loner-skyz
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2004 26 May :: 7.16pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Living In Your Letters - Dashboard Confessional
dashboard concert/early out
holly went to see the dashboard concert last night, with tay.
twas at the val aire ballroom.
yesh.
and a couple other girls that we knew were there....
three other bands played, Motion City, Thrice, and TheGetUpKids
yeah.
Dashboard was the best!
then again so was crowd surfing...
:-D
sam's like "you really crowd surfed??'
lol.
taylor insisted on putting make-up on me.
and devin was such a sweetie.
except when he found out i was ticklish..lol.
but justin is ticklish......uh, yeah perhaps i should move onto today, since im getting sidetracked with it already.
___~*Today*~___
Justin, Joseph, and i walked to the park, but Joseph stopped at his house to get a basketball.
he stayed for awhile...long enough for him to shoot some hoops, and sit on the slide.
and get hit by justin with the ball.
yeah.
then he desided to leave, and so since justin and i were on the merry go round, he spun us really fast.
cant say what happened for the next 5 or 10 minutes...i head my head buried so i wouldn't get dizzy.
yes.
then a little later some lil boys came.
two of them.
the one little boy was listening to his cd player and he's like "this song is gay."
hehe.
he twas listening to rap...eww.
so justin and i left.
we got to his house a bit before 2.
and made cookies.
and talked...and ate cookies.
i stayed there until 4:15ish.
yesh.
such fun.
then we went to tropic sno on the way home...
mm-hmm.
it's summer.
the fact has yet to sink in.
blah.
i should go.
-holly-
hug
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2004 23 May :: 12.01pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: There Goes My Life - Kenney Chesney
er..form thingy
-C U R R E N T-
CLOTHES: Groove Tube Jersey, Blue pj pants w/ stars and clouds
MOOD: bored
MUSIC: There Goes My Life - Kenney Chesney
TASTE: Rice Krispy Bar
HAIR: up in a pony tail with my bangs in my eyes
ANNOYANCE: my bangs tickling my nose
SMELL: uh..nothing really
DESKTOP PICTURE: the beach ::sigh::
FAVOURITE GROUP: umm...Dashboard Confessional maybe?
BOOK YOU’RE READING: Practical Magic..and some Ann Rule book
CD(s) IN PLAYER: Matchbox Twenty, Sixpence None The Richer
DVD IN PLAYER: probably Uptown Girls..or The Craft
COLOUR OF TOENAILS: well...the colour that they are without paint?
REFRESHMENT: sadly, nothing
WORRY: that my parents shall come home
-L A S T . P E R S O N...-
YOU TOUCHED: uh...probably...taylor (the lil girl i babysat for)
YOU TALKED TO: my mother
YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: justin
HUGGED: well the last person I hugged was justin, but hunter gave me a hug..
YOU INSTANT MESSAGED: um..taylor?
YOU YELLED AT: taylor and hunter..
YOU KISSED: I do not wish to tell...
---FAVORITE...---
FOOD: hmm...chinese maybe
DRINK: welch's strawberry soda...or juice
COLOUR: grey
ALBUM: More Than You Think You Are
SHOES: my chucks
CANDY: um, skittles?
ANIMAL: stryder
MOVIE: The Aristocats :-D
DANCE: idk
SONG: Unwell..or Ghost of A Good Thing..or The Best Deceptions. But we'll go with Unwell
VEGETABLE: potatoes?
FRUIT: strawberries
CARTOON: Spounge Bob?
-ARE YOU...
UNDERSTANDING: umm..sometimes
OPEN-MINDED: i try
ARROGANT: hell no, i'm too insecure.
INSECURE: very much so.
INTERESTING: probably not
RANDOM: yes
HUNGRY: never
SMART: nah
MOODY: oh boy, yes.
CHILDISH: im 4..so i guess yeah
HARD WORKING: not really
ORGANIZED: well...in my own disorganized way
HEALTHY: umm..no. not really.
SHY: yup
DIFFICULT: yup
ATTRACTIVE: heh. NO
BORED EASILY: nah
MESSY: always
THIRSTY: yes
RESPONSIBLE: sometimes
ANGRY: not at the moment
SAD: not really....wow
HAPPY: lately, yes
HYPER: yeah
TRUSTING: "Appear to be trusting" one of my mottos....not really though
TALKATIVE: uhh...sometimes
-W H O . D O . Y O U . W A N T T O...-
KILL: well..zachary..yeah
SLAP: taylor jo.. ::wink, wink::
GET REALLY WASTED WITH: lol. taylor or mindy
GET HIGH WITH: mindy
TALK TO OFFLINE: justin..on his front porch
TALK TO ONLINE: justin...or david
MY NAME IS: Holly..i guess
IN THE MORNING I AM: tired, and really wanting to go back to ben
ALL I NEED IS: my friends and some paper and a pen...and stryder
LOVE IS: real?
I'M AFRAID OF: being alone
I DREAM ABOUT: dead people...other random shit
-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .
PICTURED YOUR CRUSH'S NAKED: of course not...
ACTUALLY SEEN YOUR CRUSH NAKED: no
BEEN IN LOVE: why yes
CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: no...i keep those feelings inside
LIED: why of course
-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
COKE OR PEPSI: sprite
FLOWERS OR CANDY: Flowers i think..
TALL OR SHORT: tall
W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST: eyes
LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH: justin
WORST QUESTION TO ASK: Can we just take a break for awhile?
MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: umm...well justin when he's happy and hyper
MAKES YOU SMILE: thinking about last summer and this summer
GIVES YOU A FUNNY FEELING WHEN YOU SEE THEM: what kind of funny feeling? like the one i get when i see taylor jo?
WHO HAS A CRUSH ON YOU: uh...no one?
IS EASIEST TO TALK TO: taylor jo....i think
D O. Y O U .E V E R-
SIT ON THE INTERNET ALL NIGHT WAITING FOR THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE TO I.M. YOU? of course not. ::giggles::
WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX? heh..sure
CRIED BECAUSE OF SOMEONE SAYING SOMETHING TO YOU?: well actually it was written, but yeah
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
BEEN REJECTED? it's what i base my life on
REJECTED SOMEONE? umm..sure
USED SOMEONE? no
BEEN CHEATED ON? nah
DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRET? every day
-E X T R A S-
SMOKE CIGARETTES? ewww...did you know, that if you smoke you'll die?
COULD YOU LIVE WITHOUT THE COMPUTER? no.
COLOUR YOUR HAIR? oh guess what? i might dye my hair reddish auburn this summer!
EVER GET OFF THE COMPUTER? sometimes
HABLA ESPANOL? si, si!
HOW MANY PEEPS ARE ON UR BUDDY LIST? uhh..a lot
DRINK ALCOHOL? not often
LIKE WATCHING SUNRISES OR SUNSETS? both
WHAT HURTS THE MOST, PHYSICAL OR EMOTIONAL PAIN? emotional..scars heal, glory fades, and all you're left with are the memories
- N U M B E R OF-
TIMES I HAVE HAD MY HEART BROKEN: 2ish?
OF HEARTS I HAVE BROKEN: none..i guess
OF GUYS I’VE KISSED (NOT COUNTING FAMILY): blah
OF GIRLS I’VE KISSED (NOT COUNTING FAMILY): well..... ::wink, wink::
OF CONTINENTS I HAVE LIVED IN: 1
OF TIGHT FRIENDS: two or three
OF CD’S THAT I OWN: oh my...atleast 100
OF SCARS ON MY BODY: too many to count.
OF THINGS IN MY PAST THAT I REGRET : uhh...i cant count that high
-Y O U R T H O U G H T S-
I KNOW: nothing
I WANT: someone stable
I HAVE: a pile of empty promises
I WISH: to fly away
I HATE: mean people
I FEAR: the dark lonely nights
I HEAR: silent sounds
I SEARCH: for something I'll never find.
I WONDER: what lies ahead
I REGRET: a lot
I LOVE: the new happiness
I ACHE: for regrowth
I CARE: too much
I ALWAYS: care
I AM NOT: going to die
I DANCE: when i shouldn't.
I SING: songs
I CRY: not as much any more
I DO NOT ALWAYS: admit my feelings
I FIGHT: with my family
I WRITE: too much.
I WIN: i always win :-D
I LOSE: everything
I CONFUSE: everyone
I LISTEN: for your voice
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: in my room
I NEED: to get some sleep
I AM HAPPY: more recently
I SHOULD HAVE: gone over to justin's
im done.
later.
-holly-
hug
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2004 22 May :: 3.03pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Unwell - Matchbox Twenty
new icebreaker for woohu
okay, the new icebreaker question for all woohu users is:
Did you pay?
lol.
not very many people have.
Woohu is going to be like a close-knit lil community.
heh.
Users paid: 668 - 2.9 %
Users unpaid: 22081 - 97.1 %
we just need 1 more person to pay and it'd be lucky 669.
lol.
so i guess by tomorrow it'll just be a 668 member community.
such smallness.
oh well.
-naya-
p.s.
if you read the convos start at the bottom one
and work your way up.
hug
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loner-skyz
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2004 22 May :: 11.57pm
:: Mood: very very very hyper
:: Music: Only Gift That I Need - Dashboard Confessional
chat rooms...and justin
pboiler16 has entered the room.
(11:08:53 PM)LilGolly17 has entered the room.
(11:08:53 PM)NYJetsFan4Life28 has entered the room.
