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2005 1 February :: 8.11pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Last Days of April for some reason.
It was always you for me. Nothing could change it. Me. Was there ever me for you? It's always changing.
Will aspirins and alcohol someway decrease the ache?
I am happy. I am right where I always have dreamed to be.
We're seniors. You realize that? This is our last semester of our last year of high school. Thank God.
We're off to the "real world" after this.
Thank God.
Seriously. Thank Him once in a while.
I love you all.
P.S. As if I would care for someone other than you.
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2005 30 January :: 11.57pm
I love Nick.
Very very much.
So much, in fact, that this is rather inadequate. Just as I feel at times.
I love you, Nick. Lots of oodles of lots.
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2005 30 January :: 11.11am
Good morning
I've got nothing better to do.
Read more..
I love you all.
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2005 29 January :: 3.10pm
Phosphorescent Julio
He's so cool.
Read more..
Julio is one hot little piece of technology. If my camera could, I bet it would be creaming its pants right now.
I love you all.
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2005 29 January :: 1.58pm
My birthday, hier and hier soir.
Yesterday, I turned 18.
From my family, I received 7 books: Phantom of the Opera, Pride and Prejudice, Persuasion, Sense and Sensibility, The Iliad, The Odyssey and Half Hours with the Best Poets. I also got the Amelie soundtrack and an iPod. My iPod, Phosphorescent Julio, rocks. I hooked it up to my stereo through my sister's cassette adapter last night. Oh, I got a $25 iTunes Music Store Card, too.
My little brother gave me a package of sour Skittles.
Katie gave me an awesome bag/purse made out of Hi-C pouches, a bracelet made of wire and pop tabs, bubbles, a drawing and a note.
Brigitte gave me a $10 gift certificate for Schuler's. Which is cool because I need to get a book for AP Lit and it's apparently on sale.
Nick and Ben (Ben had stayed home from school) both stopped by once school was over. Nick gave me a dozen roses, a vase and assorted chocolate candy bars. Ben says he made me a card. I don't have it yet.
Nick, Ben and I went to my house and sat around. I think both Ben and Nick were asleep at one point. Ben wasn't feeling well and went home. My parents took Nick and me out to Pietro's (Nick chose where we went to eat).
Around 10, Nick and I went to Ben's and hung out there for a while. We both fell asleep.
I came home around 11:30, l33t-rigged my iPod and fell asleep around 1.
It was a good day. Thanks everyone for the presents, hugs and birthday-wishes.
Oh and Ben helped me figure out how to fold that stupid shirt. It isn't as cool once you know how.
I love you all.
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2005 27 January :: 9.27pm
Know what? I give up. I cannot fold a shirt worth a Japanese person's toe.
The Japanese are just crazy, magic little gnomes who can magically fold this shirt that us Americans do in a lot more time and a lot more sloppily.
Stupid Japanese and their crazy origami skills.
You know what? I don't need you! I can fold my shirt my own, longer way!
Except I don't fold shirts in the first place.
Anyway. 9:25 tomorrow. Sadly that's during AP Lit. Goodness I hate that class.
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2005 27 January :: 5.53pm
My birthday is tomorrow!
Yeah, the Japanese?
CRAZY LITTLE NUTJOBS.
The sad thing is that I want to know how they do it. It's like magic!
I'm going to go grab a shirt and try it out. I'll tell you how it goes.
I love you all.
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2005 26 January :: 11.17pm
With your eyes closed, close your eyes.
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2005 26 January :: 4.55pm
:: Music: Oscillate Wildly by The Smiths
This is all there is (Call me morbid, call me pale)
So.
I turn 18 on Friday.
It's a big deal to me. I'm going to be officially, legally, an adult.
I just feel like I should...feel like an adult. I think I should feel like I deserve to be 18, or that I am.
But I don't.
I feel like a scared little kid who got separated from her parents at the carnival and can't seem to find them again. It's fun, I'm excited but I'm scared.
I don't know. I'm just being foolish.
I thought I had a little longer before I turned 18.
I love you all.
P.S. Kelly: Read more..
