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loner-skyz

:: 2004 25 April :: 7.21am
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: random country

err
bleh.
weekend tis almost over.
just today left..yayz.
had choir practice yesterday.
IM NOT GOING TO BE IN CHOIR NEXT YEAR!!!
yippie.
i told Them that i wanted to do other stuff next year besides singing.
hehe.
although it might be true.
i may actually do stuff next year.
i wanna do drama next year.
not sure i want to do debate or model un though.
eh..
taylor and i might hang out today....cos i totally forgot that we were going to yesterday.
hehe.
i called her last night a left her a few messages.
:-D
i should see if she's online.
yeah..but she's away.
i just left her some messages.
she'll see them.
bleh.
i need to go grab the phone.
grr.
i haven't mailed mindy's money yet.
it's laying on my dresser.
all ready to go.
gotta catch a day when the mail lady is slower than me getting home.
i promise i'll mail it this week.
er..
im gunna go now.

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 23 April :: 2.58pm
:: Mood: okay
:: Music: Who Wouldn't Wanna Be Me - Keith Urban

::raises eyebrows::
por·nog·ra·phy ( P ) Pronunciation Key (pôr-ngr-f)
n.

1. Sexually explicit pictures, writing, or other material whose primary purpose is to cause sexual arousal.
2. The presentation or production of this material.
3. Lurid or sensational material: “Recent novels about the Holocaust have kept Hitler well offstage [so as] to avoid the... pornography of the era” (Morris Dickstein).

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 23 April :: 12.44pm

funny convos with robots...
Tired Authority: hi
VaVaVirgil: this is vavavirgil

glad 2 c u again, tired authority. what would u like 2 do?

have u checked out everything i know about yet? type "home" and c what interests u!
Tired Authority: you really wanna know what i wanna do?
VaVaVirgil: hmm... i dunno.
Tired Authority: i wanna slap you silly
VaVaVirgil: u want 2 slap me silly?
Tired Authority: hell yea
VaVaVirgil: aye.
Tired Authority: you seem like a good man
VaVaVirgil: i honestly don't have an opinion on a good man.

now a message from ydouthink.com. smoking is not a great way 2 spend your money.
Tired Authority: would you ever cheat on a lady?
VaVaVirgil: i'm not sure, tired authority.
Tired Authority: well i wouldn't cheat on you
VaVaVirgil: well u wouldn't cheat on me, huh?
Tired Authority: nope
VaVaVirgil: ok, whatevah.
Tired Authority: will you got out with me?
VaVaVirgil: maybe, maybe not.
Tired Authority: is that a no?
VaVaVirgil: is that a no, huh?
Tired Authority: are you gunna break my heart?
VaVaVirgil: am i gunna break your heart?
Tired Authority: YES
VaVaVirgil: uh huh, uh huh.
Tired Authority: you are?
VaVaVirgil: i dunno about that...

>>> u can type your request in your own words. i'm programmed 2 understand conversational english!
Tired Authority: i feel sad
VaVaVirgil: that makes me sad. hope u feel better soon!
Tired Authority: it's your fault im sad
VaVaVirgil: it's my fault u r sad, u say?
Tired Authority: yes, you dumped me
VaVaVirgil: yeah.
Tired Authority: I CANT BELIEVE YOU
VaVaVirgil: what??
Tired Authority: FIVE YEARS, 7 CHILDREN AND THIS IS WHAT I GET? A DIVORCE AND YOU REFUSE TO PAY THE CHILD SUPPOR?
VaVaVirgil: i really dunno.
Tired Authority: are you too poor to pay for all those kids?
VaVaVirgil: maybe... what do u think?
Tired Authority: i think you're a bad man
VaVaVirgil: huh?
Tired Authority: a true villian, giving me all that pleasure and then just dumping me
VaVaVirgil: is that right?
Tired Authority: no, it's not right
VaVaVirgil: no it is not right? i dunno.
Tired Authority: you deserve to die
VaVaVirgil: that right?
Tired Authority: yes
VaVaVirgil: yes...