(11:08:53 PM)LiLiCeDeViL6914 has entered the room.
(11:08:53 PM)VeryCarefully007 has entered the room.
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:08:57 PM): hehe
VeryCarefully007(11:09:00 PM): lol
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:09:00 PM): hey
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:09:02 PM): who r u all
LilGolly17(11:09:07 PM): i'm golly
VeryCarefully007(11:09:10 PM): a nameless child?
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:09:16 PM): yes
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:09:17 PM): i figured that
pboiler16(11:09:19 PM): me liz
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:09:26 PM): im guessing nameless child is holly?
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:09:29 PM): i kno u liz
pboiler16(11:09:34 PM): lol
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:09:34 PM): i kno ny is justin
VeryCarefully007(11:09:35 PM): nah...nameless
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:09:38 PM): uh
pboiler16(11:09:44 PM): verycarefully is holly?
VeryCarefully007(11:09:48 PM): NEVER
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:09:48 PM): idk
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:09:50 PM): who is it?
pboiler16(11:10:00 PM): hey holly!
LilGolly17(11:10:01 PM): who is who? WHAT!
VeryCarefully007(11:10:02 PM): a nameless, very tired child
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:10:09 PM): TIRED?
LilGolly17(11:10:23 PM): tired...me too i just finished my alien
VeryCarefully007(11:10:26 PM): who is only four and needs to go to bed before PAVO goes insane
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:10:35 PM): but
VeryCarefully007(11:10:38 PM):
pboiler16(11:10:40 PM): lol
LilGolly17(11:10:41 PM): pavo is already inane
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:10:46 PM): dsoytuyitui
LilGolly17(11:10:47 PM): insane*
VeryCarefully007(11:10:50 PM): i does
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:10:57 PM): hows that?
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:11:02 PM): so who is verycarefully
pboiler16(11:11:07 PM): i think tis holly
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:11:10 PM): verycarefully
VeryCarefully007(11:11:10 PM): very carefully
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:11:12 PM): so im rite?
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:11:16 PM): rite?
LilGolly17(11:11:26 PM): lalalalalaaaala
VeryCarefully007(11:11:27 PM): just a tired lil four year old justin likes
pboiler16(11:11:27 PM): i think
pboiler16(11:11:33 PM): yes it must be
pboiler16(11:11:33 PM): lol
VeryCarefully007(11:11:35 PM):
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:11:39 PM): yep id say its holly
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:11:44 PM): i was rite!
LilGolly17(11:11:46 PM): turning four this year again
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:11:47 PM): wow im good!
VeryCarefully007(11:11:47 PM): for special reasons
LilGolly17(11:12:05 PM): who be you lilicedevil
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:12:12 PM): tehe
pboiler16(11:12:23 PM): teeter
VeryCarefully007(11:12:31 PM): holly might know....but she shall say nothing
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:12:38 PM): hmm
LilGolly17(11:12:42 PM): shall is a helping verb
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:12:49 PM): i wouldnt kno
VeryCarefully007(11:12:50 PM): that's....exciting?
pboiler16(11:12:53 PM): lol
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:12:57 PM): i usually fall asleep in language
LilGolly17(11:12:58 PM): yes very
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:13:03 PM): TO THE MYSTERY MACHINE!!!!!!!!!!!
pboiler16(11:13:08 PM): scooby doooooo
VeryCarefully007(11:13:10 PM): lol
LilGolly17(11:13:14 PM): i can't my shins will be kicked
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:13:21 PM): hehe
VeryCarefully007(11:13:22 PM): signs of inanity justin
VeryCarefully007(11:13:35 PM): insanity*
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:13:36 PM): i have their roller car
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:13:42 PM): from mcdonalds!
pboiler16(11:13:48 PM): yes she will
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:13:52 PM): varoooooooomm!!!!!
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:13:53 PM): i made it ride the bowl at the skatepark!
LilGolly17(11:13:55 PM): i don't like mcdonalds....SONIC
VeryCarefully007(11:13:58 PM): lol
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:14:02 PM): i didnt eat it!
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:14:06 PM): no way!
pboiler16(11:14:06 PM): mcdonalds rules..i got a lil video game in my happy meal
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:14:10 PM): i just wanted the cool car thing
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:14:13 PM): the hedgehog?
VeryCarefully007(11:14:20 PM): i thought they had neopets at mcdonalds
pboiler16(11:14:26 PM): no burgerking
pboiler16(11:14:27 PM): lol
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:14:27 PM): NEO
LilGolly17(11:14:28 PM): scary
pboiler16(11:14:34 PM): i went there last nite
pboiler16(11:14:34 PM): lol
VeryCarefully007(11:14:34 PM): ok
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:14:44 PM): wow we all is very weird
pboiler16(11:14:50 PM): and the words tasted good...hate that book
VeryCarefully007(11:14:50 PM): uh-huh
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:14:53 PM): hehe
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:14:56 PM): tehe
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:14:57 PM): lol
VeryCarefully007(11:15:01 PM): ::giggles::
pboiler16(11:15:05 PM): that was a gay book
LilGolly17(11:15:06 PM): i learned what ceo stands for today
VeryCarefully007(11:15:11 PM): uhhhh
VeryCarefully007(11:15:14 PM): wow?
pboiler16(11:15:16 PM): me toooo
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:15:17 PM): hehe
LilGolly17(11:15:19 PM): yes
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:15:21 PM): CEO
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:15:23 PM): C
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:15:24 PM): E
LilGolly17(11:15:25 PM): teehhe
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:15:26 PM): O
LiLiCeDeViL6914(11:15:28 PM): what is CEO stand for
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:15:31 PM): CCCCCCEEEEEEEOOOOOOOOOOOo
LilGolly17(11:15:37 PM): chief
LilGolly17(11:15:41 PM): executive
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:15:43 PM): executive
VeryCarefully007(11:15:44 PM): ::uncontrollable giggles::
LilGolly17(11:15:45 PM): officer
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:15:55 PM): CHIEF
(11:15:55 PM)LiLiCeDeViL6914 has left the room.
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:15:59 PM): EXECUTIVE
VeryCarefully007(11:16:00 PM): heh
pboiler16(11:16:01 PM): bye bye kelsey
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:16:02 PM): OFFICER
LilGolly17(11:16:11 PM): hellarious
VeryCarefully007(11:16:20 PM): boo, you're making me crazy
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:16:22 PM):
LilGolly17(11:16:31 PM): hmm
pboiler16(11:16:38 PM): u said hell!!!!
VeryCarefully007(11:16:45 PM): GOLLY SAID A BAD WORD!!
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:16:47 PM):
LilGolly17(11:16:47 PM): no hellarious
pboiler16(11:16:56 PM): but that has hell in it
VeryCarefully007(11:17:01 PM): bad, bad, bad
LilGolly17(11:17:02 PM): u just said it
LilGolly17(11:17:09 PM): i said it in a word
pboiler16(11:17:12 PM): sooooo
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:17:13 PM): naughty
LilGolly17(11:17:20 PM): NO I'M NOT!
VeryCarefully007(11:17:21 PM): ::shakes finger at liz and golly:: BAD!
pboiler16(11:17:27 PM): me sorry.
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:17:30 PM): SHAME!!!!!!!
LilGolly17(11:17:40 PM): Shut up holly no one cares bout you
VeryCarefully007(11:17:47 PM): ::sobs:: happiness gone
pboiler16(11:17:48 PM): !
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:17:48 PM): but
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:17:50 PM): but
pboiler16(11:17:51 PM): amy mean!
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:17:52 PM): but
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:17:52 PM): but
LilGolly17(11:17:57 PM): grr
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:17:58 PM): MEANNESS
LilGolly17(11:18:08 PM):
VeryCarefully007(11:18:09 PM): GOLLY YOU'RE JUST FULL OF MEAN-NESS!!!
pboiler16(11:18:14 PM): lol
LilGolly17(11:18:21 PM): i get it from holly
VeryCarefully007(11:18:23 PM): nerd
LilGolly17(11:18:24 PM): what can i say
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:18:29 PM):
LilGolly17(11:18:33 PM): erin loves nerds
VeryCarefully007(11:18:35 PM): atleast im pretty!
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:18:42 PM): yes
LilGolly17(11:18:43 PM): ::snicker::
VeryCarefully007(11:18:48 PM):
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:18:54 PM): hey
VeryCarefully007(11:18:58 PM): i does
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:18:58 PM): dsoytuyitui
pboiler16(11:19:01 PM): brb..something is burning
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:19:05 PM): hehe
VeryCarefully007(11:19:05 PM): oops
LilGolly17(11:19:07 PM): ahh
VeryCarefully007(11:19:07 PM): sorry liz
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:19:09 PM): cd
VeryCarefully007(11:19:14 PM): yes, my thoughts
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:19:15 PM): BURN
LilGolly17(11:19:23 PM): burn...skeleton
VeryCarefully007(11:19:23 PM): BIG FLAME!
