIE, STACEY, ALI JEAN, ALL OFYOU OMG IM LUV YOU ALL ='(
BYE..DONT YOU ALL GO FORGETIN BOUT ME I LUV YOU ALL..BYES!!!
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2004 7 February :: 1.10pm
:: Mood: tired
Friday = great.
walked home w/ stephanie. doors locked. no one home. walked to her aunts. aunt left, when to her grammas. went to the movies.. saw lotza people there =] [ finally mOvin on ]met marks friend nick =] had sooo much funnn ! went back tpO stephs.. today is sarah*z partey .. yay
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2004 1 February :: 4.47pm
:: Mood: moody
:: Music: my mom puking--FUCKIN EWWIE!!
Wow i aint really wrote in here for a few days or something..so i jus thought that i would write in here..
I miss woohu, its soo friggin easy to use!! Livejournal is all like confusing and everything, but its still really kool because like alot of my friends from like skool and everything have it, but i still really miss woohu..cuz even tho there is alot of ppl from skool on livejournal, they dont have my homebase ppl like britt chels n megs there..so livejournal yesh, sucks!! Without you 3 anything sucks!! =)
Me and brittany are doing good, me and chelsie are going really good, *thanks babes* and then me and megs, well shes mad at me i guess..=/ ill have to fix that shit..
And then me and steve are okay i guess, hes kinda mad cuz ryan stayed the night last nite, but were gonna talk latah, im surposed to be going to the mall wif him and josh and cassie, but yeah, im not sure if i want to because the reason were goin is cuzt ehre is this teen pregancy thingy gonig on there and we all wanted to check it out, but yeah i dont know if i wanna go yet..*still no news on all of that shit* =/ kinda scared..
Oh wells, neways i really dont have all that much to say so ima go..luvy ou all byes!!=)
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2004 1 February :: 10.37am
:: Mood: crushed
< / 3 Thiss is what it feels like...
Heyy..havnt really updated in a while, sept for that lovely comment bout kevin on friday =] i*ll xplain all that l8r.. so busch gardens sucked, but i had a LIL fun . . . missy n amber left that day =[ i miss them lyk crazzzy ! sOo monday - wednesday was bOrin .. thurssday in 8th prd Kevv wrOte me a note --> askin me why i had been weird lately N so i jus broke up w/ him .. =/ ? sOo now he's goin out w/ katelyn..anywayz// me n jilly r talkin 'gain n dOin gr8 .=].. im sO pissed at jay, i know he;s sorry n everything but godd that was jus like the last thing i needed.. argg.. i`ll write mOre latah
tOo be broken
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2004 31 January :: 12.15am
kevin aley sucks cock =]
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2004 30 January :: 9.17am
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: good charolette
pplz
chels as i told u before what i almost did but i lo0ve u all to much... i lo0ve eric, megz, chels, megan, and all my kids and grand kids!!!!
i am glad me and megan are friends again except that we have solo-and-onsomble tomorrow and my voice hurts like a mother fricker!!! *Smooches*
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2004 27 January :: 8.28pm
:: Mood: frustrated
Finally updating woohu
yeah i knwo i aint updated in a while..its cuz of my new livejournal..its hard to keep up wif cuz liek alot of my friends have it and yeah its fun ya kno!!
yeah i had a HORRIBLE day today..i did something horrible!! i dont know wat im surposed to do, for the few of you that know about wat happened, what do u think that i sould do??
And chels..if i really had to go to that *place* we were talkin about..would u really go wif me?? It would mean alot to me..but i cant tell my mom..i dont know waht im surpsoed to do here..
Im going to call steve rite now..i think..im not sure i think i mite wanna do it in person..but im leavin rite now either way ive gotten sick twice..cryin soo hard and soo frustrated..and den i have this HUGE HUGE killin pain in my side.soo ima go!!
Luv you all bye!!
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2004 26 January :: 9.32am
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Penguin
eric.... brett....megan
i have had 15 hrs of sleep in the last 3 nights PUT TOGETHER!! :(
hey wat the f*** i am goin out with eric ratliff........ the guy i love! and his ex.... megan has this big deal over me goin out with him and she went out with him right after i did!!!... so she says that i made her wait a week and I DIDN'T SHE CHOOSE TO WAIT THAT LONG! she also did somthing worse and i got over it so she can she can shut up expecialy when she sayz THAT HE BROKE UP WITH HER BC SHE WOULDNT GIVE HIM HEAD AND I WILL SO THATS WHY HE'S GOING OUT WITH ME!!!!
Brett asked eric if he was going out with me, when eric said yes brett said WHY??? WHAT A HO BAG!! chels u say hes jeloius and i say he needs to get over it bc he is getting on my nerves!!!
AND THIS MORNING HE CAME UP TO ME AND ASKED HOW WAS PHONE SEX WITH ERIC!!! I DIDNT HAVE IT WITH HIM!!! I SWEAR!! FOR REAL NOT FOR FAKE!!!!!! *Smooches*
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