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sugarjackj

:: 2005 5 September :: 6.34pm
:: Mood: dorky
:: Music: Eagles of Death Metal - Flames go Higher

Oh yeah baby.


I love that Chris is my boyfriend.

You know why?

Because i love Chris.




Today was VERY good.


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Tails

:: 2005 5 September :: 5.37pm

Life In General Update.
just got out of work and i cant breath but thats ok any way. i start college tommrow its my first day YAZOR!!! anyway im scared shitless i dont know which matt to bring to class....im thinking i should be the introverted matt and just sit and learn and fuck social interaction till later in the year. but then i think taht thingswould be more bareable and fun if i just went in all friendly like and communicated with people and then focused and was quiet during lecture times....whatever ill figure it out i guess. and well im about to get all dressed up and go to walmart for an app. (tight jeans and a black sweater, not suit and tie.) so fucking wish my ass luck please cause i need this new job liz said cashiers make great fucking pay and with her AND her mom as references im almost sure ill get an interview. so you guys fucking wish me luck and ...i suddenly feel the need to throw up this is fucking weird...o god i feel horrible...ok its gone now...what the fuck was that all about ...hmm? anyway blah blah blah . yoko is still cute and shes starting to get really really big im glad i bought her the new cage. i think id like to get her a new one with some big ass ferret sized running tubes and like string the tubes up ALL over the fucking room like outline the room in rat tunnels ...lol that would be so stupid looking but you know she would have a fucking ball. lol well cocoa is still the cutest thing on earth. dads dating shasa warners mom and it keeps him out of the house. i dont know who shasa warner is but she sounds really familar. guess she is a senior this year so stacy you might know her, and stacy please count me in for the dresden dolls concert cause um i would kill you if you forgot me in those plans.you all acting like i dont like them and shit WHATEVER BITCH and your bunnie is cute.....o well im off to walmart...my stomach is sick.

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anachronism

:: 2005 5 September :: 1.47pm

Brad got me a bunnie!

Pictures: Read more..

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BigBen61

:: 2005 4 September :: 10.36am

Dumbledore dies on page 596, hes killed by snape. Thank you internet.

Harry potter sucks

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anachronism

:: 2005 4 September :: 7.28am

I woke up this morning and the sky was a beautiful, glowing orange, so I ran outside snd there were two huge rainbows casting colors in the sky. It was so pretty.

Did anyone else see that?

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 3 September :: 7.47pm
:: Mood: cynical
:: Music: The verve - Bitter sweet symphony

*sighs*





So I'm going to sit and watch a movie............alone.




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Tails

:: 2005 3 September :: 5.22pm

work....i own that company now....and its akward. i havent gone into work on time in 3 weeks and i just didnt go into work at all for like 2 days this week....and im not fired. im not even written up. i go into today to turn in my two weeks notice cause id rather quit than get fired (by the way i havent been going in cause i dont respect that company and if they really cared about me not coming in id be fired by now) anyway so yeah tammy says "we cant afford to lose anyone. we wont fire you matt...." so im stuck with the thought. 'wow they wont fire me...is this a ticket to do as i please or is this the lucky strike that i got to teach me that i need to start going in on time and such?' well i still need a higher paying job next time i get a day off ill go search for one and it will be super mucho fun....stupid gas prices. well chao bitches.

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 2 September :: 10.53pm

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Stability |||||||||||| 46%
Orderliness |||||| 26%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56%
Intellectual |||||| 23%
Mystical |||||||||||||| 56%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Materialism |||||| 23%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 50%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Romantic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Avoidant |||| 16%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 43%
Wealth |||||| 23%
Dependency |||||| 23%
Change averse |||||||||||| 43%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 43%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical security |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical Fitness || 10%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 43%
Vanity |||||||||||||| 56%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 50%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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wow.
some of this is wrong.

but some of this is very right.

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anachronism

:: 2005 2 September :: 5.33pm

I now own five cameras!
My dad and Brad found three old ones in some boxes and they're not shitty.
All they need is some clean'n up!

I think me getting all these sweet deals on cameras is a sign.
Maybe my dream can come true.

:)

I know.. I sound corny, but I don't care!

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anachronism

:: 2005 2 September :: 10.49am

Dresden Dolls
Intersection, Grand Rapids, MI.
Tuesday Oct 18, 2005
8:00 pm
$13.00


I am going, no fucking doubt about it.

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 1 September :: 7.59pm
:: Mood: Helpful
:: Music: Julie Andrew - In my own little corner

It hits home
I feel so good.

So my friend Cecelia have started a relief fund for the hurricane Katrina victims.
My choir will be participating in it, so will NHS, and some local businesses.
I know it has effected people in my choir because New Orleans is especially known for their music. Its what helped establish American culture.
It just feels good to have so many people want to help us.
I feel good organizing something that’s becoming so big, something that is for such a good cause.

I want to help these people as much as I possibly can, and this is the best way I know how.

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anachronism

:: 2005 1 September :: 11.18am

Has anyone ever seen the show Gilmore Girls?
I was just wondering if how fast they talk makes you want to kill people.
That show seriously just made me feel stressed out because they talk so incredibly fast.

I just want to know if I am crazy.

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cowsgomoo!!!

:: 2005 31 August :: 11.15pm

schedule:

1st: Band with Robuck
2nd: JA Econ with Busen
3rd: Spanish 5 with Warwick
4th: AP Lit With Dolbee
5th: AP Stats with Andrus
6th: AP Bio with Fournier
Seminar with Fournier

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Tails

:: 2005 31 August :: 7.12pm

guess who just reserved a copy of kingdom hearts 2 ...this guy right here. yeah im a fucking nerd but i loved the first one to death and the second cant let me down for a measly 50 dollar price tag....

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sugarjackj

:: 2005 31 August :: 6.57pm
:: Mood: morose
:: Music: Phantom of the Opera - Masquerade

Do you ever hear a song that makes you want to love more?
Maybe this is bad.

But i like feeling important.

Like im doing someting useful for someone.
Helping them.
Doing good for something.

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