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2006 15 April :: 10.40am
:: Music: Mothersound - From First To Last
Today is a nice day it looks like. I think I'll hang out outside before work today. Maybe I'll take my doggy for a walk or something. But I gotta find the leash cause we live in town now and they have those weird rules about your dogs being on leashes. Dont ask me why, I think they're really dumb rules but oh well...rules are meant to be broken though so who knows if I'll even find the leash..lol!
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2006 15 April :: 12.58am
the benchwarmers is one of the funniest movies ever. i almost died watching that...oh my gosh...freakin' hillarious i tell ya...
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2006 15 April :: 12.33am
:: Music: Blue October - Hate Me
Woo, got my dress on Wednesday =D It's really pretty, I'm excited. No date, but that's okay, it's not important. Uhhhh....went and saw V for Vendetta with Jessica, Sydney, Joe, Stacy and Kate tonight. It was an awesome movie, I really liked it. I have to work on Sunday, ugh. I should be working more. I won't be able to survive on one day a week. =( This is a good song by the way, you should get it, or at least listen to it. My debit card came in the mail today. Yay! No more going inside to pay for gas. I'm a lazy mofo, yes I know. Watching That 70's Show, awesome fun. Uhhh...Can't think of anything else at the moment. =D
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2006 14 April :: 11.36am
:: Music: Dont Lose Touch! - Against Me
So yesterday was my first golf meet of the year. I didn't do too bad. I actually did really good but my score didn't count...damnit..! but yeah, and then last night was our poms dinner things. I was late but I walked in as soon as they were annousing my award. I have excellent timing. I got Most Improved Rookie. Pretty awesome I suppose. And I got my varsity letter, my varsity athletic award thing, a cd with a bunch pictures on it, and a dvd with some of out performences on it but it isnt working...=( but yeah...my couch is retiring which is cool in a way cause she was a bitch and because the couch from the rage dance team is going to couch us I'm pretty sure anyways. Yeah, awesome indeed I guess.
My sister plays the same game on her computer that Kevin and Kelly play all the time. I thought it was funny. I told her she could go to the next geek fest and not feel left out or anything. lol.
Yesterday was Lauren's birthday. We had a bonfire at her house. It was pretty fun I guess.
Tonight is going to be the first night that I work with John! yay! I'm so happy for him...
I need a hair cut...
Next friday is Battle Of The Bands at our school. It's going to be awesome. I guess a band from Cedar is going to be there. And then a few from our school (including JAJA SWAB!!! which I am in love with!) and then Mike's gay band and then one from Newaygo and one from Rockford. It's going to be awesome. JAJA SWAB is going to win. I just know it. Well they would anyways if I were the judge cause those are my boys! I love them to death!
I sorta have been missing Brixon alot lately....=(
You know, I really dont like Easter. I've always thought it was a gay holiday...
my sister is walking around without a shirt on, brushing her teeth. She's sucha fucking crackhead. oh well...
well I think I've babbled for long enough...
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2006 12 April :: 9.17pm
:: Music: Panic! at the Disco
welp...John had his first day as an essential worker. I went to visit. I'm so proud of him. He's growing up just too dang fast. Mindy looked lovely today. She bought me a strawberry shake and I played video games in the BK Arcade, pretty much where I'm having my birthday party this year so be ready for that one. lol. Me and Ashley went to McDonalds and bought about 7 dollors worth of food...in coins. The dude looked a little annoyed. I called Kelly today...haha! He thought I was Mindy for a minute but I tricked him! cause it was for sure me! haha! SUCKER! He didn't seem too happy to speak with me though, I dont know why...? I think he secretly hates me because...*whispers* he knows Mindy loves me more than shes ever will love him...lol. *stops whispering...* I'm terrible, I should work on being nice. It might make people like me I guess...but...I dont really like people so I dont really care if anyone likes me to be quite honest. Some people I really hate. Like with a thousand fires I hate them. And it's sorta really bad because some people I'll have reasoning to my hate for them but some people...I just hate them...! It's not nice I know and I am trying to fix that, But I am not doing too well on that yet. I'll let you know when I got it down. *winks*....BYE!
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2006 11 April :: 9.26pm
yup, I'm pretty much awesome. So awesome to the point as to where I am going to prom on the solo...both of them...kind of a bummer but *sigh* what can ya do?
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2006 11 April :: 8.38am
hmm...back at school today. this sucks kinda. I cant wait until summer. this summer is going to be great, I can feel it in my bones. I have about 5 more minutes to waste until 2nd hour. Anatomy...I cant miss that class anymore. I sorta have no idea what's going on really. There is a cramp in the arch in my foot and it hurts real bad. I really just got to school about ten minutes ago. Mariano is sitting next to me. He thinks he's hillarious but he's not and that just makes him even more funny cause he laughs at himself. Gotta love the kid though. He's going to lend me the new From First to Last cd which completely rocks because I guess they were selling them at the concert for only 10 bucks but I didnt realize that. I thought they were talking about the first band's cd...? op there's the bell! BYE!
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2006 10 April :: 10.18pm
My heart is beating fast, and I'm super nervouse and anxious.
Why?
