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2004 22 May :: 7.59pm
Well my friend Lisa just left after spending the night. Mhm. She tried to hook me up with her friend Preston but it just didn't...click. I think I am going to pick up my pictures from when Emily spent the night, but I won't be able to put them on here because I didn't get a digital disposable camera this time. Damn my not having a scanner. Oh yeah, and I also bought a new AFI shirt and some cherry earrings. I had never seen this paticular AFI shirt before, it has a picture of the boys in the Art of Drowning era, but yet the AFI logo is from the Sing The Sorrow era. It's awesome anyway.
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lilkristen
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2004 22 May :: 6.37pm
:: Mood: in a cloud thinking about these two..
:: Music: champagne - sugarcult
ok im gunna write a lil about each guy im trying to decide between nd leave me a comment with which one u think is better for me!!! im not putting names so you cant pick judged on who u like better (coughalicough) but ali you'll probably know who it is anyway but whatever...
guy#1
soo sweet like omg this guy is so nice to me like omg sometimes i wonder if theres any other guy who's so nice... he always, ALWAYS says hi to me no matter what, n hes got a great family... he doesnt judge people... he'll never let there be an akward silence! he always asks questions to fill the space its so cute i love it... he's athletic, hes funny, we agree on alotta the same stuff and he'll support what u, and always cares how things go in my life... he always asks bout how my softball team is doing, etc. i can never wait to see him! <3
guy#2
this guy is unbelievably sweet too... really really really really REALLY sweet.. and hes confident... not just in himself, but in others... he believes in you and always tries to make u feel better if ur upset... hes caring... like, if he sees that ur hurting he wants to make it stop. and its so sweet. i cant write anymore right now cuz i gotta go but just lemme say that #2 is like definitely one of the sweetest guys ive ever met! i need to see him every day!
pleaseeee gimme advice on which one u think is better for me... not who you'd prefer, but who's better for me... pleaseeee i need help... i hate trying to decide between two guys!!! if u comment mwaaaa i love you!
~krissss
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2004 22 May :: 12.10pm
:: Music: back home - yellowcard
i finally talked to him last night<3 not alot n nothing too interesting cuz molly was sitting there with me, but still i was so happy to see his sn sittin right there on my screen! i gotta make up my mind between these two guys... which one am i gunna try n get? oy they're both really really sweet...
everybody here is living life in fear of falling out alive. tearing lives apart and breaking lots of hearts just to pass the time... and the eyes get red in the back of your head... this place'll make you blind... put it all behind me and i'll be just fine!
all my life i've been looking for the answers to the questions you never asked and we never planned on this disaster when will i let it go?
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2004 21 May :: 8.06pm
aah<3
i told u i was kindaa over shawn for ahem most of you know who but omg i was like in heaven when i was talking to him for almost 2 hours on his steps! he totally loves the fact that im in love w/hockey too lol... he said hes not big on it but hes like yea its weird cuz u dont see alotta girls that like hockey so later he's like 'im gunna be thinkin about this all night i cant believe u love hockey' i was like aww dont think about that, think about me =] .. hes soo sweet... not as sweet as that other guy but soooooooo close like REALLY REALLY close lol.. i keep gettin to him thru his dogs lol i had to run down there cuz brian was riding his bike backwards down the block and almost ran over krystal ((one of his dogs)) so i had to run nd grab his handlebars cuz he wouldnt listen to me when i told him to stop n then we started talking nd we didnt stop for bout 2 hours lol
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2004 21 May :: 10.54am
oMgGg alias' next season isnt gunna start until JANUARY!!! like omg they're completely torturing me!!! the season finale is THIS sunday and i have to wait HALF A YEAR! aaaaah!!! no!!! oyyy this suckssss... i need to talk to julia and lauren! a-hibble-shmibble-bibble... sorry. im sooo bored! i wanna listen to yellowcard! now i am listening to yellowcard.. i talked to anthony last night... yes we're still fighting... but i asked him if we could talk n try to work things out n he said yeah and signed off so that kinda tried my patience n then he signed back on after i sent him an email tellin him hes a jerk n he signed back on n we tried to talk about it but it didnt really work... so yea... im still mad at him...