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:19:26 PM): BURN IT ALL
VeryCarefully007(11:19:35 PM): i should bring it on mondya
VeryCarefully007(11:19:38 PM): monday*
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:19:40 PM): yes
VeryCarefully007(11:19:46 PM): i shall
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:19:52 PM): where
LilGolly17(11:19:54 PM): shall....loser
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:19:59 PM): am
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:20:00 PM): are
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:20:00 PM): is
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:20:01 PM): was
VeryCarefully007(11:20:02 PM): BUT GOLLY DOESN'T GET TO SEE IT COS SHE' S stupid
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:20:03 PM): were
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:20:04 PM): be
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:20:08 PM): being
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:20:10 PM): been
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:20:14 PM): do
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:20:15 PM): does
LilGolly17(11:20:17 PM): smarter than justin and you
VeryCarefully007(11:20:17 PM): did
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:20:20 PM): did
LilGolly17(11:20:20 PM): and liz
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:20:26 PM): have
LilGolly17(11:20:26 PM): ha
VeryCarefully007(11:20:29 PM): had
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:20:31 PM): has
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:20:36 PM): had
VeryCarefully007(11:20:40 PM): fine
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:20:42 PM): SHALL
LilGolly17(11:20:46 PM): spit
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:20:47 PM): will
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:20:51 PM): should
pboiler16(11:20:54 PM): back, moms candle got the napkins on the table
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:20:54 PM): would
VeryCarefully007(11:20:55 PM): shouldn't?
pboiler16(11:20:55 PM): lol
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:20:57 PM): may
LilGolly17(11:21:00 PM): oo my
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:21:02 PM): might
VeryCarefully007(11:21:05 PM): might not
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:21:06 PM): must
VeryCarefully007(11:21:09 PM): must not
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:21:17 PM): can
VeryCarefully007(11:21:19 PM): cant
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:21:20 PM): could
VeryCarefully007(11:21:23 PM): couldn't
LilGolly17(11:21:23 PM): not is not a verb
VeryCarefully007(11:21:28 PM): IS TOO
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:21:31 PM): those are the helping verbs
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:21:37 PM): !!!!!
VeryCarefully007(11:21:37 PM): we noticed?
LilGolly17(11:21:59 PM): not is NOT a verb
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:22:05 PM): yes huh
LilGolly17(11:22:11 PM): noooo
VeryCarefully007(11:22:11 PM): GO AWAY YOU STUPID GOLLY
LilGolly17(11:22:16 PM): spit
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:22:18 PM): hehe
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:22:20 PM): golly
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:22:21 PM): holly
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:22:23 PM): hehe
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:22:26 PM): hehe
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:22:27 PM): hehe
VeryCarefully007(11:22:28 PM): ::giggles::
LilGolly17(11:22:35 PM): yes molly holly golly
pboiler16(11:22:37 PM): this is a mean fight ladies
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:22:42 PM): dolly
VeryCarefully007(11:22:45 PM): im winning
VeryCarefully007(11:22:51 PM): solly
pboiler16(11:22:56 PM): lol
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:23:00 PM): ollie
LilGolly17(11:23:01 PM): jollyu
VeryCarefully007(11:23:04 PM): bolly
LilGolly17(11:23:04 PM): jolly*
LilGolly17(11:23:08 PM): polly
VeryCarefully007(11:23:09 PM): BALL!!!!
LilGolly17(11:23:11 PM): wolly
LilGolly17(11:23:14 PM): s
LilGolly17(11:23:17 PM): balls*
VeryCarefully007(11:23:18 PM): ball....bally
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:23:18 PM): polly
LilGolly17(11:23:26 PM): i said polly
VeryCarefully007(11:23:29 PM): BALL
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:23:33 PM): Pauly want a cracker
VeryCarefully007(11:23:37 PM): BALL
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:23:40 PM): BALL
VeryCarefully007(11:23:44 PM): BALL
VeryCarefully007(11:23:48 PM): BALL
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:23:50 PM): Ball?
VeryCarefully007(11:23:52 PM): BALL
LilGolly17(11:23:57 PM): crack not crackers
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:24:02 PM): coke
VeryCarefully007(11:24:06 PM): CRACK...ERS
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:24:10 PM): yes
VeryCarefully007(11:24:14 PM): i had crack...ers for lunch
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:24:15 PM): cola
LilGolly17(11:24:18 PM): yes
LilGolly17(11:24:26 PM): much crack ers
VeryCarefully007(11:24:39 PM): golly: "duh, mrs. ko..."
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:24:41 PM): i dont need those
VeryCarefully007(11:24:50 PM): BALLS?
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:24:57 PM): i have sleep deprivation
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:24:59 PM): so
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:25:01 PM): HA!
VeryCarefully007(11:25:03 PM): balls?
LilGolly17(11:25:07 PM): he
LilGolly17(11:25:12 PM): she's....
VeryCarefully007(11:25:17 PM): BALLY?
LilGolly17(11:25:17 PM): ahhh!
LilGolly17(11:25:22 PM): tolly
VeryCarefully007(11:25:31 PM): zolly
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:25:35 PM): follie
LilGolly17(11:25:36 PM): nolly
VeryCarefully007(11:25:39 PM): jollie
LilGolly17(11:25:47 PM): xolly
VeryCarefully007(11:25:51 PM): quolly
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:25:53 PM): LOLLY
VeryCarefully007(11:25:58 PM): BALLY
LilGolly17(11:26:42 PM): qolly
VeryCarefully007(11:26:56 PM): you cant have a q with out a u after it...NERD
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:27:05 PM): yeah
LilGolly17(11:27:08 PM): yes uh
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:27:11 PM): they got married
LilGolly17(11:27:17 PM): shut up justin we all hate you
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:27:18 PM): and they're inseprable
VeryCarefully007(11:27:19 PM): DUH MRS. GOLLY
LilGolly17(11:27:27 PM): durr
VeryCarefully007(11:27:29 PM): ::giggles more::
LilGolly17(11:27:42 PM): teehhe
VeryCarefully007(11:27:48 PM): hey, that's mine
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:27:52 PM): tehe
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:27:53 PM): hee
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:27:55 PM): hehe
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:27:57 PM): lol
VeryCarefully007(11:28:04 PM): tree with a hole
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:28:16 PM): ok
VeryCarefully007(11:28:24 PM): you should ask joseph about that?
LilGolly17(11:28:28 PM): holes.....
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:28:35 PM): ok
VeryCarefully007(11:28:35 PM): BALLS
LilGolly17(11:28:47 PM): ::rolls::
VeryCarefully007(11:28:48 PM): actually he might not remember
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:28:55 PM): because
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:29:00 PM): you know those cows
LilGolly17(11:29:05 PM): george
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:29:06 PM): they forget
VeryCarefully007(11:29:15 PM): and it wasn't any of us he talked about it with?
LilGolly17(11:29:24 PM): jess stole george from me
VeryCarefully007(11:29:31 PM): but.....
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:29:38 PM): good
VeryCarefully007(11:29:39 PM): she had george forever
LilGolly17(11:29:49 PM): i no
LilGolly17(11:29:51 PM): then
LilGolly17(11:29:54 PM): i got it
VeryCarefully007(11:29:58 PM): you STOLE him
LilGolly17(11:29:58 PM): i mean him
LilGolly17(11:30:04 PM): in civics
VeryCarefully007(11:30:08 PM): she was simply taking him back
LilGolly17(11:30:13 PM): no
VeryCarefully007(11:30:16 PM): yes
LilGolly17(11:30:18 PM): no
VeryCarefully007(11:30:19 PM): GEORGE NAPPER
LilGolly17(11:30:20 PM): noooooo
VeryCarefully007(11:30:26 PM): yep
(11:30:32 PM)pboiler16 has left the room.
LilGolly17(11:30:32 PM): she stole him from paige
VeryCarefully007(11:30:34 PM): admit it, you have a problem
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:30:36 PM): eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
LilGolly17(11:30:38 PM): no!
VeryCarefully007(11:30:40 PM): you're obsessed with george
LilGolly17(11:30:45 PM): no
VeryCarefully007(11:30:46 PM): why e?
LilGolly17(11:30:47 PM): i'm not
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:30:59 PM): iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
LilGolly17(11:30:59 PM): e's r ugly
VeryCarefully007(11:31:13 PM): but e is the most popular letter and the most used
LilGolly17(11:31:23 PM): so it's still ugly
VeryCarefully007(11:31:24 PM): amy mariE golliE
VeryCarefully007(11:31:31 PM): amiE
LilGolly17(11:31:31 PM): golly!
VeryCarefully007(11:31:32 PM): 8
VeryCarefully007(11:31:33 PM): 8
VeryCarefully007(11:31:35 PM): 888888888
LilGolly17(11:31:37 PM): loser
LilGolly17(11:31:41 PM): amy
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:31:44 PM): abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz
VeryCarefully007(11:31:52 PM): amiE mariE golliE
VeryCarefully007(11:32:01 PM): how come q and u aren't together?
LilGolly17(11:32:02 PM): abcdfghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz
VeryCarefully007(11:32:08 PM): did they get divorced?
LilGolly17(11:32:17 PM): alwayz and forever
VeryCarefully007(11:32:21 PM): shut up
LilGolly17(11:32:27 PM): spit
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:32:41 PM): they're just taking a break
LilGolly17(11:32:49 PM): divorce is inevitable
LilGolly17(11:32:51 PM): ***
LilGolly17(11:32:59 PM): don't now how to spell
VeryCarefully007(11:32:59 PM): ::thinks about other people who are "taking a break::
VeryCarefully007(11:33:05 PM): will they ever get back together?
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:33:09 PM): hmmm
LilGolly17(11:33:10 PM): pounder
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:33:24 PM): of course
VeryCarefully007(11:33:26 PM): under.....
