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2006 4 June :: 8.59pm
Welp, schools out! yay! bonus! But Brixon is leaving soon=( My birthday is in 13 days! yay! Things are kinda awesome lately. Hanging out with my gangster Mindy, being cool an all that jazz. Working a whole fuck load. I'll be rich soon though. It's a given. Working at Burger King will land you in the big times! lol! Brixon spent the night at my house wednesday! lol! We had a grand ol time. It kinda bugs me how everytime I'm just hanging out with a guy for like an hour or more, everyone asks me if we did "stuff". It makes me question how I come off to people. Like I have "I'ma Slutbag" written on my forehead or something. I think my reputation might need to make a tid bit of a turn around or something really soon. But not too soon. (whoa that makes everything sound a whole hell of a lot worse). I dont know. The last few weekends have been fun. I hope something More comes out of all this fun though sooner or later. I dont know. I mean runny around, playing "games" is fun but it seems like it's going to get old. I dont know. Maybe that just goes along with my how I Need To Grow Up lecture I've been giving myself daily. hmm...eh.
In the words of James Ramero...Fuck It!
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2006 31 May :: 9.48pm
Lately everything in my life seems to be crazy. I made some bad decisions, which were completely all my fault so I have no one to blame but myself. I feel like I'm in this down wind spiral and I keep hurting other people on the way. I feel like a horrible person. I feel very used and I'm basically just irritated with my life. I should be happy right now I'm graduating tomorrow. But instead I keep thinking about how much I have fucked so much up in such a little bit of time. I just wish there was some kind of sign to tell me what to do. So today I found one and I called the college and I am going away for college. I go for orientation in July and then I leave in August for 2 years. Then after that I'm not sure where I am going to live. My mom is extremely mad at me for leaving. I know some of my friends will be 2. But I need to start over, build myself I new reputation. I want to start over so bad and I wish I could go back in time, but the truth is you cant. So I think going some where new will be a good thing and Tasha will be there with me.
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2006 30 May :: 8.23pm
I am the biggiest Dumb Ass. Everyone was right like usual.
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2006 29 May :: 7.27pm
x men 3 is the shit! i loved it! yay!
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2006 29 May :: 10.35am
Whatta night...
So yeah...Mindy and I went to the appartments last night. fun fun fun...! and yeah...I'm going to see x3 today whether I'm with people or not.
I'd much rather be with people though so no one kidnaps me...any takers?!
please...?
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2006 28 May :: 10.45pm
Mmmmmm.......Cold Stone....
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2006 27 May :: 4.40pm
One more year...
errg...I swear on everything that is holy, they could not be any more stupid that than already are even if they wanted to be...!
Gah do I hate this place and the peopl e in it with everything I have in me. I cant wait until I leave this all behind.
Oh and you guys probably wont see me tonight seems how my car will be here which is the dumbest thing I could possibly think of...have fun with out me!
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2006 27 May :: 2.33pm
scratch those plans for today I guess. Brixon is being stupid I guess. I dont know. I'm just moody for some reason. But oh well. Guess I'm going to my sister's all night and then work tomorrow and who knows what's after that. I sure as hell dont.
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2006 27 May :: 11.39am
plans for today::
Clean
Sister's bday party
Maybe box's bonfire if there's time lol
and Brixon Brixon Brixon...oh corbin too. lol...
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2006 27 May :: 11.04am
Okay. Maybe a strange choice for a first time club, but it was still excellent. I went to Rumors last night. A few things I enjoyed.....
1.Hott guys
2.Hott, half-naked guys
3.Hott, half-naked guys, making out (It's a gay club)
4.Hott stripper guys dancing
SO....yeah. I've never been in a room with so many gay people before, it was strange. Very entertaining however. Why do I love gay guys so much? I really don't know. =S It was foam night too! Crazy stuff I tell you what. There was foam everywhere. It was actually very annoying because we didnt know it was foam night, and as we had clothes on, compared to most of the people, we weren't enjoying it so much. So ummm...yeah. Other than that, I got Fable the other day and I've been playing it, and I love it! lol.
