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2005 7 October :: 6.35am
:: Music: BOB DYLAN
Well, the 40 days of purpose res life group meetings started last night. As you can tell, I have no idea what to call it. Anyway..it went very well. There are 7 groups of couples, Brad and I are the youngest. Not by much though, all of them are in their early 20's. It was nice because I was expecting it to be really dull and everyone to be uber churchy, but they weren't like that at all. We all just talked and laughed the entire time. I guess it's every Monday for the next six weeks. It was supposed to be Thursday, but people had problems with that I guess. So, sorry Erika and especially Keegan. ;) Laguna night must be rescheduled!
Today is black day and I'm having fun with it. Even though my stinky boyfriend is being a shmuck. =) Hehehe..
I'm an emo kid, non-conforming as can be!
You'd be non-conforming too if you look just like me!
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2005 5 October :: 9.09pm
Im sorry for anyone of you who is my friend. I'm such a roller coaster of emotions it must suck for those of you who think im cool enough to still hang around. I found a way to get the money but now im so broke i cant get gas to get to school tommrow...(gah im lame) so anyway. I'm really glad i dont mean the shit i say or id have been dead years ago lol. Well i love all of you cept mish cause she wont get off my ass for quitting arbys even though it was the best thing i could have ever done. i have a new job at 9 bucks an hour so at the end of october life should be sweet again. with this new job ill have enough money to start saving up and get a cushion underneath me for occasion like a 100 dollar book. or something else that is stupid and makes me hate life. money makes me really really really sick to my stomach. i threw up yesterday cause i was thinking about it so much. but then i read my favorite book and life seemed in order again. so yeah i guess im back to another pocket of contentment with my stupid silly stupid fucked up life. *gasp* for fun i did that. ok bye bye kids.
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2005 5 October :: 6.34am
:: Music: BOB DYLAN
Things are good in the hood.
Who's all going to Homecoming? I'm just wondering..
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2005 4 October :: 12.42pm
Fucking Awesome News
Well to start off with the news i will say that Jess and I are doing absolutely fabulous. we nearly fell asleep on her couch. I was so comfortable and so was she, then her mom threw her dogs toy at us and woke us both up. haha. it was kinda funny, she was like ooops i'm sorry i didnt know you were there, and if any of you every really noticed i'm not hard to miss. haha. then i had to leave real quick like which i did but not without my Jess giving me my present. :D
And on to the other news.........are you ready for it? here it is....... I got a job at steve & berry's athletic sport house in centerpointe mall. and i start today :D :D :D now i wont need to ask peoples for money anymore and i can get all the clothes I want for anything for a really good deal. even better than goodwill.....wait no i take that back. but still its so flipping awesome I nearly did a backflip when the guy told me I start today :D. yaya ayayyayayayyayaya go me i am so on a damn roll this month.....anyways i gotta go so i can get ready for work. god that sounds so um yeah like foreign. hehe ttyl all and i love you Jess. :D
sincerely with love,
Leonard Francis Domina Jr.
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2005 1 October :: 9.26am
I am in the play. I get to be a Citizen of Oz. I know, I know.. it's a very minor part and I probably have no lines that I say individually, but I'm just excited to be a part of the play. I didn't try hard at auditions and my heart was never really into this play, but I'll put my all into it now.
Red flannel day is today. How exciting. I get to do fucking everything because everyone in yearbook is a lazy ass. No one can just offer to do anything if they don't benefit from it. It drives me crazy how everyone can take that class and yet not want to do anything for it. Whatever.
Hopefully today goes well. I need to shower, later.
Edit>>
I got my Homecoming dress, it's brown. And brown is the best, so I am happy. Erika and Keegan your couple is back!
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2005 1 October :: 3.08am
:: Mood: unexplainable
3 weeks :)
well today is gonna be 3 weeks and i love it, i love the bond, i love everything about her. how did i get by without her. she calls me and i dont get bored on the phone, she talks to me and i dont think of anything else but to listen to her. i wake up and i felt like i held her all night and go to bed feeling like i'm still doing the same. what have i done to deserve this girl. if only other people knew exactly how i am feeling right now they would be so happy too. i dont think about other girls, why would i when i have the girl of my dreams (literally) right before me. ahh the beauty of it all. and tomorrow i spend all day with her from sunrise till sunset. all red flannel day :D yay is me.
JOey
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2005 30 September :: 6.22am
He made me smile.
I need to just stop caring, worrying, getting so worked up, etc.
Last night was perfect. We argued a little, but it didn't end in us yelling, storming off, or me crying. It ended in him saying, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you." And that was that.
Then we talked about a lot of things for an hour or so.
And I just want this all to last, because if I had this huge part of my life good and fixed again I don't know what could bring me down.
I love you. And always remember every word you said last night.
You can go.
I trust you.
And you know me saying that is a huge step.
Just don't make me regret these words.
Tony's a good friend.
Continue in the good direction you are going in now.
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2005 29 September :: 4.20pm
I am so pissed right now.
Here I am, sitting alone.. once again.
Every day I either sleep or watch tv. What a fucking life.
Auditions went terrible. If I do get a part I don't even deserve it, even though I know for sure it'll be a small role with no lines, if I get one at all. I'm just not a good actress. Bah.
Anyway, you'd think after we don't talk for a day, and fight the ones before he'd want to spend time with me, but nooo. I'm not someone to miss. I'm just a bitch who's always pissed off. Someone he can't have fun with or be himself around. I just have to accept that I can't make him happy and let him be happy somewhere else.
I don't have a car, all my friends have jobs and lifes!
But do I? Of course not.
My whole family is STUPID. Seriously.. what I am dealing with at home right now is bullshit. Complete bullshit.
I know I've said this a million times and over and over, but..
I. Just. Want. To. Be. Happy.
Is that ever going to happen?
I doubt it.
Not here, not now.
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2005 29 September :: 6.21am
:: Music: Death Cab for Cutie
Perfect fit.
Holding on to your grudge.
Oh, it's so hard to have someone to love,
and keeping quiet is hard
'cause you can't keep a secret
if it never was a secret to start.
We're concentrating on falling apart.
We were contenders, now we're throwing the fights.
I just want to believe...I just want to believe..I just want to believe..in us.
You're holding on to your grudge,
Oh, it hurts to always have to be honest with the one that you love.
Brand New - Okay I Believe You, But My Tommy Gun Don't
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2005 28 September :: 6.42am
Give me one good day before I disappear.
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2005 27 September :: 3.55pm
Why do I even fucking bother?
It's always about you.
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2005 26 September :: 6.18am
:: Music: Death Cab for Cutie
I have the most insane boyfriend in the world..
but, I love him.
I know he's made a lot of mistakes and I hope I can say there will be no more (big ones at least) and actually be right this time.
He has a huge heart and I need it to be mine.
We got our rings. They are nice and simple.
They simply signify we won't do anything to hurt one another in a big way.
Sorry, I'm just rambling about things none of you care to hear.
I hate school.
But, I love hot chocolate. Mmmm.
>>Edit
Oh, and if you're a BOB DYLAN fan like I and have been waiting pathetically the 'No Direction Home' movie is on tonight at 9pm on PBS.
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2005 25 September :: 6.50pm
Well i said i would dye my hair.
Do you know how hot I am with RED hair?
ohh im excited.
Tomorrow is Monday!
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2005 24 September :: 10.39am
Saweet not much is new sides that i have a gf :D i'm so flipping happy. today is our 2 week and i couldnt be happier. :D well i gtg ttyl later, JOey
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