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2003 12 November :: 8.13 am
So monday courtney spent the night, that was okay. She made us talk out our "problems" even though like that was completly pointless.. then we went to the movies with James & Roo n Krista n Ali n more of roo's friends..and Kimmay! It was alright, Kevin couldnt/wouldnt go. =( -n- he'll prolly have a heart attack (or a fuck attack lol!) wen he finds out i went to the movies with james but o well its his fault for being a poo monkey......
<3
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2003 11 November :: 7.25 pm
Ive been thinkin about jilly more and more lately. I miss her. Im talking to her right now and i miss her. Its jus different now, i wish i knew why. I miss talking with her every day, i miss being the only one that helped her n everything. I miss being her only best friend. I think its partly the whole attention thingy i have..thats a problem.. But i hate her having all these other fuckin friends. Im so selifsh i know, but like shes the only person i have. I miss being the only person that she has. We have been through so much, dealt with so much in the past year that i dont even remeber what my life was like without her..i love her more then anything else. I have opened up with her and grew so close with her, closer then anyone else ever. I rely on her. I need her. Ive never needed someone this much....Im incomplete without her, shes became a part of me that no one in a million years could replace.
<3
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2003 10 November :: 8.14 am
Monday Again.
No school tomarrow!
Courtney's comin over after school n spendin tha night!! Im so xscited , i miss her so much =( =( i love that gurl and we have grown apart so much..ive tried so hard to convince myself i dont need her but i doo. I love her she was one of the best friends i have ever had.....
<3
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2003 7 November :: 8.13 am
:: Mood: bouncy
!!!!!!!!!!
ITS NOVEMEBER 7TH !!!!
WOOOOO!!!
WOOOOO!!!
WOOOOOO!!!
im gettin married today la la la la la
im gettin married today la la la la la
im gettin married today la la la la la
FINALLY!!
::Wedding bells::
::giggles::
WOOO!!!!
I LOVE JILLANE ELIZABETH DAHMS!!!!
yippie doodle dandy!!!!!!!
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2003 4 November :: 9.29 pm
:: Mood: confused
Up..down...Up..down
Me tinks kevin is mad at me. Something is wrong. He is like avoiding talking to me or something...I donno. He called me at like 9 today and yesterday and then like he says he's tired n gets off the phone. N then yesterday he was like sadd wen we were talking, and talking bout james n everyone again. *sigh* N today we talked for 4 minutes, literitly, and like i donno he doesnt wanna talk to me or something n he jus seems like hes all mad. im stupid i know obsessin over this but like i donno....
god. i cant believe this tho...stacey holy fucking god i hate her.
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2003 3 November :: 8.27 am
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: peaches n cream
Monday Morning. Nuff to Kill yah right off the bat.
Mondays..die.
My weekend was okay i guess. I didn*t really do that much..nothing to tell.
1o days till Jill *** her self last, woop woop! I really hope that number gets big, fast. Last time it went by so quick..member wen it was tha 100th day and i moo'd a whole bunch :P :) Dat wuz funny :) but yea now we had to start over but thats really okay, cuz i love you jillane elizabeth dahms no matter what.
brittany
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2003 1 November :: 1.50 pm
:: Mood: spiffy
<3
November 1st, brand new month.
6 days intill November 7th.
Cant hardly wait
Yesterday was alotta fun. Thank you everyone for making it special
if this is bein happy
ive been missing out on alot
p.s. my last entry was a lie, i cant trust anyone but Jill.
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2003 31 October :: 8.08 am
:: Mood: happy
Happy Halloween!
Spiffness today is HALLOWEEN! Today , hopefully, will be really good. After school, my mom is picking up tyler, daniel, and emily n bringin us to Em's house. Then were gonna go trick or treating n stuff. Kevin isn't gonna be at school today. But he's gonna come treatin' wif us round 7/8. And Tyler has to leave at 8..so, yeah. Emily likes tyler. (and still kevin) Ide say how i feel bout that sept too many people read this thing.
I cant trust anyone anymore.
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2003 29 October :: 4.29 pm
:: Mood: confused
Kevins note
This is is what kevin wrote me today afta lunch...
