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2004 18 April :: 10.25pm
Interconnected
Interconnected
and so said the dying man
"time has taken none
but my fears
and all these years
it was the one that ate me all
and the all that ate me one"
sitting on young, deaf ears
these words did fade
into a spectre to
loom and vex her
until a day she did awake
to these words; they did greet her
and were soon to eat her
questions stored
so her thoughts abhorred
so her thoughts seethed
while the words teethed
on her former self
sharpened, they carved her
anew: so did they give her new life
wise and true
infinity
all in the one
that cradles us all
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2004 5 April :: 11.21pm
I am the closest you'll get to perfection, and the farthest from it you will ever be.
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2004 1 April :: 8.14am
It is the things we deem insignificant that are in fact the most. Calm your superficial mind and allow the inner voice to guide; infinity is bonded in you, but will never become realized until you stop talking and start listening.
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2004 15 March :: 11.02pm
this die we cast
on this sea of glass
is all but entropy
reflecting for eternity
or perhaps chaos it may be
to those who cannot see
or a calculated precision
to those posessing vision
but to theorize
is to lobotomize
and to criticize
is to demise
so you live you
and i'll live me
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2004 14 February :: 11.28pm
envy me for I have been graced with the Godly sounds of Modest Mouse<3
it was soooooooo wonderful x a bagillion & a half!! Muchas gracias to Josh/Eric/Taylor/everyone else <3<3
got dumped in Miami & did the whole UM honor band thing. It went well I guess besides crappy music and bad players. The other bassoonists were cool (and cute lol) so it was all good. <3s to Chris & Eun Joo who made 2nd and 1st chairs!!
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Alfred Reed was at our concert tonight!! We all got autographs and pictures, it was obbber cool!
going to Orlando tomorrow. busy. bye.
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2004 12 February :: 3.30pm
don't we all just LOVE pretentious fucks.
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2004 12 February :: 2.13pm
Fucking christ.
i come on here for 3 fucking minutes and i swear a bazillion pop ups flashed everywhere. The quicker i Xed them out, the faster they came.
This is ridiculous.
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2004 11 January :: 3.04pm
i know a lot of you have been inquiring and i really haven't had the time to get back to this so...
yes, i am fine (thank you much) & my poor car has $2400 worth damage to it... seems like the engines fine so thats good.
everything else has been okay, schools been fine.
| Wished upon a star?: | shooting :0) | | Found a lucky penny?: | heh the Jew in me I pick up pennies everywhere lol. | | Had a dream come true?: | dreams are always coming true | | Been in love?: | still am | | Broke someone's heart?: | i'm sorry. | | Had sex with a stranger?: | nope | | Been turned on by some one of the same sex?: | if by no you mean yes :0P | | Skydived?: | 1 year we're going!!! | | Bungee jumped?: | i've been on the skycoaster | | Snorkeled?: | & scuba dived! | | Lied to a good friend?: | :0( | | Danced in the rain?: | and gone mud sliding <3 Blue Ridge | | Had sex on an airplane?: | ha. that would be terriby inconvenient | | Swam with dolphins?: | in Ft.Myers | | Donated something?: | absolutely | | Stolen something?: | stupid stuff, not from stores or anything :0P | | Made someone cry?: | i hate it because i know this is how i feel when someone else makes me cry. | | Achieved a goal?: | i always find myself suceeding a little more | | Made a snowman?: | in Switzerland <3 | | Loved yourself?: | yes |
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2004 6 January :: 4.34pm
note to self:
crashing the car is a really bad thing. yup. anyone want to give me rides everywhere? (granted i'm not grounded forever.)
grrrr. welcome back to school kids.
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2003 30 December :: 4.00pm
being 18 rocks.
i'm slowly becoming addicted to scratch off lotto tickets. Poor, Very Poor.
been working like cray-z but gregory works con me so its all gravy.
saw mona lisa smile, i liked much. saw elf con sr. Selinsky, that was fun.
still have 80bazillion people to see and soooo little time :0(
Ms. Jennifer slept over last night, we talked till almost 5 (and i work up at like 2)
ummmm saw my favorite Soy guy & talked Vonnegut (whitney i have to show you the post)
ummmm saw Big Ben & his crazy MIT friends.
Dennys for some raw chicken.
leaving on Jan 1st sooooooo everyone has to hang out before then!
oh yeah... heidi, alex & dom came to visit yesterday <3
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2003 25 December :: 12.49am
Merry Christmas
light up my day.
light up my eyes.
light up my life.
so i hope sometimes you think about me. i know i think about you. i want these days to be great. i wish i knew how to heal time.
and make mistakes only of glory. but whats said is said. and whats done is done.
so now i'll be on my way.
this is a new day.
