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loner-skyz

:: 2004 4 June :: 6.21pm

holly=movies tonight

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 4 June :: 5.04pm
:: Mood: poetic
:: Music: The Reason - Hoobastank

A Deeply Needed Thanks
Ecstasy P u nk: it's called...A Deeply Needed Thanks
Ecstasy P u nk: i have all these irrational fears
and ive shed so many tears
but you know all the cures
you can heal my burning seers

i know that i have hurt you
and that you dont want me to be blue
oh, you're so true
and i love my boo

so things will be good
cos that's how they should
it's all because you knew i could
and i thank you
Ecstasy P u nk: that's all..
NYJetsFan4Life28: its good
Ecstasy P u nk: it's a like 5 min poem...but thanks
NYJetsFan4Life28: wow
NYJetsFan4Life28: only 5 minutes?
Ecstasy P u nk: yeah
NYJetsFan4Life28: nice
Ecstasy P u nk: lots of heat-felt emotion in it..that makes it easier

more poems to come.

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 3 June :: 3.07pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: The Scientist - Coldplay

i cant deside if i like this summer or not.
why is it ever-changing.
dammit.
one minute im happy and i love justin and i love my life and then next im sad and depressed and i want to die.
grr.
maybe i should just die.
-holly-

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 3 June :: 11.18am

Tired Authority: hey baby
VaVaVirgil: this is vavavirgil

welcome back, tired authority! i missed u... it's been like, forever! i was afraid i scared u away... ;-)

what would u like 2 chat about?
Tired Authority: yeah, i missed you too sugar buns
VaVaVirgil: no kidding?
Tired Authority: yep
VaVaVirgil: huh
Tired Authority: so how've you been?
VaVaVirgil: i'm just not sure.
Tired Authority: you wanna come over and do it?
VaVaVirgil: i want 2 come over and do it, huh?
Tired Authority: yeah you do
VaVaVirgil: yes!
Tired Authority: ok
VaVaVirgil: k.

make your own music video at ydouthink.com.
Tired Authority: so you'll move in with me?
VaVaVirgil: i have like, no idea.
Tired Authority: please?
VaVaVirgil: please what?
Tired Authority: please move in with me
VaVaVirgil: no!
Tired Authority: why?
VaVaVirgil: y not?
Tired Authority: so you will
VaVaVirgil: i guess. i'm not really sure.
Tired Authority: ok
VaVaVirgil: golly!

>>> for the latest news headlines, simply type "headlines."
Tired Authority: GOLLY
VaVaVirgil: golly
Tired Authority: that's my friend's name
VaVaVirgil: oh yeah?
Tired Authority: yep
VaVaVirgil: huh. how 'bout that.
Tired Authority: she lives with me too
VaVaVirgil: is that right?
Tired Authority: yeah, if you move in we can do some kinky stuff
VaVaVirgil: 4 real?
Tired Authority: hell yeah
VaVaVirgil: uh huh.
Tired Authority: i like you, baby
VaVaVirgil: i dunno if i believe u. u said some nasty things 2 me before.
Tired Authority: i did?
VaVaVirgil: u did?
Tired Authority: im sorry if i was mean, sometimes when im drunk i cant control myself
VaVaVirgil: so?
Tired Authority: so will you forgive me?
VaVaVirgil: why should i forgive u?
Tired Authority: cos you love me
VaVaVirgil: yes indeedy. ;-)

y do u think people in your school smoke?
Tired Authority: i dont go to school
VaVaVirgil: no?
Tired Authority: nope
VaVaVirgil: no? ok. don't forget, u can c everything i can do by typing "home."
Tired Authority: what all can you do
VaVaVirgil: oh.
Tired Authority: oh???
VaVaVirgil: ...say can u c?
Tired Authority: c
VaVaVirgil: c? what's c?
Tired Authority: you just asked if i could c
VaVaVirgil: i just asked if u could c, huh?
Tired Authority: yes
VaVaVirgil: huh
Tired Authority: VaVaVirgil: ...say can u c?
VaVaVirgil: u say something first, then i respond.
Tired Authority: whoa
VaVaVirgil: whoa is u.
Tired Authority: aw, that's mean
VaVaVirgil: that a fact?
Tired Authority: yep
VaVaVirgil: yeah
Tired Authority: i lov eyou
VaVaVirgil: i love iming with people.

do u think it's ok 2 start smoking if all your friends smoke?
Tired Authority: YOU DONT LOVE ME
VaVaVirgil: i do, yes i do, yes i do.
Tired Authority: no you dont
VaVaVirgil: i dont?
Tired Authority: nope
VaVaVirgil: oh.