Hey
I dont know wats ^ but 2 many people flirt with you and you flirt with them just as much it is crazy. Like James + Marcus + everyone else that I don't know about, but if you have nothing to do this weekend + you wanna do something call Marcus, James or Jordan cause i cant do anything wat a surprise hu, so i dont know if you still wanna go out but i have to think about it so.
p.s. OBVIOUSILY Your note was a bunch of BULL SH** LATER
ouch < / 3
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2003 27 October :: 11.03 pm
:: Mood: loved
All better!
Me n kevin are all better :o)
im not mad at him anymore, like i could ever stay mad at him. Pch. i broke down and called him, of corse and yeah he was sorry and all that good stuff. Spiffy!
i Love kevin!!
o dam it no i dont! no i dont!!! cuz yeah i told him i wasnt saying that back anymore so boo ya kevin im not! [ even tho i doo wuv ya!! mwahah]
Yeah, Jilly ur mean dont even pick up ur stupid phone! but yeah i love u! So much! I love Jillane Elizabeth Dahms, the best thing in my life. My entire world. mwa!
love always ,
<333
brittany
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2003 27 October :: 12.11 pm
:: Mood: devilishy :o)
:: Music: untill tha day i die...
No school for me!
I skipped school today! Spiffyness! cuz a) i really do not feel good, sheriously b) i didnt wanna see kevin c) i jus fucking didnt feel like it and d) i was hoping jilly woul;d stay home but she cant so dats otay..anywho I jus woke up! Yippie! well i guess i should xplain wuts been goign on since tha last time i wrote?Well friday i went to green wells, i was soposed to go to the movies with jay but kevin made me feel all g uilty bout it so i went to greenwells n then he didnt even go. But i guess he couldnt, i guess. Anywho,. then we talked on the phone a bit before and he was being so pissy n saying all this shit. N then he calls me saturday n says hes too tired to do anything n then he starts yelling at me n shit n saying all this stupid stuff like practically saying all the stuff he doesnt like about me. It hurt so much you have no idea. But whats up with that? He has no right to do that. Maybe we arent going as good as i thought?
< / 3
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2003 23 October :: 8.02 pm
Kevin got pissed at me today. Mad pissed. It was completly my fault tho =/ i was a bad person. Im never hurting him again. It hurt me so bad to hurt him..i love him <3!
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2003 23 October :: 8.19 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: ::
now what...
Im so damn tired
Gawd.
i donno what to say anymore.
i love you
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2003 21 October :: 8.28 am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: none
congrats to me
I managed to get nearly everyone i care about mad at me this past week. Go me =o/ I miss greg so bad. Jill if you read this im sorry and its not my fault ass hole...But anywho, its like8*20 rite now..i havta leave here in an hour and minutes..its a day*1..i hate day*1s..I didn't do any of my fuckin homework and we have a test in reading i hate that bitch sooo much. school should die.
Im so tired its not even funny, yeah i don't know what to say so yeah...
hold on im gonna do my lil love thang...
i <33 L0ove Jay M. Gamester!!!!!!!!!!
I <33 L0ove Jill E. Dahms!!
I <33 L0ove Kevin d. Aley!!
*----------<3
`Brittany
<3----------*
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2003 19 October :: 8.28 pm
| Did you wake up this morning?: | To see if Jill was online | | Are you/aren't you employed?: | cuz i dont want to be .. | | Are you with/without the person you love?: | because for once im not afraid of everything. | | Do people attempt things they think they can't do?: | to say they tried. | | Do people hate each other?: | Because, there shit heads? | | Do people love each other?: | Because its something you cant control. | | Do so many people have jobs that they hate?: | $$ | | In the case of miscarriage, do we say that the mother "lost the baby"?: | i dont know but thats a sad effin quiestion! :o'( | | Doesn't Communism work?: | wat? | | Do you like your favorite band?: | because they rock | | Do you like your favorite food?: | cuz it taste YUMMY korse | | Do you practice/not practice Public Displays of Affection?: | cuz people kan watch if they want to..sometimes u jus got tha erge!! LOL | | Do you want to leave/stay?: | im not sure.. | | Ask why?: | why NOT?! |
Why... brought to you by BZOINK!
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