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2004 18 May :: 10.14 am
:: Mood: crappy
well i got one of my job shadows done. i did it in family court. i spent a lot of time in hearings and also went up to the juvie detention center for a while. lotsa fun. the best part is that i can call this guy up any time i want and he'll let me sit in on trials - hearings are open to the public but most trials arent (he was upset that there were no trials goin on when i was there job shadowing).
i also started my job shadowing at every women's place. i hated it. gina was there and i think she liked it. but i hated it. there;s no way in hell id ever be able to have the patience to be a family therapist/counselor of any kind. more hell to come on wednesday tho.
im looking forward to my time spent in GR tho. im gonna be doing the whole adoption/fostercare type thing. that should be fun.
i have to run in to musk and pick up the lil sis then go to work. maybe i'll stop by and tan for a few - havent done that in a while.
i close tonite.
and im sick. i think i ate something that didnt agree with me. my stomach hurts and i have a lil rash on it too. ma thinks i ate something im allergic to. i dont know what tho - i cant eat oranges but i dont even like them so i dont eat them anyways. otherwise i dont know.
im out tho. good luck on ur job shadows all! and for all of you still stuck in school...MUHAHAHAHAHA...sux to be you! :D
catch ya latas.
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2004 10 May :: 11.58 pm
:: Mood: tired
well high school is almost officially over. we dont really have anything left to do in our classes except for brooks' test which is gunna fuckin suck and that im totally pissed she;s giving it.
i got my grades back on my sanocks project. i got a 99% on the world studies part of it - just cuz it wasnt cool enough. and a 97% on my speech. i cant complain.
2 days left tho. jus 2.
i close tomorrow.
i saw "13 goin on 30" tonite with melissa. the ultimate chick flick. it was ok i guess.
im havin a fat week. i find myself constantly hungry and eating. soon im not gunna be able to fit in my clothes. then i;ll get pissed.
i got ahold of my senior job shadowing contacts. finally.
im out tho. nite.
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2004 8 May :: 12.29 am
:: Mood: tired
im exhausted. i worked my normal 6 hour shift at spanky's and then me and aimee were sent over to the relay for life thing to hand out lil advertisement thingys. thats another hour. it was frickin freezing out - but hey, we were on the clock.
prom's tomorrow. goin with kesha. it should be fun, and if it's gay, then we'll make it fun.
i got 16 hours next week.
we have 3 days of school left.
i presented in world studies today. worst bsing ever.
i dropped my $2 in the box tonite, so it wont be postmarked till tomorrow. i hope he gets it in time :(
father daughter dance was awesome. a lotta fun.
im out tho- latas.
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2004 21 April :: 10.21 am
:: Mood: crappy
i have this lovely fuckin headcold. the kind where you have this everlasting headache, your throat hurts, and you got the sniffles. yea thats me. and yesterday my whole body was aching too. mom had said to go jus as long as i can at school, but i only made it to admiral and called mom. it was too much effort to even push the gas pedal down. ugh. i still feel kinda shitty. :(
report cards come home today :(
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2004 12 April :: 10.43 am
:: Mood: ditzy
miller's class is so fuckin boring now that im away from pat. it's jus not fun anymore.
florida was alright. im still albino as hell tho.
i gained 5 lbs over break.
that fuckin cya later alligator song is on so im out. latas.
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2004 1 April :: 2.27 pm
:: Mood: excited
well im off to florida in like 15 hours! woohoo! freedom finally. oyea and pat - i didnt skip miller's class...i jus failed to show up cuz dovick wanted to talk to me...and i told him everyhting too...EVERYTHING...yea...it was a good convo tho...i got more outa that then i woulddve pretending to make a web page.
but i will see you all in about 10 days and hopefully i wont be as albino as i am now...enjoy ur spring breaks! and dont do anything stupid ;) buhbyes!