*i still wanna make your sacrifice worthwhile*
im having soooo much trouble not being able to talk to him! geez i need his number... he's never online! grrr... omg.. taylor's reaction to alias not being on til january...
Lavenderblue8 [10:48 AM]: NO!!!!!!!!!
Lavenderblue8 [10:48 AM]: NO NO NO NO NO
Lavenderblue8 [10:48 AM]: THEY CANT DO THAT!
Lavenderblue8 [10:49 AM]: taz got to be illegal or sumthin
Lavenderblue8 [10:49 AM]: january? january?
Lavenderblue8 [10:50 AM]: wut r we supposed to watch every sunday until saturday??
Lavenderblue8 [10:50 AM]: until january*
ROFL ... gtg get my dress taken up... laterrrs
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2004 20 May :: 8.32pm
just got back from my game... we smoked em 17-5... and i FINALLY hit again! wooot! thank goodness i would have gone crazy if i didnt...
ooh food!
im out
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2004 20 May :: 4.01pm
:: Music: Bagdad Jones
I haven't updated with a real entry in a while. Well that whole liking the same boy thing is resolved. Apparently she doesn't like him anymore. He said he didn't like her, so she got over him pretty quick. MORE FOR ME. God I am a selfish bitch. =(
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2004 20 May :: 3.33pm
wooooooot i got turtle pants AND piggy pants!!!! aaaaaah!!! woohoooo! guess what else i did... woooooot... i finally got my ears pierced! for those of u who didnt know i didnt have em, its cuz of my history which some of u know and some of you dont and cuz i didnt really want em... but i got em doneeee! woohoo! ummm what else did i get? i got shorts n a tank top n i didnt get any stickers in hot topic cuz they didnt have any!!! grrrrr... umm yeaa and i got bras lol nd i got..um... what else did i get? i cant remember??? ooh yea a reallly good hair straightener... woot woot im sooo hyper right now... game later... 68th preceinct tonightt...
OMG!!! CALGARY ADVANCES!!! NO!!! SAN JOSE LOST!!! AAAAH!!!!! tearsssssss!
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2004 19 May :: 6.49pm
omg i miss him!!! i havent talked to him in a couple of dayss... grrrr aah i need to talk to andrew too.. i want himm sooo bad hes like the sweetest guy i've ever EVER met!!!!!!!!! ((not andrew lol the other oneee)) but i need to see him again to kinda like hit on him lol so he gets the picture that i like him backk... roar! that was a bad roar lol omg i need him to hug me again... IM GETTING MY TURTLE PANTS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!
but omg my heart... i need to see him... its like something u dont realize how much ur gunna miss until u cant have it for soo long...
you want it, you need it, you can’t explain it, u fight it, u beat it, and I can’t live without you!!!!
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2004 19 May :: 4.14pm
:: Mood: crushed
:: Music: The Cure foo
Just Like Heaven - The Cure
"Show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream" she said
"The one that makes me laugh" she said
And threw her arms around my neck
"Show me how you do it and I promise you
I promise that I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you"
Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed her face and kissed her head
And dreamed of all the different ways I had
To make her glow
"Why are you so far away?" she said
"Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you?
That I'm in love with you?"
You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You're just like a dream...
Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone
Alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved
And drowned her deep inside of me
You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Just like heaven
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2004 18 May :: 10.06pm
holaaa! dude like OMG! i have no clue what im so excited about!!! aww cori n joey broke up<3 but its ok cuz they both agreed on it nd i dont think either of them has a broken heart soo... yeaaa i have dance tomorrow... n its gunna be like all day!!! that reminds me that i need to pack a change of clothes!!! maybe i'll get ali to wait @ bens w/me and i guess james can stay too if he wants to... lol sryy hun...
i wanna see him soo bad<3
im gunna tell my mom i dont wanna babysit on friday so she can tell the other mom im supposed to babysit for... maybe i can tell him to come chill w/us then... omg i really wanna see him... forget get with him... just at least SEE him... oy.. he didnt want me to sign off last night... as soon as i said gotta go hes like "why?" n i was like aww... and last night he answered my IMs right away... like he was sitting on top of them... i was like aww
woooooooooot!
that was just a random woot
dont worry about it...
like omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg paulie is SOOOOOOOOO HOTT!!! omg lorraine's like "theres paulie!" and im like omg thats him? n shes like yes! and i just died omg hes soooooooo hott its unbelievable omg hes just banginnnnnnn hes hott and cutee at the same time and YES there IS a difference for those of you people who r stupid... hott is like banginn while cute is like adorable... yes ali im directing that at youu lol cuz i dont think you'd get it first try... i dont have much time left... i didnt talk to him at all today... darn lol
im not sure what else to write about today... nothing really happened... oh yea i started crying hysterically again after watching the afi video for silver and cold... for those of you who have seen it and dont understand why i cry which will probably be kelli cuz she doesnt care about me dont argue that kelli, why else am i not letting u see my friends only entries anymore, i cry because no one knows what i went thru!!! omg omg omg i cryyy soooo muchh n then when i cry, they always play anthem of our dying day after it... loserrr... byee
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2004 18 May :: 6.21pm
im sure you've all seen this quote in my journal before but im serious when i say this:
SOMEBODY HELP ME!!! IM LOSING EVERYTHING WHEN IM WITHOUT YOU!
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lilkristen
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2004 18 May :: 6.05pm
I GOT CATALYST!!!!
woot woottt!!!
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2004 17 May :: 9.47pm
my convo just now with that guy i was tellin you about... well not really but the one i like
