you know you've got everybody fooled

:: 2004 8 May :: 2.13pm
:: Music: anthem of our dying day, story of the year

i forgot that im supposed to explain my last entry... here goes...

lizzy is goin out with michael!!! like, my neighbor michael!!!!!!!!!! like aah! ooh mann i didnt believe mike when he told me but i asked lizzy n she said yea... mike's a soph and she hasnt even graduated yett and michaels annoying so i dunno what she sees in him... about the kaitlyn and the makeup thing...forget it... i have it back... but the car mirror... oyy... we were pitching to each other to practice for a game and she threw the pitch and i missed it when i was catching and it bounced and hit the mirror and i broke and i looked at her and said "go inside?" and shes like yea and we ran lololol... we did win our game against the panthers. it was a good game... thats where i found out mike was goin out with lizzy...cuz he came to the game. yea. omg this whole thing with the stuff i cant say outloud is driving me crazy like omg omg omg its driving me insane... i need to talk to peter... cuz its like... some of its kinda sweet but some of it is soo freakin perverted it aint funny...and peter's the one that told me... and i need his help getting over the perverted part of it... the cd finally finished copying... i love that cd its so great. bout the tiger pants... OMG theyree so cuteee but they had a hole in them and my mommy fixed them!!! but no ones bought me my turtle pants yet and im sooo mad cuz turtles are sooo cool... roar. im talkin to jena. i havent talked to her in a really long time. i saw her the other day and didnt recognize her. cuz she looked so different. i sent brenna the long email i needed to. i gave her lots of song quotes from story of the year songs cuz a couple of them described her really really well. achooo!!! ahem... sorry i sneezed. i have to babysit tonight. grr. i dont wanna. but they have digital cable so i can watch fuse thank goodness. i just got it tuesday lol. AND THEN OUR TV BROKE!!! ahem... sorry. we have another one in the basement though so its not so bad... i still need a mothers day gift for my mom... me and my dad r gunna leave in like 10 minutes to get one for her... i think we're gunna get her some kinda jewelry but im not sure... i need to go check the sizes of her clothes in case we dont get jewelry... ok well gotta go byeee

:: 2004 8 May :: 2.11pm

i had alot to talk about but i dun remember any of it anymore so... yea... bye...

:: 2004 7 May :: 12.52pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Sex and Candy - Marcys Playground <333

Spiffay
I'm off to Emily's for the night. I think we're going to see Godsend or something or another. I got a snazzy new headband that rocks the world, y0. I tried to take a picture of it, but the lighting in my house right now sucks a mother, so I shall have to do it some other time. Well I'm off to finish getting ready. Ta.

:: 2004 7 May :: 7.30am

Davey Got Back
(Someone posted this on the AFI Message Boards, and I thought it was too hilarious to overlook! I'm almost sorry I didn't write it. *NOTE* This is sung to the tune of Baby Got Back by Sir-Mix-A-Lot if you've been living under a rock all these years.)

I like his butt and I can not lie
You Fall Children can't deny
That when he walks on stage in those vinyl pants
And he does his little dance
You nosebleed
Wanna get front row
And meet you after the show
Just look at those pants he�s wearing
I'm hooked and I can't stop staring
Oh Davey, I wanna get wit'cha
And take your picture
My parents tried to warn me
But those midnight eyes make
Ooh, that lip ring
You say you wanna wrap me in cold?
Well, use me, use me
'Cause I ain't no average groupie
I've seen him dancin'
He�s good at romancin'
His bum is fit,
And I can�t get enough of it
I'm tired of magazines
Sayin' boy bands are the thing
Take the average Fall Child and tell them that
You�ll be roasting on a spit
So, Hunter! (Yeah!) Adam! (Yeah!)
Has your frontman got the butt? (Hell yeah!)
I wanna spank it! (Spank it!) Spank it! (Spank it!)
Spank that lovely butt!
Davey got back!

His butt is round, and big
And when he�s throwin' a gig
I just can't help myself, I'm swooning like a fangirl
�Cause he rocks my world
I wanna pet your hair
And give you chattery toofisez
I ain't talkin' bout dentures
'Cause you�re not Grandma Davey yet
His hair�s been blond, and poofy
And even in ugly braids
Those things made me afraid
But now it�s long and deep conditioned
So I'm lookin' at his videos
Watchin' him cold in life�s throes
They�re totally devoid of bimbos
Like Britney Spears and J.Lo
Who is probably so jealous because her bum is
not half as pretty
And you know I don�t lie when I say he looks hot
With his makeup on
Davey got it goin' on
A lot of folks won't like this song
'Cause they think that I�m being offensive
But I don�t mean disrespect
I just know he�s the best
And I�m hopelessly obsessed
So, ladies! {Yeah!} Ladies! {Yeah!}
We know Davey�s hot as Hades {F*** Yeah!}
So say it loud! Yell it out!
Even straight boys have to shout
Davey got back!