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2005 25 January :: 2.55pm
Today was the first day of the last semester of high school.
Thank goodness.
So my two new classes rock. My Government teacher, Mr. DeKuiper, is really awesome. He's hilarious. He says frick every other sentence and shouts everything.
Psych 2 looks to be a lot like Psych 1 except it feels different. I don't know why. Same teacher, same room, different people.
In Japanese class we watched the beginning of My Neighbor Totoro.
It was a good day but I am not looking forward to tomorrow.
My birthday is on Friday.
I love you all.
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2005 25 January :: 6.21am
At lunch yesterday, we mentioned hamsters.
Last night I had a dream that in French class we had to do a presentation on a weird thing.
Brett, Kyle (both who could suddenly speak French), Kelly and I did our presentation on Katamari Damashii.
The main character wasn't a prince though, he was a hamster.
I put little hamster ears on and went prancing around the room.
I guess even my dream self doesn't know the word for hamster because I said, "I am a party."
Which would be pretty cool if I was. Parties and hamsters are awesome.
Our music rocked.
And instead of Mrs. Dudka, we had Mrs. Sac for a teacher except she was nice and didn't talk as much.
I love you all.
P.S. Je suis une boum.
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2005 24 January :: 8.39pm
Rachel's biological clock says: Babies.
Someone marry me already so I can have my 46 children.
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2005 23 January :: 11.12pm
:: Mood: blah
I don't care how I feel anytime between now and Friday, there's no way in hell I'm going to be depressed on my birthday.
Happy almost your birthday, Brianna.
I love you all.
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2005 22 January :: 12.10pm
Soy un perdedor...
Today was Katie's day of birth. I went over to her house and we hung out.
Last night, Ben, Nick, Kelly, Katie and I went out to some Chinese place. It was my idea. I felt bad that Katie's parents were still in Chicago and she didn't have parents home when she turned 18. Plus she didn't get to go to Mongolian Barbecue and have a shindig like she usually does.
And she likes Chinese food.
My half brother just reminded me that once you're 18, you could find some lame 18-year-old clubs to go to. Bleh.
So I stayed home from school on Monday, we had school Tuesday, a snow day on Wednesday (our first day of exams) and exams on Thursday and Friday.
I had my French 4 and AP Lit exams on Thursday. This year, for the first time in my four-year French class career, my teacher (the same one I've had for four years) decided to give us a speaking part on the exam. My French accent = non-existent. Our AP Lit exam was 22 questions long and no one got less than 5 wrong.
On Friday, I had my last day of what became the stupidest math class ever after Mr. Hess left. The exam was easy. A-. Then I had my Physics Concepts exam. Mr. Nelligan is such a nutjob. About 15 or 20 of the questions we hadn't even covered and he said were extra credit.
So on Monday I have my Japanese 2 and Psych exams. I need to memorize 29 kanji and learn how to make macaroni and cheese, in Japanese, but my Psych exam will be easy.
On Tuesday, we'll start a new semester. My schedule will be so different, it will be terrifying. My previous third hour, Intro to Being an Idiot Who Can't Do Algebra 2, will then be Government. My sixth hour, Psychology, will become Psychology 2.
I can't wait! Sarcasm, sarcasm.
I love you all.
P. S.
Love of two is one
Here but now they're gone
Came the last night of sadness
And it was clear she couldn't go on
Then the door was open and the wind appeared
The candles blew and then disappeared
The curtains flew and then he appeared
Saying don't be afraid
Come on, baby
And she had no fear
And she ran to him
Then they started to fly
They looked backward and said goodbye
She had become like they are
She had taken his hand
She had become like they are
Come on baby
Don't fear the reaper
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2005 20 January :: 11.11pm
I'm so sick of everything.
I want out of high school. We still have almost an entire semester to go. I was tired of this in November when I got accepted to Aquinas.
This is the most horrible waste of time ever. I got accepted to the college I'm going to go to, I'm not going to learn anything new in any of my classes and I'm still stuck here until the end of May.
We're all stuck here.
I'm just so tired of everything.
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