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2004 29 February :: 9.14 pm
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: none..
i have no idea what to do -*
friday.. movies. there were so many people there =] we had to sit on the flOor cuz there was no seats - kev got mad at me for hangin out w. nick.. mm yea but he asked me out a couple x but i sed i dunno.. i have no idea what im gonna do.. anyway than kev left n i was with nick for about an hour.. than went home n sarah spent the night.. woke up round 10 went to the fields round 1:30 .. watched kevo's game they lost !! =[ ::tear tear:: .. than we were gonna walk home lol but kev's mom took us home =] thank godd cuhz it was 6 miles.. haha but we were gonna do it ! than me n sarah went to kaela's house.. n than we all went back to my house for a while .. kaela left n sarah spent the night gain stayed up till like 5 iish we tried on all these cloths n took sooo many pikz lol n than finally fell asleep.. woke up round 11 sarah left round 2 .. came back n did my homework n was lazy all day =] nick was spossed to come over but my mommy wouldnt let him =[
thats bout it...
i love u jill !
*- just know i cant live without you
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2004 27 February :: 8.28 am
:: Mood: cheerful
I'll be yours
heyy muh b-e-a-utiful peoplez! wow this week went by fast.. nothin really has been goin on .. wendesday it was raining reallly hard all day &the games were canceled.. last night the games were canceled 2 soO me & sarah talked on the fone lyk all day from lyk 5-10 haha n today shes comin over =] & we might go to the movies i dunno whatever we feel lyk
jay still hates me. he never wants to talk to me again i guess? ='[
right more when i got more to say.
if you'll be mine
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2004 24 February :: 8.40 am
:: Mood: uncomfortable
youxwillxnever
HmMm.. sO yeserday was another yankee'z game 15-0 wOo hOo GoO yAnkEez!! they are reallly gOod.. undefeated so far.. wOop wOop .. neway me & sarah went & kev was playin so we couldnt tlk to him so we went n hung out w/ evan & tyler.. n we got our lollipops [ best part of the whole game ] & swung on the swings.. lol .. n than the four of us jus layed on this thing on one of the open fieldz n talked & laughed .. [ dat be my hip ! lol ] .. than we came back n watched Corey, Julian , & Bryan's game.. i love sarah she is sooo awsome we are hangin out alot latelly and we have alot in common n shes jus a sweethear .. <3333
well thats it..
write more later.
knowxhowxmuchxixlovexyou
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2004 22 February :: 1.10 pm
:: Mood: crappy
safe in your arms
so valentines day sucked..sunday i went to ema's for cake .. monday went shopping and gocarting @ green wells.. tuesday -kevins baseball game went w/ sarah&cassandra .. IT WAS SOOOO COOOOLD !! but kevv gave me his jacket--than me&sarah went to the bathroOm n like 15 ten year olds were tryin to get in tha gurl's bathrOom.. n there lyk OMG ITS THE HOTT GURLS!! U GUYS R SO HOTT U WANNA GO OUT ?! ".. aww it was so kyute!! than we hung out w/ evan fOr a lil bit than went back watched the rest of the game... * they wont corse * wendesday.. nothin really thursday.. nother one of kevin's game.. me&sarah went this time .. we were hangin out w/ TJ&Kevin wen they werent playin' .. TJ is sooo freakin hillarious.. &i met this gurl Heather ..shes really nice &than we hung out w/ Zach & watched the game some more.. they won `gain 7 to 1 i think? n than friday i spent the night @ courts.. saturday didnt feel good stayed in all day .. today i donno what im gonna do .. i have tons of homework to do .. make up work.. i had 2 d's n a F on my interum sO im grOunded from goin anywhere.. if i get un grounded im gOin to the movies w/ *nick on friday .. i really miss kevin...
&Jay !!!
<3.
iS where i belOng *
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2004 20 February :: 12.25 pm
Hey britters, i jus wanted to write in ur journal because i havent talked to you in forever and i jus wanted to say that i luv you and that i miss you tons!!
HOpe to talk to you sometime soon..luv you lots babes!!
Luv..Your lil baby..Jillers!! =)
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2004 13 February :: 7.49 pm
no one wanted to hang out with me tonight.
no one.
me and emily have been planning her birthday party since like forever. we were gonna have a joint bday party n we wrote everyone we were inviting in her planner. i was so happy =] than i heard she was havin one by herself n tiki was helpin her with everything.. so i was like ok whatever.. i wanna help to .. not only did i not get to help
i wasnt invited.
but i was okay cuz i was gonna go to the movies with jay. i asked my mom bout it n than jay is like screamin no dont go. so im sittin here. friday night. alone. i havnt seen anyone since monday.
and tomarrow is valentines day, ha.
