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2004 14 December :: 6.00pm
:: Music: all i want for christmas -> britney spears
i want my babyy
i want someonee to love me,
someonee to hold
and maybe he'll be all my own
withh a big red bow<3
he's all i want, just for me
underneath my christmas tree
i'll be waiting heree..
santaa that's my only wish this yearr<3
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2004 13 December :: 5.34pm
kRiSs [5:32 P.M.]: heyy/..
aLeXaA [5:32 P.M.]: hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
kRiSs [5:32 P.M.]: supp
aLeXaA [5:33 P.M.]: i like ur belly
ohHh mann too funNy<3 i love youu alexaaa
anyway, yeaa so guys i survived.. it wasnt that badd i didnt cryy which is suchh an accomplishment lmaoo.. but yea.. I STILL HAVE NO COMMENTS ON THE ONE ENTRY I FRICKINN WANT COMMENTS ON!!! GO DOWN 2 ENTRIES BEFORE THIS, OK!?!?! COMMENTTTTTTTT I NEED SOME HELP HEREEEEE
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2004 13 December :: 3.47pm
:: Mood: scurrrrrreddddd!
:: Music: i dunno the name of the song its some christmas song by britney spears that i like..
thanks to mariaaaa.. she listened to me todayy<3 thanks maria! i love her she makes me think twice before i get mad at someoneeeee lol.. anywayy.. ohh wait i promised something to someone..
KAIT IS THE GREATEST PERSON IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!!
haha kait i told you i'd do it<3 anyway.. kaitlyn you still havent commented on my entryyyyy.. im mad at youuu.. not really, but you should have commented.. im gunna call you later tonight.. when i get back from the doctor.. OMG IM GETTING MY SHOT IN LIKE 45 MINUTES.. i only have 45 minutes left to live guys.. im soo scurredd... kait i heard you was sick today.. feel betterr dear.. todayy in gym we played dogdeball ndd i hit maria in the face!! i felt so bad i didnt care if i got hit i just ran up to her ndd gave her a huge hug nd i was like omgggg im sooo sorrryy mariaa!!! lol.. it was funny thoughh.. nd then i scared the crapp outta kristinn (((sryy kriss!!!))) i made her hold my jewelry before we played dodgeball (for those who dont know, kristin has a broken leg or something like that lol) ndd i took it off the table nd put it in my pocket nd i said ok kristin can i have my jewelry? nd she goes, its on the table, looks and asks like clare nd roe and deniz what they did with the jewelry but she looked so upset really quickly cuz she knew the jewelry was real nd shes like no guys, really, where is it, nd she looked like she was soooo freaked out she looked so scared i couldnt keep it up nd i was like omgg im srryyy i have it in my pocket lol nd she was gunna hit me =) that was a long sentence..
i have to go mentally prepare myself for death
farewell all
kris
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2004 12 December :: 3.52pm
kaitlyn is the only one who might know what im talking about.. but comment anyway, please..
he said something that made me think... it suprised me.. i dont know what to feel.. if im confused, why should i make myself believe something that might not be true? i dont want to bring those feelings back if they're going to go to waste.. i made the mistake once before.. i need to be sure.. i dont want to throw my heart out into the open to be played with. he'd never hurt me purposely.. that i know.. but what if it was an accident like last time? i dont want to be put through the same thing twice.. and what if i hurt him? i dont want to do that, regardless of feelings.. for now, i sit back waiting for a sign from him.. im keeping my feelings inside.. once i say it outloud, i know i will believe it.. what he said was such a shock.. but it was kind of a nice surprise.. because what he said, i had been thinking about the whole night..
<*EDIT*>
maria said something to me today thats true.. he could have just said it cuz we're really good friends.. im still confused
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2004 12 December :: 3.47pm
:: Music: i feel so - boxcar racer
im sick of this
i hate when people pretend to like you..
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2004 11 December :: 12.09pm
:: Mood: tired.. i dont feel good.. did you know that when
whyy does no one comment anymoree? if you are going to comment on this entry, please comment on the ones before this one too!
1. Grab the book nearest to you. Turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down here what it says: no.. there isnt a book near me ndd i aint getting up..
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. what do you touch first?: air
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?: some cartoon my bro was watchinn
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is: 12:10?
5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 12:19
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: a airplane
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?: last night cominn back from the dancee
8. Before you came to this website, what did you look at?: brennaa's xangaa which i stole this from
9. What are you wearing?: my pjs
10. Did you dream last night? What about?: yea.. something about tic-tacs?
11. When did you last laugh? Why?: last night in the car wit kait andd adriannaa
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?: paint.. im in the computerr room it aint decoratedd
13. Seen anything weird lately?: whenn you go to a dance you see plentyy of weird stuffss
14. What do you think of this quiz?: its alrightt
15. What is the last film you saw?: something on tnt.. i dunnoo what
16. Millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: i dunnoo.. stuff
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know: i think i might like someone..
18. George Bush: what about him? i dont like him? i wouldaa voted for kerry man..
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2004 11 December :: 10.02am
:: Mood: contemplative
:: Music: "Blood and Tears" - Danzig HAHA <3
Fucking hell.
What the fuck. Woohu has changed so much. I just came back and BAM! Livejournal makeover. Anyway, I'm going back out with James. Yes, I know I dated him last year, but he's changed so much and it's a good change. Plus I'm a sucker for a sweet talker. =/
He's coming over tomorrow. Wish me luck.
