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2003 19 October :: 11.15pm
back then i knew what today would bring.
i knew what was going to happen.
i could see it in your eyes.
and i felt it in my veins.
there was always something different about you.
something different between us.
and ive known all along.
and now i know what it feels like to be crazy.
and i know that it must mean something.
i want these moments to last.
this is the prime of our lives.
and i want to spend it with you.
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losttt
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2003 19 October :: 9.43pm
Lay those bricks, slap those sticks
beat that drum, hear them hum
"march with me, march with me
slavery for enternity
strip you of individuality
victory in conformity
fall in line, fall in line
jack you in by the spine
barren of freedom for all time
and forever thus, your soul is mine"
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losttt
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2003 19 October :: 11.37am
T-minus 12 hours and 23 minutes until a big deal that's not so big of a deal.
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losttt
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2003 17 October :: 10.00am
she just won't let go
she is
hanging on with every last tooth and nail
by a withered rope that's sure to fail
one-hundred percent sure she won't prevail
but she still just wont let go
I guess some series of synapses makes it hard
and
I guess you gotta do what you gotta do
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losttt
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2003 13 October :: 10.59pm
running mile high. the bullets flying all around. mile high, free-form and with worries all the none. iwish you were here.
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whenthesunsets
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2003 12 October :: 3.43pm
forget about church.
forget about my dad and your sister.
forget about my aunt and uncle.
and your neice and nephew.
forget about our families.
and our friends.
and forget about everyone else.
no one has to know who we are.
downtown.
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losttt
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2003 7 October :: 6.29pm
it's like the wax and its wick forming a candle. an equal symbiosis between the two. light the wick and the wax burns alongside it. they burn together. they keep each other going. and when one dies, so does the other. we all should have something like that.
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plainmornings
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2003 6 October :: 2.12am
helllllllo!
guess whos sitting right behind me right now (done guessing?) :0)
heh he loves me :0)
thats all.... will be cross posting from LJ when my lazy ass gets up and does something.
oh yeah. i'm in Gainesville woooo!
<3<3<3
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losttt
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2003 2 October :: 10.00pm
Im bustin at the seam
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whenthesunsets
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2003 1 October :: 3.31pm
day one
i hope i dont come on too strong. but ive got this side you havent seen before. ive got this side i havent seen before. and let me tell you, you wont be disappointed.
ive got the moves, ive got the words, ive got the look.
and those hands. gorgeous hands. they have this deep affection over me. my weakness that you have control over. now its my turn. let me teach you a little somethin. look out because i'll make my move and there aint no goin back.
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losttt
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2003 29 September :: 11.13pm
a flock of golden coils falling on my head
and a face so sweet
any stray thought is blown out
and you just smile so hard til your muscles ache
but that doesnt matter either
only the other does
and thats what life is to me
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whenthesunsets
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2003 29 September :: 8.49pm
never have i seemed to care to know what to say. i feel afraid to let me out. i wouldnt want to take a chance of failing to prove myself wrong.
my eyes glow red. their charisma shaded. everytime i open them from my slumber all i see is blur. and beyond what i can see is you. and light flows through my eyes and my body. and beyond what i can feel is you.
never will i hold back to you.
never will you wonder who i really am. or what i really want.
never will you have to question me. because you'll always have the answers.
my bad habits all have new purpose these days. and i love the feeling of my fingertips touching the depth of you. and never do you leave a bad taste in my mouth. and i can taste the serenity of you on the edges. sweet and bitter all the same.
never will i wear dark glasses.
never.
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whenthesunsets
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2003 28 September :: 11.28pm
times going by slow, its now 9:30
the rain drops are dancing in the street
and i can hear them singing your name
so i think maybe if i lose myself listening to it
the time would speed by
and once it stops, you'd be here
then when its all over i look at the clock
and it reads 9:35, just five minutes later
and i, i wish you were here.
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losttt
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2003 25 September :: 11.05pm
when you wake up. i want you to ask yourself "am I happy being a record player?" and then i want you to suppose one day. you threw out all the records. and recorded your own. your own record. and i want you to put that record on repeat. and live as yourself. not some recording of what people want you to be. and if this is too much to ask. you can go back to being just a record player.
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plainmornings
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2003 24 September :: 11.06pm
i'm kind of peeved.
this needs to be a real confrontation but, things need to change.
regardless of what (you) may think or regardless of what (you) can or can not do, it isn't your decision, its mine.
i don't need extra drama and I know that (you) don't either. I know you think you know everything but guess what buddy, (you) don't.
there are many more of us who have been doing this for a heck of a lot longer then you, when there was actually something worthwhile at the other end. Maybe you'll learn from your mistakes, I tend to learn from mine.
thats all for now.
in other news, Gregory Luke returns on Fri <3
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