::
2002 27 December :: 10.49 pm
james you fucking cock
well this is just funny james you cock sucker.... to let you all know that last journal entry was not me... i let my "friend" james know my password and the first thing he does is say that well james "its on " the games have only begun.
2 Bastards stepped on my dreams |
Step on my dreams |
::
2002 27 December :: 7.24 pm
i have a small penis
19 Bastards stepped on my dreams |
Step on my dreams |
::
2002 27 December :: 7.09 pm
:: Music: Sum f4rty 1 still waiting
at james house a god is this fun. erica i miss you, i cant wait till the all nighter were (jay,justin,theo,jimi Erica,chelseand of coure yours truelly) are gona cause some major havoc hehehe this is gona be great and wen the ball drops (heheh ball)stuff is only gona get worse oh yeah and erica watch ou around midnight!! i love you see ya all soon
4 Bastards stepped on my dreams |
Step on my dreams |
::
2002 26 December :: 5.12 pm
:: Music: Sum 41" Still waiting"
Ive found my true friends who i can count on for life who i can trust with my life,love is truilly in my head i think about her none stop i love her so much id take a bullet for her and then some. and if your my friend you know what i mean by that. She is in my head!! I LOVE YOU ERICA!!
4 Bastards stepped on my dreams |
Step on my dreams |
::
2002 19 December :: 7.56 pm
:: Mood: empty
:: Music: nothing but the hum of my brain slowly dieing
I dont even know who my friends are anymore
I dont know who i can trust or who to belive
I thought my friends would always be there for me
Most of them are
what about you!!
18 Bastards stepped on my dreams |
Step on my dreams |
::
2002 19 December :: 7.44 pm
:: Mood: guilty
:: Music: The used "mabye memories
this reminds me of something
Well ok then this has been one of the most fuck up weeks ive ever had and i guess its all my fault but imean if you guys dont like what i did im sorry and if its really importand then tell me. wether im not with emily or with erica im still tony ive never changed amd i never will im sorry but some things just have to be done just leave me and erica alone.
6 Bastards stepped on my dreams |
Step on my dreams |
::
2002 16 December :: 7.22 pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: good charlotte ,click
i have no clue whats happening now a days two girls are both madly in love with me wow i guess i am loved i mean wow there fighting over me so i have no clue what to do!!!!!!
10 Bastards stepped on my dreams |
Step on my dreams |
::
2002 16 December :: 8.02 am
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Rage against the mechiean
Torn on the brink of mass self destruction, confused out of my mind not knowing what to do anymore solve my problems befor i solve them for me.........................is love trully the word im looking for
11 Bastards stepped on my dreams |
Step on my dreams |
::
2002 27 November :: 7.35 pm
:: Mood: suicidal
well guess what i just am thinking that all this crap is revolving around me all the name calling is my fault not brad's or tasha's its all my fault so there is only one way to fix things is my ending it myself or you could say "ending my self" i come to school dazed becouse of a lack of blood of slits in my rist 4 inches long and i inch wide its becouse of all this shit so keep fighting and you'll see what happens
19 Bastards stepped on my dreams |
Step on my dreams |
::
2002 24 November :: 1.38 pm
:: Mood: confused
:: Music: Nirvana "smells like teen spirit"
another girl enters the picture
god i just dont know about this girl she likes me and i like her alot but she has a boyfriend and if you know who you are and if you read this and know me good enoughf you should know what should i do becouse i think im in.........
2 Bastards stepped on my dreams |
Step on my dreams |
::
2002 22 November :: 11.31 pm
:: Mood: confused
this girl
ok theres a girl,you know who she is,people say she messin with my head but she wouldent do anything like that would she, she likes me, she likes me not. she likes him she likes him not im so confused i could shot my self in the head maby that would help me.....THINK.... so what should i do frends help me out and that girl i like s much you know who you are, if you read this let me know how you feel so i can clear my head before it gets blowin off hypothetically speaking.
12 Bastards stepped on my dreams |
Step on my dreams |
::
2002 22 November :: 9.46 am
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: greenday
im back to my old self i think
well im confused but thats how i was born no more mopin for me its not worth it girls do like me, im sort of a good kid and i do have friends to count one id like to say thanx to all my friends Jay Justin David Jimi Ray Ray Erica and brad and chris for makin sure that my life is worth livin and its not worth killin your self over, if i forgot your name im sorry i know you all truly care.
3 Bastards stepped on my dreams |
Step on my dreams |
::
2002 21 November :: 6.28 pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: "i think she hates me"
well ever thing is all F***** up. Thanks i Know who my really friends are you guys are great thanks Jay,Justin Erica all of you and Ray Ray and jimi thank you all so much for everthing and Brad youll always be my friend even if you hate me.
7 Bastards stepped on my dreams |
Step on my dreams |
::
2002 18 November :: 9.26 am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: nothing
life sucks, everone please dont worry about me im not worth your time at all
8 Bastards stepped on my dreams |
Step on my dreams |
::
2002 12 November :: 6.50 pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: The Used "A box full of sharp objects"
oh well
yea well im pissed but ill get over it and you know what,girls love me its great to think that some girls like me but, really i think ther telling me that to make me feel better so from now on i want the truth...........well?
7 Bastards stepped on my dreams |
Step on my dreams |
|