:: 2004 7 May :: 6.51am

wow am i glad the weekend's here im so stressed and its 64o am and i cant take it im soo tired... im burning a copy of story of the year cuz i still cant find mine and i miss it too much... heres the update on news

lizzy is goin out with my neighbor
kaitlyn still has my makeup
me and kaitlyn broke a car mirror
we won our softball game
theres really big news that i cant say in a public entry
this cd copying thing is taking too long
im gunna be late for school if it doesnt hurry upppp
my tiger pants are fixed... yay!
i still dont have my turtle pants... grr...
my new word is roar
i almost cried during the friends finale last night lol
omg! i couldnt believe rachel left ross at the airport that was mean... but then she came back... oh well... and i laughed at the twins thinggg and i gotta go get ready cuz i cant wait for this cd!!!

detail on ALL of those things later

bye

p.s. note to self, email brenna... LONG email to brenna... and take a nap.

:: 2004 6 May :: 4.10pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: TV Sounds

CHA CHA CHA CHIA
Well, I'm off to my dad's for the night. I'm off school tomorrow though. *rubs it in everyone' face*
Just kidding. I love you all. Oh yes, it's true.

I am torn between two lovers. I want the My Ruin shirt AND this London After Midnight shirt. (Look down)

I think I'll get that one later though. Sheesh.

:: 2004 5 May :: 3.36pm
:: Music: Speak & Destroy

"Cosmetic" - My Ruin
Elegantly wasted, and I can taste it
Here I sit, trying not to fake this gift of the beauty myth
I can't help but feel like this
Bored...of the beauty whore
Cos my body just wants more scars...and I can feel them
Wounds...I can't heal them
Red, bring my mouth to life
Black, revive my hair that's dyed
Makeup always helps me hide, what I don't like on the outside

Starlight, starbright, first star I see tonight
I wish I may, I wish I might, have the wish I wish tonight

A birthday girl, a broken heart
You name the drama, she played the part
Long lost demons leave her godless
Like her powder leaves her flawless
Sugar coated heart shaped pout
Lipstick just distorts her mouth
Mascara puts her eyes to sleep, cos beauty's only skin deep

Bitch du jour served on a platter
She's so pretty, but does it matter?
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, but nobody told her
Mirror, mirror on the wall, watch her break and watch her fall
Stitch her smile, bruise her knees, Walk among her enemies
Blessed am I among women to live and love in such a beautiful temple
Blessed am I among women

Tairrie B. <333

:: 2004 5 May :: 3.13pm

ok!!! lots of news!!!

lets start with softball... im now one of the starting pitchers!!! aaah!!! not good!!!

but i did pitch a whole game and we won the game and i hit a homerun that game... but i did a few other things that game too... i pulled three muscles, sprained a finger, and a sore neck...

aahhh crap!!! i'll write more later... i gotta go

8 not real | & you can't save me

:: 2004 5 May :: 6.07am

Birthday love
I'm getting this. *boastage*

OH YES. It owns me.

4 not real | & you can't save me

:: 2004 4 May :: 7.08am

My stepdad is supposed to be leaving today.
I'll bet $5 that it's only a month before that woman gets another boyfriend. I wish I had that luck!
I have testing today at school.

:: 2004 3 May :: 4.02pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: Dope Stars Inc.

Back biatches
I am back for good. =) I picked up my computer last night and ALL IS GOOD. MOOHA. I feel at home now. Damn this insane addiction. I love you all, and I am glad to be back.

5 not real | & you can't save me

:: 2004 1 May :: 8.25pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Sick of It All - The Distillers

It's my friggin' birthday y0
Hey everyone, I haven't updated in AGES. My computer at home has a virus, and I am supposed to be getting it back tomorrow, so it's all cool. I'm on my dad's right now. I just dropped in to say HELLO IT'S MY BIRTHDAY. Oh yes, it is. *dances* Party party. I love you all, and I hope to be back tomorrow.

:: 2004 30 April :: 4.18pm
:: Music: time stands still, all american rejects

the eyes they drown in tears... can you hear me scream?

ok if anyone's reading this who plays softball in my league and hasnt played st. bernadettes yet... WATCH OUT!!! damnn these girls bad mouth you like crazyy!!!

the coach's daughter... omg what a bitch!!! normally u say that like not really meaning it... i mean it... this girl was such a bitch to us!!! we did nothing to her and she gives kelly the finger, starts cursing out ali for not slappin hands hard enough after the game ((which i thought was a lil pathetic)) and just would not fuckin shut up when i got her out shes like "her foot wasnt on the bag!" screaming it for the next two fucking innings i was gunna put a bullet thru her head! i was ready to go up to her and just be like just shut up ur own fuckin coach said it was so just shove it up your ass!

i wasnt gunna sink to her level thoughh...

when she started disin ali, though, i just gave her a nasty look and yelled watch your mouth!!!

bitch...

my last words for today: all downhill from here is a good song!!!