VeryCarefully007(11:33:32 PM): undergARMENTs
LilGolly17(11:33:34 PM): uder....ha
LilGolly17(11:33:39 PM): pink
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:33:43 PM): but
VeryCarefully007(11:33:45 PM): ::giggles::
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:34:06 PM): i'm gunna go cry
VeryCarefully007(11:34:12 PM): awww
VeryCarefully007(11:34:17 PM): what about being happy?
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:34:28 PM): what about going INSANE
VeryCarefully007(11:34:36 PM): dont cry
LilGolly17(11:34:38 PM): insane is good
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:34:40 PM): ok
VeryCarefully007(11:34:42 PM): just cos i have to go....
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:34:51 PM): but
VeryCarefully007(11:34:53 PM): but
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:34:56 PM): but
VeryCarefully007(11:34:59 PM): but
LilGolly17(11:35:07 PM): it's butt duh
LilGolly17(11:35:10 PM): BUTT
LilGolly17(11:35:14 PM): people
VeryCarefully007(11:35:18 PM): "DUH MRS. KO....."
LilGolly17(11:35:32 PM): she has a big butt
VeryCarefully007(11:35:35 PM): lol
VeryCarefully007(11:35:43 PM): justin, golly's stalling me
LilGolly17(11:35:44 PM): it's everywhere
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:35:58 PM): ok
VeryCarefully007(11:36:08 PM): but i have to go
NYJetsFan4Life28(11:36:11 PM): but
LilGolly17(11:36:11 PM): no
VeryCarefully007(11:36:16 PM): yesh
LilGolly17(11:36:47 PM): no yesh is my word
VeryCarefully007(11:36:58 PM): actually it was sam's
LilGolly17(11:37:09 PM): no
LilGolly17(11:37:11 PM): mine
VeryCarefully007(11:37:18 PM): sam had it first!
LilGolly17(11:37:23 PM): i said it first
VeryCarefully007(11:37:33 PM): im leaving
---------------------------------------------------
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:36:40 PM): but
verycarefully007 (11:36:42 PM): but
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:36:56 PM): but
verycarefully007 (11:37:02 PM): but
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:37:23 PM): noooo
verycarefully007 (11:37:29 PM): i have to
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:37:38 PM): but why?
verycarefully007 (11:37:46 PM): cos it's late and im tired?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:37:59 PM): me too
verycarefully007 (11:38:06 PM): so we should both go to bed?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:38:11 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (11:38:16 PM): and be like....
verycarefully007 (11:38:21 PM): sleeping together?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:38:25 PM): but then we'd be like....sleeping together
verycarefully007 (11:38:36 PM): that's okay.....right?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:38:38 PM): ok
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:38:50 PM): yeah
verycarefully007 (11:39:08 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (11:39:14 PM): but i dont wanna go to bed
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:39:25 PM): what else are you going to do?
verycarefully007 (11:39:35 PM): talk to you?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:39:40 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (11:39:51 PM): except, im really tired
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:39:55 PM): yes
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:39:57 PM): me too
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:40:03 PM): have been all day
verycarefully007 (11:40:13 PM): but i have nothing to do tomorrow, so i shall stay up
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:40:20 PM): but
verycarefully007 (11:40:25 PM): but
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:40:30 PM): you should do something tomorrow
verycarefully007 (11:40:34 PM): like?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:40:40 PM): uhh
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:40:43 PM): i dont know
verycarefully007 (11:40:49 PM): me either...so i'll do nothing
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:40:54 PM): ok
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:40:58 PM): thats something
verycarefully007 (11:41:00 PM): what about you?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:41:04 PM): me?
verycarefully007 (11:41:11 PM): yes
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:41:33 PM): i believe i'm going to my aunt's house
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:41:40 PM): if my sister is not sick
verycarefully007 (11:41:50 PM): sounds like fun.......my aunt and uncle are coming over for dinner
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:41:57 PM): i see
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:42:00 PM): then
verycarefully007 (11:42:07 PM): .....
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:42:19 PM): we'll be dining with our aunts and uncles together
verycarefully007 (11:42:28 PM): apparenty
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:42:32 PM): yes
verycarefully007 (11:42:32 PM): apparently*
verycarefully007 (11:42:37 PM): to tired to type
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:42:43 PM): something like that
verycarefully007 (11:42:48 PM): yeah
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:42:52 PM): too*
verycarefully007 (11:43:03 PM): blah
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:43:07 PM): hehe
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:45:48 PM): tired
verycarefully007 (11:45:56 PM): me too
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:46:12 PM): maybe we should go sleep
verycarefully007 (11:46:21 PM): i dont wanna
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:46:30 PM): whys that?
verycarefully007 (11:46:34 PM): to lazy to walk across the hall to my room
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:46:53 PM): so sleep there?
verycarefully007 (11:47:06 PM): nah, it's lonely and scary in here
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:47:23 PM): then go across the hall
verycarefully007 (11:47:30 PM): i dont wanna
verycarefully007 (11:47:40 PM): im scared....the hall monsters might get me
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:47:53 PM): then i shall help
verycarefully007 (11:48:01 PM): how?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:48:06 PM): i dont know
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:48:11 PM): just
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:48:15 PM): pretend im there
verycarefully007 (11:48:20 PM): i
verycarefully007 (11:48:23 PM): cant
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:48:29 PM): why?
verycarefully007 (11:48:49 PM): cos you're to special to just pretend. i want the real you
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:48:58 PM): but
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:49:00 PM): i
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:49:02 PM): cant
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:49:05 PM): get
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:49:07 PM): over there
verycarefully007 (11:49:13 PM): so?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:49:15 PM): i'll fall asleep
verycarefully007 (11:49:24 PM): walk fast?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:49:28 PM): but
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:51:22 PM): i wont make it
verycarefully007 (11:51:29 PM): try?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:51:36 PM): i did
verycarefully007 (11:51:44 PM): try harder
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:51:53 PM): cant make it out of chair
verycarefully007 (11:52:01 PM): awr
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:52:37 PM): but
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:52:42 PM): i must sleep
verycarefully007 (11:53:13 PM): me too?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:53:17 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (11:53:22 PM): but not now
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:53:28 PM): when
verycarefully007 (11:53:47 PM): later
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:54:05 PM): how long?
verycarefully007 (11:54:15 PM): 5 min? midnight
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:54:30 PM): ok
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:54:39 PM): shall we talk til then?
verycarefully007 (11:54:43 PM): is it midnight in 5 min....i just guessed
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:54:50 PM): 7
verycarefully007 (11:54:55 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (11:54:58 PM): sure.....we shall talk
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:55:04 PM): ok
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:55:40 PM): about what shall we talk?
verycarefully007 (11:55:47 PM): sleep
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:55:56 PM): oh great
verycarefully007 (11:56:07 PM): im too tired to think of anything else
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:56:14 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (11:56:22 PM): gtg
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:56:25 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (11:56:36 PM): bedtime
verycarefully007 (11:56:39 PM): i love you
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:56:41 PM): i love you
verycarefully007 (11:56:45 PM): bye
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:56:47 PM): bye
yes, sleepm now.
hug
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loner-skyz
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2004 22 May :: 12.31am
:: Mood: hyper
verycarefully007 (9:27:27 PM): alright, holly's back
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:27:46 PM): hello
verycarefully007 (9:27:51 PM): hello
verycarefully007 (9:28:07 PM): strawberries and grapes are good
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:28:24 PM): pizza isnt so good
verycarefully007 (9:28:37 PM): maybe cos you've already had it today?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:28:43 PM): yeah
verycarefully007 (9:28:54 PM): you can come over and have some of my fruit
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:29:05 PM): that would be nice
verycarefully007 (9:29:16 PM): i have a fork that we could share....
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:29:26 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (9:29:32 PM): i didn't think to bring up two
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:29:36 PM): no spoons
verycarefully007 (9:29:41 PM): never
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:29:58 PM): of course
verycarefully007 (9:30:01 PM): i haven't used a spoon in months
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:30:05 PM): hehe
verycarefully007 (9:30:14 PM): sad, isn't it?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:30:23 PM): not really
verycarefully007 (9:30:40 PM): but, im boycotting (notice it's not strike) them for no reason
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:30:57 PM): thats ok
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:31:08 PM): we do a lot of things for no reason
verycarefully007 (9:31:12 PM): we do?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:31:18 PM): yes
verycarefully007 (9:31:26 PM): i like that.
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:31:30 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (9:31:47 PM): i think that i could get used to this
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:31:53 PM): to what?
verycarefully007 (9:32:00 PM): all this happiness
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:32:05 PM): yes
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:32:08 PM): it is nice
verycarefully007 (9:32:11 PM): yes
verycarefully007 (9:32:42 PM): perhaps if we work together we can learn to be happy again?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:32:55 PM): perhaps
verycarefully007 (9:33:04 PM): shall we try?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:33:11 PM): would you like to
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:33:13 PM): ?
verycarefully007 (9:33:18 PM): i would
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:33:22 PM): i would too
verycarefully007 (9:33:26 PM): i would try very hard
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:33:35 PM): also with me
verycarefully007 (9:33:49 PM): ok, it's a deal then?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:33:56 PM): yeah
verycarefully007 (9:34:06 PM): yay
verycarefully007 (9:35:13 PM): hey, my grapes are all gone..did you steal some?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:35:25 PM): you said i could have some
verycarefully007 (9:35:37 PM): you didnt tell me you were over
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:35:47 PM): uhh
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:35:51 PM): i forgot?
verycarefully007 (9:35:59 PM): that's okay
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:36:04 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (9:36:43 PM): want the last strawberry?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:36:52 PM): sure
verycarefully007 (9:37:03 PM): ::throws it at justin::
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:37:47 PM): ::tries to catch it with mouth but fails miserably::
verycarefully007 (9:38:09 PM): ::picks it up and give it to her poor justin::
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:38:20 PM): tis good
verycarefully007 (9:38:46 PM): yeah...it's been "fixed"
verycarefully007 (9:38:54 PM): with splenda!