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2003 20 December :: 1.01pm
thank you to everyone who made my birthday wonderful <3<3<3
can't believe i'm 18!!
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2003 4 December :: 10.31pm
i really hate this feeling.
people are envious of me... i really don't know why.
if people like me, want to be my friend then why do i always feel so alone
i constantly find myself watching friends joking around, making plans... i used to have that.. if this is what everythings being reduced to by growing up then i don't know if i really want to...
16 day. 16 days until i turn 18. thats 2 weeks and 2 days.
i don't know.
i'm a dreamer... i've always held such high hopes and aspirations and .. i don't know.
i can't seem to get excited about anything anymore... is that bad?
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2003 24 November :: 10.59pm
| ::15 Random Favorites:: | | 1: | Elvis | | 2: | Baby Kitty | | 3: | Ms. Princy | | 4: | Gatitio | | 5: | Princess Sophia | | 6: | Baby Elvis/Whiskers | | 7: | Scardey baby kitty | | 8: | Cindy woo hoo | | 9: | Layla | | 10: | bananas | | 11: | pancakes | | 12: | pictures | | 13: | happy faces | | 14: | polka dots | | 15: | happy dances | | ::14 Favorite Foods:: | | 1: | pancakes | | 2: | bananas | | 3: | palomilla | | 4: | tacos | | 5: | cheese | | 6: | ice cream | | 7: | twizzlers | | 8: | gummi bears | | 9: | heath | | 10: | hershey with almonds | | 11: | mints | | 12: | hard candy | | 13: | cinnamon | | 14: | cheesecake | | ::13 Most Watched Shows:: | | 1: | Trading Spaces | | 2: | a dating story | | 3: | a makeover story | | 4: | a wedding story | | 5: | trading spaces family | | 6: | survivor (shut up) | | 7: | the bachelor (shut up again) | | 8: | the nanny | | 9: | gilmore girls | | 10: | queer eye for the straight guy | | 11: | room raiders | | 12: | one tree hill | | 13: | unwrapped | | ::12 Good Bands in your Opinion:: | | 1: | hot hot heat | | 2: | smashing pumpkins | | 3: | coheed and cambria | | 4: | thursday | | 5: | the postal service | | 6: | radiohead | | 7: | beck | | 8: | bush | | 9: | bright eyes | | 10: | pretty girl makes graves | | 11: | from autumn to ashes | | 12: | sevendust | | ::11 Memories:: | | 1: | show at the factory | | 2: | surprise visits | | 3: | 4am visits | | 4: | twins twins twins | | 5: | the "shack" | | 6: | warped tour | | 7: | melting pan. yes. pan | | 8: | frozen pizzas & movies | | 9: | pictures | | 10: | pancakes | | 11: | party party party! | | ::10 Close Friends:: | | 1: | Jizzennifer | | 2: | Ashy Stockey | | 3: | Bright Lite | | 4: | Stephy | | 5: | Kevy Wevy | | 6: | Gregory Luke <3 | | 7: | Princy | | 8: | Lo Wang | | 9: | the triangle. | | 10: | Jess/Heidi/Sam/Dave. yes all in one. | | ::09 Things you're looking forward to:: | | 1: | end of school | | 2: | after IB exams | | 3: | after IB | | 4: | end of everything | | 5: | birthday.mine. | | 6: | ashleys wedding | | 7: | cheesecake | | 8: | after tomorrow | | 9: | something cool. | | ::08 Things you wear daily:: | | 1: | bra | | 2: | underwear | | 3: | heart necklace | | 4: | murano glass star | | 5: | jizz's ring (i try to) | | 6: | sweater | | 7: | shirt | | 8: | pants of some sort | | ::07 Things That Annoy You:: | | 1: | aware ignorant people | | 2: | people who drive slow in the left lane | | 3: | people who don't listen | | 4: | old people on the road | | 5: | jeb bush | | 6: | fucking republicans | | 7: | everything. | | ::06 Things You Touch Everyday:: | | 1: | cell phone | | 2: | car keys | | 3: | computer | | 4: | brush | | 5: | princy | | 6: | myself? | | ::05 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over:: | | 1: | empire records | | 2: | vanilla sky | | 3: | being john malkovich | | 4: | dangerous lives of alter boys | | 5: | 10 ways to lose a guy | | ::04 Of Your Favorite Childhood Toys:: | | 1: | my little pony | | 2: | talking sesame street characters | | 3: | barbies | | 4: | trolls | | ::03 People You Have Kissed:: | | 1: | Gregory | | 2: | Princy | | 3: | Brighton :0P | | ::02 Of Your Favorite Songs:: | | 1: | Smashing Pumpkins version of Landslide | | 2: | Smashing Pumpkins - Mayonaise | | ::01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With:: | | 1: | Princy <3 |
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2003 19 November :: 10.53pm
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