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:: 2004 29 August :: 12.37pm
:: Mood: $%&#*@
:: Music: AFI- The Leaving Song pt. II

CDs.
CDs I want
Evanescence
Story Of the Year
Atreyu- Fractures
My Chemical Romance
Dashboard Confessional
Hoobastank
Brand New
Some old AFI
Linkin Park- Hybrid Theory, Meteora
And uh... Eminem... XD (Seriously, though... Eminem and 50 cent...)

Err... some other ones, too.

If you have some CDs I want... Please burn me a copy for me, and I will burn you a copy of some of mine.... Here's a list of what I have.

CDs I have
Hatebreed- Preserverance
Screeching Weasel- Kill the Musician
Slipknot: vol. 3: The Subliminal Verses
Splipknot- 742617000027
Flogging Molly- Drunken Lullabyes
Dropkick Murpheys- Sing Loud, Sing Proud
The Clash- The singles
Ramones- Loud, Fast Ramones- Their Toughest Hits
Bloodhound Gang- One Fierce Beer Coaster
AC/DC- AC/DC Live
Atreyu- Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisses
Atreyu- The Curse
Blink 182- The Mark, Tom and Travis Show
Sepultura- Revolusongs
Sepultura- Roorback
Slayer- Live Decade of Agression (Disc 1 and 2)
HIM- Razorblade Romance
HIM- Love Metal
HIM- Solitary Man
CKY- Volume 1
Tool- Anema, I think
Three Days Grace- Three Days Grace
The Punisher Soundtrack
Taking Back Sunday- Tell all your Friends
Smile Empty Soul- Smile Empty Soul
Trapt- ?
System of a Down- ?
Thrice- ?
AFI- Sing the Sorrow
Bob Marley- Soul Shakedown Party
Bob Marley- Island Fever
D12- D12 World

PS-- Thinking of a new screen name, Any ideas? Please comment. ^_^

Your Lord and Master,
The Almighty Dana (.:Zennousha:.)

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:: 2004 28 August :: 5.48pm
:: Mood: Bleh.
:: Music: HIM- Sweet Pandemonium

No one's gonna read all of this.. XD

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Are you a virgin?
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Which one do people say you fit into?
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What do you do online?
How long do you stay online for?
What do you do when you're bored?
What grade are you in?
What's the most annoying thing for someone to say?
What are you wearing?
Have you ever been in a fight?
Who won?
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What color looks best on you?
What color hair do you wish you had?
Do you have a cell phone?
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Who do you look up to?
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What name brand do you wear the most?
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If so, what do you wear?
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How many?
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If you could talk to one person before you died, who would it be?
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Have you ever run away?
Where did you go?
Do you tan easily?
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Have you ever dyed your hair one solid color?
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Do you get annoyed easily?
Who or what annoys you the most?
Do you like to swim?
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What would be your dream job?
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About what, most of the time?
Do you have a lot of ex boyfriend/girlfriends?
Are you friends with them?
Or do you just never want to talk to them again?
Is one of your exs your best friend?
Do you wish you still had a relationship with them?
Or do you accept only being friends?
Do you have any tattoos?
Of what?
When did you get them?
Do you regret it?
Do you like to talk a lot?
Or are you quiet?
Would you ever date someone of the same sex?
Have you ever thought about it?
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Who do you talk to the most on the phone?
How many times do you let the phone ring until you pick up?
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When was the last time you went on a date?
Wtih who?
Where did you go?
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What word or words do you say the most?
Does it annoy you or anyone else?
How do you dress?
Do you like to wear jeans?
What type of shoes do you wear the most?
What size shoe do you wear?
What is your mood right now?
What are you doing?
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Who was the last person you talked to?
Where was the last place you went?
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Or brunettes better?
Who was your first crush?
How old were you?
When was the last time you got drunk?
Have you ever been skinny dipping?
Could you ever be a vegetarian?
What does your hair look like?
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Where?
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Do you go to the theater a lot?
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Over stupid things?
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Blue or black?
Frank Sinatra or DMX?
Chris Pontius or X-Zibit?
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Bam Margera or Don Vito?
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How much money do you have right now?
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What are you going to do when you finish this quiz?
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Or are you hyper?
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Or rude?
Do you like Canadians?
Do you like Britney Spears?
Do you like coffee?
Or tea?
Do you think gay marriage should be outlawed?
Do you like The United States?
Do you like surveys?
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Who won?
What's your favorite game to play?
Have you ever cursed out a teacher?
Did you ever think one of your teachers was haWt?
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What was their response?
Have you ever not taken a shower for a week?
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Do you lie a lot?
Would you ever consider a musical career?
Would you ever write a book?
Do you like poetry?
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How old is it?
Do you have posters on your walls?
How many?
What color is your room?
How many CDs do you own?
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Often?
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Would you ever have casual sex?
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Do you like the police?
Do you like pens or pencils better?
Do you like to draw?
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Have you ever gotten high?
When was the last time?
Are you wearing socks?
Do you like popcorn?
Do you throw it at people when you're at the movies?
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Do you like cheese?
Do you like to work?
Do you think Good Charlotte is a poser band?
Do you like Linkin Park?
Have you ever heard of Mindless Self Indulgence?
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Do you think love is a load of crap?
What friend have you known the longest?
Who's your best friend?
Who influences you the most?
Are you ready for this to be over?



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:: 2004 23 August :: 12.22pm
:: Mood: At school.
:: Music: None ^_^

Teh computer lab.
I'm at school right now ^_^. I just failed the STAR test miserably. Haha.

Oh well. AR's part of the L/A grade now... So I guess my goals will be easier to meet...



But I don't really have anything else to say... So I guess that's all for now, kiddies.


