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2004 10 January :: 1.03 pm
today was a great day! i went Jessica's house today* YAY i was lots of fun i stayed the night last night at her house and we went Ice Skating and met a guy there and got his number lol it was great then apryl came over for a lil bit and talked then today we just kinda talked and hung out and my dad came and got me and now i am in a bad mood because my sisters are being dumb! but OH WELL! lol well ill talk to yall laters! loveyas! ~byes~!
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2004 8 January :: 5.37 pm
what the fuck is up!! lol
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2004 5 January :: 8.27 pm
hey everyone you should look at my journal stacy decorated it for me and i think she did a fabulous job!! *claps for the Fabulous Stacy Cain* lol yay now every one has to *bitch* lol cuz she did a good job!
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2004 5 January :: 7.35 pm
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well today was the first day that we had school *tear* the only good thing that happened was ummm I SAW MY FRIENDS! hehe.....yeah anyways and i had a fun time on the bus *wow* long story and dont wanna talk about it...so ill talk to you all laters byes
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2004 3 January :: 1.14 am
DAD WHERE ARE YOU!
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2004 2 January :: 9.37 pm
ya know i try to have a good life..go see my friends have a good relationship with my dad and go to my aunts house....but when you cant it fucking is depressing. I try really hard not to be depressed..i do. but its so fucking hard to. when i am around my frineds i forget about everything....and if i am at my grandmas i go fucking outa my mind its like she complains so much about us or how we do her shit i fuckin shake and then i just go somewhere else and break down...and thats sad....i really do wish i had a perfect like but if it were perfect i would pry still be depressed...i wish i could live like the Camdens on 7Th Heaven...they seem to have a perfect life..the kind that i would like to have where the mom likes to take care of you....unlike my mom....and the dad tries to help others along with his kids and listen to his kids...where as mine is a good father but when he says he'll do something and dont (as in getting me a counseler) that gets me mad...*sighs* i hate my life....what a good fuckin start of the year!
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2004 2 January :: 4.13 pm
Well its the 2 day of the new year and im already bored..have nothin to do....cept I am talking to Jenni on MSN YAY! i have missed her a lot...she is an awesome person...and me her and stacy want to get together sometime. well i have to go byes!
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2004 1 January :: 2.56 pm
well another year gone by. woohooo...not. well i was just thinking about things today and well to think of it i really didnt have a great year at all last year. The thing that Happened with my mom and my sisters and I. My cuzin moved to the UP. My dads accident on the bike. to many.....but there were also Good things...meeting new ppl having new friends such as Cj Jared, Dj, Amanda Maxwell, Stacy *did* ride my bus (hehe) and all the ppl on my bus that I *like*. my dad met Janet..and she is awesome and i love her to death... my dad lived through his accident, My family got baptized so yeah and i became closer friends with autumn, kelli, amanda. and so yeah well i have to go ok? love yas and jenni i WILL call you ok?!?!
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2003 30 December :: 4.15 pm
congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud
which happy bunny are you?
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2003 30 December :: 4.06 pm
i dont know what to do...he likes me and i like him...but he isnt ready for a gf...he says he dont wanna hurt me if we do get into a relationship..then one day we start flirting a lot and then he asks me a ? about weather god should be based on the relationship or flirtin and i said both but i guess that was wrong for him because he dont seem to think that flirting will make a good relationship...but everyone flirts. I dont know what to do. then we got into a talk about it and he got mad and i got mad and then i cried cuz he said he couldnt go out with me and that i should understand but i guess i dont. he yelled at me for flirting with him and not takeing it slow but the thing is..he flirted back....so its kinda his fault to right? i mean i dont know i am so confused and hurt right now to even know. But amanda is there for me and was there when it happened i love you amanda an thanks for your shoulder....
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2003 30 December :: 12.25 pm
what do i do.............
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2003 30 December :: 12.09 pm
Fuck it...i try really hard and i knew it wouldnt happen...i thought maybe i am getting lucky....but then it was called off....i knew it was to good to be true for me *sighs*
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2003 28 December :: 11.24 pm
well yesterday i went to my great aunts and celebrated xmas this is on my moms side of the family and my aunt darci took us down there it was in the Kalamazoo. and i cried when my gma asked if my mom was comming and i said i doubt it an my cuzin Tj came and hugged me a lot and he was like dont worry your mom will come around... and then i Wrote a letter to the whole family and it Gave a special thanks to my aunt darci and grandpa because they talked to her and i made a lot of ppl cry then i cried harder and i got hugs from my aunt and grandpa and my cuzin came over to me again and hugged for a long time and so i felt better after that. and then some of my family came up from florida and omg my lil cuzins got big! lol but anyways ill have to be going love yas byes
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2003 26 December :: 3.15 pm
hey everyone whats up? well i hope you had a good Christmas. I did kinda. My mom called suprisingly and we only got to talk to her for like 5 mind though cuz our phone went dead but she said merry christmas and i love you. I dont know if she'll even go on saturday to where we are gonna celebrate with her side of the family. Janet is down in the bahamas with Bill and Tony they wont be back till like after New years. so we are missing them. but they went with a couple that are so filthy rich that they bought a gift for every kid in the village they went to stay in and thats a big village. And the guy didnt want to wait 3 hours for another plane to take em to the bahamas so he rented a 6 seated plane and loaded all the gifts on there (this is on his cost) and they went over! damn i wish we were that rich lol oh well g2g byes!
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2003 24 December :: 11.57 pm
well Yesterday i went to amanda maxwells house and stayed the night and then today i helped her make 2 blankets 1 for steff and 1 for Jacob and we hung out for a long time then they took me home and i am bored byes!
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