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2008 25 October :: 4.11am
:: Mood: numb
"regret nothing, Live every day as if it we're your last"
Since red flannel I've learned alot about myself, alot more than I care to know.
I know now that I try and change myself to fit in with someone else.
I know what its like to say "I love you" and truly mean it
I have cried, I don't do that ever.
I have driven to points where I feel nothing at all, then I cut myself just to see if pain even exists, it doesn't.
I have compleatly handed my heart to someone
who had no idea what to do with it, and later crushed it.
I knew what I was getting into, she warned me, told me not to do it.
I've also learned to listen.
I've learned lies hurt more than the truth.
In the past month, I've felt the best I ever have in life, I feel the worst I ever have right now.
This girl has driven me to do things I've never considered ever before, I wish I could put into words the way I'm feeling now.
flexeril can't even take these feelings away.
When the time comes, just remember.
"Regret nothing and live every day as if its your last."
Erin Marie Crisp,
Again, I've never been as sorry as I am now about how much i hurt you.
again I'm sorry.
Justin McW,
You we're right, my knife is definatally not sharp enough.
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2008 22 October :: 11.28pm
Sons of Anarchy
so far on SoA i've recognized 2 songs
clutch - can't stop progress
Dropkick murphys - johnny i hardly knew ya
jax is a badass, plain and simple, throwing a guy through a glass door last week, then this week shooting him in the head.
also gemma's friend had a good one liner "six years of taking two in the ass while a teenager cums on
my face!"
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2008 22 October :: 6.16pm
So after a lot of discussing, we have highly considered moving to Wyoming..
The final decision isn't going to be up to me, because I am not the one that has a child.
Also, we are looking at getting an english bulldog puppy.
Im still waiting for my civil service date.
And at this rate, I don't think I am going to get in to take it until december.
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2008 19 October :: 11.11pm
:: Music: weigh on my mind - the transplants
I've made the decision to stop drinking so much, also i need to get some shit straightened out in my life.
and i bring some lyrics,
Read more..
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2008 18 October :: 3.28am
:: Mood: high
i see it, i wonder if they do too.
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2008 16 October :: 10.29pm
bowled a 102, 180, and 152. i'm feeling good.
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2008 16 October :: 4.26pm
:: Mood: accomplished
feeling great right now.
truck is in my driveway, hoodlatch is fixed, needs an oil change though, also needs the steering shaft u-joint or whatever, it kind of wanders.
I get to bowl tonight and i'm going to kick ass at it, fuck yeah!
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2008 16 October :: 2.49am
in my attempts to understand others, i still don't understand myself.
I wonder if I'll ever know exactly who I am.
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2008 15 October :: 3.46am
Bzoink Friend Tests I got 1000000%on jessa's Test!
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2008 15 October :: 3.32am
:: Mood: sleepy
I mean, crap, man.
... that's, like, his stomach plug on the ground, there. That's not even physically possible, if you think about it....
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so yeah. i really need to clean out my email inbox. it's seriously bad.
i also need to stop failing at doing my homework. i turned in a paper today that was almost a week late, and when i was called on for discussion in another class, i just told her that i couldn't answer the question, because i didn't do the reading. not that half the class did. but the fact that i had to put it out there in words was awkward.
and it's not going to let up. theoretically i'll be starting work soon, which will only cause things to get worse. then again, maybe it will keep me busy to where i'm more productive and more motivated. hopefully that's the case.
either way, something has to change, because i can't keep going on like i am. i have serious issues with getting to bed, getting up, getting my work done, and getting places on time. especially lately. and it's very uncool.
that aside, the front moved through. that's nice. much cooler tonight. makes me happy. i'm excited for fall.
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2008 14 October :: 6.39pm
alright,
truck just needs plates to drive now, insurance is transfered, brake lights didn't work, fixed those.
need to get the hood latch to work now, change the fluids, and i'll be good to go.
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2008 14 October :: 2.27am
I've decided to just take things for what they are.
I've also decided my new years resolution is to spend less time on this fucking computer.
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2008 13 October :: 7.40pm
dakota runs now.
it was corroded wiring, all i need to do now is bolt the box down, plates, and insurance.
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2008 11 October :: 12.14pm
MSU = #23 in the country baby! Javon Ringer ftw!
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2008 10 October :: 11.46am
also, i bowled a 144, 151, and 170 last night
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