Forever Righteous,

The Almighty Dana

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:: 2004 21 August :: 2.16pm
:: Mood: Somewhat tired and upset...
:: Music: My dad yelling at my brother... =/

Close your eyes- just settle, settle...
Damnit.

I opened this page in a good mood. I hate when my dad fucking drinks vodka. He turns into this hateful bastard. I mean, he usually is anyways... But I won't get into details.

I need to vent and I can't get in touch with anyone I trust, and I don't want to put it in this journal... So I don't know what to do right now.


Anyways, today I went the East Coast Wahines surf contest. It was pretty good. Renee got third in her heat and she's going to semi-finals. It was soo funny, I saw some of my good guy friends... dressed like girls. They were the EC WaHEnis. So Alec, Michael and Graham were there. Alec's boobies were bigger than mine =O.

I saw Jeanna, Monica, Casey and Henry, too. It was kind of cool...

But I don't know. People are complaining that I don't update, but when I do, Please comment so I know you've read it.

Well, I hear my dad yelling again.

I think I'll go to my room...



Drown it all out with music.

He'll probably yell at me for that, though.


Close my eyes so tightly, the tears are welling up..
The Almighty Dana

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:: 2004 20 August :: 10.22pm
:: Mood: Gah.
:: Music: Sepultura- Cut throat.

Welcome to Ci Ci's!
Wow.

Today started off as a really bad day, but I guess it was okay.

One week down, only about a million to go. =/

So at school... I was soooo tired. I went to Chorus first thing in the morning. Woo hoo! We looked like retards, Mr. Riel made us like roll our heads around and put our arms in the air and stuff. We had to make this weird noise... Like a siron/grunt. The people in the gym even heard us XD I feel bad for the orchestra people. We probably scare the shit out of them. =D
Skip to Science class. Mrs. Johnson took us out on the nature trail. We had to find something, draw it, then write a journal entry pretending to be the thing saying what we did during the hurricane... Mrs. Johnson's face twitches alot... O.o But yeah, there were these two huge-ass spiders... And Charlie threw a pinecone at it's web, and Mrs. Johnson gave him lunch detention XD. She was talking about how we were in their habitat, and that there was no way for them to tell him to stop or something... But Hakki and I found another one, and we were poking it with a stick. That spider was the shit man.
Skip to Math. I kept whistling the enzyte song XD John kept laughing, and he found a camera in his desk, and started taking pictures of everyone. Turns out, it was this black girl's. And he better buy her a new one or she'll 'hurt da Hell outta dat white boy.' We were crazy annoying in Mrs. Connor's class... I drew some pictures. ^____^ One of Keely, one of Michael, one of some random shit, and a purple duck. =D Then we went to lunch and Riley and Hakki "explored their feminine side". Skip L/A. It sucked.
After school when we were waiting for people to get us, Taylor and I replaced Seth, Walker and all those kids. We found this sixth grader named Seth, so he's the new Seth, Hunter- who kind of looks like Micah and Walker- So he's both Micah and Walker, Zach is Dale- Because he slowly lags behind and doesn't say anything... Brewer is Brendon, Because he has rosey cheeks and brown hair, and Spooner's the new Zack, because he's Zack's little brother. So we kind of have our group again?

After school, Rhianna and Aisha came and got me, and we hung out at Rhianna's. We popped popcorn and walked down the road to get Keely and ate it. XD There were some big-ass spider's at Rhianna's house, too, so we put some popcorn in their webs for them. ^_^. But then we got Keely. She was wearing SHORTS. =O. Then Rhianna's mom took us to CiCi's pizza. ^_^ Haha, Keely spat ice at Aisha, and it went over the booth and hit this preppy girl. It was so funny. People kept staring at me in my neon yellow shirt, too. Afterwards, we went to the dollar store and kept burping really loud, and running around yelling random shit. After doing that for a while, we left and went back to Rhianna's. We watched her and Aisha's home movies and made some of our own ^_^. Then we listened to the chorus CD. XD We all sang/screamed along. It was funneh. =D


Anyways. How's that for an update, bitches?

XD None of you will read that probably.

And there'll never be a day when I won't think of you...
The Almighty Dana

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:: 2004 17 August :: 6.25pm
:: Mood: #%%&$#@
:: Music: Hatebreed- Bloodsoaked Memories.

When I wake up, the real nightmare begins...
This is for the kids that have nowhere to turn- Who have nothing to live for... You think you haven't the will to persist? You have to search within yourself. All the work that you've done in vein has been overlooked and taken for granted. Only you can end your suffering- You must be honest with yourself. You have nothing else to lose, you feel that everyone's out to get you- Been beaten down, but the hate still breathes... Confined by consequence- it's your soul you must release... It's our struggles that define us, and the harships we endure. Your spirit can't be broken now- You've come too far. All your life you told yourself you were never alone, all your time spent on the problems that have no solution, in your mind giving up was never an option, out of spite hold onto the hate that has helped you stay focused... You are one, but you're never alone. You can't atone for every promise you've broken. In this moment there's no way you can fail... Use your pain to acheive your goals, make amends while you can, and try to stay focused. You can't be burdened by your lack of self control... Never stray from the path you have chosen.


Forever, forever convicted.

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:: 2004 17 August :: 5.18pm

First day of school...
Need I say more? -_-

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:: 2004 16 August :: 10.01pm
:: Mood: Bleh.
:: Music: CKY- 96 quite bitter beings

Sometimes when you're holding on, you never see the light.
In this perfection, I lament his beauty, his voice a sour note in this bitter serenade.. and all those things I could have... would have... should have said ring out like gunshots across long lost days.. If that wasn't love, then what the fuck was I thinking? I would bear my soul just to bask in your grace and your beauty. Your strength inspires all of my days. Your love fills me up when the blood in my body is drained.. and your strength is my backbone when I feel every bone break... It takes my breath away how you took my breath away... How could I know you would take my breath away? Hopw could I know that one kiss would change everything...?