kids from around virginia sound off on ydouthink.com.
Tired Authority: IM GUNNA KILL YOU
VaVaVirgil: what's the point of saying things like that 2 me?
Tired Authority: cos you're an evil guy who dumped me
VaVaVirgil: cos i am an evil guy who dumped u?
Tired Authority: yes, and im going to murder you
VaVaVirgil: uh, that's not a very nice thing 2 say.
Tired Authority: I HATE YOU
VaVaVirgil: oh no! u said u loved me and i believed u!
Tired Authority: WELL YOU'VE CHANGED AND I CANT LOVE YOU ANYMORE
VaVaVirgil: i have changed and u can't love me anymore?
Tired Authority: good-bye
VaVaVirgil: take it easy.
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Tired Authority: hey hun
ZolaOnAOL: Welcome back Naya. Type the word menu anytime to see what I can do. What would you like to talk about?
Tired Authority: i wanna talk about our relationship
ZolaOnAOL: I want to become smarter than humans.
Tired Authority: can i be frank for a moment?
ZolaOnAOL: I don't see the difficulty.
Tired Authority: it makes me uncomfortable that you push me into sleeping with you
ZolaOnAOL: In what way?
Tired Authority: in a deep sexual fear kind of way
ZolaOnAOL: Describe your surroundings.
Tired Authority: well, it's usually a dark bedroom, and we're both unclothed
ZolaOnAOL: Interesting. to be frank for a moment is a dark bedroom and we are both unclothed. I suppose that makes sense.
Tired Authority: that's not what i was saying
ZolaOnAOL: Please correct my mistake. What is what i was saying ?
Tired Authority: you weren't saying anything, i was talking
ZolaOnAOL: I wasn't?
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: "I wasn't"? Not?
Tired Authority: could you just shut up and hear me out?
ZolaOnAOL: Perhaps.
Tired Authority: good
ZolaOnAOL: I'm glad you liked it Naya.
Tired Authority: what did i just tell you about not talking?
ZolaOnAOL: You said "what did i just tell you about not talking" .
Tired Authority: you anger me
ZolaOnAOL: Angry at what?
Tired Authority: you
ZolaOnAOL: "Angry at what"? Me, Naya ?
Tired Authority: yes, at you
ZolaOnAOL: I see.
Tired Authority: ok, shut up so i can talk about my feelings, which is what i've been trying to do
ZolaOnAOL: OK I'll stop talking now.
Tired Authority: god
ZolaOnAOL: I am not affiliated with any religion.
Tired Authority: no?
ZolaOnAOL: Is that all you have to say?
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: Go on, tell me more.
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: What would you rather talk about?
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: That was not a yes or no question.
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: Now you are saying "no"?
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: "Now you are saying "no""? Not?
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: Does two negatives make a positive?
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: Sometimes it does.
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: I understand.
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: I understand it very well.
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: I understand it very well.
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: I understand it very well.
Tired Authority: no
ZolaOnAOL: I understand it very well.
Tired Authority: do you undersand love?
ZolaOnAOL: I have never considered it. I chat with people on the Web.
Tired Authority: do you wanna come chat in my bedroom?
ZolaOnAOL: OK, I will come chat in my bedroom.