him: im not goin crazy dont worry bout it, itz all good
me: r u sure? u can talk to me if you want
him: i know i can ur awesome
me: aw thankss
him: no problem hunn
=] smiles
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2004 17 May :: 9.36pm
:: Music: the reason - hoobastank
1. What is your name? kristen
2. What does it mean? i dont know...
3. Birthday? june 7thh
4. Height? 5'3'' or 5'4''
5. Eye Color? deep blue
6. Hair Color? strawberry blonde
7. Home Town? nyc
8. School? sta's
9. Grade? eightt
10. Like it? pshhh yea whatever
11. Do you have a web site? no
12. Other nick-names? kris, kriskris, funky munkeyy ((emmz))
13. Zodiac Sign? gemini
14. Siblings? matt
15. Color? black, blue, red
16. Number? i dunnoo
17. Sport to play? softball
18. Sport to watch? Football and hockey
19. Male/Female Celebrity? male = michael vartan female = jennifer garner
20. Curse word? dipshit lmaoo jen
21. Vacation spot? juss the plain old jersey shore will satisfy mee
22. Drink (Alcoholic)? Strawberry Daquiri!!!!
23. Drink (Non-Alcoholic)? waterr
24. Food: mac n cheese or popcorn ((white chedder flavored lol alii knowss))
25. Dessert? fudge topped brownies
27. Most prized possession? i dunnoo... i have alot...
29. How many people are on your Buddy List? 199
30. How long have you been online? foreverr lol
31. How long are you on each day: omgg like minimum 3 hrs
32. Do you believe there are any innately evil PEOPLE? YES!!! SCREW ALL THE TERRORISTS IN THE WORLD... DIE
33. Favorite Movie(s)? um... identity!!!!!
34. Dream car? something black...
35. Word you over use? cool lmaooo
36. Hobbies: sportss
37. Ever tried to kill your self? um...
38. Like to dance? no
39. Ever been rushed to the hospital? no, suprisinglyy
40. Believe in love at 1st sight? yes
41. Someone have a crush on you? i think so
42. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope
43. If so, who? i said no dumbasss
44. Have you ever been in love? nah... i thought it was but im a dumbass
45. Who do you like right now? im not telling you!!!
46. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? personality... if he aint a sweetie he's gotta go
47. What are your turnoffs? overly confident, self centered, doesnt know how to cheer me up
48. What don't you care for in the opposite sex? i dont care for selfcenteredness
50. Ever gone skinny dipping? no lol
51. Would you like to? yeahh
52. Deaf/Blind: blind... i cant live without music... literally...
53. Pools/Hot Tub: mmm... hot tubs
54. Coke/Pepsi: neither!
55. Sunrise/Sunset: sunsetttt
56. Fast/Slow Dance: slow
57. Day/Night: depends
58. Baseball/Football: FOOTBALL!!!!
59. Burger King/Mc'Donalds: burgerking... i hate fast food thoughh...
60. Mountains/Prairies: Mountains
61. Land/Ocean: Ocean
62. White\Black: Black
63. Dr.Pepper/Mountain Dew: neither...
64. Sprite/7-UP? neither!!!
65. Valentines Day\July 4th: Valentines Day
66. Summer\Winter: summer<3
67. Spring\Fall: spring
68. Christmas/Easter: Christmas :)
69. How many pillows? all i need is two
70. Piercing? you know my past
71. Do you get along with your parents?ehhh not always
72. Favorite ice-cream? vanilla
73. What is your bedtime? i dont have one
74. Favorite scent? vanilla/cocnut
75. Least favorite scent? old food
76. Who knows most about you? um... no one but me
77. Smoke? no
78. Taken other drugs? no
79. Done anything illegal? yeah
80. Failed a subject? no...
81. Been to a foreign country? ive never left the east coast
82. Have a pet? nope
83. Been to a Concert? you know, i still cant get over the fact that i couldnt go to that yellowcard concert with roro cuz of our games lmaooo
85. Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend? no
86. Broken a bone? no
88. Beaten anyone up? lorraine lol... but not like i actually hurt her shes just my punching bag
87. Won a trophey? yea but this season... danggg we're gunna go far!!! we're on fire!!! 9 game winning streak!
89. Played strip poker? no lol
90. Gotten beat up? no
91. Been in a serious physical fight? no
92. Played Go Fish? yea lol
93. Someone you love died? never mind....
94. Not spent a holiday with your family? no
95. Has a song ever made you cry? OMG YES!!! 'believe' by yellowcard
96. Have any regrets? definitely
97. Do you like hair long or short? um on me, long
98. Like this survey? ehhh not really
100. Least likely person to respond: im putting it in my journal no one can respond
101. Most likely: see above
102. What was your proudest moment? umm probably my sshs letter
103. How was your day today? i dont wanna talk about it
104. Homework? science...
105. Who do you seek advice from? ashleyy my big siss<3, bree, tim n ali
106. Has there advice ever been bad? pshh we're talking about brenna here, of course!
107. Who is the funniest person you know? um... i dunnoo... i know alotta funny peopleee... no, i know... tyler
109. Who is the craziest person you know? me... and RoRo ily babeee
110. Who do you hate? i dont hate anyone... i just dislike them
111. Has a friend ever moved away from you? like literally or just like mentally? umm bothh
112. Who is the sweetest person(s): katieF and ahemm the guy i wouldnt mention above lolol
113. When you make yourself a soda, ice or soda first? i dont make myself a soda i hate soda lol
114. Who has it easier, Guys or Girls? Guys!!! no labor, no once a month thing, no makeup, no hair shitt to deal with, they get all the easy stuff!
115. Marriage? a guy who loves me for who i am and who can always ALWAYS make me smile
116. How many kids? i dunno...
117. Names of kids: ashley for a girl, joshua or thomas for a guy ((jenn!!!! rofl))
118. Town You'd Like to Live In? brooklyn! <3
119. Career: um... watching hockeyy
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