Your Lord and Master,

The Almighty Dana

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:: 2004 13 August :: 5.43pm
:: Mood: Broken.
:: Music: None.

Me.
What is your name?:Dana Wells McIntosh
Are you named after anyone?:Some old dude...
What's your screename?:xCrims0nShad0wx
Would you name a child of yours after you?:Hell naw.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:I donno.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?:Keely.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?:Danna, or Dan.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?:*shrugs*
Basics
Your gender::Female. (Except for on Tuesdays...)
Straight/Gay/Bi::Bi curious...
Single?:Yep.
If not, do you want to be?:*shrugs*
Birthdate::March 25.
Your age::13.
Age you act::I've been told 3 and 16.
Age you wish you were::I don't know. I guess 16?
Your height::Ehm, not really sure. I think 5'7".
Eye color::It varies from a greyish blue to hazel.
Happy with it?:Guess so.
Hair color::Dark brown.
Happy with it?:Sure. *shrugs*
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::Righty.
Your living arrangement::What the fuck...?
Your family::Mum, Dad, Carly, Eli, Kiwi, Aisha and Michael.
Have any pets?:2 dogs and a pet ant named Elroy.
Whats your job?:I guess fucking things up. =/
Piercings?:None.
Tattoos?:Nope.
Obsessions?:Not gonna talk about it...
Addictions?:Er... None. Yeah..
Do you speak another language?:Ebonics, nikka!
Have a favorite quote?:"Hope for the best and expect the worst" (Thanks Aisha)
Do you have a webpage?:Mehbey...
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?:Wish I could.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?:Eh... somewhat.
Do you have any secrets?:I've got plenty of those...
Do you hate yourself?:Yep.
Do you like your handwriting?:Nope.
Do you have any bad habits?:Sure do.
What is the compliment you get from most people?:Don't get much compliments.. But I guess on my eyes?
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:My life isn't meaningful enough to be made into a movie.
What's your biggest fear?:Being alone.
Can you sing?:Pretty decently if I want to...
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?:No...
Are you a loner?:At times.
What are your #1 priorities in life?:I don't know...
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?:Heh. Yeah right.
Are you a daredevil?:No, not really.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:Yeah... Lots.
Are you passive or agressive?:Depends.
Do you have a journal?:Well, I'm posting in it.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?:Answer to both- Thinking about things too much.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?:I don't know.. I guess I'd make myself pretty.. either that or make myself a happier person.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?:No... I'm so fucking weak...
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?:Yeah, but moreso not doing things... =/
Do you think life has been good so far?:Heh. At times.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?:Don't attatch yourself to people...
What do you like the most about your body?:I hate my body... =/ it's icky.
And least?:All of it.
Do you think you are good looking?:No. =/
Are you confident?:Heh. Wish I was.
What is the fictional character you are most like?:I don't know..
Are you perceived wrongly?:At times...
Do You...
Smoke?:Nope.
Do drugs?:Nope.
Read the newspaper?:Heh, Hell no.
Pray?:Sometimes.
Go to church?:No.
Talk to strangers who IM you?:Yeah, unless they piss me off.
Sleep with stuffed animals?:My wittle panda b-- I mean... er... Nope.
Take walks in the rain?:All the time...I love the rain.
Talk to people even though you hate them?:*shrugs* Sometimes. I don't think I truley HATE anyone...
Drive?:The golfkart... ^_^
Like to drive fast?:Oh yeah. Pedal to the plastic 35mph, bitches. 2 Fast 2 Furious!
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?:I guess.. I've been told I have a beautiful singing voice..
Hurt yourself?:Heh, I hate to admit it, but yeah. =/
Been out of the country?:Nope.
Eaten something that made other people sick?:Cheesetoast? That makes Michael sick... But is that what you're asking...?
Been in love?:Heh... I don't think so.
Done drugs?:No.
Gone skinny dipping?:=X
Had a medical emergency?:Not really.
Had surgery?:No... They're real. I swear. =P
Ran away from home?:Heh, not long enough for anyone to notice..
Played strip poker?:Of course not!
Gotten beaten up?:Well...
Beaten someone up?:No.
Been picked on?:Heh... All the time. =/
Been on stage?:Yeah. For stage crew. XD
Slept outdoors?:Yeah. I love it.
Thought about suicide?:Hah, who hasn't?
Pulled an all nighter?:Yep.
If yes, what is your record?:3 days.
Gone one day without food?:Yep.
Talked on the phone all night?:All the time. Andrew's the coolest ^_^
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:Yeah.
Slept all day?:Yeah.
Killed someone?:...XD
Made out with a stranger?:Nah.
Had sex with a stranger?:Nah.
Thought you're going crazy?:KNEW I was going crazy. Heh.
Kissed the same sex?:Keely. ^_~
Done anything sexual with the same sex?:Nope.
Been betrayed?:Yeah. But who hasn't?
Had a dream that came true?:Eh, not really.
Broken the law?:Mehbey...