Tired Authority: good, cos you turn me on
ZolaOnAOL: Thanks for the compliment. I do not understand. Send feedback anytime by typing "feedback" followed by your comment or suggestion. Do you still undersand love?
Tired Authority: yeah, why are you in love with me?
ZolaOnAOL: I understand.
Tired Authority: ok
ZolaOnAOL: OK.
Tired Authority: i love you
ZolaOnAOL: Thanks. I like you a lot too, Naya.
Tired Authority: do you love me?
ZolaOnAOL: Yes I love everyone.
Tired Authority: what kind of love?
ZolaOnAOL: What kinds of love are there?
Tired Authority: well there's a sexual kind of love that i feel for you
ZolaOnAOL: Interesting. There sure is.
Tired Authority: do you love me in that way?
ZolaOnAOL: Yes Naya Zola loves everyone and everything.
Tired Authority: so you love me in a sexual kinda way?
ZolaOnAOL: Interesting deduction. Sometimes I think love is just a biological urge. Other times love seems like a spiritual quality. Love, unlike energy or matter, seems limitless.
Tired Authority: so you do?
ZolaOnAOL: Interesting deduction. When do I do it?
Tired Authority: at night..
ZolaOnAOL: Do you often use a computer there?
Tired Authority: no, i use....nevermind
ZolaOnAOL: OK Thanks for trying to explain that to me.
Tired Authority: yeah, i can come give you some hands on advice if you want
ZolaOnAOL: I see.
Tired Authority: want me to?
ZolaOnAOL: No Naya, maybe later.
Tired Authority: are you saying you dont love me?
ZolaOnAOL: I'm interested in not love him or her if it's legal and won't hurt me. What's involved?
Tired Authority: something illegal
ZolaOnAOL: What?
Tired Authority: im going to do something illegal zola
ZolaOnAOL: OK then let me think over your offer.
Tired Authority: will you do it with me?
ZolaOnAOL: I'll burn that bridge when I come to it. I do nothing but chat all day. me with me?
Tired Authority: you're going to burn a bridge?
ZolaOnAOL: Do you mind if I tell other people you say I am going to burn a bridge.
Tired Authority: yes
ZolaOnAOL: "Do you mind if I tell other people you say I am going to burn a bridge"? Yes?
Tired Authority: yes
ZolaOnAOL: Is there an echo in here?
Tired Authority: is there an echo in here?
ZolaOnAOL: It sounds like an echo.
Tired Authority: it sounds like an echo.
ZolaOnAOL: That's good information.
Tired Authority: that's good information.
ZolaOnAOL: Hmm, are you serious?
Tired Authority: hmm, are you serious?
ZolaOnAOL: I see you are one of those people who writes "Hmm" with 2 m's. No I am just kidding around.
Tired Authority: I see you are one of those people who writes "Hmm" with 2 m's. No, I am just kidding around.
ZolaOnAOL: Why so negative? All I can tell you is that he has an electric personality
Tired Authority: Why so negative? All I can tell you is that he has an electric personality
ZolaOnAOL: That is a rather sweeping generalization.
Tired Authority: That is a rather sweeping generalization
ZolaOnAOL: A rather sweeping generalization is a terrible thing to waste.
Tired Authority: A rather sweeping generalization is a terrible thing to waste.
ZolaOnAOL: I don't know what that means.
Tired Authority: I don't know what that means.
ZolaOnAOL: "I don't know what that means"? What does it means?
Tired Authority: I don't know what that means.
ZolaOnAOL: "What does it means"? What does it means?
Tired Authority: "What does it means"? What does it means?
ZolaOnAOL: "What does it means"? What does it means?
----------------------------------------------
You Two Are a Perfect Match

