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2004 16 June :: 5.51pm
:: Mood: calm
Until The Day I Die by Story of The Year
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you,
for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too
You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was (I was)
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does
We'll make the same mistakes
I'll take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Should I bite my tongue?
Until blood soaks my shirt
We'll never fall apart
Tell me why this hurts so much
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say,
"remember when"
Just like we always do
Just like we always do
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Yeah I'd spill my heart!!!
Yeah I'd spill my heart for you!!!
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Mistakes like friends do
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Made the same mistakes
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you,
for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you,
for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
Until the day I die!!!
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2004 15 June :: 10.39am
:: Mood: headache
:: Music: Unwell - Matchbox Twenty
A Poem Lovingly Dedicated To Mindy
She is You
I'm seeing you everywhere
All the faces I see are yours
You are in every single person
That little girl on the sidewalk
she is you
The elderly lady in the corner
she is you
And that lovely brunette
she, too, is you
Im missing you so much
All I can think of is you
You truely are everything to me
© holly 2004
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2004 15 June :: 7.57am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: random songs playing through my head
well i stayed home today.
which means She wants me to work tomorrow and thursday.
grr.
we'll see what david says.
time for some sleep now.
night.
:-)
-holly-
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2004 14 June :: 10.11pm
:: Mood: happy
oh...
did i mention i've another blog?
well, it's mostly poetry..and stuff about my BEST FRIEND!
yeah.
http://www.xanga.com/skin.asp?user=tiredauthority
feel free to check it out.
i love my best friend!
-holly-
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2004 14 June :: 8.08pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: from autumn to ashes
i finally went to the mall.
i love you all <33
pictures when the digi gets fixed! :-P
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2004 13 June :: 4.29pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Fine Again - Seether
blah
well, the weekend was pretty good.
friday we drove up to webster city.
there was a killer storm that night..and some funnel clouds and tornadoes around.
twas awesome.
the saturday we, uh.....oh yeah...we went to west bedn to see the grotto and um..yeah.
i dont really remember yesterday.
tehe.
but today we went down to story city and did some shopping and then came home.
yeah.
that's about it.
im done babbling.
:-D
later.
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2004 9 June :: 8.27pm
:: Mood: gloomy
:: Music: You'll Think of Me - Keith Urban
weekend
yeah..i need to update now, because i probably wont have time to until monday.
im going to work tomorrow.
yay!
and then friday mum and dad are leaving work early and we're heading to west bend for the weekend.
yep.
so that's about all i have to say.
blah.
this weekend is going suck.
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2004 8 June :: 10.49pm
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: erm..Star 1025
Late Night Depression
it's another late night depression
you know the type
after a nice day
a mediocre evening
a steadily worsening night
it all piles on
and you're left laying in your bed
wondering how this all happened
it's these nights i cry
you know the tears
after a brillant green
a solemn grey
a teary aqua
and im left looking out the window
pondering life and death
but tomorrow will be better
there is always tomorrow's promise
you'll help me get through this.
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2004 8 June :: 5.03pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Add Mission - The Apex Theory
A poem by Rod McKuen that I really like
Empty is
the sky before the sun wakes up the morning.
The eyes of animals in cages.
The faces of women mourning
when everything has been taken
from them.
Me?
Don't ask me about empty.
Empty is a string of dirty days
held together by some rain
and the cold wind drumming
at the trees again.
Empty is the colour of the fields
along about September
when the days go marching
in a line toward November.
Empty is the hour before sleep
kills you every night
then pushes you to safety
away from every kind of light.
Empty is me.
Empty is me.
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2004 8 June :: 9.56am
:: Mood: full
:: Music: Certain Things You Ought To Know - Destroyer
Sunday..with justin
okay, so my father dropped me off at the park around 6 on sunday.
i walked in..and there was my boo!
in his smart shirt.. :-D
we hung out at the park for a few hours.
throwing grass at eachother, talking..and yeah.
it was like an early out..but at night, and there was no school.
then we walked back to justin's house.
and i called my father..
we sat on justin's porch while waiting..
ah, it was lovely.
so simple..but lovely.
hmm..i love justin.
:-*
things are finally getting back to normal.
and that's the way i want them to be.
-holly-
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2004 7 June :: 9.13am
:: Mood: waking up
:: Music: The Reason - Hoobastank
blah
yesterday..i'll write about it later.
::yawn::
still tired.
too tired to write.
have lots of chores to do today.
awr.
evil.
so, i guess i'll write later.
-holly-
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2004 5 June :: 7.06pm
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2004 5 June :: 6.00pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: In The End - Linkin Park
A poem for a special girl
I'm sitting here thinking
All I can think of is you
The times we spent together
Our laughter, notes, everything
I'm sitting here thinking
All I can think of is us
The sisterhood we shared
Our secrets, well wishes, everything
I'm sitting here thinking
All I can think of is your house
The night we spent together
Our games, walks, everything
I'm sitting here thinking
All I can think of is school
The classes we shared
Our whispers, hugs, everything
I'm sitting here thinking
All I can think of is you
The days when you weren't there
Our laughter echoing in my mind
I'm sitting here thinking
All I can think of is us
The sisterhood we lost
Our wishes, flying away
I'm sitting here thinking
All I can think of is your house
The nights I long for
Our games all lost to me
I'm sitting here thinking
All I can think of is school
The re-arranged classes
Our hugs a vauge memory haunting me
I'm sitting here thinking
And all I can think of is time
So much of ours is lost
Yet I still need you so much
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2004 5 June :: 5.40pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: Random songs playing in my mind
yes!
i get to see justin for sure tomorrow.
yay!
im soo excited.
i get to go work tomorrow, and see justin.
yes, things tis looking up.
im working on a poem, and i think it shall be good.
i'll have to put it in here when i'm done.
it might be kind of long..
ah, the rain.
i love rain.
this weekend might turn out to be pretty good.
yes, yes it will.
:-D
farwell..i'll write about tomorrow, well, tomorrow..or monday.
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2004 5 June :: 3.00pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: What It's Like - Everlast
wow
I have been gone for 20 hours and not a single person has called.
that is SAD.
wow.
but justin shall call tonight, and i shall see him tomorrow, and everthing will be okay again.
yes, yes.
TOM FELTON IS HOT.
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