LING LING..YOU FORGOT CHO BLING BLING

I had several dreams last night...

One was that i was in one of my classes..I dont remember wich one and my teacher said that I had a D and there was no way I could raise it by the end of the year. I just kept thinking that my parents were going to kill me.

Then my second dream was that we were at our condo in florida and my mom was like did you hear that Emily fell down the stairs and broke her leg and that shes in the hospital.. and I was like no way I just got off the phone with her. lol

Then the third dream was that we were goign to pick of kyle from camp or something so his brother drove me there...(i dont get it lol) and when we got to the place I saw like some guys I was good friends with from elementary school and I was like "hey guys havent seen you in a long time" and then I was walking down this hallway it looked like an airport, and then kyle walked out with his bags and stuff and was like hey howd you get here and I was like your brother drove me.

Weird dreams.

I'm working on my dekraker homework. Damn review sheet. Libby has the whole front side done so I'm thinkin about copying it. Some of the essays are hard. I have 3 out of 6 done. I'll finish them by the end of today. I also have to finish my mouse trap car paperwork and finish the car too. I have to spray paint the cds black then glue them on then put the string on. I'll be done after that.

I cant believe school is almost over.

Krystal came over lastnight and we watched the Hot Chick. Funny movie. I <3 krystal.

I'm feeling ok right now...just stressing a tad over homework and exams.

i'm out

Old memories

A day filled with cleaning.

I cleaned my room today and now its sparkling clean. Its weird...too weird. So clean that my cat is now sleeping on my nicely made bed. Cute kitty.

I was seaching through my winter coat pockets for money lol and i found a bookmark that had a kitty on it and on the back it says "Amy Baird. I love you. You light up my life... Haw Haw Haw"

This ofcourse is from theresa.

Thank you theresa that made my day.

I love you too.

I'm out.

Amys back in the poem business
Seeking through

The pieces
Of your mind
Never add up
To
Anything
The smile on your face
Lets them see
Straight to your heart
The hole that
Remains empty
Where your feelings
Would lay to rest
Where your world
Would come crumbling
(Start crumbling)
Down

(Chorus)
Seeking through the light
(Seeking through)
Where you can
Become one of us
Mind and soul
Show us the place
Where all your thoughts go
Lead me the way
To carry
You home
See the light in me
Reach out to the
Unknown
(Seeking through)

Breaking through
The darkness
Trying to find
The windows of
Your soul
Desperately seeking
To be secure
To be wanted
To be everything you hated
Lay down everything
You’ve ever had
Make this experience
Worth it
Worth living
Worth trying
Worth dieing for
Find what you’ve wanted
All along

(Chorus)

Don’t ever
Tell me
Things are going to change
Don’t tell me
Things will be ok
That everything’s just fine
And that you’re rearranging

Don’t ever
Tell me
That it wont be the same
Things are going to change
That you need me here today
And that you’re
Sorry now

(Seeking through…

Seeking through the light)

Fighing off a cold and emotions
I'm so tired. I slept when I got home. It felt soo good to sleep. Sleep, your my new best friend.

Today was gay as usual. I have to read in front of the class tomorow in la. and i dont even know what i'm reading yet. Oh well.

Today sucked ass. I already said that.
I just want school to be over with so i can sleep everyday
Sounds good to me.

uhh...I'm tired..yeah..thats it.

im out

at school
found a funny word.

Bizotch... lol omg that is so funny.

::Biore Strips and Ice Water::
I must say he has changed and I think i did think about giving up on tryin to talk to him. But...I know I cant. I'll give him some more time.

God. Guys. I must kill them all except for like 4. lol

My life is content right now.

I cant wait until school is out. I'm going to try harder on my summer fasting. I'm going to go t champion every day when school gets out. Probably either early in the morning or late at night. Whenever its not so packed that I cant breathe. Theresa is coming fo sho. Her and I have to come up with some kind of summer stay fit program lol. No more muffins theresa...no more LMSTBSAO.

If i could sum up my life in one sentence it would be: "Buried my self alive on the inside." And i'd take that back if i could and when i could; have more confidence in other people.

But its too late...

"Well this time i'm not going to watch myself die"
Today was ok.

I redid my bottle rocket...Julie..its still going to be named "rocket" lol

I finished my us history project. Started my cooking project. Called dannie and couldnt get a hold of her so I still have one more day to make our pizza before we have to present it. Tomrrow my sister is takin me to the dollar store and Ride Aid to try to find some hawaian decorations and if i still cant find any I think my dad is going to take me to a party store.

I hate procrastinating.....But its what I do best.

My last minute projects that I throw together usually turn out better anyways.

I still have a damn cold

I think i'll probably just go to dannies tomorrow and do the pizza real quick. IF not I'll just make it alone.. Not that big of a deal. I hope I didnt make her feel like I was trying to take over the project. I do that sometimes but I like to feel like Its going to be done. then i dont have to worry if someone else got it done or not.

Better safe than sorry.

My dad got me a sketch book XD thank you dad. I shall tresure it.

I'm out.