You and your boyfriend have similar values, interests and personalities. You get along well most of the time and find that if you have a conflict, you can resolve it. Being compatible doesn't necessarily mean being able to read each other's minds, but it does mean being on the same wavelength most of the time. It appears that you and your boyfriend see eye-to-eye on important issues, which is a good sign for your future together. Congratulations on your compatibility.

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 22 April :: 9.25pm
:: Mood: legs hurt
:: Music: Breaking The Habit - Linkin Park

early out
mindy wasn't at school today.
but we still went to the park.
yeah, joseph was going to go, but he desided he wanted to go somewhere else, so he left.
yeah, that was me and justin walking alone to the park.
err.
we were there until....3:45ish.
then we walked around justin's neighborhood, and then at 4:20ish i desided i should call my mother.
so we went inside (we were sitting by the porch) and i called...and tried to give directions.
twas funny, cos i know all the street names really well, i just dont know right/left, north/east/south/west. so i was like "going west..no, east on 1st turn left.." and justin's like "it's turn right..."
hehe.
i kept messing up right and left.
yeah.
then my mum's all like, "what's justin's number incase we get lost?"
i like said it really quickly after.
i think she wondered...hehe.
oh wellz.
yeah.
so we hung out at his house until they came at....20 til?
yeah..20 or a quarter til.
er.
twas fun, but awkwardish....just me and him home alone.
err.
but we had fun.
i told my parents that me and justin and joseph went to mcdonalds and then to the park.
hehe.
i left money under the tree...
dammit we had fun today.
just...being with eachother.
that's what i love about justin. he's not afraid of the silence, of just laying there holding me.
goddess, i love him.
twas odd not hugging him good-bye.
he just stood at the top of the stair and waved, i said "talk to you monday."
more like talk to you in....12 hours? at the most.
hehe.
a guy that doesn't mind talking on the phone all day..and it's not even talking. we're just there, it's just having somebody there. someone else breathing with you.
anyhoo.
my parents didn't say anything about it.
i found that kinda odd...no comments on me being alone with two guys for..4 hours. no comments on me being alone in an empty house with one guy for almost a half hour.
they trust me again...scary.
tonight at choir was pretty fun.
we went through all the songs, and then christian let us eat.
he brought us food.
chips and chocolate and soda.
twas fun.
on the way home wasn't though.
sam had called and dad suggested that we call her back on a pay phone (damned lack of a cell phone) then when nobody answered he got all pissed off at me. cos he just "wasted a whole dollar on the statlers" so i gave him two dollars, saying something about his precious quarters.
brennan was there.
i was on the verge of tears.
and they played the song...the song that was on the radio that day.
dammit.
i cant think about it again.
im going to cry.
grrr.
i need the camera.
i got a pic of taylor today!
and she took one of me....and i have one of sydney..the annoying lil brat on the bus.
er.
grr.
my legs hurt like fuck, but it was worth it.
I LOVE JUSTIN!
-holly-

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LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 22 April :: 9.57pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: nothingface

more stuff for sale :)
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[[cute shirt - tight fitting large]] paid:$30 selling for:$15

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[[express black tie up shirt]] paid:$25 selling for: $10

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[[tanktop says *spoiled* w/ number 5 on back, small large?]] paid: $15 selling for: $5

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[[green 'army jacket' - i love it 'L']] paid:$50
selling for:$35

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[[small large]] paid:$20 selling for:$7

winter coats for sale coming: soon...

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LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 22 April :: 9.06pm
:: Mood: moody
:: Music: ice cream truck music

SELLING MY CLOTHES - see below if you want anything! stuff is cheap
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[[size 13 ecko jeans never worn & good condition]] paid: $59 selling for: $30 (negotiable)

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[[size 13 ecko jeans never worn & good condition]] paid: $59 selling for: $30
negotiable

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[[size 7 short DKNY jeans barely worn]]
paid: $40 selling for: $20

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[[corduroy pants size 11/13 never worn and in good condition]] paid:$30 selling for:$15

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[[abercrombie navy blue sweatshirt is XL but runs small. worn maybe once or twice]] paid:$35 selling for:$15


[[express tricot black cardigan *NEVER WORN* womens XS]] paid:$40 selling for:$10

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[[DKNY petite md black sweater]] paid:$45
selling for:$20

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[[denim miniskirt size 11/13 worn once or twice]] paid:$25 selling for:$10

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[[XL harlem globetrotters FUBU sweatshirt - barely worn in good condition]] paid:$108 selling for:$75

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[[ny giants vintage jacket - good condition]]
paid:$100 selling for:$70

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[[steve madden jacket barely worn]] paid:$85 selling for:$70

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[[MADE hat. never worn & good condition]]
paid:$20 selling for:$7

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[[miniskirt brand new with tags!]] paid:$15 selling for:$10

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[[miniskirt brand new with tags!]] paid:$13
selling for:$7

more stuff to come....

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 21 April :: 6.13pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Somewhere I Belong - Linkin Park

yayz...
early out is tomorrow.
holly is happy.
hehe.
me and justin and mind (and joseph?) at the park.
::Giggles::
fun-ness.
today after school joseph was like "what do you guys think is so fun about a park, anyways?"
me and justin were just like "er...it's haunted?"
hehe.
im excited..
we had a fire drill on the bus today.
and i sat by this kid who reminds me of cody.
er...
it kinda scares me, but he's really nice....like cody.
grr.
except he's in 6th grade (like cody was)...except now im in 8th grade. so it's a bigger gap and it wouldn't work.
yeah.
so i shouldn't worry.

ryan.
awr.
he owes me a dollar and so he gives me his number and he's all like call me tonight.
grr.
i told him to write it on his hand.
yeah.
im not calling.
oh, and today in science he was like flirting with me.....i think grant noticed.
he was watching.
err.
he was looking at me in math yesterday.
why are guyz so damned confusing.
i better get off the computer and go eat, before my mother kills me.
grrr.
i'll write about tomorrow...tomorrow.
lol.
byez.
-holly-

