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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 25 July :: 2.49pm
:: Music: Lou Reed- Romeo had Juliette

Caught between the twisted stars the plotted lines the faulty map
that brought Columbus to New York
Betwixt between the East and West he calls on her wearing a leather vest
the earth squeals and shudders to a halt
A diamond crucifix in his ear is used to help ward off the Fear
that he has left his soul in someone's rented car
Inside his pants he hides a mop to clean the mess that he has dropped
into the life of lithesome Juliette Bell

And Romeo wanted Juliette and Juliette wanted Romeo
And Romeo wanted Juliette and Juliette wanted Romeo

Romeo Rodriguez squares his shoulders and curses Jesus
runs a comb through his black pony-tail
He's thinking of his lonely room
the sink that by his bed gives off a stink
Then smells her perfume in his eyes and her voice was like a bell

Outside the street were steaming the crack dealers were dreaming
of an Uzi someone had just scored
I betcha I could hit that light with my one good arm behind my back
says little Joey Diaz
Brother give me another tote those downtown hoods are no damn good
those Italians need a lesson to be taught
This cop who died in Harlem you think they'd get the warnin'
I was dancing when his brains run out on the street

And Romeo had Juliette and Juliette had her Romeo
And Romeo had Juliette and Juliette had her Romeo

I'll take Manhattan in a garbage bag with Latin written on it that says
"It's hard to give a shit these days"
Manhattan's sinking like a rock, into the filthy Hudson what a shock
they wrote a book about it, they said it was like ancient Rome
The perfume burned his eyes, holding tightly to her thighs
and something flickered for a minute and then it vanished and was gone

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 24 July :: 11.54pm

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(56% dark, 43% spontaneous, 33% vulgar)

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Your humor's mostly innocent and off-the-cuff, but somehow there's something slightly menacing about you. Part of your humor is making people a little uncomfortable, even if the things you say aren't in and of themselves confrontational. You probably have a very dry delivery, or are seriously over-the-top. Your type is the most likely to appreciate a good insult and/or broken bone and/or very very fat person dancing.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 23 July :: 1.05am





You Are 26 Years Old



26





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.



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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 22 July :: 12.43am

so i have been replaced by my old pre-graduation self. i am depressed for no fucking reason. i want to injure myself just to feel pain somewhere other than my heart. i called and woke mike up, which made me feel even shittier, but i found out that he will be home for both christmas and thanksgiving, not that it really makes a difference.
i officially have no fucking life now because all i am allowed to do is work and sit at home, waiting for college to start. i can only go downtown to work out and then i can only stay downtown once a week to hang out with my "friends".
mike says welcome to his world, but at least he gets paid decent money for being alone, i barely make the bills, and it just makes me want to smoke even more, but today was my last pack, so there goes the comfort in that. make it all go away... i need to be in a fucking strait jacket, because all i want to do is pull out the knife in my purse and stab my leg. god dammit.

oh, but on the good side, i got my student loan and i am going to see bowling for soup- my first non-parent forced concert. so yay, i guess...

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 21 July :: 12.27am

finished the book
loved it
and i got teary eyed, but no complete tears.
whoot whoot

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 20 July :: 11.17am

half way through the book. sooo excited. I want to finish and talk to lizzy about it and then if i have time, read something by chuck palanuik.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 19 July :: 6.33pm
:: Music: Rilo Kiley- Bad news

i am having a hard time coping right now. i don't want to live at home, and i miss mike, but i can't call him because i don't want to be clingy and i need to know if he is the one that i really want, but i don't know how to just go out and fool around even though i have plenty of guys around me all the time now.

i love how it always turns out the way lizzy said it would, sex was so great for me, but it complicated it all so much. i just hope she is right about him loving me... i am just scared because we never see each other and everything is so damn uncertain. And i have this damn migrane that is not helping at all. grrrr.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 18 July :: 10.33pm

i'm back in the game, sorry to mike but i can't wait for you to call and i won't see you until december. i have to see if i really want you anyways. that's my instruction from kerry, experiment, and if you still think of mikey, well then, that's what you want. but at least i know what else is out there...

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 18 July :: 10.28pm
:: Music: the good that won't come out of me

lyrics
sometimes i'd like to embarass myself by getting drunk and falling down in the street.... you said i chose sadness, that it never once has chosen me( maybe you're right)

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 17 July :: 9.10pm

i am having second thoughts. i feel as though i led him to believe something and now i am backing out. I do still like him, but jess was right, alot of it was just sex. i need someone new. just for a chance to see what else there is, and if i really do want to be with him.

after the whole moving in idea, i kinda flipped out... now we are not on such good terms. i think it will all cool down, but i wish i could see him. aww, he might really want to be with me... it is a scary thought that anyone really would. hmmm... that is something to ponder.

then again if we stay together, what is to stop him from getting trashed again and then asking me to marry him or something else crazy. i'm not sure this is a good situation, but i am sure it will all pan out. i just hope i don't get anymore phone calls that he "can't remember"

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 15 July :: 8.48pm

so this is the cunundrum(sp?) anyways. Mike will be home (in Omaha) the week after next. we both want to be together, but i have no way to get to omaha. if he would pay for my ticket.... should i go?? i mean naturally he would get his, but i feel like a leech if i do it.

what to do....

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 15 July :: 2.34pm

fuck i'm scared. why does this have to happen now. i hate being poor and working at a dead end job. i hate that my parents won't help with anything and i hate that i think mike wants me to go see him now, when i have no way to pay for a damn thing...

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 14 July :: 1.25pm

the things i will do for that boy... 3000 and some miles away. I feel like walking sex....

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 13 July :: 12.15am

baby, you're killing me. it's an emotional suicide to be with you, or rather without you. i want it all gone. give me some eternal sunshine.

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joslyn_julia

:: 2005 11 July :: 3.52pm

Kissing someone for one minute burns 26 calories, HAViNG NiCE SEX BURNS 358 CALORieS... Repost this in the next 15 minutes & your crush will give you something special tomorrow.
NO JOKE. IF YOU BREAK THIS YOU WILL HAVE THE WORST DAY OF YOUR LIFE TOMORROW

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