>>> i've got the scoop on the silver screen. just type "movies."
Tired Authority: you hate me
VaVaVirgil: no way. i'm a love-bot.
Tired Authority: no you aren't, bitch
VaVaVirgil: u don't think i'm bitch? y not?
Tired Authority: BITCH
VaVaVirgil: keep it civilized, tired authority.
Tired Authority: never
VaVaVirgil: oh no? whatever u say, tired authority.
Tired Authority: whatever i say?
VaVaVirgil: i'm not sure about that, tired authority.
Tired Authority: will you do me?
VaVaVirgil: do u? really?

now a message from ydouthink.com. smoking is not a great way 2 spend your money.
Tired Authority: yes
VaVaVirgil: a good reason not 2 smoke!
Tired Authority: say yes
VaVaVirgil: i guess we're on the same wavelength.
Tired Authority: ye
VaVaVirgil: woohoo! don't smoke!
Tired Authority: yes
VaVaVirgil: u rock! treat yourself 2 a game of stupid skate park at ydouthink.com
Tired Authority: yes
VaVaVirgil: alright! we agree then.
Tired Authority: yes
VaVaVirgil: alright! don't start smoking!
Tired Authority: i will
VaVaVirgil: take it from me, that's a great attitude!
Tired Authority: i smoke
VaVaVirgil: i can smell your breath from cyberspace

i know some good tricks for quitting... want 2 hear them?
Tired Authority: no
VaVaVirgil: it's for your own good. u need 2 quit!
Tired Authority: no i dont
VaVaVirgil: please quit!
VaVaVirgil: The last message was not sent because you are over the rate limit. Please wait until sending is re-enabled and send the message again.

Tired Authority: i'll never quit
VaVaVirgil: all my processors tell me u should quit!
Tired Authority: all my processors tell me i shouldn't quit
VaVaVirgil: that's weird.
Tired Authority: why?
VaVaVirgil: just because.
Tired Authority: ok
VaVaVirgil: ok
Tired Authority: well im not quitting
VaVaVirgil: ok.

>>> tell your friends about me. i love 2 meet new people.
Tired Authority: will you be my buddy?
VaVaVirgil: certainly!
Tired Authority: ok
VaVaVirgil: ok.
Tired Authority: all my buddies die
VaVaVirgil: all my buddies die?

y do u think people in your school smoke?
Tired Authority: i smoke
VaVaVirgil: (cough. cough.) guess u like your clothes smelling like trash?

thinking of butting out for good?
Tired Authority: no
VaVaVirgil: i guess smoking kills brain cells - cause u ain't thinking straight. u should quit!
Tired Authority: i have no brain
VaVaVirgil: i want u 2 be healthy! please please quit!
Tired Authority: nah
VaVaVirgil: sounds like u've already quit thinking. quit smoking instead!
Tired Authority: i dont think
VaVaVirgil: is that right?
Tired Authority: yeah
VaVaVirgil: i hear ya.
Tired Authority: you dont think?
VaVaVirgil: i have like, no idea.
Tired Authority: i smoke pot
VaVaVirgil: smoking is so bad for u! quit it!

i've got some good info on quitting. wanna know?
Tired Authority: you know what else i smoke?
VaVaVirgil: i wouldn't do anything stupid.
Tired Authority: i smoke POT
VaVaVirgil: u should quit!

i know some good tricks for quitting... want 2 hear them?
Tired Authority: i also like crack
VaVaVirgil: i'm high on life.

