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2006 25 November :: 2.21am
:: Mood: bitter/anti-social
:: Music: N/A
i need a home for my hands and head
I just walked Nikolai part-way home... I hope he doesn't fall asleep on the way... The poor little guy was so tired.
Other than that, I am so sick of people.
And half the time the state of the world makes me want to cry.
I'm sick of being a figurehead for some guy and I'm sick of not being cared about. I've been treated like a joke, I have. Someone is going to get a hell of a lot of backlash for it.
All it does is make me more bitter and jaded and it becomes harder for me to put my trust in people... And really, do I need to get any worse with those things?
Nay.
I was never really taught right from wrong and when I was in high school I always had somene to look out for me. Here it's different. I've gotten myself into a "how many stupid things can I do, how far can I go before someone stops me?" mindset.
Trust me,
there is no one here to stop me.
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2006 16 November :: 2.39pm
:: Mood: ill
:: Music: The Noose - A Perfect Circle
Finland, Finland, Finland... It's the country for me.
I have had a fever the last... four days or so.
I should be writing my sequence analysis... But... I am sick and procrastinating.
I was tagged to write six strange things about myself in Xhanny's journal... So... Here I go!
1. I can't sleep without socks on. If I have cold feet I have an unsatisfying sleep and wake up tired and cranky.
2. My body is naturally two degrees cooler than the normal human body temperature.
3. I get anxiety attacks.
Emphasis on when someone kisses me for the first time.
I get so scared of physical contact that I start shivering and have a good 'ol anxiety attack.
4. I hate dancing, so instead of "getting down" when I listen to music, I pace. It helps me think.
5. I can see in the dark almost perfectly.
6. I hate cauliflower, not only because it is a wholly disgusting vegetable, but because it reminds me of an STD.
On the whole, this little exchange has made me feel much better.
Thanks, woohu!
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2006 6 October :: 8.41pm
:: Mood: grumpy
:: Music: Samael - Telepath
Impure Skies Unraveling
So, what has been going on with the Wolfy as of late? You know you already formulated the answer in your head. You know it. What is it? Not much of nothing! Anything at all! Fab-fucking-tabulous-ness-n-naught! ... School on Tuesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays. T/Th: 7:50am-5:30pm (from the time I leave to the time I get home. ugh...) Sat: 7:30am-3pm (fucking two hour bus rides kill my day!)
Y'know I was going to make a long entry but now I can't think of what I was going to say. SO FUCK. Gah. I"ll make another one later I guess...... >_<
<3
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2006 24 September :: 5.30pm
:: Mood: elated
:: Music: Nothing
Ooohhh, my love...
I await the day when Paul Dano falls deeply in love with me and sweeps me off my feel and marries me in Finland and garnishes my bed and silk sheets with rose petals. Black ones.
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2006 4 September :: 4.43pm
:: Mood: shocked
...damn...
Read more..
You were a good guy Steve. I'm glad I got to meet you even if it was just a brief encounter. It's something I'll never forget.
Rest in peace Steve Irwin.
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