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2004 13 February :: 1.00 pm
yOur nOt what i thOught youde be ..
so everything is lookin good?
*feelin better
*3-day weekend
*kevin called last night <3.
*jill isnt pregnet *tank tha easter bunny ! *
i gueSs thats it...
wanna bet it all turns around?
yOur sO muCh mOre *
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2004 12 February :: 8.17 am
:: Mood: sick
i tryD tO change
saturday was pretty much perfect
[ sarah'z partey ]
soo many people were there..
we were outside most the time, me lindsey B mariSsa n steven tipped over a porta potty =] n we all jumped on this guys tramoline without permission lmao ! than we played lyk spin the bottle n shit mmhmm -n- watched findin nemo !! =] yay ! than we tried goin 2 sleEp - in the garage on tha flOor.. not the most confortable place.. it was sOo hott ! n than it would get really cold - we were up all night talkin n laughin though - finally round 7 me n steve went on the coach n i fell asleep in his armz =] n than at 7: 15 marissa n steven came in and woke us up .. lol.. than they kept us up and at 8 sarah's mom made us all get up
=]
me n lindseys list !
1. kill a duck
2. get permission
3. jump on a tramoline -check
4. tip a portapotty -check
5. have sex on a trampoline
6. sharpen our brainz
7. dO a latin dance
8. be a spy -check
is that it?
ive been sick since tuesday mornin =[
1o3 fever + my throat hurts x 10
<3.
but i changeD my minD
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2004 7 February :: 1.10 pm
:: Mood: tired
Friday = great.
walked home w/ stephanie. doors locked. no one home. walked to her aunts. aunt left, when to her grammas. went to the movies.. saw lotza people there =] [ finally mOvin on ]met marks friend nick =] had sooo much funnn ! went back tpO stephs.. today is sarah*z partey .. yay
<333
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2004 1 February :: 10.37 am
:: Mood: crushed
< / 3 Thiss is what it feels like...
Heyy..havnt really updated in a while, sept for that lovely comment bout kevin on friday =] i*ll xplain all that l8r.. so busch gardens sucked, but i had a LIL fun . . . missy n amber left that day =[ i miss them lyk crazzzy ! sOo monday - wednesday was bOrin .. thurssday in 8th prd Kevv wrOte me a note --> askin me why i had been weird lately N so i jus broke up w/ him .. =/ ? sOo now he's goin out w/ katelyn..anywayz// me n jilly r talkin 'gain n dOin gr8 .=].. im sO pissed at jay, i know he;s sorry n everything but godd that was jus like the last thing i needed.. argg.. i`ll write mOre latah
tOo be broken
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2004 31 January :: 12.15 am
kevin aley sucks cock =]
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2004 22 January :: 10.22 pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: nothin.
black and white.
MiSsy n amber are here, were havin the time of our lives. i forgot how much i <3 them.
o2 days still busch gardens!! im not on kev's bus =[ but im on court n kimmys n ryans n some other people'z =] yayzzz its gonna be so fuckin fun !!
I don't think i could love anyone more than i love Jay ..i could not live without him.
i skipped school today n im skippin it again tomarrow..
everything is turnin out great sept the fact that Jill, who was sopposed to be the only one i could ever turn to and the only one who could make anything better has now turned on me. nothing is okay anymore.
what a life.
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2004 17 January :: 11.46 am
Today missy n amber are coming for a week =].
Yesterday sucked. my mom wuldnt let me do anything so i was stuck cleanin all day. I couldnt go to tha fair with jay ='[ but then he called me when he got home n we both fell asleep on the fone <3. =] !
i wuv jay !!
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2004 14 January :: 11.20 pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: always wantin u
2 months
me was sick today. me and ashley left early =]...felicia is transfering schools
but best of all tomarrow=two months with me hubby
best two months of my life
Jay Michael Cascadden..you are the best hubby n friend i could ask for..i couldnt get any luckier.. You are so amazin n nice n sweet n HILLARIOUS..oooOARNGE!! beep beep..my poster just fell..the right side of me is WEIRD..Haiiiir =P..i didnt hear u omg yer blind!! heheh we FUNNY =] i will love you forever naw thats way tOo shOrt !! LonGer!!
Thanks for everythin..thanks fer puttin up with me n being so good to me..all i can say is i love ya =]
Brittany
+
Jay
=
Forever
xx oo xx
brittany
xx oo xx
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2004 14 January :: 4.16 pm
Hey yeah..this is Jilly on britts journal..shh she dont knwo it yet..lol..but yeah i jus wanted to say dat i luv you britt and i hope dat were still friends..
and yeah we need to talk..but i really do luvya lots!! =)
Jiggy n shocker say hey lol *kala n brenda* love ya
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