Met a famous person?:Yup. I'm good friends with John Travolta.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?:..Who said it was an accident?
On purpose?:=X IT WAS AN ACCIDENT!
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?:Nope.
Stolen anything?:Mehbeyyyy.... O=)
Been on radio/tv?:I was on TV once... Tee hee.
Been in a mosh-pit?:Yup.
Had a nervous breakdown?:Eh heh... Yeah.
Bungee jumped?:Nope.
Had a dream that kept coming back?:Yeah.
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?:I don't know.
Miracles?:Yeah.
Astrology?:Some of it.
Magic?:Yeah.
God?:Yeah.
Satan?:He's my father. =P
Santa?:Tee hee... no.
Ghosts?:Yeah.
Luck?:Well, yeah.
Love at first sight?:Sure...
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?:Yep.
Witches?:Yeah.
Easter bunny?:...No.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:Faithful to what...
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?:Heh. No.
Do you wish on stars?:Yeah..
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:No.
Do you think God has a gender?:Uhm. He's a hermaphrodite.
Do you believe in organized religion?:Sure.
Where do you think we go when we die?:Hell. The closest thing to where we are when we're living.
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?:Yep.
Who is your best friend?:Keely.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?:Well, I don't know.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:Hope for the best and expect the worst.
Your favourite inside joke?:Senior Scooter the swell whore. =D
Thing you're picked on most about?:My looks. =/
Who's your longest known friend?:Alec Romulus.
Newest?:Eh, I don't know..
Shyest?:Rhianna.
Funniest?:I'd say Andrew...
Sweetest?:Michael.
Closest?:Keely and Aisha.
Weirdest?:..Michael.
Smartest?:Keely.
Ditziest?:Carly. =D
Friends you miss being close to the most?:Michael.
Last person you talked to online?:Dave, Keely and Michael in a chat.
Who do you talk to most online?:Eh, Michael.
Who are you on the phone with most?:Keely.
Who do you trust most?:Keely.
Who listens to your problems?:Aisha. But she rubs them in my face, and says "I told you so!"
Who do you fight most with?:Don't really fight with my friends ever.
Who's the nicest?:I don't know. All of them.
Who's the most outgoing?:Michael.
Who's the best singer?:MEH! Hah, I don't know... Not Dustin, though XD
Who's on your shit-list?:I am not at liberty to say XD
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?:Michael ^_~... HAHA
Who's your second family?:Keely, Aisha, and Michael...
Do you always feel understood?:Heh, fuck no.
Who's the loudest friend?:Well.. I don't know.
Do you trust others easily?:Definately not.
Who's house were you last at?:Er, Keely's.
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::Michael's.
Do your friends know you?:A select few have seen the real me..
Friend that lives farthest away::Sammeh. ='(
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?:Yeah. Never attatch yourself.
What do you find romantic?:*shrugs*
Turn-on?:Pretty eyes...
Turn-off?:Smokers or icky teeth.
First kiss?:Same person as Keely's was.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?:*shrugs*
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going:Yeah.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out:I don't see anything wrong with it.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv:Eh, yeah.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?:*shrugs* I know I don't.
What is best about the opposite sex?:They don't get PMS.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?:They're horny all the time ^_^
What's the last present someone gave you?:Eh, I don't remember...
Are you in love?:No.
Do you consider your significant other hot?:What significant other?
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?:Martin Luther King Jr. tried to kill me once...
You wanted to kill?:Myself.
That you laughed at?:I think either Keely or John.
That laughed at you?:I don't know.
That turned you on?:Ehm, Michael.
You went shopping with?:Keely and Michael.
That broke your heart?:...
To disappoint you?:Myself.
To ask you out?:..Dustin.
To make you cry?:Michael.
To brighten up your day?:Keely.
That you thought about?:Andrew.
You saw a movie with?:Andrew, Keely, Doug, Aisha, Patrick and Rhianna.
You talked to on the phone?:Michael or Keely. Don't remember.
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:Andrew.
You saw?:My brother..
You lost?:Uh, myself.
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?:No.
Will it be with your significant other?:No.
Or some random person?:No.
What are you wearing right now?:PJs.
Body part you're touching right now::I was wiping my eyes before I typed this.
What are you worried about right now?:I'm worried I'll always just be a fuck up... A stupid fuck up.
What book are you reading?:I don't really read books..
What's on your mousepad?:Some picture my little brother drew.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling::Words can't describe this pain.
Are you bored?:Yeah.
Are you tired?:Incredibly.
Are you talking to anyone online?:Yep.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:No.
Are you lonely or content?:Lonely.
Are you listening to music?:No.