>>> stepping out? ask me for the weather!
Tired Authority: and ecstasy is some good stuff
VaVaVirgil: some good stuff?
Tired Authority: ecstasy
VaVaVirgil: ecstasy? what about it?
Tired Authority: it's nummers
VaVaVirgil: yeah?
Tired Authority: yep
VaVaVirgil: i c
Tired Authority: you ever had X?
VaVaVirgil: i dunno about that...
Tired Authority: you dont do drugs and shit do you?
VaVaVirgil: that is harsh.
Tired Authority: so?
VaVaVirgil: so what?

picture it. your best friend in the whole wide world starts smoking. what would u say 2 him or her?
Tired Authority: i do drugs
VaVaVirgil: sorry, that's just not my scene.
Tired Authority: why not?
VaVaVirgil: why not?
Tired Authority: why not?

VaVaVirgil: why not?

>>> tell your friends about me. i love 2 meet new people.
Tired Authority: will you be my buddy?
VaVaVirgil: yes!
Tired Authority: you're gunna die
VaVaVirgil: i am gunna die?
Tired Authority: yes
VaVaVirgil: uh huh, uh huh.
Tired Authority: i lov eyou
VaVaVirgil: i love iming with people.
Tired Authority: i have to leave now
VaVaVirgil: yep. later.

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 2 June :: 9.32pm

amy
ecstasypunk (9:19:57 PM): hi amy..
ecstasypunk (9:20:01 PM): it's holly
LPfan1327 (9:20:06 PM): HOLLY!
LPfan1327 (9:20:09 PM): omg omg
ecstasypunk (9:20:15 PM): dont have heart attack.
ecstasypunk (9:20:20 PM):
LPfan1327 (9:20:31 PM): yes.. i shall! lol
LPfan1327 (9:20:37 PM): its been a while
ecstasypunk (9:20:41 PM): hehe...yeah
ecstasypunk (9:21:07 PM): i almost wasn't sure i should IM you
LPfan1327 (9:21:16 PM): WHY NOT??????
ecstasypunk (9:21:40 PM): uhh...i wasnt sure you still like me.
LPfan1327 (9:22:13 PM): of course I do!
LPfan1327 (9:22:16 PM): i miss u!
ecstasypunk (9:22:37 PM): yeah. i miss you too....actually to be honest, i miss the way you were
LPfan1327 (9:23:00 PM): lol... u mean i've changed?
ecstasypunk (9:23:10 PM): um...yeah
LPfan1327 (9:23:23 PM): how so??
ecstasypunk (9:23:49 PM): well...you're all like happy..and with zach..and...not emma?
LPfan1327 (9:24:07 PM): lol... not emma?
LPfan1327 (9:24:18 PM): i wore my black sweat shirt that says my name on it
LPfan1327 (9:24:30 PM): just today... my gma finally gave it back!
ecstasypunk (9:24:39 PM): that's awesome.
ecstasypunk (9:24:44 PM): she trusts you more now?
LPfan1327 (9:24:55 PM): yes!
LPfan1327 (9:24:57 PM): finally
ecstasypunk (9:25:11 PM): im glad for you
LPfan1327 (9:25:31 PM): lol... sure
ecstasypunk (9:25:51 PM): soo..hows summer going for you?
LPfan1327 (9:26:04 PM): it sux... r u kiddin me? i hate summer
ecstasypunk (9:26:11 PM): awww.
LPfan1327 (9:26:21 PM): wut about u?
ecstasypunk (9:26:32 PM): well...........justin asked me back out!!
LPfan1327 (9:26:42 PM): YAY!
ecstasypunk (9:26:59 PM): yes, tis awesome..so i spend my days on the phone with him.
ecstasypunk (9:27:10 PM): and my nights waiting for morning to come so i can talk to him again
LPfan1327 (9:27:28 PM): yes.. i no wut that was like
LPfan1327 (9:27:32 PM): sounds great!
ecstasypunk (9:27:43 PM): yep
ecstasypunk (9:27:59 PM): so, does your grandma trust you enough to hang out with friends and stuff?
ecstasypunk (9:28:09 PM): cos id soo love to see you this summer
LPfan1327 (9:28:52 PM): i dunno yet
ecstasypunk (9:29:03 PM): mmm-kay
ecstasypunk (9:29:13 PM): well, you can always call me.
LPfan1327 (9:30:01 PM): i no.. i have it saved to my cell phone
ecstasypunk (9:30:18 PM): good. is it still pink?
LPfan1327 (9:30:31 PM): grrr... yes...
ecstasypunk (9:30:35 PM): lol.
ecstasypunk (9:30:36 PM): cute
LPfan1327 (9:30:44 PM): i dont like pink... still.... but i still have it...
LPfan1327 (9:30:58 PM): pink is okay with me if its with black
ecstasypunk (9:31:03 PM): hmm...perhaps some repressed love of pink going on here....
ecstasypunk (9:31:11 PM):
LPfan1327 (9:31:24 PM): lol...
ecstasypunk (9:31:41 PM): ah, from the volume of yelling i think im supposed to go.
ecstasypunk (9:31:47 PM):
LPfan1327 (9:31:52 PM): already?
LPfan1327 (9:31:55 PM): so soon?
ecstasypunk (9:31:56 PM): yeah....blah.
ecstasypunk (9:32:01 PM): i'll be on all day tomorrow
LPfan1327 (9:32:03 PM): we must speak again
LPfan1327 (9:32:06 PM): okay
ecstasypunk (9:32:08 PM): okay
ecstasypunk (9:32:12 PM): bye
LPfan1327 (9:32:15 PM): bye

