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So what did I do today?? According to my sister "Sat on your fucking fat ass and wasted your day away" Ummm...yes...I love her. Lol!

Pulling Your Leg
I got my computer back!! Weeeee!! Well, yeah, I'm excited, I got all the music back and I can listen to it again and I'm so happy. So last night....Iwent to One Acts again...It was okish..Then we went to Wendy's and got locked out. Lol, that was funny. SO then Jackie took me home to go get clothes to stay at her house then we went to Hul's. Lol, IT'S TRUE! HE IS! So then we went to Jackie's house...(me and smelli girl were there.) Then I felt like crap and my head hurt and I felt like I was gonna die and I was all shaky and all that fun stuff. It wa weird, cuz I felt fine till we got to Jackie's then I felt like I was going to die. Oh well, Dying is fun :-) lol. So, Smelli Girl and I talked about the "perfect guy" and hugging guys and all that fun stuff all night. Then she went to sleep and I talked to myself. Lol. Then I eventually went to sleep and then I woke up and ate Pringles for breakfast then my mom called me and told me I had to come home for a christmas picture and I look like crap and I don't wanna get it taken. But I have to go shower now so I look half decent. so I shall stop my speel. I have to watch Joey tonight. :-P Oh well, I'll get $$. Yeah $$!

Raffi
I got my second detention yesterday! Wooo! I'm so proud! And on top of that it's from BAUER again! Lol, I love pissing her off. It makes my day complete.

So, I'm supposed to go shopping sometime this weekend with Sarah. Probably tomorrowish. So I can get money from my mom. Hehe, this is like the coolest shopping excursion I've ever planned. But I can't say what we're shopping for. :-X hehe..Secrets are fun.

My dog is a retard. And that is all I have to say right now. I will be back.

OMG...HE PICKED UP MY SHOE!!!
The band concert was tonight. It wasn't horrid. I totally screwed up Ovation though. I wanted to kick myself. And I think I did...A few times. Well, it was funny...Haha Wender and the whole Laughing thing. Then later Jill and I were laughing for completly different reasons and he got all GRRR again...and it was good...lol...finally explained it to him then I ran into a door. hehe.

Ohhh I read jthm #1...it was soo goood! Cept I read through it really fast and I want to pick up more things...cuz it's hil-ar-ious. Haha, melanie and melissa t. think that im gonna go on a killing rampage now...little do they know...::whistles:: hehe

I broke my new rule for myself. I was overly hyper. I'm so mad at myself. I don't want to be overly crazy hyper anymore, cuz then pple are like..."wow shes outgoing" then I cant strike up a conversation and they think I'm a bitch or just totally insane. An I broke that rule tonight. :-P Okay...starting now...if I do it again...Slap me. Calmness is goodness.

i'm home!
I'M HOME!!! WEEE! :-D Lol, You have no idea how excited I am. I love Illinois. Well, I'll probably end up hating it by 1st period tommorrow, but right now it's my friend. Who needs heat when they can have COLD CHICAGO WEATHER?! (oddly enough I'm being serious lol) So SO SO So SO So So So So So So....Yeah. lol. I am so tired.....ahhhhh...I am not going to be a happy camper tomorrow I don't think. For many reasons but only getting 3 hours of sleep a night may affect that. I dunno, I'll try to be :-). I probably will be....NO SHENK OR KENNY OR BAUER!!! Yesh!! So of course I should be happy lol.

You know, as much as I say that I'm glad to be home, I'm glad I got away. I thought alot about stuff and I worked out alot of things in my own head, things that I was thinking and so on. It helped. So, I'm hoping I got a grip on things now. I'm not worried about as much right now. Why worry if you can't do anything to change the things you're worried about? If you can change it, go ahead and worry, but otherwise let it go. Letting it eat you alive isn't going to solve anything.

BTW...Should I wear my Hanson shirt, my Ft. Lauderdale shirt or my clockwork orange monkey shirt tomorrow?? Hmm.......the deep questions of life...


G# minor - You are not totally happy, and you know
it. At least you are trying to do something
about it. You like to think and create to try
and sort out your problems. Keep going the way
you are, and you will soon be on speaking terms
with your demons.