I have no idea
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2006 10 April :: 10.03pm
So Florida was Awesome. I went to Wet and wild it was cool. Then I went to adventure island which I liked a lot better. Less long lines and warmer water. Also lesser expensive. I went swimming in some springs, which was cool to snorkel in. I got to see tons of fishies. Then we went in a boat and saw tons of alligators in this lake. So we just chased after them with the boat. I went shopping a lot, but that's nothing new. I got tan, except my nose burnt. I had a lot of fun, it was definitely worth it. Then I today I went to kellys and hung out, he's great. Then I hung out with Chelsea, then work. Now its back to my daily schedule of work and school.
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2006 10 April :: 9.16pm
I'm so happy Mindy is back...=)
I WON!! BOO YA!!!
Mindy got me a unicorn!!!!!! =)=)
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2006 10 April :: 6.39pm
:: Mood: crappy...
:: Music: Ready, Aim, Misfire - New Years Day
Somedays you just need to take off...
Lately I feel like I am wasting time with everything...
I really want a relationship. I miss the feeling I had when I was happy, truely happy. I want that feeling to come back. I want to smile again and mean it. But everytime I try to get into something and I try to be happy again, things get fucked up and I'm left alone and depressed. I hate this. I cant wait until high school is over and I can go find new people, see new things. I'm sick of the same old shit over and over again. I'm sick of getting my heart stomped on by the same people, well the same kind of people. I miss when things were awesome and noone could get me down no matter what. I dont think anyone really realizes how much I've changed over the past few years. I use to not let anything get to me, now it seems like the littlest things will ruin my day. I try not to let it show the slightest bit, but I dont know if I am doing such a good job at that or not.
And just to note:: I'm not one to forgive easily, I hold grudges, I'm not sympathetic, and right now I hate you...
"Shoot my cupid out of the sky. Break off his wings, and goudge out his eyes. And thank him for nothing, cause that's all that he gave to me. Your love is my heart desease..."
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2006 10 April :: 12.08am
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2006 9 April :: 5.43pm
:: Mood: creative
Who is excited to see my short locks!?
I am happy.
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2006 8 April :: 11.40pm
:: Music: Again - Jennifer Lopez
work sucked so much butt. I had to stay an extra hour. I did counter for like the 4th time in my life and we had a bus come through. I felt bad cause I messed up this girls order. I accedently gave her a whopper and she wanted a jr and when they were ordering she was picking on her boyfriend for getting a whopper. she was like "that's a huge sandwich! you must be hungry!" but Matt explained to her that I was still learning and she was like "oh it's okay hunny! no problem" I was like "I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Sorry!!!" I felt terrible...lol. but yeah...it blows. I guess I didn't do too bad though.
Matt is sucha good guy...what a sweetheart...lol. I found out yesterday that he was going to try to date me until he found out I was 16. (he's 23 mind you!) haha! I thought that was pretty funny. Made me laugh for quite a while.
I work tomorrow from 10:30 till 8. ugh...and I'm probably doing counter too cause the new girl will be there and she does back cash because she sucks at counter. errg...I'm so tired. I cant wait until Mindy comes back.
My back hurts....=( I wish my mommy was home so she could rub it for me, but noone's here cause noone cares. lol
OH MY GOSH!! I came home to find The Cronicles Of Narnia sitting on the table! I'm soo happy! I LOVE THAT MOVIE! and now I dont have to go out and buy it! yay!!! =)
welp...bye
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2006 8 April :: 11.03am
errg...fuck putting sidding on the house, fuck cleaning up dog shit...I'm trying to sleep!!!
I hate things that make life not work out the way I'd like it to. But I'm bitchy like that I guess..
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2006 7 April :: 2.35pm
:: Music: I Wish I Was Queer So I Could Get Chicks - The Bloodhound Gang
Eddy left a little while ago. I need to get me one of em digital cameras. I'm so self-centered. I take pictures of me none stop. haha. But I'm hot so it's cool. lol. yeah...we went to Lauren's last night for a bonfire, it was great fun. And we fell asleep to this hipnosis thingy. It was weird. I had some fucked up dreams. We called Mindy this morning and I'm hanging out with her after golf on Monday! YAY! *boo-fricken ya Kelly!* All and all, me and Eddy had a good time, like always. lol!
"How do you want your marshmellow, like a nigger or like you and i?" - Amy
"Well not like me, maybe like Lauren though..." - Me
"You cant have your marshmellow like Michael Jackson because you'd have to start the fire inside the marshmellow and that's just impossible..." - Amy
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2006 6 April :: 12.29pm
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: Overprotected - Britney Spears
yay!
I'm so happy! Ashley came over! I haven't seen her sense last Friday. Now Mindy just has to come home and I'll be done missing people. yay!
While I was sleeping this morning, Ash was online talking to Mike and he was telling her how I hate him and she was like "Yeah, I know this all already" lol! I love her. She sat there and told him how I was a pretty stubburn person and I hold grudges for quite sometime and he was just like yeah...I know. If he knew that, why would he keep bugging me? Cause even I know all of that. But oh well...I'm in a good mood, just sitting here, passing time listening to my Britney Spears records...lol
I got my prom dress yesterday. It's really pretty. It's yellow and I have gold shoes =) yup, that's right...gold shoes! But yeah, Sydney, Jessica, and I all had a great time shopping together. I'm glad they came with me. We had fun. Jessica smelt like the most hookery hooker you've ever smelt by the time we were home. lol!
I love you guys...
I cant wait for something fun to happen. Like...with everyone all together..yeah...I dont really know exactly what I'm talking about but I'm sure you understand some how.
Something whicked awesome just needs to happen to me cause I want it to and that would just be fun. I'm excited for it.
BYE!!!=D
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