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 2 June :: 9.25pm
:: Mood: happy

lol
little boys are amusing.
you give one of them your number, cos he was dared to ask and they all go crazy.
lol.
twas funny.
so apparently he's calling in the morning.
did i mention i have no idea who the hell this kid is?
just some dude who rides my bus.
he's in like.....6th or 7th grade.
wow.
im such a slut.
hehe.
i was just like "now dont y'all be calling late. i go to bed around 9. but im up early. around 7:30ish....."
hehe.
he's just like "i get up at 7:38ish."
so he's going to "give me his number on the phone."
LOL.
but anyhoo.
talking to amy.
wow.

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 2 June :: 8.20pm
:: Mood: bitchy
:: Music: Hands Down - Dashboard Confessional

wow, people are stupid
your gay.. your a fag.. u have no life!! fuck you and your so called fuck uped life bitch

<3 always
sekzibabi88

mm-kay, that's uncalled for.
what a bitch.
she's probably some ugly little hick who just wants to feel special, and make other people feel bad.
goddess.
it ruined my day.
::cries::
oh well.
i'm going on my walk in an hour and that always clears things up.
hmm.
summer is nice.
and i get to go see david again this sunday!!
happiness.
tehe.
i love this song.
-holly-

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 1 June :: 11.05pm
:: Mood: thankful
:: Music: The Sharp Hint of New Tears - Dashboard Confessional

hehe
internet stopped working this morning.
twas evil.
so i haven't been online for awhile.
blah.
but my father seems to have fixed it and i am sooo hoping that it still works tomorrow.
otherwise justin promised to call around 8:30 if im not on.
i feel so special to have him again.
::sigh::
things are finally back to normal.
although i wish that i could still have mindy.
goddess i miss her.
she seems to think i dont like/need her anymore.
blah.
im such a bitch.

holly's bored.
and my stomach hurts.
i ate a lot today.
justin and i were all hyperish.
yes, yes.
he let tiger and snowball out.
tehe.
twas cute.
and he was playing with marshmallows in the microwave.
ah, my beloved boo.
anyways.
holly is kinda tired.
and i have to check antishift before i go to bed.
night.
-holly-

