i hav to say that i have the BEST friends in the world... their there for me, they care for me. they're just all round great!!
i love you guyz so much!!!


[[kayla's journal---shootinstarz]]
i dont think ive ever been truly worried about one of my friends except for kristi with all of the shit she had been going through. sure i've been worried about rachel with her boyfriends and stuff, because sometimes i worry she's rushing into things, but now that she's with cameron i am truly happy for her. but kayla... she's a diff'rent story. she met this kid named chris in august in school. he had broken up with his girlfriend CALLI a month later, and called kayla hott. right from the get go the two hit it off, but never actually hit it off. they started talking, than kayla's best friend bailey was talking to him, and everything was perrrrfect. but as soon as kayla tripped over the line that separates like from love, she fell in a huge lake of love for him. just like yelena, daisy, and calli did... not to mention all the other girls and well, ever since she's been drowning, when calli's like sitting up there walking on water if that makes any sense and i have to give kayla credit for swimming her hardest to get that guy, but she hasn't gotten him. for example, last weekend she was supposed to go on a damn date with him and he went to see bitch calli, cough cough, excuse me. therefore, kayla's self-esteem probably hit rock-bottom. i just want him to see her on an actual date, no kissing involved, no pressure, no nothing, just him to open the door for her, and give her a hug good-bye... like boyfriends are supposed to do. and all along she's felt pity for chris because of the way he felt for calli, just like i feel pity for KAYLA because of the way she feels for chris. so really it's a never-ending cycle, and even if calli killed a family member, or destroyed chris's life he's always going to fall for her, day after day. little things like the scent of her hair, the way she blinks, and how cute she looks when she laughs... thats what kayla notices in chris... and im stealing a line from WADWTH... well, kayla probably even knows how many smiles he has... and that is just love. calli doesnt know chris's favorite band, color, or fuck... she probably doesnt even know his bday..!! speaking of, calli just IMed me... ill probably post any good shit on this. if there's none, i wont. you know what really upsets me...

is that calli herself says that she could care less for chris, and she probably could. well i got her spitting out the juice so ill post that later..

if you want to read what i have to say about jamie vuitton go to her journal at www.woohu.com/~foxy and hit the people that have posted comments... and see what a bitch i can be. besides, that girl best be knowing not to talk to me

you know you love me
kayla
[[ i love you so much!!]]
bailey, rach, kris, heather, kayla, lacey, meghan, ashley, devin,hillary, brittany, kathryn, robert, craig, colleen, emily, matt, mark, MIA, mia c., chelsea, kayla v, j, and everyone else who's been there for me... i am SO thankful to have friends like you good friends come around like once in a lifetime... friendship is just a word, but you guyz give it a meaning...
I loVE YOu

LaLa