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:: 2005 4 August :: 1.13pm
:: Music: My Chemical Romance- Cemetery Drive

Oh well. So much for "best friends."

*sigh*

Bad News: I'm assuming if it came down to it, and he had to choose one of us to die and one of us to live... He'd choose some girl who he's never even met before to live.

Good News: Bethany is coming to Hoggard next year.

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xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2005 2 August :: 11.46pm

I'm addicted to this little pointless RPG.


Someone save me!!!1one

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:: 2005 29 July :: 11.00am
:: Mood: :(
:: Music: No Doubt- Don't Speak.

Can you feel it crush you?

I feel like I'm losing my friends.

I had the friends I saw on a regular basis narrowed down to four people... Three of the four hardly even talk to me anymore. I suppose that's my fault. I don't know what I'm doing wrong... I really don't.

I guess things just happen sometimes.

People find new friends. New friends that excite them more and make them happier.

Oh well.

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:: 2005 27 July :: 3.16pm

If my friendship means anything to you at all...
Then put a little effort forth.
Because I refuse to do this all by myself.

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:: 2005 26 July :: 1.44pm

So yeah... I'm sitting here chillin'... Wearing a Halo2 shirt, Elephant PJ pants, and a sombraro. (I'm also listening to techno.) And one of my mother's friends keeps walking by. My little brother's friends keep looking at me funny too. I am greatly amused.

Attention is cool sometimes.

So who's up for a trip to the movies with me and my sombraro?

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xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2005 26 July :: 12.12am

Pass the potato!

Click that and enter your zip code. I want this potato all over the country! :o So yeah. Pass it around and stuff. And when it has reached all 50 states, I'll throw a potato party!!

:) Get passin'.

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:: 2005 24 July :: 10.56am

Okay... MySpace was definately something I promised myself that I'd never do... But, I was peer pressured into it, and I've had one for quite a while now. It's actually quite fun. I'm not one of those people who are like addicted to it or anything, but yeah.

If you have one, add me. :]

My Space

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:: 2005 23 July :: 10.03am

It's that time again...
1. What is your occupation? Moocher.
2. What color is your underwear? Bright green!
3. What are you listening to right now? Underoath.
4. What was the last thing you ate? Bread. :]
5. Do you wish on stars? If it's a falling star...
6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Er... That's a weird question. How should I know?
7. How is the weather right now? A wee bit foggy, but rather hot.
8. Last person you spoke to on the phone? TREMARCUS!! Er... Vinny? I donno.
9. Do you like the person who sent this to you? Yayuh. Warrenizzle. The shizzle.
10. How old are you today? :o Old enough.
11. Favorite drink? Diet Coke with Splenda, or Starbucks Mint Mocha Frappuchino.
12. Favorite sport to watch? Hm... Motocross, I suppose.
13.Have you ever dyed your hair? Yes. My hair has had blonde highlights, black with red highlights, red, and purple. :] It's naturally dark brownizzle.
14. Do you wear contacts or glasses? Yes. I sometimes wear thick-rimmed emo glasses like a cool kid. =P
15. Pets? 2 dogs that like to hump eachother. :O
16. Favorite month? December. <3333Winter.
17. Favorite food? Uhhh... I don't know. Chicken tenders. XD
18. What was the last movie you watched? Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
19. Favorite day of the year? ...Christmas?
20. What do you do to prevent anger? Punch things/Break stuff. o.o
21. What was your favorite toy as a child? SOCK MONKEY!!! =D!!
22. Fall or Spring? Fall.
23. Hugs or kisses? Depends on who we're talking about.
24. Cherry or Blueberry? Cherry.
25. Do you want your friends to email you back? Sure, why not? If you're reading this, then reply and tell me that you read it.
26. Who is most likely to respond? Uh, probably no one.
27. Who is least likely to respond? Jay.
28. Living arrangements? I live with my younger brother, older sister, and both of my parents.
29. When was the last time you cried? Umm... Like, a week ago?
30. What is on the floor of your closet? Everything.
31. Who is the friend you have had the longest? Amy Dangelico/Alec Romulus. My preschool homeslices.
32. What did you do last night? Chilled with Renee... And talked to Marcus and Vinny. =D
33. Favorite smell? Probably pipe tobacco. :o
34. What inspires you? Random stuff.
35. What are you afraid of? Being completely alone/Losing the people I love.
36. Plain cheese or spicy hamburgers? Whatthefuck?! I don't really like hamburgers... o.O
37. Favorite car? Anything that can take me from point A to point B without problems.
38. Favorite dog breed? I like weiner dogs... But I <3 my golden retreiver.
39. Number of keys on your key ring? Zero. =O *gaspOMGnokeychains!*
40. How many years at your current job? Pshaw. What job?
41. Favorite day of the week? Saturdayyy!
42. How many states have you lived in? One. I have lived in Wilmington, North Carolina for my entire life... ;_;
43. How many cities have you lived in? *points at the question I just answered.*

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:: 2005 22 July :: 3.14pm

Updating... 'Cos I'm cool.

See who can leave the best comment. =D

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xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2005 12 July :: 1.56am

This is weird. I'm ejoying second-hand smoke.

Read more..

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:: 2005 10 July :: 2.29am
:: Mood: Good.
:: Music: Kelly Clarkson- Behind These Hazel Eyes

AN UPDATE!!
Well, things have been pretty good in the life of Dana recently. I'm slowly fixing the little problems...

My cousin, Katy has been staying with us for the past week, and I have enjoyed it a lot. She is so crazy and just so much fun to be around... :]

I got to see Bethany the other day! We went to go hang out with Drew, and he had Blaine with him. (I've known Blaine for a few years, and we hadn't talked since last summer.) So, it was pretty fun. We also saw Derek for a while.

Also, Matt came to see me for a while. So it was fun. :) I've missed him.

Hung out with Aisha and Keely. Straightened my hair. :o

Lucas and Nick have been here twice to hang out with Carly and Katy, but it was pretty fun. Last night they were here, and my uncle and dad were extremely drunk... So we set off fireworks and stuff... Throughout the night my dad came out with a gun and a sword (the cockroach killer), so yeah. Needless to say, it was very amusing.

I talked to Randy a lot last night. I told him my life story. XD I loff him. =D

Also got a very awkward, but well needed conversation over with.

And it's raining now, so I think I'll go play in it for a while. ^_^

Chaotically yours,
Dana

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xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2005 29 June :: 2.00pm
:: Mood: Crushed.
:: Music: P!NK- Hazard to Myself

Woo.

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xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2005 13 June :: 9.26pm

I think I won't be updating this so much...
I'm sorting things out in my life.
Feel free to comment anyways.
I'll be back to read them.
<333

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xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2005 7 June :: 11.20am

I was reminded this morning,
That it wasn't a dream.
I actually ripped someone's heart out...
Sheerly because I was unhappy.

I suppose it's for the best-
It'll make both of us happier in the long run.
But it hurts so fucking bad.
*sigh* What have I gotten myself into?


I'm so selfish and weak.
I can't believe myself sometimes.

John was the first guy to treat me like his everything,
And I just destroyed that,
Because I felt insecure...
With him being so far away,
And us not having means of communication at the time.

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xsilentxsuicidex

:: 2005 6 June :: 8.58pm

It's one of those times.
I'm so down...
I won't be myself for a while.
And I'll go ahead and apologize in advance.

I've reached the lowest of lows.
I can't stop crying.

I guess I do love him.
And I just threw it all away.

I should've realized...
I'm not old enough to handle something like this.
I realize now.
And it hurts so bad.

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