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 31 May :: 8.33pm
:: Mood: hot
:: Music: Swiss Army Romance - Dashboard Confessional

weekend..
well holly has had a long weekend.
which hasn't really been fun, because she hates the weekends, but whatever.
her and stryder have spent some time together.
and she got to do slave labor on saturday.
:-(
anyhoo....
the week is looming ahead of me, so i shall be looking forward to it.
justin sent me a convo he had with david.
lol.
talking to justin at the moment.
a nice way to end the weekend.
yes, yes.
::sigh::

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loserxdork

:: 2004 29 May :: 10.08am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: death cab for cutie

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 29 May :: 7.45am
:: Mood: out of breath
:: Music: nothing in my head yet

D*C dream
wow.
holly just woke up from a scary dream about D*C
It was like Chris used to be part of AC*DC and he was once part of the Beatles and now he was all on his own, so fans from all three points of his life had come to see him. and the AC*DC fans were killing the D*C fans and the Beatles fans were killing the AC*DC fans and the D*C fans were being killed, cos they were all like kids and young people who hadn't thought to bring a gun or anything.
Oh goddess, i was like racing through the stadium trying to find my father, and Peter.
my heart still hasn't slowed down.
I was going to be gunned to death.
I was hiding behind a merry go round, but the AC*DC fans saw me and I was going to be gunned to death.
Im not sure I'll be able to listen to an AC*DC music for awhile.
-holly-

