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anachronism

:: 2005 13 October :: 9.00pm

I want more nights like tonight.

But, of course something has to piss me off before I go to sleep, like a stupid as fuck email..why did I even bother trusting her again? She's doing the same fucking thing that caused all that shit last time. Whatever. Fuck you.

Anyway, today was good. Thank you.

Have a good time.

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 13 October :: 7.02pm
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: turn back O man - Godspell

Woah man!
Practice was sssooooo fun today. We ran through Act II but we could not say our lines. We had to say our actions. So i had to run across the room and say "im storming across the room, im banging at the door and yelling, im giving a count to three" instead of "TITO! It's Maria! OPEN THE DOOR so i can KILL you! You big a-pig Im giving you three numbers! ONE...TWO..."

Then if something happened (that i think did) then im totaly in a dither.(a good one) and i have to figure out what happened! Just because im weird like that.

Tomorrow is going to be GREAT! so is this weekend! I cant wait!

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anachronism

:: 2005 12 October :: 10.41pm

I don't want you to go anymore.
And that didn't help.

I'm freaking out.
I don't know what can make me not.

It's as if I feel like it's impossible for nothing bad to happen.

I hate this.


Tails

:: 2005 12 October :: 9.09pm
:: Mood: Scared
:: Music: creepy sounds from the attic

best time of the year
Anyone know of any truly scary shit going down around our side of michigan this halloween season? dont say the haunt cause everyone knows that i just want to know if there is anything else thats supposed to be scary as shit? if you know of anything please tell me...also anyone having any kicking halloween partys?

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 11 October :: 8.43pm

Hello Dolly!!!!!
hahahaha
I know, my bad. But we should do it!!!!!

I'm going to Mt. Pleasant saturday!!!!!!!!

Yay!

so happy!

Chris!!

So happy!

How about i get some sleep now so im not so giddy.

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joeydomina

:: 2005 11 October :: 7.29pm

I <3 my jess and she <3 me too

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tails

:: 2005 11 October :: 4.14am

falling apart and hating being alone...i spent the night on liz's kitchen floor because my heart hurts and im really starting to scare myself on the inside...do i really need help?

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joeydomina

:: 2005 10 October :: 11.09pm




Your Animal Personality



Your Power Animal: Deer



Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda



You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker.

While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational.

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joeydomina

:: 2005 9 October :: 5.04pm




The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.



In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.



You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.



You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.



Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.



Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.



You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.



In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

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anachronism

:: 2005 9 October :: 7.31am

The dance was cool.
I had fun.

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 8 October :: 10.21pm
:: Mood: crushed

"great hate forms mortal pain" - Medea
The problem is i am dramatic.
and a hopless romantic.

maybe thats to much to ask for, some romance.

but what do i know? I'm just a silly girl.

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 8 October :: 12.19pm

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.



Ironic huh?


Im soooo tired.
but i have to take a shower, then go to western.

Then im downtown tonight.


It's going to be a long day.

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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2005 7 October :: 11.40pm

Okay, for those of you who actually read this:

I am not dead... actually very far from dead... i am feeling great. I have a girlfriend, who is fantastic, classes are going good, and I don't have to put up with shit from soccer. Life is going good

-me

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 7 October :: 6.51pm

I know, god was sending me a message with her phone call.

Now i just can't do it.
I can't go out and get piss drunk with him and drown my sorrows, i just cant.
Not after that

so last munite change in plans.
Im still going out, but to do something productive. I am happy for that, but i'm still sad

because i love you.

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 7 October :: 4.55pm

I'm tired of guys stabing me in the heart.

i wish i could make you feel how i do.



so im going out tonight, im gonna have me some fun.

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