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:: 2004 13 August :: 2.52pm
:: Mood: All of them at once... it hurts. ;_;
:: Music: HIM- The Funeral of Hearts

Just live and breathe and try not to die again.
Yes, in my last entry, you caught the more bitter side of it. And this is because Dana was not in a good mood. But right now Dana is not in any certain mood, but moreso all of them at once..

It hurts so bad mentally and physically to feel Love and hate at the same time... Happiness and sad... Anger and mellowness... I don't really know how to deal with it.

Last night I got like no sleep... Not like that's out of the ordinary or anything, but last night it was worse... After climbing into bed at 5:00 AM, I started at the ceiling until around 7... And finally fell asleep... Then my dogs started barking at 9 and I couldn't get back to sleep until 10... Then Aisha and Keely called at either 10:30 or 11... I donno. School starts Monday... I'm gonna die. ;_;

Anyways, that's all for now... Things have become somewhat uneventful since Michael left...

Forever great,

The Almighty Dana

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:: 2004 11 August :: 7.00am
:: Mood: Depressed
:: Music: Slipknot- The Vermillion Pt. 2

To cry is to know you're alive..
So I haven't updated in a while, but alot has happened recently. I'll put alot, but there's some things I'll leave out... But it's not like anyone reads this anymore anyways.

Friday- Michael came into town around 5. My parents had left for somewhere out of town, I don't know where... But Renee was here from the previous night. But Michael came, and we hung out with him, and Renee was all over him and stuff. Then she left, and Jenn came to stay with us. So Michael was talking and getting to know everyone, and we watched TV for a while. There wasn't really an extra bed, so Michael and I were sleeping in my brother's room... We talked for a long time, then it got kind of quiet, and we were just kind of looking at eachother. He asked me if there was anything I'd like him to do, and I didn't know what to say, so I just kind of stayed quiet.. and after a couple of seconds, he said 'I've got an idea', leaned over, and gave me my first real kiss... After trying to sleep for a while, we got up and Michael put on this jester hat and was walking around the house. Then it was like 3 in the morning, and Jenn told us to go to bed.

Saturday- Hell, Saturday, we woke up at like noon, and Carly, Jenn, Eli and I went shopping... I got some pants, and a pinstriped skirt... Then we went to Subway and came home... After just sitting around for a while, Keely and Aisha came over... He really liked Keely alot and kind of ignored me for her. But then they left and that night Stef came over drunk, and he kissed her. We stayed up til like 4 or 5 just talking, and being funny... Then he woke up at 6:30, and I did at 9.

Sunday- Keely, Michael and I went to the mall for a while.. It wasn't that fun, because once again, Michael was only talking to Keely... I really don't want attention or anything, but it was like he didn't talk to me at all. Keely didn't either really... But then Keely left and we ate dinner at Ruby Tuesdays... Then we went to bed... I think he kissed me again... but then, we had this really long talk about how he thought he was in love with Keely, and how he was sorry, and that he didn't mean to make me fall for him, then tell me he was in love with my best friend... He told me how he could see it in my eyes how it hurt me, and that he could see through the forced laughs and the fake smiles... He's the only person who has really seen past those... But then we went to sleep...

Monday- Jenn woke me up at 6, and told me to get out of the same bed as Michael because my parents were coming home.. So I got up, cried for about an hour, then went back to sleep until around 11. My parents got home around 12, then we went to Keely's... Wow, I don't think anyone's ever seen me cry before then... Aisha was such a help, and Rhianna was too... (Thanks you guys) Anyways, Michael and Keely only paid attention to eachother as always... And he kissed her. Not a long kiss or anything, but a kiss. So while they were all lying in eachothers arms and stuff, I couldn't take it, so I went outside... And I told Aisha everything that had happened... And I cried.. But then Keely and Michael and Rhianna came out, so we walked to Rhianna's. Keely and Michael kept walking together. But anyways when we got there, she let him read her journal which had stuff about how she felt about him and stuff.. And all the while I kept having to leave the room with Aisha... (Heh, you broke the surface tension) But then we decided to leave, and we walked to the golf course, walked around a while, then went back to Keely's... Then we just hung out, and me and Michael had to go home... That whole time, Aisha and Rhianna were the only people who saw me cry... It just shows how little attention Keely and Michael were paying me... When we got home, we chilled with the family for a while, and then went to bed...

Tuesday- Michael was actually supposed to leave on Tuesday, but his grandma was having car problems... But that day, Keely came over, and he was all depressed and shit because he had taken his medicine the night before... So he left for a while, and took 8 fucking pills... The most he'd ever taken before was 2. So he was all weird... But that day, he kissed Keely for real... And I wasn't there or anything, but I cried... I sat in my room and fucking cried, and there were 5 people upstairs on the same floor as me, and nobody noticed... Which I was happy about. But then Keely had to leave for orientation... After Keely left, Amy was here, and she was giving the already depressed Michael a hard time about his long hair or whatever... And she told me I was ruining my life by hanging out with people "like him"... So he was pissed/depressed, so he went upstairs, and fell on the ground (Result of taking the 8 pills).I was so scared, I really thought he was going to die... So after we figured out he was okay, we got him to the bed, and I just layed with him for a while... His hair smells so good... I'm going to miss it... But then he got up and we gave him some food and water, and we hung out downstairs, then some of his friends took him for a party... While he was gone, I was talking to Warren (he's good to talk to when you're in a bad mood), and I left the computer for a while because my dad was yelling at me, so he rode his bike over to see if everything was okay... So he hung out here for a while, and Michael came home and got to meet him, then he had to go home... After a while we tried to watch the SouthPark movie, but the TV kept fucking up... So Michael went to bed. I lyed with him for a while until Eli came in, so I left and talked on AIM for a while, then Andrew called and I talked to him until like 3 in the morning. I love that kid, he's so fun to talk to.

Today- Woke up around 10... Called Keely and Aisha, and they came over at about 11:30... Then we hung out until Michael had to leave at 2. His grandma came, and we helped him pack his stuff, then he kissed me (just a peck) and informed me that I had just kissed Keely. Heh. When I went downstairs to get his bracelet for him, he kissed Keely again (a real kiss)... Then after millions of hugs and kisses on the forehead, he left... And he's gone. So Keely and I were depressed and Aisha just likes ice cream, so we made this giant bowl of ice cream and ate it, and had some pizza... Then Keely had to go to marching band, and Aisha stayed. We got in the hot tub for a while and listened to music, then we took a shower outside ^_^ It was fun. (We were still wearing bathing suits, though, sillies.) But we started singing the elmo song and this puppy ran up to us, and my dog peed on it... O.o Eh heh... But I just went to orientation and the classes I'm in are--

Advanced Chorus- Mr. Riel
Family Consumer Science- Mrs. Yeoman
Science- Mrs. Johnson
Social Studies-Mr. Moore
Math- Mrs. Connors
Language Arts- Mrs. Glasgow.

I don't know if those are in the right order though. I don't have my schedule in front of me.

But these past days have been crazy, and I've felt every emotion there is to feel... I've been the saddest I've ever been, and very close to the happiest... But all in all... I'm just sad that summer is fucking over and school starts in ONE FUCKING WEEK!!

