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skife

:: 2007 27 October :: 2.15pm

i'm convinced i've got the most redneck family ever.

my stepgrandma died, funeral was today.

the lunch-in after the funeral was held at the harvard tavern.
first time ever i've drank at a funeral lunchin

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m&ms487

:: 2007 26 October :: 6.31pm

Rueben and I just saw Across the Universe. It was a great movie.

I don't know what more to say.

It presented realities.

I've always had a problem with reality. Not reality in the sense of knowing what's going on in the 'real' world, but my alternate realities. The ones in my head. The reality of what could happen. What might happen, what seemed to happen, what didn't happen, but seemed like it did.

I've had this problem since I was a small child.

I feel like I have so much to say, but I can't possibly scratch the surface here. I want _____ . I need _____ .

I'm good at playing by the rules, but that doesn't mean I like it.

I think I'm Marxist leftist...whatever that means nowadays.

I'm writing a speech on Mike Gravel and one of the articles I found while researching was called: "Mike Gravel, more Leftist than Marx"

How can I rely on words to explain myself when they simply can't? That's one of the things I've learned these past few years. I envy those who can use words to their advantage. I just fumble with them. I don't get them.

I got music and I turned my back on that. What do I have left? Two years of college, and three more to go so I can teach kids of average ability how to read the sentence: The cat sat on the mat.

Let's face it, without some time of national initiative on the part of the people, this country will never be more than substandard in anything but blowing things up.

Oh the things I could have done, you could have done, we could have done, if only we were given the chance. The opportunity. Limited opportunity isn't enough to make humanity what it should be.

Everything should be unlimited. Free healthcare, free education.

I don't care if we need to be like China and weed people out at sixth grade. Look who's on top. China.

Why would you let children who will never get it hinder the children who could change the country? Why do you bring down the best to make everyone average ? What good does that do?

It kills everything. It killed me.

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skife

:: 2007 26 October :: 12.05pm

rant

scooby doo, i love the hell out of this show.
i just heard scooby and shaggy laugh and was like "oh my god, thats exactly how i sound when i'm high"
its such a good show, its a classic you know?

but my rant here isn't about how good the old scooby doos are, its about how bad the new ones are :(

in the new ones fred is an idiot, its like holy shit fred what the fuck was that? he's not even trying to score with daphne anymore. just kinda fucked up to me.

/rant.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 26 October :: 6.26am

This day has possibility.

face the fox


skife

:: 2007 26 October :: 2.09am

i'm in bed.

i don't know what to write about, my mind is kinda blank.

i don't really care about much anymore, to me life is boring and i need something to keep me going, i don't know what that something is yet, but i think i'll find it soon.

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eddy

:: 2007 24 October :: 9.45pm

I want one of these, but I think it would piss me off too much.

Watch the video!

Click Me

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rayray

:: 2007 24 October :: 3.50pm

Things have been looking up lately.
Not that they had far to go, seens how things had already been going good.

But I was told today that I was recommended for a job. (in the same shop).
Hopefully I get it.

face the fox


eddy

:: 2007 24 October :: 10.12am

I'm Going Slightly Mad
For some strange reason he reminds me of John Brooks in this video.

Read more..

Click Me

I don't know what my sudden fascination with Freddie Mercury is today, but I was looking up photos, and came across this site here.

Good god, I just want to punch people like that in the face. What makes them think they are able to judge anyone?

EDIT: Damn, link isn't working for some reason. I'll just post the article here and cut it.

Read more..

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m&ms487

:: 2007 24 October :: 9.19am

I know what they're doing is wrong, but that doesn't keep me from being scared shitless.

I guess we'll wait for Legal Aid to call us back so we can set up an appointment with the lawyer.

So this is what it's like to be an adult...

face the fox


skife

:: 2007 23 October :: 2.09am

is it bad that i want to move to europe just so i can own one of these?