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:38:56 PM): uhh
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:38:59 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (9:39:20 PM): tehe
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:39:41 PM): good
verycarefully007 (9:39:53 PM): yes..very
verycarefully007 (9:41:02 PM): now...how about a nice song to make things even more last summerish and happy?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:41:14 PM): sure
verycarefully007 (9:41:22 PM): yay
verycarefully007 (9:41:31 PM): now what one should we sing...
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:41:42 PM): hmm...
verycarefully007 (9:41:54 PM): i think there's this one song....
verycarefully007 (9:42:00 PM): not feeling okay?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:42:07 PM): huh
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:42:13 PM): never heard of it
verycarefully007 (9:42:29 PM): uh..maybe it's.... un....un..un...unwell?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:42:37 PM): oh
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:42:44 PM): i think i've heard of that
verycarefully007 (9:42:56 PM): i think it's a nerdy song, but we could sing it just for shits and giggles
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:43:06 PM): ok
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:43:13 PM): mostly giggles
verycarefully007 (9:43:17 PM): yes
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:43:25 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (9:43:30 PM): go ahead
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:43:47 PM): nah
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:43:49 PM): you start
verycarefully007 (9:43:58 PM): but...what if i start wrong
verycarefully007 (9:44:09 PM): besides, you always start
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:44:11 PM): thats ok
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:44:16 PM): uh
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:44:20 PM): let me think
verycarefully007 (9:44:34 PM): (holly did not cheat and print the lyrics)
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:44:42 PM): ok
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:44:56 PM): all night?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:45:03 PM): day?
verycarefully007 (9:45:06 PM): day
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:45:07 PM): yes day
verycarefully007 (9:45:12 PM): yes
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:45:12 PM): all day
verycarefully007 (9:45:18 PM): staring at the..........floor?
verycarefully007 (9:45:25 PM): or..ceiling?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:45:28 PM): ceiling
verycarefully007 (9:45:38 PM): staring at the ceiling
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:46:03 PM): makin friends with shadows on my wall
verycarefully007 (9:46:18 PM): all night, hearing voices telling me that i should get some sleep
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:46:49 PM): because tomorrow might be good for somethin
verycarefully007 (9:47:04 PM): hold on, feeling like im headed for a break down
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:47:21 PM): and i dont know why
verycarefully007 (9:47:33 PM): but im not crazy im just a little unwell
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:48:08 PM): i know right now you cant tell
verycarefully007 (9:48:22 PM): but stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:48:34 PM): a different side of me
verycarefully007 (9:48:47 PM): im not crazy im just a little impaired
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:49:00 PM): i know right now you dont care
verycarefully007 (9:49:13 PM): but soon enought you're gunna think of me
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:49:32 PM): and how i used to be
verycarefully007 (9:49:43 PM): me..im talking to myself in public
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:50:15 PM): dodgin glances on the train
verycarefully007 (9:50:30 PM): and i know..i know they've all been talking about me
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:50:52 PM): i can hear them whisper
verycarefully007 (9:51:10 PM): and it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:51:55 PM): out of all the hours thinkin somehow i've lost my mind
verycarefully007 (9:52:10 PM): but im not crazy im just a little unwell
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:52:28 PM): i know right now you cant tell
verycarefully007 (9:52:47 PM): but stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:53:03 PM): a different side of me
verycarefully007 (9:53:14 PM): im not crazy im just a little impaired
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:53:48 PM): i know right now you dont care
verycarefully007 (9:54:01 PM): but soon enough you're gunna think of me
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:54:21 PM): and how i used to be
verycarefully007 (9:54:32 PM): ive been talking in my sleep
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:54:44 PM): pretty soon they'll come to get me
verycarefully007 (9:54:54 PM): yeah they're taking me away
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:55:20 PM): i'm not crazy i'm just a little unwell
verycarefully007 (9:55:31 PM): i know right now you cant tell
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:56:01 PM): but stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
verycarefully007 (9:56:08 PM): a different side of me
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:56:34 PM): i'm not crazy i'm just a little impaired
verycarefully007 (9:56:42 PM): i know right now you dont care
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:57:00 PM): but soon enough you're gunna think of me
verycarefully007 (9:57:13 PM): and how i used to be
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:57:41 PM): how i used to be
verycarefully007 (9:58:02 PM): well im just a little unwell
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:58:15 PM): how i used to be
verycarefully007 (9:58:22 PM): how i used to be
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:58:31 PM): i'm just a little unwell
verycarefully007 (9:58:39 PM): ::claps:: YAY
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:58:46 PM): hehe
verycarefully007 (9:58:57 PM): such fun...
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:59:05 PM): uh huh
verycarefully007 (9:59:41 PM): ::sighs and thinks of last summer::
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:59:47 PM): well
verycarefully007 (9:59:54 PM): well?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:00:03 PM): i hear that summer is only 3 days away
verycarefully007 (10:00:19 PM): i hear there's only 15 hours of school left
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:00:26 PM): hmm
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:00:34 PM): thats not very much
verycarefully007 (10:00:39 PM): nope
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:00:49 PM): is that a good thing?
verycarefully007 (10:00:58 PM): im not sure
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:06:05 PM): so.....
verycarefully007 (10:06:10 PM): yes
verycarefully007 (10:07:53 PM): holly wishes she could come see you
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:08:50 PM): yes
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:08:54 PM): that would be nice
verycarefully007 (10:08:58 PM): definatly
verycarefully007 (10:09:17 PM): if only we hadn't moved out here
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:09:23 PM): if only
verycarefully007 (10:09:33 PM): damn...i lived so close
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:09:41 PM): so very close
verycarefully007 (10:09:53 PM): ::cries::
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:10:01 PM): please dont
verycarefully007 (10:10:05 PM): ok
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:11:36 PM): but....
verycarefully007 (10:11:43 PM): ...
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:11:49 PM): it was close
verycarefully007 (10:11:58 PM): yes
verycarefully007 (10:15:03 PM): i want more fruit
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:15:07 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (10:15:11 PM): no.
verycarefully007 (10:15:16 PM): i dont deserve more
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:15:22 PM): yes
verycarefully007 (10:15:28 PM): nope
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:15:36 PM): why not?
verycarefully007 (10:15:50 PM): cos i dont
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:15:59 PM): but why dont you?
verycarefully007 (10:16:19 PM): becase food makes you fat...
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:16:29 PM): but
verycarefully007 (10:17:02 PM): but
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:17:17 PM): but it allows you to live
verycarefully007 (10:17:26 PM): so i just eat a little
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:17:29 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (10:17:38 PM): just enough to get by
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:17:41 PM): just enough?
verycarefully007 (10:17:53 PM): sometimes a little more...but i try not to
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:18:09 PM): you should try
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:18:13 PM): just a little more
verycarefully007 (10:18:24 PM): why? i dont deserve it
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:18:35 PM): of course you do
verycarefully007 (10:18:40 PM): why?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:18:49 PM): because you do
verycarefully007 (10:18:56 PM): but why?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:19:06 PM): i care
verycarefully007 (10:19:17 PM): so because you care i deserve food?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:19:35 PM): because i care you should eat a little more
verycarefully007 (10:19:54 PM): but i just told you, i cant...i dont deserve a little more
verycarefully007 (10:20:06 PM): if i deserved it i would
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:20:17 PM): why dont you deserve it?
verycarefully007 (10:20:54 PM): because there are other people who need it more than i do. i dont deserve a lot of food, or hot water, or cool clothes..or a lot of other things
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:21:11 PM): but
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:21:18 PM): thats their problem
verycarefully007 (10:21:23 PM): so?
verycarefully007 (10:21:30 PM): i can try to save the world
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:21:35 PM): eat their food?
verycarefully007 (10:21:44 PM): no, they need that food.
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:21:59 PM): nobody can save the world
verycarefully007 (10:22:10 PM): i can try
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:22:24 PM): by hurting yourself?
verycarefully007 (10:22:36 PM): no..just not eating more than i should
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:22:48 PM): but you should eat more
verycarefully007 (10:23:00 PM): but..i dont deserve to
verycarefully007 (10:24:04 PM): it's something i have talked myself into
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:24:06 PM): ok
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:24:18 PM): hows that?
verycarefully007 (10:24:41 PM): uh..by mentally beating myself until i didn't take more than i deserved?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:25:09 PM): uhh
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:25:09 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (10:25:18 PM): i was very depressed?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:25:23 PM): i see
verycarefully007 (10:25:29 PM): yes
verycarefully007 (10:27:09 PM): anyhoo...happy topics
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:27:40 PM): yes
verycarefully007 (10:27:59 PM): there's a football on my plate
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:28:06 PM): umm
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:28:06 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (10:28:19 PM): it's all like...yeah. \
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:28:27 PM): yeah
verycarefully007 (10:28:46 PM): yeah...