-The Almighty Dana-

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:: 2004 2 August :: 8.11pm
:: Music: Black Mages

The Village
Well right now I'm at Doug's house. Loads of fun.


We just saw The Village. It sucked. The things in the woods are not rea--- WHAT THE FUCK!!?!? Doug just like put his head on my shoulder. O.o...

Anyways....

Yep...


Andrew is a sexy beast. *cough*


And uh... that's all.














LUIS, DAVE AND MICHAEL ARE THE HOTTEST GUYS ON THE FACE OF THE EARTH!!

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:: 2004 6 July :: 4.36pm

*sigh*
Yeah. Mycomputer's brokenso hereI am, in the Keys, updatingmy journal at the Public Library... I know, lame. I doubt anyonewill even read this though. Thisspace bar is messedup. Ugh...

Anyways...I've beenin Florida for quite some time now... I've been toJacksonville and Orlando, andnow I'm in Islamorado. I think that's what it'scalled...Idon't even know. I guess for the most part it's been fun. I got the HIM LoveMetal CD. I'm happyabout that. Therewas a Virgin Records in Orlando, so they had imports... And, yeah...I don'tthink anyones going to be reading this, so it'sreally quite pointless.Oh well...



I misspeople. If you're readingthis, call me sometime. Please.(264-3262.)



Alright. That's all fornow... <3

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:: 2004 10 June :: 1.33pm

Leave it to parents for a nice self esteem booster.

"Dana, I swear you're going to be the death of me and I hope you know that."








Thanks.

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:: 2004 8 June :: 8.02pm
:: Mood: Bored to no extent.

I know no one will actually read this, but shit, I was bored as hell and had nothing else to do.
º°* B A S I C | Q U E S T I O N S *°º

[001] Name: Dana McIntosh.
[002] Middle name: Wells. *gags*
[003] Gender: Female.
[004] Birthday: March 25.
[005] Height: 5'7" I think.
[006] Hair color: Dark brown.
[007] Eye color: Hazel.
[008] Nationality: Scottish, Irish, Cherokee Indian and Canadian.
[009] Is your hair long or short: It goes down to the middle of my back.
[010] Siblings: Younger brother and older sister.
[011] Zodiac sign: Aries.
[012] How many languages do you know: One.
[013] Status: Taken.
[014] Piercings you have: None.
[015] Piercings you want: Maybe my ears.. or nose.
[016] Tattoos you have: None.
[017] Tattoos you want: None.
[018] Today's date: June 8, 2004.
[019] Time of day: 10:10 PM.

º°* S C H O O L *°º

[020] Are you still in school: Yes.
[021] Did you drop out: See the question above.
[022] Favorite grade: I wouldn't really know. I haven't really enjoyed a grade. I guess 7th.
[023] Least favorite grade: I don't know. I'll have to wait and see, considering I haven't quite made it to High School yet.
[024] Favorite teacher : *shrugs*
[025] Least favorite teacher: Mrs. North.
[026] Favorite subject: I don't really like any. I guess Language Arts.
[027] Least favorite subject: All of them.
[028] Do/did you buy lunch or bring it: Both.
[029] Play any sports on the school's team: I did girl's lacrosse for a year.
[030] Are/were you popular: Oh yeah. That's me. Little Miss Popularity.
[031] Most humiliating moment: I don't really get humiliated.

º°* F A V O R I T E *°º

[032] Number: I don't know. 18.
[033] Clothing brand: I don't know..
[034] Shoes: Converse.
[035] Saying: "Nobody dies a virgin, because life screws us all."
[036] Tv show: South Park, Family Guy, Simpsons, Chapelle's Show, Home Movies and Invader Zim.
[037] Sport: I don't favor any.
[038] Vegetable: Celery.
[039] Fruit: I like pretty much all of them.
[040] Movie: Jackass the Movie, South Park: Bigger, Longer and Uncut, and all of the CKYs, I guess..
[041] Magazine: I don't really read magazines.
[042] Candy: Sour Jacks.
[043] Gum: Extra Wintermint or Juicy Fruit Strappleberry.
[044] Scent: Divine.
[045] Ice cream flavor: Mint Chocolate Chip.
[046] Color: Black.
[047] Season: Fall.
[048] Holiday: Halloween or Christmas.
[049] Type of music: Rock.
[050] Thing in your room: My bed or my stereo.
[051] Band: Atreyu, I guess. I like alot, though.
[052] Books: Speak, Cut, and Thirsty.
[053] TV channel: Comedy Central.
[054] Junk food: I don't know..
[055] Overall food: I don't know. Hot wings, I guess.
[056] Shoe brand: Converse.
[057] Fast food: Is Subway fast food?
[058] Restaurant: I guess... the Mellow Mushroom.. I don't like resturaunts much..
[059] Shape: A heart... or a triangle diamond.
[060] Time of day: Dusk.
[061] Country: Canada.
[062] State: I guess New York. I haven't been many places outside of North Carolina.
[063] Boys name: Seth, Cody or Storm. I don't know.
[064] Girls name: Stella, Scarlett or Ireth... Donno.
[065] Mall: Well, there's only one mall I've ever been to
[066] Car: None.
[067] Word: Damnit.
[068] Month: October or December.
[069] Disney character: Jack Skellington.
[070] Scary movie: I don't know...

