Last post for a while... I need to refocus.

Jesus I'm a broken man
A broken man
A broken man
Jesus I'm a broken man
Can you make me whole again?

Jesus I'm a broken toy
A broken toy
A broken toy
Jesus I'm a broken toy
Can you make me whole again?

Can you make me
Can you make me whole again?

Jesus people play with me
They toy with me
Yeah, they mess with me
Jesus make me whole again
Can you undo what's undone?

Can you make my
Can you make my soul again?
Can you make my
Can you make my soul again?

I'm being too self-focused with this journal thingy. I probably won't use it again for a while. I'll still check in.

And I'd really, really like to know who is planning on coming. Verbal communication to good too.

Gaaah I'm a dork.

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to elaborate, I care way too much what other people think of me. :p

I made a new background for the first time in a while. I like it, please view!

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Halloween's been called off... sorry...

I'ma gonna go for a walk. I just might go by your house. (yes, you.)

So I apologize too much? A lot of people have said that. I'm sorry. :D

OK, seriously I'll start checking myself from now on.

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It was too dark to dart around town. Maybe tomorrow.

Keep the weekend of October 29-31 freed up for another Halloween party at my house. This year will have a more organized LAN setup (I have a router, I've discovered), unlike last year, when we had one room with Halo and movies and another with PS2. In fact, I don't think I even had an xbox then. but, anyway...

Once again I encourage costume-wearing, this time I'll try to actually do it myself. I'm thinking of going as Butch from Lust Control. Or maybe a dragon. Anyone have a football helmet I could borrow/destroy?

Weekend was fun, Tom went with me to the trailer, he helped me get the rest of the badges on Halo! That's right, I've beat it on all the modes! Speaking of which, I heard that was going to be a Halo party this weekend, I suppose that fell through?

I have a write an essay on something important that happened to me. Can't promise much on that topic...

Yesh it is me Kirel and I come to you with yet another entry in my Woohuer!

In todays news, Kirel's leg was almost bitten off this morning by a blood sucking, venemous beast! Critics say Kirel was being punished for skipping out on See You At The Pole this morning. Kirel feels very bad for doing that now!

We come to you not so live at lunch, where Kirel sits and has no one to talk to! There is a Jill-Jack-John there and a Michelle, but they are trapped inside bundles of bound paper! Unable to wrench their eyes away with even his silliest recyclible styrophome carvings, Kirel wonders if they will ever be free of the monsters Manga and Fantasynovel!

We come to you live, where Kirel is sitting at a desk and writing things out in third person! Suddenly, in a surprise move, he switches to second person!!!!

You sit and stare a a phosphoresant screen. The words on the glass or plastic conjur images and thoughts to your head, which translates them to ,"Man this Kirel is odd."

Back to you, Marcus!

We are here now at lasthour! He is taking a test! I repeat, Kirel is taking a AP Chemistry II-style test! Oh, the shock and awe! He finishes the Extracredit! It looks like he might make it through this one okay, folks!

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*snort*

http://www.sterlingtwilight.net/evil/handbook.html

I just ate three of those chalky frosting roses that they put on birthday cakes.

I'ma gonna puke.

And yet I'm starving.



Starving for attention.







That is all.

I got back from babysitting. I watched the most TV ever over there. Cartoons really suck nowadays.

Interesting question...

"Why is there good in the world?"

People will always ask why God allows evil and why we kill eachother and talk about how unjust it was that someone close to them died. But no one bothers to look at things; the wquestion we should be asking is, why hasn't God given up on us? Why, even though humanity is so depraved, did He see fit to sacrifice His only Son to save it? Why not just let us live with what we brought on ourselves?

It's really amazing and gives me so much more awe for God when I think of what He could've done... but He's merciful. He made a way out. And I'm ashamed that I forget that so often.

I'm back! My friends were there, so it was fun.