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:30:05 PM): sorry if i suddenly doze off
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:30:17 PM): i did wake up at 1
verycarefully007 (10:30:23 PM): i can forgive you....you've been up since 1
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:30:27 PM): yes
verycarefully007 (10:30:39 PM): just...tell me if you doze off?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:30:44 PM): sure
verycarefully007 (10:30:58 PM): okay
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:31:04 PM): dont know how that will work....but ok
verycarefully007 (10:31:20 PM): we'll figure it out as we go
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:31:24 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (10:31:38 PM): lol
verycarefully007 (10:36:51 PM): holly is getting kinda tired too
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:36:58 PM): hehe
verycarefully007 (10:37:17 PM): hard to sleep alone in the office though...it's scary
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:38:12 PM): uhh...i never told you what happens to me when i get extremely tired did i?
verycarefully007 (10:38:26 PM): uhhh......you fall asleep?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:38:38 PM): that comes later
verycarefully007 (10:38:44 PM): then......no?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:39:01 PM): joey or anyone never told you?
verycarefully007 (10:39:13 PM): probably not..you shall tell me right?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:39:14 PM): because they've seen it first hand
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:39:25 PM): umm
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:39:27 PM): yeah
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:39:34 PM): i kinda go insane
verycarefully007 (10:39:38 PM): i see?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:39:39 PM): like really insane
verycarefully007 (10:39:41 PM): ok
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:39:49 PM): laughing uncontrolably
verycarefully007 (10:39:54 PM): uh-huh
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:39:58 PM): yeah
verycarefully007 (10:40:10 PM): so i should come over and see this?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:40:17 PM): most of the time i never remember it in the morning
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:40:23 PM): sure
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:40:26 PM): if you'd like
verycarefully007 (10:40:31 PM): that's odd....i'd love to
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:40:37 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (10:40:46 PM): but, alas, i cant
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:40:58 PM): well maybe you should live closer
verycarefully007 (10:41:13 PM): well, maybe you should live closer
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:41:23 PM): uhh
verycarefully007 (10:41:26 PM): there shall be two houses for sale right by me this summer
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:41:27 PM): we just moved
verycarefully007 (10:41:44 PM): we moved more recently
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:41:50 PM): are you sure?
verycarefully007 (10:41:56 PM): yes
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:42:01 PM): when
verycarefully007 (10:42:20 PM): july 2002
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:42:29 PM): so
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:42:33 PM): for like
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:42:35 PM): 2 years
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:42:42 PM): we did live close
verycarefully007 (10:42:46 PM): we did
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:42:53 PM): damn
verycarefully007 (10:43:04 PM): sucks, doesnt it?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:43:11 PM): very much so
verycarefully007 (10:43:30 PM): if only this all could've started in 6th grade
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:43:41 PM): hehe
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:43:44 PM): yeah
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:43:59 PM): but
verycarefully007 (10:44:08 PM): but
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:44:11 PM): i thought you tried to get rid of 6th grade?
verycarefully007 (10:44:26 PM): cos it sucked?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:44:33 PM): yes
verycarefully007 (10:44:51 PM): but if you'd been in it, it would've been crystal clear like the middle to end of 7th
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:45:04 PM): i see
verycarefully007 (10:45:15 PM): and this year
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:45:21 PM): yes
verycarefully007 (10:45:43 PM): this year has gone fast
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:45:48 PM): very
verycarefully007 (10:45:58 PM): almost too fast
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:46:06 PM): much too fast
verycarefully007 (10:46:33 PM): funny, i was going to say much...but desided not to sound too....obsessed
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:46:58 PM): ah yes
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:47:03 PM): obsessions
verycarefully007 (10:47:09 PM): lol
verycarefully007 (10:47:18 PM): obsessions with obsessions?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:47:23 PM): yes
verycarefully007 (10:47:38 PM): that was quite awhile ago
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:48:43 PM): was it?
verycarefully007 (10:49:07 PM): yes...sam, telling emma of my obsessions...back when emma was emma..and sam was..........not crippled?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:49:19 PM): ah yes
verycarefully007 (10:50:05 PM): but holly doesn't want to think of emma at the moment. happy thoughts...thinking of justin going insane
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:50:16 PM): yes
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:50:21 PM): growing more tired
verycarefully007 (10:50:24 PM): lol
verycarefully007 (10:51:57 PM): ::begins to deeply contimplate justin being insane::
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:52:07 PM): hehe
verycarefully007 (10:53:52 PM): well, it looks rather funny in my mind's eye
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:54:02 PM): probably does
verycarefully007 (10:54:09 PM): yes
verycarefully007 (10:54:16 PM): what kind of pj's do you have?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:54:53 PM): uhh...just plaid pants and a shirt?
verycarefully007 (10:55:14 PM): plaid! funny, i was thinking of you in plaid. what colour?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:55:31 PM): like reddish marroon?
verycarefully007 (10:55:38 PM): I WIN!
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:55:50 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (10:56:19 PM): holly wants pajamas...hmm perhaps i shall go get some comfy pj's on
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:56:27 PM): sure
verycarefully007 (10:58:16 PM): there we go
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:58:23 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (10:58:38 PM): much better than those jeans and my t-shirt
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:58:49 PM): yes
NYJetsFan4Life28 (10:58:54 PM): i bet it is
verycarefully007 (10:59:08 PM): these are like my favorite pj pants
verycarefully007 (11:02:40 PM): going insane, yet?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:02:48 PM): huh
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:02:49 PM): oh
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:02:51 PM): uh
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:02:56 PM): no?
verycarefully007 (11:03:01 PM): dozing off?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:03:05 PM): maybe
verycarefully007 (11:03:12 PM):
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:03:19 PM): dsoytuyitui
verycarefully007 (11:03:23 PM): perhaps you should....go to bed? (i does)
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:03:43 PM): you too? (how's that?)
verycarefully007 (11:04:04 PM): nah, They have friend over (umm..however i want to)
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:04:35 PM): uh huh
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:06:32 PM): hehe
verycarefully007 (11:06:50 PM): a random giggle?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:06:58 PM): hehe
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:07:00 PM): maybe
verycarefully007 (11:07:15 PM): or the first sign of insanity
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:07:15 PM): insanity is a natural high for me
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:07:33 PM): LIKE SUGAR!!!
verycarefully007 (11:07:37 PM): that's......exciting?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:07:41 PM): uh huh
verycarefully007 (11:07:49 PM): hey, i have a note
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:08:02 PM): uh huh
verycarefully007 (11:08:08 PM): it's from jessamyn elizabeth
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:08:18 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (11:08:33 PM): tehe..fun-ness
verycarefully007 (11:14:38 PM): insane?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (11:14:47 PM): getting there
verycarefully007 (11:14:55 PM): i can tell
hug
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loner-skyz
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2004 21 May :: 10.33pm
things shall be good again
verycarefully007 (8:44:18 PM): better screen name
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:45:01 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (8:45:07 PM):
verycarefully007 (8:45:25 PM): ive been like randomly getting on since 8:15..tehe.
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:45:30 PM): hehe
verycarefully007 (8:45:34 PM): cos they've been outside looking at our yard
verycarefully007 (8:46:01 PM): how was baseball?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:46:17 PM): dandy
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:46:20 PM): we won
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:46:23 PM): of course
verycarefully007 (8:46:26 PM): of course
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:46:29 PM): yes
verycarefully007 (8:46:37 PM): lol..were you late?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:46:41 PM): uhh
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:46:52 PM): if i was...it would be my mothers fault
verycarefully007 (8:46:58 PM): ok
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:47:01 PM): yeah
verycarefully007 (8:47:08 PM): me stalling you wasn't a problem?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:47:11 PM): nope
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:47:15 PM): actually
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:47:17 PM): it was a good thing
verycarefully007 (8:47:22 PM): oh??
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:47:27 PM): yes
verycarefully007 (8:47:35 PM): twas rather fun
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:47:42 PM): because my mother called right after i hung up with you
verycarefully007 (8:47:52 PM): i see....
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:48:25 PM): do you?
verycarefully007 (8:48:47 PM): nah..my eyes are closed. im tired of sitting on your porch and looking up at your house
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:48:54 PM): hehe
verycarefully007 (8:49:19 PM): i could just like walk out now..they're too obsessed with our "landscaping" to notice
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:49:26 PM): i see
verycarefully007 (8:50:27 PM): yes..they've been out there since 8ish
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:50:33 PM): wow
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:50:42 PM): must be some landscaping
verycarefully007 (8:50:56 PM): yeah...i guess so
verycarefully007 (8:51:24 PM): i hauled like 100 edging bricks and dug trenches and spred mulch so it better look good
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:51:36 PM): i'm sure it does
verycarefully007 (8:51:46 PM): maybe you should come take a look
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:51:50 PM): maybe
verycarefully007 (8:52:04 PM): you'll get here by morning so it'll be light again
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:52:15 PM): but until then......
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:52:20 PM): darkness
verycarefully007 (8:52:23 PM): .....blah
verycarefully007 (8:52:34 PM): that means they'll come in soon
verycarefully007 (8:53:09 PM): oh hey, there's the screen door opening ::waits for her name to be yelled, piercing the lovely silence::
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:53:23 PM): and.......
verycarefully007 (8:53:42 PM): apparently it was just someone coming in to go to the bathroom...soon though
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:53:53 PM): i see
verycarefully007 (8:54:10 PM): do you see me on your front porch, though?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:54:27 PM): uhh
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:54:29 PM): no?
verycarefully007 (8:54:39 PM): ::sighs::
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:55:02 PM): maybe you should come in
verycarefully007 (8:55:14 PM): i cant reach the door while sitting down
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:56:16 PM): maybe you should reach
verycarefully007 (8:56:28 PM): hey look, another door opening.