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2004 26 March :: 10.55 am
:: Mood: chipper
lalalallaallala wow im bored.
i was talkin to melissa las nite and my mom threw a letter in front of me and said "im not proud of u". im like "shit girl i'll call u later". well i read the letter. it was regarding NHS. it said that basically im put on probation until i graduate - meaning that if i get one more write-up, just one, then im out and will never be let back in. now personally it doesnt mean much to me but my ma wasnt happy. in the letter it said that my discipline record was reviewed as was my current behavior and it is "unacceptable and needs to be changed immidiately". so yea i guess i gotta be "good". but i dont usually do anything "bad" at school. o well tho. it was probly brooks who reported me for goin off on her the other day. what a bitch.
i gotta work tonite. thatll be fun. as usual. lalala. im in a surprisingly good mood.
im out tho. latas.
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2004 20 March :: 11.49 pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: "the first cut is the deepest" - sheryl crow
wow i jus realized that i havent updated this thing in a reallly long time.
hmm whats been goin on...
1. brooks is a bitch. i simply told her that if she taught us, we might actually learn, and she kicked me out. psh bitch.
2. im on house arrest.
3. i work 17 hours this week :D
4. only 13 days till i leave for florida :D
5.work was fun tonite. i worked with paulie - and thats always fun. then i danced with melissa while david and paul and aaron mocked us. its all good.
6. i aced both of sanockis "tests".
thats all i can think of for the moment. i'll talk to u children latas!
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2004 5 March :: 10.54 am
:: Mood: ditzy
yea so i hit lowell's car. i apologize. its not like nobody's gotten in an accident before. thats why i have insurance. lay off god.
ok now that i got that off my chest, manda's party is tomorrow and there's still so much left to do. ugh.
i have to close tonite and ma wont let me go out afterwards cuz i wont be home all weekend. o well tho. at least shes lettin me out of the house all weekend...
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2004 27 February :: 10.29 am
:: Mood: ditzy
ive noticed that i still have a quick temper. when i was little, my parents kept threatening to send me to anger management classes. i jus get so stressed out and keep it bottled inside and then one lil thing jus makes me blow up. well thats what happened yesterday. george stole me speech and by doing so, i jus went off on keller. she had come off snotty in her response for when i told her what happened, and i jus got pissed. but looking back, i probly interpreted it as snotty. i owe her an apology but im not good at that kinda thing. ugh. on a positive note, george and i settled our differences; mr dovick is like a father to me; and i got a $0.50 raise :D. i made $90 last week! sry i get excited about the little things. miller actually expects me to do work but i dont feel like it. andre;s skipping again. but yea i got nuthin else to write. i have ta close sat and sun so im goin out with melissa and the girls tonite. we're goin up to nikki's cabin. that'll be fun. im out tho - cya.
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2004 23 February :: 10.34 am
:: Music: "summer lovin" - grease
sittin in miller's - bored as hell. i dont feel like making a web page or doing practices for that matter. lalala. im bored.
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2004 22 February :: 10.56 pm
kinda zoned out in youth group tonite. some parts got pretty dry.
went to melissa's this weekend. shes doin good.
i cant wait to get outa school...
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2004 16 February :: 11.43 am
:: Mood: thoughtful
last nite was youth group. it was kinda similar to last week's but not really. we had a mass and then went to the gym. when they asked us to divide up into groups, i headed to support. ive been reevaluating my life lately and ive realized that i do a lot of shit i shouldnt be doing. but im not ready to change. i dont want to change. but when they asked me why i was there, i didnt feel comfortable saying anything with my sister there. i guess i offended her by saying that but its true. maybe im embarrassed by the shit i do, but i guess i dont really want my sister to be a big part of my life. as coldhearted and soulless as that sounds, its true. im not close to her and even when i try to its almost like shes too immature to understand. or maybe its me thats immature. i dunno. it really hit home when shea started crying tho. it made me realize that we are in the same boat. maybe we can help each other get out. im gunna call her when she gets outa school. maybe take her to dinner or sumthing. shes going through a "im hopeless" phase and no one should ever feel like theyre hopeless.
anyways, im goin go take a nap. so i'll catch you all later.
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2004 9 February :: 12.18 am
:: Mood: sick
i ate 4 cans of sardines tonite for an activity thing in the life teen program that my ma made me go to. so now im sick to my stomach, cuz not only do i not like fish, but i cant eat smoked fish on my meds. o well tho. i'll live.
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2004 4 February :: 10.35 am
:: Mood: annoyed
theres a rumor going around about me. totally ignore it. thank you in advance.
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