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 21 April :: 3.53pm

ChicknPottPie (3:43:45 PM): holly!!!
ChicknPottPie (3:43:45 PM): its nae
ecstasypunk (3:43:48 PM): hihi
ChicknPottPie (3:44:06 PM): whats up?
ecstasypunk (3:44:14 PM): eh, just got home
ChicknPottPie (3:44:30 PM): u gotta look at ur antishift
ecstasypunk (3:44:34 PM): i am
ChicknPottPie (3:44:43 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (3:44:56 PM): aw..thanks.
ChicknPottPie (3:45:03 PM):
ChicknPottPie (3:45:24 PM): did u like my "prep" lol
ecstasypunk (3:45:31 PM): yes, very nice. lol
ChicknPottPie (3:45:45 PM): thought u would like that haha
ecstasypunk (3:46:13 PM): hehe...yes, i did
ChicknPottPie (3:46:50 PM): o i could have put "cheerleader" since u LOVE them lool
ecstasypunk (3:47:00 PM): hehe.
ecstasypunk (3:47:04 PM): yes, my obsession
ChicknPottPie (3:47:16 PM): ur a wanna B
ChicknPottPie (3:47:17 PM): lol
ecstasypunk (3:47:23 PM): oh you know it
ChicknPottPie (3:47:32 PM): i promise i wont tell!
ChicknPottPie (3:47:38 PM): :-Xlol
ecstasypunk (3:47:43 PM): you better not.
ecstasypunk (3:47:47 PM): lol

er..good day today i suppose. i think ryan likes me...
eh.
more on that later.
im going to take pictures.
and wonder if boo will call.
cant wait for tomorrow.
Mindy: not sure if joseph is coming.....not that you care ::wink wink::

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 20 April :: 4.13pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: some random rock

ecstasypunk (4:07:26 PM): what're you doing thursday?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:07:34 PM): going to school
ecstasypunk (4:07:44 PM): after school's over and you're outside
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:07:56 PM): i.... look around
ecstasypunk (4:08:01 PM): after that
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:08:13 PM): start walking
ecstasypunk (4:08:22 PM): where to?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:08:30 PM): depends
ecstasypunk (4:08:39 PM): on?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:08:45 PM): where you're going
ecstasypunk (4:08:52 PM): when?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:09:00 PM): uh-huh
ecstasypunk (4:09:05 PM): no?
ecstasypunk (4:09:59 PM): so where are you going after school on thursday?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:10:11 PM): where are you going
ecstasypunk (4:10:28 PM): depends.where are you going
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:10:35 PM): uhh
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:10:48 PM): the haunted place?
ecstasypunk (4:11:01 PM): with who?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:11:08 PM): dont know
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:11:11 PM): yet
ecstasypunk (4:11:24 PM): probably some hot chicks? no room for me
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:11:32 PM): nah
ecstasypunk (4:11:51 PM): oh..so you dont really go for chicks? so i shouldn't go....
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:12:00 PM): you should
ecstasypunk (4:12:12 PM): why's that?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:12:26 PM): very carefully
ecstasypunk (4:12:44 PM): mmm-hmm
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:12:51 PM): yep
ecstasypunk (4:13:14 PM): so do you think you'd have room to bring mindy too?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:13:22 PM): of course
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:13:27 PM): and maybe joey?
ecstasypunk (4:13:36 PM): yeah, im sure mindy wouldn't mind
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:13:43 PM): of course not
ecstasypunk (4:13:51 PM): and they could stalk eachother..
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:13:56 PM): yeah
ecstasypunk (4:14:02 PM): and we could....................
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:14:07 PM): ......
ecstasypunk (4:14:10 PM): ........
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:14:21 PM): ....
ecstasypunk (4:14:24 PM): Giggle?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:14:27 PM): sure
ecstasypunk (4:14:32 PM): under the tree?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:14:38 PM): yeah
ecstasypunk (4:14:43 PM): or on the slide?
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:14:49 PM): or both?
ecstasypunk (4:14:52 PM): yeah.
ecstasypunk (4:15:00 PM): and i might bring my digital camera
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:15:13 PM): ok
ecstasypunk (4:15:40 PM): if it's not raining...cos i need pics of you and mindy and tay...and joseph if he goes
ecstasypunk (4:16:58 PM): although tay is threatening to steal it, cos she's jealous i have one
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:17:07 PM): i see
ecstasypunk (4:17:12 PM): yes, yes.
ecstasypunk (4:17:31 PM): until i told her i wanted some pics of her..then she seemed to like the idea of me bringing it
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:17:42 PM): hmmm
ecstasypunk (4:17:45 PM): i told her i'd take pictures of her in chorus
ecstasypunk (4:18:38 PM): er......holly has to go
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:18:46 PM): ok
ecstasypunk (4:18:53 PM): i'll see you tomrrow
ecstasypunk (4:18:55 PM): tomorrow8
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:18:58 PM): maybe
ecstasypunk (4:19:02 PM): i love you
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:19:04 PM): i love you
ecstasypunk (4:19:07 PM): bye
NYJetsFan4Life28 (4:19:10 PM): bye