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:56:32 PM): hmm
verycarefully007 (8:56:40 PM): they're back in
verycarefully007 (8:56:43 PM): i should go
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:56:45 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (8:57:02 PM): i'll probably be back on later.....after i eat all that icky food i dont deserve
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:57:15 PM): you deserve better
verycarefully007 (8:57:19 PM): no
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:57:21 PM): yes
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:57:22 PM):
verycarefully007 (8:57:23 PM): i dont deserve food
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:57:28 PM): yes
verycarefully007 (8:57:35 PM): we can discuss this later
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:57:42 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (8:57:44 PM): for now i must go
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:57:48 PM): must you?
verycarefully007 (8:57:52 PM): i must
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:57:54 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (8:57:58 PM): farwell my love
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:58:03 PM): for now
verycarefully007 (8:58:06 PM): yes
verycarefully007 (8:58:19 PM): i'll try and get back on at 9:30..10ish
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:58:22 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (8:58:27 PM): but you should go out and do something
verycarefully007 (8:58:31 PM): have fun
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:58:31 PM): nah
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:58:36 PM): i'll wait
verycarefully007 (8:58:38 PM): go to a movie
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:58:42 PM): lol
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:58:43 PM): nah
verycarefully007 (8:58:54 PM): i'd say i'd meet you there, but i have no ride
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:58:57 PM): you could start walking now
verycarefully007 (8:59:05 PM):
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:59:10 PM): dsoytuyitui
verycarefully007 (8:59:27 PM): and be in time for tomorrows afternoon showing? (i does)
NYJetsFan4Life28 (8:59:43 PM): sure(hows that)
verycarefully007 (9:00:49 PM): blah, too lazy to walk (very carefully)
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:00:56 PM): hehe
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:01:06 PM): now who's stalling?
verycarefully007 (9:01:23 PM): but atleast i got some giggle from you
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:01:31 PM): hehe
verycarefully007 (9:01:39 PM): ::claps::
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:01:50 PM): good
verycarefully007 (9:01:59 PM): you tis making me happy
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:02:03 PM): good
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:02:11 PM): anything else i can do?
verycarefully007 (9:02:15 PM): well.....
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:02:33 PM): ..........
verycarefully007 (9:02:37 PM): tickle me?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:02:41 PM): hmmm
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:02:42 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (9:03:00 PM): ::grins happily::
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:03:12 PM): yay
verycarefully007 (9:03:29 PM): it's been so long since we've had such a happy conversation
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:03:39 PM): uh huh
verycarefully007 (9:03:53 PM): can we always do this?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:03:59 PM): i'd like that
verycarefully007 (9:04:05 PM): me too
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:04:08 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (9:04:11 PM): let's be more like this...more happy
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:04:15 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (9:04:20 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (9:05:19 PM): i dont think i'll go..they just went and sat outside, even though it's dark
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:05:26 PM): hehe
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:05:28 PM): good
verycarefully007 (9:05:33 PM): yes
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:05:57 PM): i thought david was hitting on me
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:06:04 PM): but it was for me mother
verycarefully007 (9:06:08 PM): oh really?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:06:18 PM): yeah
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:06:25 PM): pretty sad
verycarefully007 (9:06:28 PM): that's..awkward
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:06:31 PM): leaves me for my mom
verycarefully007 (9:06:40 PM): lol
verycarefully007 (9:09:06 PM): so how is david
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:09:19 PM): i.......dont......know
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:09:31 PM): strange
verycarefully007 (9:09:35 PM): hmm?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:09:36 PM): as usual
verycarefully007 (9:09:41 PM): ok
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:09:50 PM): but i bet he says the same of me
verycarefully007 (9:09:57 PM): i wouldn't know
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:10:12 PM): wouldn't you?
verycarefully007 (9:10:26 PM): nah...i'll let you keep his as your boyfriend.
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:10:36 PM): but
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:10:37 PM): thats
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:10:39 PM): wrong?
verycarefully007 (9:10:48 PM): oh...okay
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:10:59 PM): he's talking about vibrating chairs
verycarefully007 (9:11:10 PM): uh...that's.....awkward
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:11:13 PM): very
verycarefully007 (9:12:43 PM): er..they're inside
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:12:52 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (9:13:07 PM): ::waits for her name to be yelled::
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:13:16 PM): ::again::
verycarefully007 (9:13:25 PM): yes.
verycarefully007 (9:13:53 PM): they're all down in the kitchen......
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:13:59 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (9:14:08 PM): perhaps they just dont care anymore
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:14:14 PM): sure
verycarefully007 (9:14:21 PM): oh well
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:14:26 PM): so
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:14:31 PM): you can start walking?
verycarefully007 (9:14:37 PM): you wish
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:14:42 PM): uh huh
verycarefully007 (9:14:50 PM): tehe
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:14:58 PM): good
verycarefully007 (9:16:40 PM): there's just nothing left to do but giggle and sing unwell
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:16:51 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (9:16:56 PM): lol
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:16:59 PM): anything wrong with that?
verycarefully007 (9:17:09 PM): nope. it's so...last summer
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:17:17 PM): awww
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:17:29 PM): so
verycarefully007 (9:17:35 PM): would you like to start?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:17:47 PM): uhh
verycarefully007 (9:17:53 PM): wait
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:17:54 PM): must.....remember......
verycarefully007 (9:18:00 PM): can we do this in like...a half hour.
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:18:07 PM): sure
verycarefully007 (9:18:16 PM): so you can refresh yourself on the song, and i can......eat
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:18:22 PM): yes
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:18:26 PM): and i shall eat also
verycarefully007 (9:18:27 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (9:18:45 PM): i shall be back at like....9:40 or so
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:18:48 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (9:18:53 PM): until then...
verycarefully007 (9:18:55 PM): i love you
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:18:58 PM): i love you
verycarefully007 (9:19:03 PM): bye
verycarefully007 (9:19:06 PM):
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:19:07 PM): only until then?
verycarefully007 (9:19:12 PM): yes
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:19:16 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (9:19:18 PM): ok
verycarefully007 (9:19:21 PM): bye
NYJetsFan4Life28 (9:19:23 PM): bye
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2004 20 May :: 5.14pm
i give up.
i just want to be alone
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2004 19 May :: 5.01pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: I Will Always Love You - Whitney Houston
aww.
cory bought me a candy bar.
i can see why holly liked him..he's so sweet.
cos he wanted one, so he bought one, and then a couple minutes later he turns to me (i twas sitting with him) and he's like "i have another dollar if you want to buy one."
it was so nice.
tehe.
naya is lonely.
im never cutting again.
ever.
i promise.
maybe i should actually promise that to someone.
i'll promise justin, if he calls.
if...
david thinks im stalking him.
cos i saw him three times today.
lol...
he's like "so now you're stalking me? cos i've seen you three times today, and i've never seen you during the day since school started."
i twas just like, "well you stole my boyfriend!"
and he hid.
heh.
math was odd.
aly's all like "grant, holly, stop flirting!"
me and grant are just like "er..what's that supposed to mean? we're just talking..."
then aly asked grant if he like me.
i turned my head.
dunno what he said..
bleh.
i dont care.
really.
-naya-
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2004 18 May :: 5.01pm
:: Mood: bored
ecstasypunk (3:44:45 PM): the justin appears
NYJetsFan4Life28 (3:44:53 PM): uh huh
ecstasypunk (3:45:04 PM): some nice old lady gave me a ride home
NYJetsFan4Life28 (3:45:14 PM): uh huh
ecstasypunk (3:45:33 PM): she did
ecstasypunk (3:46:11 PM): she's all like "you missed the bus? here, have some candy and come to my lair, I mean, I'll take you home.."
NYJetsFan4Life28 (3:46:21 PM): uh huh
ecstasypunk (3:46:37 PM): true story....she didn't have any candy though
bleh.
sam is crippled.
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2004 17 May :: 5.36pm
:: Mood: geeky
:: Music: A News Show on NPR Radio
hehe
it just randomly started raining.
that's awesome.
it's like a total downpour outsiede.
heh.
naya loves the library...
same sex marriages are legal in massachusets now.
nifty.
rawr. this is weird.
i can like there the sound of the downpour..ah, my sweet love.
7 days of school left.
yay.
naya is excited for school to be over..although she is going to miss being here.
oh well.
she's just happy that holly let her come back for this time.
naya was eating candy.
oops...
what do you mean there's no food allowed in the library?
dudoo..
the computer next to me has AIM.
oh well.
im to lazy to go get that computer instead of this one.
eh..
i shall just stay here.
naya shall be at the library until 5:00ish...
parents are going to kohls and target.
yep.
cos they have to get grandma a birthday present, and me a sharpie.
yippie!
er..
i think joshua's father is here.
i cant quite remember what he looks like.
yes, naya is rather sure that it's joshua's father.
i'd ask joshua tomorrow, but joshua hates naya now.
blah.
naya tis tired.
-naya-
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2004 16 May :: 1.53pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Not A Day Goes By - Lonestar
I Am Naya
i tis back.
just until the 26th of may at midnight.
holly didn't ask anyone...she pitied me too much to care what everyone thought.
