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2004 26 January :: 7.15 pm
You often wonder...why god does the things he does. I Wonder a lot of times...what he has in store for me.....for my life.....and i fear many things....but at the same time....i am just letting god guide me....i couldnt do it anymore....so i asked him to lead me into a spectacular life.....make me better....just get me outta this whole that I myself have dug....because i cant climb out alone....i need him to help me. I know that in some parts of my life there is gonna be this huge bump in my road...but then there is god...with his hands and arms ready to help me....lift my spirits...my life. but for now...i dont know what he is doing.....is he with someone else..? because i feel unhelped.....but i will never forget when he did help when my dad was in the accident...but i hope that i will soon know he is with me....so for now i am off in my own world....
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2004 25 January :: 4.57 pm
and *the Famous Stacy* has done it again....decorating my journal...i recommend her ppl!*
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2004 25 January :: 12.32 pm
well Friday didnt turn out the way i planned it ...i didnt see Trevor or Jecika....and that was a lil sad....but then Daneille Pinney came over and we had a blast hangin out..woowoo! then saturday was Atutumns bday and that was great too ! lol well anyways ill talk to you all laters! byes
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2004 23 January :: 5.15 pm
Gah people piss me off!!! *dad*
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2004 22 January :: 7.06 pm
Well we had a snow day...and i felt that we needed it.....i was so happy to see *Cedar springs Public Schools* * Closed* it was a sigh of relief to me.....i dont know anyways i cant waitfor 2morrow now cuz i am going with Jecika and her cuzin Trevor and were going bowling! woowoo! haha well ill talk to you laters!
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2004 21 January :: 8.30 pm
ummmm........i just shaved my dad's head??
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2004 20 January :: 6.00 pm
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm can tell i am bored yet? ummmmmmmmmm mmmm mmmmm mmm mmm mmmm mmm yeah i am really bored......someome commment........
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2004 19 January :: 4.15 pm
OMG!! Guess what! The best thing has just happend to me!! i wrote a poem and put it in poetry.com and they are taking me and 33 other ppl to an invititional party for ppl who write really good poems! and the lady from the Brady Bunch *the mom* will be there and so will Willie Nelson...a old famous country singer.....OMG! i am so happy and they nominated me as poet of there year 2004!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHH! OMFG!! here is the poem...
Hurt:
I cried because he lied
I hurt so bad inside
I can't believe i fought for him
He made me fill with happiness
And now I'm filled with saddness
We had so many good times together
Now we will be so far apart from one another
Now i must move on
Can i make it without him?
I must be strong and willing to carry on
Yes time will go by swiftly
Goodbye my friend
Now it is the end
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2004 18 January :: 8.13 am
well friday was a good day *smiles at jecika* *Thank you!!* i went to her house and met her cuzin...*she is trying to hook us up* he is really cute. so we had a lot of fun and lets keep it at that. and then sat i went with her to babysit for a lil bit. then my dad came and got me and we went to my gpas for his bday. and stayed then night there and then came home this mourning and getting ready for church so talk to you all laters! byes!
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2004 15 January :: 8.05 pm
:: Mood: weird
well here i am sitten here doing nothin bored to hell. but i cant wait till 2morrow!! lol
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2004 14 January :: 4.16 pm
well...what up ppl! not to much here well Good luck on your Exams this week :(..oh well ill be glad when this week is over i hope we have school 2morrow so we can just get the exams over with....but oh well....anyways this friday i am goign with Jessica again and were goin Ice skating...she is gonna hook me up with her cuzin so we shall see how that works out. Apryl is also goinwoohooo! lol well ttyl byes
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2004 11 January :: 5.40 pm
oops...anyways back to my story...so then we were like bitch and so we left there and we went to Hot Topics and it was great there was a really hot guy in there and we were all like checkin him out lol so yeah then we left and we to get pizza at Pizza Hut and this women fell coming up the steps and stacy and emily thought it was me! lol and i was laughing so hard cuz they did and jenni was like it wasnt her and there like Heather are you ok! and i just kept laughin and jeni was like it wasnt her! lol and i was liek no it was the lady carryin those boxes! and there like o0o! wow it was a great day! and then stacy and jenni and i were all talking about the *good old times we had* and lol it was just great! well ttyl and stacy is pry gonna talk about the dildo's too lol ~Byes!
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2004 11 January :: 5.31 pm
well after goin to jessicas i went to get Stacy and then we went and saw JENNI!!! WOOHU! lol and sunday we all went to the mall and it was awesome we went into spencer and was making fun of Dildo's! and the women comes up to us and she was like so are you guys 18 were like ummm NO! and she is like well im sorry you cant be back there and she like yells it so the whole place hears and i was liek there is no fuckin sign that says we can't!!
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