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Patrice and the amazing technocrappy day
So, yes. Hi. I'm patrice. lol. Yeah. Today was my last day of school till next Thursday. WOOO! and no Shenk till FRIDAYYYYYY!!!! :_D I'm so excited! Lol, Anywho...So joseph meeting was today. And I asked Phelan if me missing opening night for razzle lowered my chance of being a crew head, so basically yeah. I'mm not even gonna try. It just pisses me off cuz for all last year I was at every fucking day of crew and I miss one day and my theatre career is over. I HATE HIM! (Sorry if this seems to be complainy lately, I don't want to bother pple in person and I just write what's on my mind...) So yeah, I was pissed off after that and I was kinda...erm bitchy..hence the subject...to some pple whom I don't want to think I'm a bitch. Grrrr...I hate myself. Anyways, Dinner...then roomage...then I'll be backk to talk. GAHHH A WHOLE 5 DAYS WITH JUST MY FAMILY!! :DIES:: :-D bye!

Blah
I don't wanna write. But I feel obligated so here goes. I'm sick and I'm tired and I want to sleep but i have a test in US tomorrow along with 30 million wkshts I haven't done yet, but I'm about to die and I need to study and grrr... I think I'll go sleep. I mean, even if I study, I won't learn, cuz I'll be too tired. Right. Thank you. Goodnight

Well Hello. Today was pretty damn boring. I played in the rain, it was fun! We were just walking and it started pouring, it was funish. Lol, I got wet though. I don't wanna get sick ::is scared:: Oh well, Being sick in Florida wouldn't be too bad.

I don't even know where I'm going in Florida. I just hope its not too commercialized, commercialization is not fun. But knowing my family it'll probably be tourist town itself. Bah. Whatever. It'll be good to get away. And be in the warmness( I hope it's warm...) only to come back to the cold lol. I don't mind the cold though. I like it actually.

Ohhh, I didn't dress for gym today and it's my second time and no detention!!! Wooo! I'll probably get it tomorrow, but shhhhh...don't ruin my little bit of fun for the day. XXX is such a stupid movie. It should die. Most things or pple do end up dying, but omg, it's so cheesy.

Oh, Side note...if you got HC pics, I want one. :-D to replace last years pics of Jackie and Jorie...they must be better then that...lol...jk..but maybe not..I dunno, so yes. Good night!

Vampire Jesus with a mohawk living in Mexico?
Soooooo....Yes. Ummm....I had an uneventful day. I went to school and slept through most of my classes. Yeah, we got assigned badminton partners in gym and it sucked cuz my partner's a jerk and is a freggin ball(birdie) hog...and grrrr...she doesn't understand that if I'm with people I know that I do better, ya know? damn Bauer. She's a bitch.

Well, then I went to production services. Which was good times, Cuz I learned alot and talked to Sandy about alot of stuff, then I got home and got yelled at for not calling. Which I don't care. I hate him sometimes. I honestly do. So yeah, I've been getting yelled at about my dirty room and everything all damn day and I'm really just done caring about it.

I'm done caring about alot of stuff. Like this whole thing going on barely phases me anymore. And guys especially, I'm not gonna let them get to me. I decided, I'll like guys, but I won't try to make anything happen or hope or expect that something may happen. Cuz it's just stupid. I just want to get to know more people(as in guys) cuz all the guys I really know right now are either taken or I know they like someone else, So I have to broaden my horizon. I guess. So until I get to talk to more guys and get to know people, I won't persue anything. Or hope for anything. Hope is kinda overrated anyways. Plus, there's a few "pple" I've kinda always wanted to get to know better, so why not? I dunno, I think junior year will be more of a....single year...if you get me..

So anyways...Homecoming pictures come in tomorrow ::blushes:: damn deodarant O.o;;...::hides face:: So, as far as everyone knows I know nothing about them. Nope. I don't want to see them...:-\ Ekk. Okie days, enough fear of deodarant stains in pics...its time to sleep. Good night.

Memories
So you know when you're thinking and all of a sudden you remember something happening a long time ago and you're like...wow...I completly forgot about that, and sometimes it makes you smile cuz its so good and other times it just makes you want to cry and be like u never remembered it? Well, that's been happening to me alot lately, and it pisses me off when I can't remember them. So since this is my journal, I'm writing them here. I dont care if people read it, if its that bad then I won't post it. Ya know?

So yes, this one just hit me. It was my first day of the second school I went to in Colorado I think, and I was terrified. Well, my mom dropped me off and I was told to stand in line against the wall with my class. So I lined up behind this one guy who was eating red fruit snacks. I remember some kids were playing but I didn't know anyone so I sat against the wall. Then the kid with the fruit snacks "offered" me some, so I took the bag, but it was empty and all his friends laughed that I believed them. Then I found out that I was in the "boys line" and this one girl made fun of me forever for standing in the boys line the first day of school. Yep, maybe I just need sleep. Well, I'm off to do that. Night.