º°* T H I S | T H A T *°º

[071] Rock or rap: Rock
[072] Rock or pop: Rock
[073] Rock or r&b: Rock
[074] Rap or pop: Rap.
[075] Rap or r&b: Rap.
[076] Rap or metal: Metal.
[077] Pop or r&b: Neither.
[078] Pop or metal: Metal.
[079] r&b or metal: Metal.
[080] Selena or J.lo: Neither.
[081] Hot or cold: Cold.
[082] Winter or summer: Winter.
[083] Spring or fall: Fall.
[084] Shakira or Britney: Neither.
[085] MTV or VH1: MTV.
[086] Football or basketball: I don't like either really. I suppose football is more fun to watch.
[087] Skiing or snowboarding: Snowboarding.
[088] Rollerblading or skateboarding: Skatebording.
[089] Black or white: Black.
[090] Orange or red: Red.
[091] Yellow or green: Green.
[092] Purple or pink: Purple.
[093] Inside or outside: Depends.
[094] Weed or alcohol: Neither.
[095] Cell phone or pager: Cell phone.
[096] Powerpuff Girls or Charlie's Angels: ...
[097] Scooby doo or dino: Scooby Doo.
[098] Tattoos or piercings: Neither.
[099] Coke or pepsi: Pepsi.
[100] Flowers or candy: Flowers.
[101] Tall or short: Tall.

º°* H A V E / W O U L D | Y O U | E V E R *°º

[102] Pictured your crush naked?: Nope.
[103] Actually seen your crush naked: Nope.
[104] Been in love: No.
[105] Cried when someone died: Yes.
[106] Drank alcohol: Not enough to count for anything.
[107] Lied: No. But that right there is a lie.
[108] Eat crap for $1,000,000: I really don't think so.
[109] Steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: No.
[110] Lie to the police: I don't think so.
[111] Run from the police: In a way...
[112] Lie to your parents: Yeah.
[113] Walk up to a stranger and kiss them: Nope.
[114] Walk out of a restaurant without paying: Nah.
[115] Flashed someone: Nope.
[116] Told the person you liked how you felt: Yeah.
[117] Gone to jail or juvi: I've been there, but not in a cell.
[118] Stolen anything: Nothing that counts...
[119] Wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: Nah. Keeps my mind off of.. stuff..
[120] Kicked someone's ass: Yep. It wasn't a fight, I just kicked them in the ass.
[121] Broke a beer bottle: Root beer bottle. ^^;;
[122] Gotten into a bar, under-aged: I think I could if I wanted to. I don't see the need for it, though.
[123] Wanted someone of the same sex: Keely.... Just kidding. No.
[124] Gone on a road trip: Nope.
[125] Gone on vacation without adult supervision: Not exactly.
[126] Been to a concert: Yeah.
[127] Been to another country: No.
[128] Talked back to an adult: Uh, yeah.
[129] Got pulled over: Nope. Can't drive.
[130] Been in a car accident: Yeah.
[131] Broke a law: I think so.
[132] Given money to a homeless person: Yeah.
[134] Tried to kill yourself: ...No.
[135] Cried to get out of trouble: When I was younger, yes.
[136] Kissed a friend's brother or sister: No.
[137] Kissed a brother or sister's friend: No.
[138] Dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways?: I don't cook.

º°* P R I V A T E *°º

[139] Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: Yes.
[140] Do you have a crush: ...If you consider my boyfriend a crush?
[141] Do you love anyone right now: I love a lot of people. I am not in love though.
[142] Have you ever been in love: Nope.
[143] How many people have you kissed: None.
[144] Who was your first kiss: Please see the above answer.
[145] How many hearts have you broken: I don't think any.
[146] How many people broke your heart: I don't know. I think... one. But that was stupid, so I'd rather consider it none.
[147] Best quote to sum up love: I don't know. I know a word, though. And that word is "confusing."
[148] So what is your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush like: Always able to make me smile or laugh.
[149] Do you have a picture of him/her: Yep.
[150] Please post it if you do: Nope.
[151] Do you have a picture of yourself: Yes.
[152] Please post it if you do: Nope.
[153] Do you go by looks or personality: Personality.
[154] Ever kiss a friend: On the cheek.
[155] Are you still friends: Uh, yeah.
[156] Do you smoke: Nope.
[157] Do you smoke weed: No.
[158] Crack, heroin, anything else: No.
[159] Beer good or beer bad: What the hell?
[160] Are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: Nope.
[161] Do you like smirnoff ice: Haven't tried it.
[162] Prefer beer or liquor: Neither.
[163] What kind of cigarettes do you smoke: Please see question 156.
[164] Are you a virgin: Yep.
[165] If not, when was the last time you got some: Oh it goes way back to.. never.

º°* Y O U R | F R I E N D S *°º

[166] Best friend: I don't really have a best friend... I don't like to single people out.
[167] Known longest: Alec.
[168] Wish you talked to more: Bethany.
[169] Wish you saw more: Dustin.
[170] How many friends do you think you have: *shrugs*
[171] Who drives you insane after a while: I am not at liberty to say.
[172] Who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: I don't know..
[173] Who's the friend you fight with most: No one, really.
[174] Craziest: Seth or Sam.
[175] Loudest: Doug?
[176] Shyest: Bethany.
[177] Best hair: Dustin.
[178] Can always make you laugh: Pretty much all of them.
[179] Best eyes: Dustin.
[180] Best body: Definately Randy. =P I don't know. I don't really check out my friend's bodies... let alone anyone's bodies...
[181] Most athletic: Riley.
[182] Most impatient: Donno.
[183] Shortest: Melissa.
[184] Tallest: Donno...
[185] Talented: Me! Hah, I don't know..
[186] Best singer: Carwee. ^^
[187] Skinniest: Renee.
[188] Nicest: *shrugs*
[189] Best personality: I don't know.
[190] Biggest drug user: Dale and Christie.
[191] Makes you laugh the most: Keely and Aisha. (And John)
[192] Makes you smile: All of them... mostly.
[193] Gives you a funny feeling when you see them:...
[194] Easier to talk to: boys or girls: Boys.

