sometimes truth is stranger than fiction

:: 2003 20 September :: 2.44pm

i'm far too lazy to fix my last post. It's beary purdy @ www.livejournal.com~plainmornings

:0)

downtown.

:: 2003 18 September :: 8.25pm

news straight from Gregs horridly messy room:

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the.end

7 going | downtown.

:: 2003 16 September :: 10.25pm

i've quit drugs, save for times with a few people who i have a good time with on them. I find that mindfucking myself on an occasional basis can be more enjoyable than on a daily one. or maybe its this sort of old weed i have. its pretty funkass shit. or maybe we should learn the art of shutthefuckup. and get on with our lives.

:: 2003 14 September :: 3.23pm

hes gone again :0(

I guess I really have no reason to be sad because I'm really lucky I get to see him so often and we had an amazing weekend.

Him staying over was the best idea we've ever had :0) i woke up Sat morning to him just staring at me... kinda creepy but ultra soothing too. We took a crazy long nap yesterday and watched One Flew ove the Cukoos nest. Last night I awoke to Greg laying on my arm and VERY loud purring.. my kitty was sitting smack on my stomach and chest, it was a very weird thing to wake up to but kinda funny. I tried to wake Greg up but he was all sleepy. shame. I got to see him after my class this morning. I miss him already :0(

BUT! I get to go to Gainesville on Thurs so that'll be nice :0)

oh yeah. We lost Fri night vs. Glades Central. (46-27 i think) it was... sad. I was kinda out of it Fri night.. I went wake/kneeboarding & tubing with Paul and Matt before the game. Sun exhaustion + crazy bruises EVERYWHERE! + no water or food = very worn out Vivi ... although i'm all in pain and stuff it was really fun. (<3s for Pauly & Matthew.)

I have a spanish oral tomorrow. I don't know ANY SPANISH!!!!!

i have to go to work in like 10min. This sucks.

2 going | downtown.

:: 2003 14 September :: 10.58am

we went downtown on an uptown train.
went up the down escalator to the street.
took a bus in reverse to 16th street.
floated around on a suitcase full of nothing
until we met up at our final destination
we had taken all the wrong paths
to all the right places

:: 2003 10 September :: 6.42pm

indeed we have come
across an arid plain that was lacking in morals and concious
to this treehouse far above in a deep forest. where a smile accompanies every rising sun
and you are my night light, my soul medicine, my sustainer and giver.

and on the way to this place we passed a sign. it said "this is not a dream."

5 going | downtown.

:: 2003 9 September :: 7.00pm

i think of how frustrated i've become with everything. Today just pulled my last string with band. After class I went in to tell Mr.Lerner that I was going to miss the Sept 19th gamve vs. Martin County because I am going to be going to Gainesville to meet with the music school up there... Lerner breaks out with "well, you have a commitment to the band, you made a commitment to tuesdays, thursdays and fridays" to which I responded "I understand but that was the only date that I could get a meeting with the administration and I could go up to gainesville" to which hes like "well you have to stick to your commitments" & I said "Well I also have a commitment to myself to go to COLLEGE!" to which he responds "well maybe you shouldn't pick conflicting commitments" and at that point i just kind of blew up saying "If i have to choose between band and going to college, i'm going to college" and dashed out.

Its funny... something i used to love so much has become the bane of my existence. I truly despise what this organization has become. I can honestly say that i am ashamed of meeting other band members after they have seen our show (or lack there of) ... I am co captain of this band, whatever that happens out there is a direct reflectiono n my leadership skills (or lack thereof)...

if things get worse (and i thought i'd NEVER be saying this) then chorus & Mr.Houchins aren't looking too bad...

::sigh::

14 going | downtown.

:: 2003 8 September :: 11.18pm

Do you hear the people sing?

3 going | downtown.

whenthesunsets

:: 2003 8 September :: 3.36pm
:: Mood: optimistic

its these days im given
each none like the other
and they tell my story that you wont forget
carved in my soul
each page written in gold
and marked by your fingerprints
(this is only the beginning of the series)

:: 2003 5 September :: 8.05am

the libra sign that was assigned to me was sensible at first. but really i think it should have been cancer. because the name seems just so fitting of me. a dangerous anomaly in your system. and what shall you do?

4 going | downtown.

:: 2003 4 September :: 2.37am

fuck european history.

i didn't even want to take the bullshit class.

ANGRY!

1,175 words... thats as good as its getting.
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I'm going to UF the 18th-20th or 21st... anyone care to join me?

8 going | downtown.

:: 2003 1 September :: 11.55pm

what a wonderful weekend...

Greg came home to me Friday night and no other word can describe this weekend except purely "magical."

He left me again today and you know what, i'm okay. I have faith that our love will overcome all of the obstacles thrown at us and distance will mean nothing. Everyday as I look towards the future I realize how serious this is getting and how serious it can be in the future and surprisingly enough, i'm not scared.

I'm glad its taken me 18 years to experience this, any less and I wouldn't know what to do with it.

:: 2003 1 September :: 1.46am

inthe face of mortality
i will declare my infinity

my muscles will atrophy
but i am infinity
my speech might stutter
heart may flutter
vision will fail me
but i am infinity
my limbs may drag
my balls will sag
hearing might lag
but i am infinity
my skin might dry
senses go awry
my body will die
but i am infinity

so my body will atomize?
that is no reason to dramatize
my future lack of physical size
for i. i am inFINNNNNity

~

:: 2003 26 August :: 10.41pm

my baby boys...

and Weston's crazy misfits tattoo smack on his leg :0P

first real SAT class today... wow. I didn't realize there were so many dumb people in this world. Class is okay though, my instructor is pretty rad.

My baby comes home to me in 3 days!!!!...all crazy tattooed and all...

silly boy <3

6 going | downtown.