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skife

:: 2007 23 October :: 2.09am

is it bad that i want to move to europe just so i can own one of these?

face the fox


skife

:: 2007 23 October :: 1.33am

time for some things to change.
i'm tired of drinking and partying all the time.
i'm tired of going nowhere in life.
i'm tired of the same shit every day.

it just gets old.
time for something new.

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skife

:: 2007 22 October :: 11.36pm

so my step grandmother just died, my great grandmother is in the hospital with fluid around her heart.

its supposed to rain all week.

great week huh?


was at the hospital to see my great grandmother today, she wasn't very coherant, i couldn't stand to look at her, it made me sad.
on the way home, we got a call from my dad saying that my grandpa's wife just passed away.
we just built a ramp for her wheelchair yesterday... irony huh?

so i sit here now, drinking the rest of my vodka, alone.

i think my step grandma died from the rain.... its depressing.

"its the rain, its gatta be"

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skife

:: 2007 22 October :: 1.56pm

signing up for classes tomorrow
definatally going to take a welding class.
a german class and maybe bowling.

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kate

:: 2007 21 October :: 4.35am
:: Mood: Sleepy
:: Music: Bright Eyes

4am Forever
Bright Eyes concert follow up:

AMMMAAAAAAZING!!

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skife

:: 2007 21 October :: 2.56am

darkside of the rainbow never ever gets old.

face the fox


eddy

:: 2007 20 October :: 4.35pm

Prepare to laugh. XD

Captain Planet

Kick ass.

EDIT:
Bloopers

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joeydomina

:: 2007 20 October :: 2.10pm

ok well i'm doing nothing today. just sitting around chilling playing beautiful katamari and some halo 3.... god i want xbox live back this sucks lol. well everyone if anyone wants to do something today give me a jingle i'm free. peace.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 19 October :: 8.50pm

The Jessa and Andy Show?

You changed the saying.

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kate

:: 2007 19 October :: 8.57pm
:: Music: Portishead - Glory Box

Gah.
I miss everyone I've ever known.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 18 October :: 12.37pm

My professor for my Latin American Literature class took us to Java City, the on campus coffee house, for class.

...and it was awesome.

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skife

:: 2007 18 October :: 12.55am

today made me a little bit happier than i used to be. not sure why.

hmmm.

big list of todo's tomorrow,

sign up for classes
clean room
tighten wheel bearing on truck
some other random crap
bowling
drinking
ect.

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m&ms487

:: 2007 17 October :: 9.49pm

Midterms. So tired...

My brother got married and it was good. I have pictures on facebook for viewing pleasure.

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angel_bob

:: 2007 17 October :: 7.24pm

I am getting more and more excited about NaNoWriMo. My 1667 words a day ends up being two and a half pages, single-spaced, in a 12 pt font. Which is less than a paper so I can do it.

Even if it is a paper a day.

Also, I scheduled classes for next semester.

Also, you're adopted. So that's funny.

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twiggypuff

:: 2007 17 October :: 3.16pm

First place I drove to all by my lonesome: Joe's.

Baby steps.
I feel less stressed.
Last night I was imagining driving.
I crashed a lot in my imagination.
Today was a better reality.
I rock.

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skife

:: 2007 17 October :: 4.29am

mmmmm cowboy bebop....

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twiggypuff

:: 2007 17 October :: 12.33am

Red Head
At first it was an amazing orange.
My family laughed at me.
Chelsi flipped a bit.
The girl at Sally's laughed at me.
Now it's an odd (good) red.
I am pleased with it.

Petoskey was so wonderful.
I enjoy king sized beds.
I also enjoy heaters on 80.

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skife

:: 2007 16 October :: 11.27pm

i don't want to think anymore.
it drives me crazy

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skife

:: 2007 16 October :: 4.11pm

okay, so i decided to change my journal layout a little bit.

black backgrounds use alot less energy than a white one i guess.
dunno, maybe i was just bored.

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angel_bob

:: 2007 16 October :: 1.22pm

The cake is a lie
I beat Portal yesterday. It is quite possibly the best game ever with the best ending ever and the best script ever.

Seriously. Ever.

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