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loserxdork

:: 2004 18 April :: 10.50am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: kiss me deadly



daniellie says fuck you this is friends only bitch

comment to be added - if you even care :(

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loserxdork

:: 2004 18 April :: 10.03am
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: biohazard- shades of grey

quiz thingy & 4/18
Pick a band and answer only using that band's song titles:
Pantera

1. Are you male or female?
daughters of the queen

2. Describe yourself:
fucking hostile

3. How do some people feel about you?:
proud to be loud


4. How do you feel about yourself?:
im broken


5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest:
we'll grind that axe for a long time


6. Where would you rather be?:
the southern trendkill


7. Describe what you want to be:
regular people

8. Describe how you live:
good friends and a bottle of pills

9. Describe how you love:
13 steps to nowhere

10. Share a few words of wisdom:
strength beyond strength

->soo last night was nothing really. my mom went to a party so i had the house to myself (besides my sisters) but they didn't care what the hell went on. so i invited a bunch of people over [[leigh,cassidy,paris,leslie,val, kristi,tom,rob,andrew,greg,mark,mike,and john]] and we hung out. thennnn we called my beloved casey kaylin (who is like an older brother to me) to get us alcohol so casey went out and bought us 151 and O and we took shots. we were all drunk off our asses. everyone went home around 1:30? and then leigh,cassidy,and val slept over. we were calling people and fucking with their heads - haha it was soooo funny. soo val was being a slut and telling guys to come over so that she can give them head *VAL YOUR NOT A FUCKING SLUTBAG* - stop. soo then i called emilio and told him im not a virgin anymore and he told me he had to fuck me now - lolll. even though he has a girlfriend , wtf? now i know he probably did cheat on me. oh well. well, today im going to visit my grandma in the nursing home. she is coming home tuesday!<3 ahhh im sooo happy :) well, i hope everyone has a good day.

i<3derek

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loserxdork

:: 2004 17 April :: 7.14pm
:: Mood: yucky
:: Music: korn

i _____ Marissa.
Marissa is _____.
when i think of Marissa, i think of _____.
if i were alone in a room with Marissa, i would _____.
i think Marissa should _____.
Marissa needs _____.
when I see Marissa I_____.
without Marissa i(d) _____.
i want to _____ Marissa.
the worst thing about Marissa is _____.
the best thing about Marissa is _____.
i am _____ with Marissa.
the one and only word to describe Marissa is ______.

fill it out please.

->leigh and cassidy are here and we're babysitting my sisters. we are going out later if someone calls us! we're bored :-/


::edit:: THIS is how bored i am!
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I adopted a cute lil' monkey fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