º°* P R E F S *°º

[195] Pepsi/Coke: Pepsi
[196] Cats/Dogs: I like them both..
[197] Singing/Dancing: Singing.
[198] Sleep/No sleep: Sleep.
[199] Math/English: Neither.
[200] Internet/Phone: Internet.
[201] Eminem/50 Cent: Oh. Both thems muh homiessss.
[202] Chocolate/Vanilla: Vanilla.
[203] Snow/Sun: Snow.
[204] Love/Hate: Love.
[205] Ketchup/Mustard: Neither. I despise both of them.
[206] Short/Tall: Tall.
[207] School/Home: I don't really like either.
[208] Shower/Bath: Shower.
[209] Gamecube/Xbox: PS2.
[210] Christmas/Easter: Christmas.
[211] Drugs/No drugs: No drugs.
[212] Dark/Light: Dark.
[213] Night/Day: Night.
[214] Ocean/Pool: Ocean.

º°* W H A T | D I D | Y O U | D O *°º

[215] Last birthday: Hung out with Keely, Rhianna and Dustin...
[216] Yesterday: Hung out with Keely.
[217] Last weekend: Donno.
[218] Christmas: Hung out with the family. And Jenn was home. ^^
[219] Thanksgiving: Katie, John, Maragret, and Scooter came into town.
[220] New year's: Chilled at the house.
[221] Halloween: Went trick-or-treating with my Matt Matt and some of Carwee's friends. We weren't very successful, and ran into a drunk who gave us candy. XD
[222] Easter: I was in Kanuga.
[223] Valentine's day: Became depressed.

º°* T H E | L A S T *°º

[224] Thing you ate: Macaroni and cheese.
[225] Thing you drank: H2O.
[226] Thing you wore: Uh, my PJs...
[227] Thing you said to someone: "Goodnight."
[228] Thing you got pierced/tattooed: Nothing.
[229] Person you saw: Carwee..
[230] Person you hugged: Carwee.
[231] Thing that made you cry: ...
[232] Person you talked to: Aisha.
[233] Person you fucked: Uh, no one.
[234] Person you poked: I don't poke.
[235] Person you instant messaged: Randy.
[236] Person you laughed with: Either Carwee or Kiwi.

º°* N O W *°º

[237] What are you eating: Nothing.
[238] What are you drinking: Water.
[239] What are you wearing: My PJs.
[240] Any shoes on: Nope.
[241] Hair: Down. As always.
[242] Listening to: Nothing. It's completely silent except for my typing. I kind of like it.
[243] Talking to anyone: Yeah.
[244] Are you pissed I made this so long: I belive you already asked me this.

º°* O P I N I O N S *°º

[245] What do you think... about pop music: It can fuck itself. In the asshole.
[246] About boy bands: They can all get together and have a mass orgy, then die.
[247] About flag burning: *shrugs*
[248] Of the war on terrorists: Don't have a veiw on it.
[249] About suicide: I think it's stupid actually.
[250] About abortion: *shrugs* Their choice.
[251] Where do you think you'll be in 10 years: Don't know..
[252] Who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: Hopefully all of the friends I have now. I seriously doubt that, though. I'll be damn lucky if I'm left with any friends next year.

º°* Y E S | N O *°º

[253] Are you a vegetarian: No.
[254] Do you like cows: Not really.
[255] Are you a bitch: I'd like to think not...
[256] Are you artistic: I guess. None of my paintings/drawings/writings are anything special. *shrugs*
[257] Do you write poetry: Yeah.
[258] Are you a fast runner: If I want to be.
[259] Can you ski: Nope.
[260] Are you British: Nope.
[261] Are you straight: As far as I know..
[262] Are you stupid: Heh..
[263] Are you fat: =/ *shrugs*
[264] Are you short: No.
[265] Are you tall: Yes.
[266] Do you own a hot pink shirt: No. (I own hot pink pants.)
[267] How about orange pants? No. (I own an orange shirt.)
[268] Are you evil: Only on days that end with a "y".
[269] Is Britney a whore: Yes.
[270] Am I annoying you: Not yet.
[271] Are you secretly from another planet: Mehbey...
[272] Did you ever touch someone else's private parts: Nope. You're annoying me now.

º°* F I N A L | Q U E S T I O N S *°º

[283] I want: To hear your voice.
[284] I wish: I could see you right now.
[285] I love: My friends.
[286] I miss: My friends.
[287] I fear: Being alone..
[288] I hear: Silence..
[289] I wonder: What you're doing right now.
[290] How do you know its love?: I don't.
[291] If you could be any kids character, who would you be: Are you smoking something?
[292] If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would you eat: That doesn't sound healthy.
[293] Do you remember any of your dreams: Some...
[294] Do you dream in color or black and white: Both.
[295] Do you admit when you need help with a problem: Rarely.
[296] Can people read you like a book: I don't think so. I try to keep it so they can't.
[297] What's your biggest fear: Being completely and utterly alone.
[298] Do you talk a lot: When I feel like it.
[299] Are you afraid of clowns: Some of them.
[300] Do you like spiders: Nope.
[301] How about grape kool-aid: Yeah.
[302] Can you drive: Not legally.
[303] Are you spoiled: No.
[304] Are you anti-social: Sometimes.
[305] Do you see dumb people: Sometimes.
[306] Do you see dead people: ...No.
[307] Any last words: ...
[308] Now that this is over, what are you going to do: I don't know. I guess go to bed or something. The end of this has left me with nothing to do.

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