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losttt

:: 2003 24 August :: 12.00am

baby in this town the sun dont eva' go down

downtown.


plainmornings

:: 2003 23 August :: 1.39am

and hes gone...

i can't seem to stop crying... whatever am i going to do

13 going | downtown.


losttt

:: 2003 22 August :: 6.24pm

friends. ha. what a crock of shit.

4 going | downtown.


losttt

:: 2003 22 August :: 12.00am

the modern concept of friendship is almost all but a relic remaining of the greatest concept ever to be. im not sure what compells people to be so cold, but it is so nevertheless. there does exist a moral conciousness far stronger than anything we have thought or made, yet it continues to be ignored for the lack of it's benefit to the power-hungry individual and their personal gain. we are human, none above the other. fixated on becoming demi-gods through our technology, we are leaving ourselves behind in this maelstorm of automation and super-everything. supercars, superchips, supersize, supercomputers, supersonic planes, superweapons. for fucks sake our country prides itself on being a "superpower." there's nothing "super" about having enough weapons to destroy the planet several times over. where the hell do we think we are going? this icy road is downdowndown. compassion is the shit man.

downtown.


plainmornings

:: 2003 20 August :: 3.46pm

BAM!!! Guess who won another photo contest!!!!!!!!!

beary beary happy :0) that means TWO published pictures for this little girl!

In other news, T- minus 3 days :0(

1 going | downtown.


losttt

:: 2003 19 August :: 6.39pm

damn these days where the world seems to collapse on you and you have to pick it all up.
our lives are like flowers which are like clouds which are like waves which are like butterflies which are like trees. sure the timeframes are different. but the outcome is the same. a timeless ebb never changing, ever flowing. and for those who have been burnt by this flame, never fear, for the one before you and the one after you will be burnt all the same. it is inevitable; a part of life so to say. in birth we are set on a crash course for the flame and all we can do is choose what to treat our burns with after the fact. be it love, kindness, anger, destruction, charity, isolation, hate, or just to take it with a grain of salt and get back up. the flame can never tell us how to heal. unfortunately humanic stupidity keeps us from holding appreciation for the things we hold so dear until it is that we are burnt by those very things. a man truly never appreciates his legs until he loses them. we take so much for granted, never realizing this until it is gone. and too often a time the flame is lost. and can never be relit. so walk soflty with your wounds. they are who you have become. and who you will leave behind.

downtown.


losttt

:: 2003 17 August :: 10.21pm

this molecule times two. is for mE and y0u
melt melt melt away
in this chemicular sway
(iahvenothing left to say)}

downtown.


plainmornings

:: 2003 17 August :: 9.12am

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weekend recap:
Fri:
~dinner w/Gregory and his padres.. very nice
Sat:
~got some car privileges back
~got cell phone back (so call me dangit!)
~Ash took me up to Gregs earlyy
~Ash calls me asking "who do you call if you get into an accident..."
~Puppy Palace!!!
~bagelbagelbagel
~Erics + Mrs.Reller rocks!
~dinner @ mi casa con Greg, Stephy y TJ (his going away dinner :0()
~pina colada cheesecake
~shanghai knights
prospective Sun:
~Gregory come in 2& half hours :0)
~Lunch @ Kyojin (call me if you'd like to join us!)
~mall mall mall
~pickup cheesecake from mi casa
~go up to gregorys for his going away barbeque :0(

downtown.


losttt

:: 2003 16 August :: 11.45pm

Live life with empathy
not apathy
lack despondency
no sad to see
just purely

happy

is what my smile says
as i am shot to pieces
so now im falling down this three mile slope
clinging to a four-mile rope

6 going | downtown.


plainmornings

:: 2003 15 August :: 5.29pm

My first week of being a senior is over.(Thankfully.)

Everyone keeps on asking me, "how does it feel to be a senior","big man on campus now huh?"
you know, it just feels like any other year...maybe it'll be different when its almost over...

School is okay, IB is a bitch.

Lots of HW. Fun.

Kevy left today :0(

Gregory leaves in T-minus 8 days ::sniff:: actually I really have nothing to cry about, he leaves the 23rd and will be back the 29th for Memorial day weekend :0P

Cena con la familia de Pishko esta noche en La Cheesecake Factory.
sounds like the last outing w/his parents before he leaves.

i have nothing to wear.

downtown.


losttt

:: 2003 13 August :: 10.22pm

rip those words from my tounge

and staple them to my back

so it says "kick me"

and my faggot initiation will be complete

downtown.


plainmornings

:: 2003 8 August :: 11.41pm

10hrs and we leave for Wet & Wild :0)

ROADTRIPROADTRIPROADTRIPROADTRIP!!!!!

Me + Pauly + Jizz + Stephy + TJ + meeting Ashy + Catherine + Alisha = hothothothot!

Gregory Luke is deathly ill and cannot attend :0(:0(:0(

I took him to the doctor today and all the red spots all over him is apparently an allergic reaction to Amoxicillin (sp?) so basically hes allergic to Penicillin (like meee!) He also got a Mono test done soo keep your fingers crossed , I REALLY don't need mono now :0/ quite frankly neither does he.

Thats all.

3 going | downtown.


plainmornings

:: 2003 8 August :: 11.40pm

::sigh:: Band camps over forever :0/

2 going | downtown.


losttt

:: 2003 7 August :: 1.09am

this collective absence of conscience is present everyday. it was foolish to think preschool ended at age 5.

devoid of rage. i am. just a molecule in a cage.

downtown.


losttt

:: 2003 5 August :: 2.41pm

my name is mudd

1 going | downtown.

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