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2006 27 May :: 12.26am
:: Mood: exhausted but with a smile..
:: Music: silverstein
how glorious...!
Well Brixon is finally back. =) But only for a short time. =( But it will be whicked awesome while it last. I love that kid to pieces. And, with an awesome bonus to life, I DO NOT have to work tomorrow because I will be over hours if I do. Which isn't saying much sense because I am still in school, I'm only allowed 15 hours a week or something like that. So yeah, but that's way awesome. I get the whole Saturday off with lots of things to do. I'm thrilled. But I'm extremely tired. So I much be off to my bed where I will sleep in until late in the morning. yay...that will be splended!
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2006 25 May :: 9.56pm
:: Music: Joyride
So I came to a conclusion today...
I have ADHD
yup...
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2006 25 May :: 5.39pm
poop...
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2006 24 May :: 5.57pm
:: Music: The Adventure - Angels and Airwaves
fuck this shit...!
Well today was a little gay. For no reason really. but yeah, no reason to make it awesome either. I cant wait till school is out. I'm so sick of being tired and exhausted. I have to go to my niece's preschool graduation tonight so that should be adorable because she's the cutest thing on earth. Yeah...well yeah...lol. I dont know what to say. There's nothing really awesome going on in my life right now because I'm super boring and have no life really. I can not wait until X-3!! YAY!!! I'm so fucking pumped! I'm going by monday no matter what. Even if I have to go by myself, I really dont care! Because I will if I have to!
Damn my neck hurts...
Well three day weekend and then 2 days of school and then summer! yay! excited...! woo!
Welp, catch you cats on the flip side I suppose...
Adios!
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2006 23 May :: 6.36pm
No more school woohu. I'm so happy for no more school. I quit my job but she already called me and wanted me back. So I start back again on Wednesday. Crazy how things have been going lately. I'm so happy its finally summer. Now all I need to do is get a summer tan.
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2006 23 May :: 3.16pm
Holy Shit...!
I'm so fucking tired. I dont even know why. I wish I had more absences left so I could have just skipped today and slept in, BUT...I dont! I have only 2 detentions to serve this time though because I only have 11 in first hour. so yeah..that's only 2. and then I have 9 in 2nd hour, like 4 in 5th hour and then 3 in 3rd, 4th, and 6th. lol. I really need to stop that. I dont know, I just dread coming to school this year. I really dont know why. It's not like I took any super hard classes or anything. I just dont like it. I think I'm getting lazier and lazier by the day. I could probably go to bed right now and just call it a night but I cant do that because I have to finish my anatomy/phys. project on OCD that is due tomorrow. and I have to present it and everything and I just started looking information up yesterday. I guess I should have started a few weeks ago when I found out about the project but...oh well. It's the end of the year, you cant expect the best out of me right now.
Yeah, 4 more day left. I cant wait. I love summer, I love swimming, and sleeping. And oh! Eating too! Eating if probably my favorite. Cause I love food! I love food a whole hell of a lot. It's the best thing on earth. lol!
25 more days until my birthday. It's my golden birthday! yay! 17 on the 17th! It'll be the best! Hopefully something cool and exciting will happen cause that would rock.
Brixon is coming back for a few weeks. He should be here either Friday or Saturday. I'm so excited! I miss him so much. One of the best friends I will ever have right there and I can not wait for all the fun we'll be having. We're going to go on so many dates and we're going to go to skelletones a few nights and junk. It's just going to be magnificent! He's going to stay with Corbin the whole time here so I'll get to hang out with my Corbinator a bunch too which rocks because I miss him too. Too bad his dumbass got expelled. What a fucking idiot....
So yeah, things should be going pretty awesome here pretty quick!
a year and 4 days left of high school for me. Holy shit...I have no idea what I'm going to do with my life. That's terrible. I'm so scared yet so relieved at the same time...
Welp that's enough of me for now...BYE!! =)
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2006 22 May :: 9.52pm
What a day...
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