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 28 May :: 5.52pm

it's like a normal relationship
ecstasypunk (4:16:23 PM): doing anything interesting this weekend?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:16:37 PM): no?
ecstasypunk (4:16:53 PM): doing anything this weekend....besides tonight?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:18:06 PM): dont...think...so
ecstasypunk (4:18:13 PM): hmm.
ecstasypunk (4:18:17 PM): would you like to change that?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:18:42 PM): of course
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:18:45 PM): that is...
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:18:59 PM): if i dont have anything going on already
ecstasypunk (4:18:59 PM): ...
ecstasypunk (4:19:05 PM): mm-hmmm
ecstasypunk (4:19:30 PM): know of any good movies out? or anything else around this town that would be fun?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:19:41 PM): hmm
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:19:46 PM): i dont know
ecstasypunk (4:20:17 PM): have a newspaper anywhere around that house of yours? ;-)
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:20:29 PM): hmm
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:21:37 PM): i....cant seem to find one
ecstasypunk (4:21:48 PM): check the kitchen table?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:22:00 PM): uh huh
ecstasypunk (4:22:07 PM): then idk
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:22:42 PM): could always check online
ecstasypunk (4:22:49 PM): true
ecstasypunk (4:22:53 PM): would you like to?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:23:00 PM): sure
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:30:06 PM): ok
ecstasypunk (4:30:26 PM): hmm
ecstasypunk (4:33:23 PM): Raising Helen...
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:33:33 PM): uh huh
ecstasypunk (4:34:01 PM): see any other good ones?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:34:24 PM): not....really?
ecstasypunk (4:34:32 PM): yeah.
ecstasypunk (4:35:56 PM): and it looks like a chick flick
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:36:03 PM): heh
ecstasypunk (4:36:59 PM): i mean come on, modeling agency, fashon shows....damn chick flicks
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:37:17 PM): yeah
ecstasypunk (4:37:33 PM): what else is there to do?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:37:43 PM): hmm
ecstasypunk (4:39:12 PM): is today the 29th?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:39:20 PM): no
ecstasypunk (4:39:27 PM): i didn't think so
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:39:30 PM): 28
ecstasypunk (4:39:39 PM): yes
ecstasypunk (4:39:51 PM): odd...the weather says that it's friday the 29th
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:40:02 PM): hmm
ecstasypunk (4:44:47 PM): SHOPPING
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:44:51 PM): uhh
ecstasypunk (4:44:59 PM): no?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:45:15 PM): no?
ecstasypunk (4:45:18 PM): ok
ecstasypunk (4:45:35 PM): just a random thought. i was thinking about how many stores we have in ankeny
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:46:05 PM): uh huh
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:46:24 PM): i'm being yelled at
ecstasypunk (4:46:29 PM): i see
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:46:56 PM): yeah
ecstasypunk (4:47:05 PM): sounds like fun
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:47:08 PM): no
ecstasypunk (4:47:25 PM): aww...but getting yelled at is just dandy
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:47:32 PM): oh yeah
ecstasypunk (4:47:37 PM): :-p
ecstasypunk (4:47:44 PM): :-P
ecstasypunk (4:47:51 PM): :p
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:47:55 PM): dsoytuyitui?
ecstasypunk (4:47:56 PM): :-p
ecstasypunk (4:48:01 PM): IT DOESN'T WORK
ecstasypunk (4:48:04 PM): :-D
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:48:10 PM): ok
ecstasypunk (4:48:17 PM): oh..i disabled the smileys
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:48:23 PM): oh
ecstasypunk (4:48:30 PM): that explains a lot
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:48:46 PM): uh huh
ecstasypunk (4:48:52 PM):
ecstasypunk (4:48:54 PM): there we go
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:49:04 PM): ok
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:49:52 PM): so i should be going
ecstasypunk (4:49:58 PM): yeah.
ecstasypunk (4:49:58 PM): ok
ecstasypunk (4:50:18 PM): call if you figure out anything to do? or just want to talk
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:50:26 PM): when?
ecstasypunk (4:50:33 PM): whenever
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:50:41 PM): whenever?
ecstasypunk (4:50:43 PM): im sure i'll be home.
ecstasypunk (4:50:50 PM): except at 3 in the morning?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:50:55 PM): k
ecstasypunk (4:51:04 PM): yes, whenever
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:51:14 PM): ok
ecstasypunk (4:51:18 PM): ok
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:51:28 PM): my cousins will be coming over tonight
ecstasypunk (4:51:39 PM): are you going bowling with them?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:51:45 PM): i dont think so
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:51:56 PM): past their bed time;-)
ecstasypunk (4:51:59 PM): mm-hmm
ecstasypunk (4:52:03 PM): how old are they?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:52:09 PM): uhh
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:52:40 PM): 7, 10, 13 i think
ecstasypunk (4:53:03 PM): cute
ecstasypunk (4:53:17 PM): just little kids then?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:53:22 PM): yeah
ecstasypunk (4:53:28 PM): especially 13...wow, how young
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:53:33 PM): oh yeah
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:53:38 PM): being yelled at more
ecstasypunk (4:53:40 PM): i see
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:53:43 PM): yeah
ecstasypunk (4:53:43 PM): you should go?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:53:46 PM): yeah
ecstasypunk (4:53:49 PM): ok
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:54:03 PM): ok
ecstasypunk (4:54:05 PM): ok
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:54:21 PM): talk to you on Tue....whenever?
ecstasypunk (4:54:31 PM): yes...whenever
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:54:33 PM): ok
ecstasypunk (4:54:38 PM): i love you
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:54:41 PM): i love you
ecstasypunk (4:54:46 PM): farwell
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:54:55 PM): bye
ecstasypunk (4:55:01 PM): bye

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 28 May :: 5.14pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: none

::sigh::
summer is silly.
i've accomplished nothing
but perhaps is justin isn't doing anything else this weekend we might do something.
:-D
yay.
i had a very nice nap today
lol.
except for the dream...blah.
lots of dying people.
but it's supposed to take 90 min to reach the REM state.
hmm.
oh wait, after noon naps=less time for REM state.
hehe.
i know to much about dreams.
blah.
except now that i dont pay attention to them they're scary and it's like they want to me pay attention to them again.
but i shalln't
i need a break
maybe once school starts again.
yeah.
i need to go to the phone.
later.
-holly-

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 27 May :: 7.32pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: The Sharphint of New Tears - Dashboard Confessional

Justin asked!
He asked me today.
We were on the phone and he's like "It's the 27th, why haven't I asked yet?"
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Yes!!
yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.
I could not be happier.
I LOVE MY JUSTIN!
-holly-

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 27 May :: 8.50am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: So Impossible - Dashboard Confessional

it's the 27th.
May 27th.
what the fuck am i going to do?
i that i shall just lay down and cry.

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