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2003 21 September :: 7.28 pm
Please check out my latest post at Ray's.
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2003 21 September :: 5.21 pm
Hi, I'm back.
My family's getting on my nerves. No one can say anything to eachother without nagging or being angry.
Including myself.
Anyway, other than that it was okay. I didn't go swimming, but everything was cool looking, especially the sunset last night.
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2003 19 September :: 8.40 pm
There's a bit of a book I'm writing on FictionPress, my screen name's Kaj Thresher if you want to look at it. I'm trying to decide whether or not to keep it in... I'd have to develop the main character's point of view more before I decide that.
Thanks for the review, Rachel!
I wonder if we could form an 'Indian Club' or something- like help out at reservations, dress up on certain days in support of the culture we helped destroy. I don't know, I guess I'm feeling a little guilty about it all sense we're on the Western unit in US History- Shayne and i were talking after class about what it would have been like if we had made peace with the Indians, and just let em live where they were. I guess I shouldn't feel too guilty, I'm 1/16th Native American myself (I can run a casino if I wanted to!!)... maybe it's why I feel this conection.
I passed an Indian reservation in Canada, the houses where all slummy looking and I didn't see anyone outside.
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2003 19 September :: 4.40 pm
Brett and I did this over the phone. It was fun. >:D
Ray, Kristy
Circle I Limbo Jackie, Esther
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind Ashley, Kelly
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow Rachel, Kyle
Circle IV Rolling Weights Autumn, John
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled River Styx Katie, Jesse
Circle VI Buried for Eternity River Phlegyas Nick, Tracey
Circle VII Burning Sands Ben, Mat
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement Brett, Jeniffer
Circle IX Frozen in Ice Design your own hell
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2003 19 September :: 4.18 pm
I've got a competition tomorrow, if any of you want to come. It's at 5:30PM at the Ted Stadium.
I've been thinking a lot lately about how ignorantly the Indians were treated- myabe I could start something to get the culture going again. :) Like get a mohawk, show up to school in deerskin stuff, make my own bow... paint my face all the time... that'd be cool.
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2003 18 September :: 7.58 pm
Okay, here's something else, I thought in light of recent events this would be appropriate ;D
The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Test
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2003 18 September :: 7.34 pm
Hi!
I don't have much else to say, here's some lyrics from Ballydowse that are cool, I think this song was supposed to be their single but it really never got out there.
Sails
Like pirates off your shores of waste
our kiss you can forget
a newborn sense of smell and taste
for things you've never met
our nose no longer knows the heel of
give it more, give it faster
our pleasures still retain their feel for
honor is their master
three winds fill the sails of my sisters
and my brothers
grace from beyond, scorn from behind,
and love for each other
God of all gods, father of each holy one
God of all gods, father of each lowly one
God of all gods, like a mother to the
orphaned ones
God of all gods, wholly other to the broken
half of me
dim memory brings the shade of lesser
days around me
back before the waking, the time of my
founding
dark was the heart with but its own
desires
when a god will not be tamed, man will
serve a liar
from the shores i saw the sails of my
sisters and my brothers
left hehind the old life, born into another
eighteen years upon these waves storm, salt,
and pounding
i wouldn't trade a minute of the seeing or
the doubting
alive i am in the teeth of faith, few
answers i have found
but the call that brings me back to life,
to it i am bound
three winds fill the sails of my sisters and
my brothers:
grace from beyond, scorn from behind,
and love for each other
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2003 18 September :: 7.10 pm
Anonymous people creep me out.
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2003 18 September :: 12.24 pm
:: Music: Someday -- Sugar Ray
I'm feeling better. :) Sorry for spazzing last night.
There's still some residual stuff, but it'll go away. And I'm going to try to focus on God more, I think that's my problem. I read through God's promises He made in the Bible last night, that really helped. I hope that doesn't happen again but it might. I'll try not to wig out on everyone, though ;D.
So.. peaceful sleep last night, it was great. I think I might've had another dream (did I mention I've been having weird dreams like that almost every night for a while? I must be stressed or something) but I think it was a good one.
So.. yeah. My parents are thinking about shipping me off to the doctor's because I've been complaining about my head burning ever sense it got hurt, so hopefully I'll get help with that finally.
I love y'all. God loves you way more. See ya!
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2003 16 September :: 8.47 pm
:: Music: Sadly, Bootsy Collins. This internet radio isn't all it's cracked up to be.
Another orginal graphic art design by Kyle. I could get into this. My offer still stands.
I wrote an essay about adventures, and i realized how much I try to avoid making descisions that avoid risk. With love, especially.
So I'm going to try harder.
My mistakes have been becoming more and more clear to me, finally. That means I can get to work fixing them, although by myself I can't do anything. It's like cleaning off a mirror.
Anyway, I don't have anything to write that would be relevent to anyone except myself.
Except I've been writing poetry lately, but I can't find anyplace to publish them. Does anyone know a good place? (Rachel, what is that site like that you use?)
God loves y'all. Later days.
[8:59]
I listened to my voice saying Bible verses on the CD my church made. *sigh*
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2003 14 September :: 9.10 pm
Hi, I'm back :
I had a blast.
I'm going to try to be more encouraging.
I'm tired.
I'm pretty good at water polo, I found out.
Yeah. So, love y'all, hava g'night.
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2003 12 September :: 3.56 pm
I'll be gone all weekend on a church thingy. We're going to Spring Hill and party all weekend.
Remember, when things get tough: Boogey down!
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2003 11 September :: 8.54 pm
It seems like whenever I look up to someone or want to get to know someone they end up not liking me for some reason or going away. I guess I'm... no, no I'm not going to think about myself anymore. It doesn't matter what anyone thinks. God loves me and that's all that matters. He's always there for me even when people leave. I guess some devil's just been bugging me and trying to get me to blow all that out of perportion and forget about God.
But still it seems like just when I need someone they're taken out of my life.
Maybe God's testing me, to get me to trust in Him without training wheels.
Oh well. Reboot, start at default agin- trust God to take care of me. It's all I need.
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2003 10 September :: 7.03 pm
It's official. I have a scanner. I can do anything now. Within reason.
So, if y'all want better icons, put here what you want (sence you seem to be ignoring my post at Ray's). Anything. Com'on!
This Pillows CD is great, Katie. Thanks for letting me borrow it.
Anyway life's pretty dull. At school, everything's fine, families great, no angst, no fears, and things are *gasp* getting a little better.
So anyway... yeah. God is awesome.
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2003 9 September :: 7.23 pm
:: Music: Prelude from FFX
Hi!
.... what was I gonna write about..... nothing, aparently.
Nothing going on... nothing coming up.... I'm in limbo. Joy.
No matter how many times I listen to it, I never get sick of it. :)
So yeah. See ya.
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