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2004 9 December :: 8.47pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: every other time - LFO.. lmaooo best songg<3 me&chrissyyy
dudeee this is sooo my song now lmaooo.. some lyrics:
keep it homegirl dont you quit
you know the way you scream is the ultimate
but then i think about the time when we broke up
before the prom and you told everyone that i was gay, ok..
cuz thats the way uh huh uh huh i like it
i said lets talk about it as she walked out on me and slammed the door
sometimes is black sometimes its white
sometimes shes wrong, sometimes im right
sometimes we talk about it, or we figure it out
but then she'll just change her mind
sometimes its hot sometimes its cold
sometimes my head wants to explode
but when i think about it, im so in love with her
every other time<3
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2004 9 December :: 4.54pm
wowwwwieeeee.. a new way to updatee my journal!! its sooo differenttt!!! i know most of youu cant see it but its newww... ooh i was like whats goinnn onnnnnn.. ohh well.. i have this stupid fuckin english essay to writee ndd its ruining my lifeeeee.. you guys know nothing about my lifee for the past like week.. i couldnt go to the games today and tuesdayy ndd maybe not tomorrow either but i dunnoo yet.. i went to the mall ndd did xmas shopping but i still have lots more to do.. next year, im not buying presents for friends.. theres too many people.. its stupid.. you waste like $100 on people.. its stupid.. im really really bored.. i still havent changed.. why? i dunno.. my brother's mad at me for some reason.. theres a dance at xavier tomorrow.. i dunno if im goinnn.. if im going thoughh, i probably aint goin to the games.. guys im really tired ndd i gotta write this ndd do some stuff for latin.. juliaa if you read this, call me.. you too kait.. and whoever else.. ali, you havent called in a millenium.. you're overdue.. alright im gunna update so i can get this essay overwithh.. its maddd hard!!! stupidd random topics nd i hate it.. oh well.. later
kris
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2004 5 December :: 7.54pm
me&Lex
iTaLiAnBeLLa59 [7:52 P.M.]: wtf... outsidee or insidee?
BlindedByTears2x [7:52 P.M.]: insideee.. OVER THURRRR
BlindedByTears2x [7:53 P.M.]: haha.. i said thurr
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2004 5 December :: 7.23pm
i saw jess yesterdayyy!! and i did my layout overr!! thanks to kalie for giving me props.. i still need to find an icon.. but im in love with my title now.. ahh i should not be here.. i should be studying.. have a major ass global test tomorrow.. and no i did no work on my essay todayy.. im gunna go before i get busted...
JETS WON!
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2004 4 December :: 12.35pm
im gunna frickinn blow up.. all of my pictures from sc.. ALL OF THEM.. didnt develop cuz the camera was defective.. im sooooo upset... i have one picture from school.. amanda and jackiee.. love themm, but i really wanted the pictures with like my really close friends that i had.. i got nothing back that i wanted.. nothing.. im so frickinn upset you have no idea.. i mean, some of my pics on the other roll didnt come out cuz i think i didnt use the flashh.. but whatever those were just every day pics of me lauren and chrissy those can be replaced, ya know? i can never ever get those pictures back.. ever.. omg im sure some of you are like wtf they're pictures.. but onlyy my ssg get it..
bad day already..
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2004 1 December :: 7.37pm
awesomee day todayy.. train to school was ight.. homeroom -> too shortt omgg onlyy 15 mann.. half dayy today.. facultyy meeting.. bball gameeeee [(savioursss against the bonnies)]~ well duhhh saviourr camee out on topp cuz we rockk.. that was just the jv game thoughh.. i didnt stay for the varsity i had to come home and do my essay which i didnt nd now im not allowed online tomorrow i gotta go.. 1
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2004 30 November :: 4.03pm
my apologies to kaitlyn.. i told you i would update my journal later in the day on sunday lol.. i got sick.. sorry<3 im still sick.. didnt go to school todayy.. what sucks is that when im on the couch, i feel fine and im soo bored its moving that makes my stomach wanna burst.. oh well.. im going to school tomorrow.. i know mom wont lemme stay home another day.. she was mad that i stayed home today.. but if i went to school i would have sat in the sick room the whole time..
ew.. i dont feel good..
erin helped me with my science homework.. thank youuu erinnnn
it*s hard to say what it is i see in you
wonder if i*ll always be with you
words cant say and i cant do
enough to prove its all for you
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2004 26 November :: 2.24pm
happy thanksgiving a day latee
me&lauu --> sickestt people when were togetherr<3 11/25/04 mucho fun laurelitaaa
chrissy's cominn todayy.. woot woot
majorr props to ali for not callinnn me backk<3
matt you are a jackass whyy you gotta be suchh a dick?
me&tim neverr talk no moree.. it seems like he dunn wanna.. and youu know how when people act weird, i bring it up.. i dunn wanna fight wit himm thoughh we've never ever foughtt.. ever.. in all 11 yrss ive known himm! ohh well..
me and ant fightinn again as well.. what elsee is new?
*final shouts to my sSg<3*
jm.ehc.ag.jm.mp.tg.nr.er.
i lovee youu girls!
guys i might be playinn soccer in thaa winter!!! wootttt!!!!
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