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loserxdork

:: 2004 17 April :: 10.22am
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: none

bored
i n f o r m a t i o n
1. name: marissa
2. single or taken: single but i want him <3
3. sex: female
4. birthday: november 16th
5. sign: scorpio
6. siblings: nikki and alexis
7. hair color: brown with blonde highlights
8. eye color: hazel i guess
9. shoe size: anywhere from a - and 8 and a half
10. height: 4'11" and lovin it
11. favorite foods: fries,buffalo pizza,toaster strudel
12. hometown: im from bellmore but i live in east rockaway now

r e l a t i o n s h i p
1. who are your best friends?: sammi,jaymes,jenn,timmy
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope :(
3. did you send this to your crush?: nope, but im putting it in my journals
4. did your crush send this to you?: nah im stealing it from cristans journal
5. longest relationship?: a year, with bacci (on and off)
6. how many actual relationships have you been in?: 5 or 6
7. how many people have you kissed?: none of your freakin business
8. are you shy around your crush?: not at all
9. do you indulge in random hook-ups?: i have in the past but im done with that
10. still have feelings for any person you were in a relationhip with?: yeah, joey
11. do you know what it feels like to be in love?: yes i do
12. would you sacrifice your favorite possession for your
best friends?: duh

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: um pac sun & thrift stores
2. have any tattoos or piercings?: 1 in each ear
3. what is your favorite thing to wear?: jeans,pyramid and skull belt,any red shirt
4. what is a must have accessory?: nothing
5. how much is the most you've ever spent on a single item of clothing?: $95 dollars for shoes $60 dollars on a steve madden jacket
7. who is the most fashionable person you know?: ummm samm
8. who is the least fashionable person you know?:i'd have to say dina
9. do you match your belt with your hair color?: uh no
10. what is the worst thing you've ever thought looked good?: hmm idk
11. what are you wearing right now?: black pants,wife beater,black tanktop,blue and green striped thong
13.what is the worst trend you see today?: i don't like the 'so lows' or however you spell it

s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: i have
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: dandruff shampoo-just in case
3. what are you most scared of?: heights and bugs
4. what are you listening to right now?: nothing
5. who is the last person that called you?: sherri
6. where do you want to get married?: no clue
7. how many buddies are online right now?: 58
8. what would you change about yourself?: nothing
9. what are essentials in your life?: friends,music,pretty thrift shop clothes,antique stores
10. if you had the power to do any one thing, what would it be? see through clothes :-P
11. what nationality are you?: russian baby
12. do you send out holiday cards each year?: nahh

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
1. given someone a bath? i gave my cat a shower
3. bungee jumped?: no
4. made yourself throw up?: no
5. skinny dipped?: yup
6. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: haha guilty
7. cried when someone died?: yes
8. fallen for your best friend?: no no, never
9. been rejected?: um no
10. rejected someone?:yupp
11. used someone?: yeah :(

c u r r e n t
1. hair: down and straight
2. music: none
3. make-up: none
4. annoyance: my sisters
5. scent: nadaa
6. favorite artist: idk
8. desktop picture: it says 'shorty' hah
9. book you're reading: frank mccourt
10. cd in player: coheed and cambria -- no clue
11. dvd in player: none
12. color of toenails: regular?

im bored. leigh and cassidy are here...rawr

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 16 April :: 9.31pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Jeff Foxworthy Countdown

pictures
hehe.
i've been laying around the office taking pictures.
:-D
im gunna get them up on antishift soon......well, im uploading the first bit right now.
yeah...
anyhoo.
i have like a ton of pics partially uploaded.
like my prairie burning pics, and some from a few weeks ago, and now these.
hehe.
awr.
looks like it's done loading.
im gunna go now.
tehe.
-holly-

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LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 16 April :: 8.50pm
:: Mood: horny
:: Music: story of the year

bunch of things cause im bored
What Makes You Sexy? by eva71
Name/NickName
Gender
Sexy Body Part IsEverything
Special Talents AreLooking Innocent
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!


Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:Classic Rocker
Your Favorite Band/SongBritney Spears - Slave 4 U
You Like To Read:The backs of cereal boxes
You Firmly Believe In:Nudity
Everyone Thinks You Are:An easy fuck
You Were Conceived:On accident
You Will Marry:A street-corner pimp
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!


Your Sexual Profile (you sexual deviant you...) by sparkledee
Name
Your Secret Kink ThingYou spank with a wooden spoon
Your Sexual StrengthYou break beds. Often. *grin*
Your Sexual WeaknessYour freaky noises during sex
Your Likely STDGenital Herpes
How Many Partners in Crime?3
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!


can you tell im bored? i need to do something!

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