:-D
ahh.
it's so nice to be back here.
everything is so vivid....it's so much better then my home.
this is my home.
i belong here...
"seems it's been forever since i felt this way.."
that fits perfect.
holly told her mother about slow dancing with justin.
i wish i could tell her mum about me.
bleh.
it's so complicated.
awww...it's the song that me and justin slow danced to.
before i left..(tis a different song now)
All Or Nothing by O-Town
heh.
well, naya should go.
laundry and shit.
-naya-
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2004 15 May :: 4.42pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Our Lives - The Calling
Naya
naya shall come back tonight.
she just wants to say good bye to everything that she grew so used to.
she grew to love justin, and the school, and my parents, and stryder, and she just wants to make sure that they all know that.
"These are the days worth living, these are the years worth giving, these are the moments, these are the times, let's make the best out of our lives..."
I have to babysit tonight, but when i get home i shall let her come back.
just until the end of school.
then she'll go home, and never come back.
ever.
i swear.
i kinda pity her.
::sigh::
"Even if hope was shattered, I know it wouldn't matter"
this is a good song.
-holly-
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2004 14 May :: 7.29pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Rapid Hope Loss - Dashboard Confessional
dance...and naya?
yay.
dance tis tonight.
holly is excited.
but cory isn't going..oh well, justin and mindy will be there.
:-D
holly is so happy right now.
she went and met david today.
yippie.
he's different than she thought, but still uberly nice.
heh.
naya wants to come back.
holly might let her...just until the end of the school year.
it's not that long.
she can screw things up that bad...right?
what does mindy think of that?
holly is going to ask justin too.
::sigh::
perhaps naya shall be back after all.
whatever.
-holly-
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2004 12 May :: 7.19pm
holly is big on posting aim convos lately, huh?
ecstasypunk (6:00:03 PM): so, uh how's it feel to be like...gay?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:00:12 PM): hehe
ecstasypunk (6:00:33 PM): david's all like goldfinch04 (5:56:35 PM): psst...holly.....
ecstasypunk (5:56:39 PM): yes??
goldfinch04 (5:56:45 PM): i think justin is....::gay::
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:00:50 PM): he's the one using ::'s
ecstasypunk (6:00:57 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (6:01:08 PM): he told you about that?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:01:20 PM): hehe
ecstasypunk (6:01:32 PM): heh
ecstasypunk (6:01:47 PM): we had a very long conversation last night
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:01:53 PM): i heard
ecstasypunk (6:02:14 PM): but did you?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:02:28 PM): huh?
ecstasypunk (6:02:45 PM): uhhh....i forget
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:02:49 PM): ok
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:02:54 PM): bad memory?
ecstasypunk (6:03:05 PM): what?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:03:13 PM): uh huh
ecstasypunk (6:03:33 PM): hehe...convos with david in holly's blog
ecstasypunk (6:03:41 PM): mindy is going to be mad
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:03:51 PM): why is that?
ecstasypunk (6:04:08 PM): cos it's going to confuse her that there are now two davids
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:04:15 PM): hehe
ecstasypunk (6:04:31 PM): she still doesn't know who the other david is
ecstasypunk (6:05:03 PM): mmkay, josh is annoying
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:05:08 PM): yes
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:05:17 PM): i should go
ecstasypunk (6:05:26 PM): you do that
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:05:30 PM): ok
ecstasypunk (6:05:35 PM): ok
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:05:48 PM): i love you
ecstasypunk (6:05:54 PM): i love you too
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:05:57 PM): bye
ecstasypunk (6:06:03 PM): how could you tell?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:06:08 PM): uhh
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:06:09 PM): yeah
ecstasypunk (6:06:15 PM): i stalled david last night too
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:06:22 PM): i heard
ecstasypunk (6:06:28 PM): did you now?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:06:31 PM): no
ecstasypunk (6:06:55 PM): goldfinch04 (8:03:07 PM): i had to leave like 5 min. ago
goldfinch04 (8:03:23 PM): ....must leave before.......to late.....
ecstasypunk (8:03:23 PM): i have tendency to stall people
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:07:11 PM): bye
ecstasypunk (6:07:17 PM): yep
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:07:28 PM): uh huh
ecstasypunk (6:07:31 PM): bye
NYJetsFan4Life28 (6:07:33 PM): bye
ecstasypunk (6:07:36 PM): bye
lol.
sorry mindy...i'll write a real entry some day.
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2004 12 May :: 7.13pm
david is such a cool cat
ecstasypunk (5:42:46 PM): so, how was the........vcr?
goldfinch04 (5:43:28 PM): i taped over the porn....just for one tree...i mean, the weight lifting special
ecstasypunk (5:43:53 PM): oh...so then you had fun with your "manly" things?
goldfinch04 (5:44:08 PM): .....u could say that
ecstasypunk (5:44:23 PM): the question is...was it too much fun?
goldfinch04 (5:44:36 PM): ...much?
goldfinch04 (5:44:44 PM): U TOLD JUSTIN EVERYTHING!
ecstasypunk (5:44:48 PM): did not
ecstasypunk (5:45:09 PM): HE TOLD ME EVERYTHING
goldfinch04 (5:45:29 PM): NYJetsFan4Life28: tis
NYJetsFan4Life28: blair witch
NYJetsFan4Life28: indians
goldfinch04 (5:45:39 PM): goldfinch04: AHHHH
NYJetsFan4Life28: sequel
ecstasypunk (5:45:46 PM): no
ecstasypunk (5:45:52 PM): holly said nothing about the indians
goldfinch04 (5:46:27 PM): ....holly, put down bong and have an intelegent conversation
ecstasypunk (5:46:44 PM): NEVER
goldfinch04 (5:46:53 PM): .......
ecstasypunk (5:46:59 PM): uhhhh
goldfinch04 (5:47:06 PM): i got subway tonight
ecstasypunk (5:47:17 PM): any veggies?
goldfinch04 (5:47:22 PM): none o that crapy veggie crap
ecstasypunk (5:47:32 PM): damn
goldfinch04 (5:47:59 PM): 100% nickle
ecstasypunk (5:48:08 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (5:48:12 PM): it has iron?
goldfinch04 (5:48:23 PM): ....o right that to
ecstasypunk (5:48:33 PM): lol
goldfinch04 (5:49:36 PM): i got a yearbook
ecstasypunk (5:49:41 PM): no way, me too
goldfinch04 (5:49:49 PM): lets look up holly wheeler....
ecstasypunk (5:49:53 PM): eww
ecstasypunk (5:49:56 PM): let's not
ecstasypunk (5:50:08 PM): my hair was ewwishly short in that picture
goldfinch04 (5:50:34 PM): AHHHHHH!
goldfinch04 (5:50:40 PM): it buuuuuurns
ecstasypunk (5:50:43 PM): yeah...scary huh?
goldfinch04 (5:50:55 PM): ur....ur....smiling!
ecstasypunk (5:50:56 PM): but let's look up david in the CHESS CLUB PICTURE
goldfinch04 (5:51:10 PM): ......u wouldn't dare
ecstasypunk (5:51:12 PM): how do we say.......nerd?
ecstasypunk (5:51:31 PM): me and justin were looking at it today
goldfinch04 (5:51:46 PM): ....u monster
ecstasypunk (5:51:56 PM): it was justin's yearbook, beat him up
goldfinch04 (5:52:24 PM): justin isnb't smart enough, don't blame this on him
ecstasypunk (5:52:31 PM): you can ask him
goldfinch04 (5:52:47 PM): goo!
ecstasypunk (5:52:54 PM): ::giggles::
goldfinch04 (5:53:05 PM): justin has even less hair in the yearbook than he does now!
ecstasypunk (5:53:10 PM): lol
goldfinch04 (5:54:47 PM): im serious
goldfinch04 (5:54:51 PM): its gross
ecstasypunk (5:55:02 PM): ::more giggles::
goldfinch04 (5:55:09 PM): lol
goldfinch04 (5:56:35 PM): psst...holly.....
ecstasypunk (5:56:39 PM): yes??
goldfinch04 (5:56:45 PM): i think justin is....::gay::
ecstasypunk (5:56:51 PM): uhhh
ecstasypunk (5:56:57 PM): what makes you think that?
goldfinch04 (5:57:08 PM): NYJetsFan4Life28: so, are we bed mates?
NYJetsFan4Life28: i mean
NYJetsFan4Life28: roommates
ecstasypunk (5:57:16 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (5:57:31 PM): thats....awkward
goldfinch04 (5:57:34 PM): ....im scared
ecstasypunk (5:57:41 PM): and david replied.....?
goldfinch04 (5:57:54 PM): goldfinch04: ..........................::repeats scream:: x 100,000,000
ecstasypunk (5:58:16 PM): uh-oh. david is now using the ::'s in other conversations
goldfinch04 (5:58:38 PM): ::pulls out gun and shoots self::
ecstasypunk (5:59:00 PM): ::tries to giggle, but it comes out more as an evil laugh::
goldfinch04 (5:59:00 PM): g2g, later holly
ecstasypunk (5:59:05 PM): bye david
goldfinch04 (5:59:06 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (5:59:09 PM): have fun with the porn
goldfinch04 (5:59:09 PM): later
goldfinch04 (5:59:17 PM): ..i will?
ecstasypunk (5:59:21 PM): you better
goldfinch04 (5:59:43 PM): *** This user has signed off and is no longer online ***
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