When the last teardrop falls i shall weep again...

*HUGS* TOTAL! give witchgirl more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own

 

home | profile | guestbook


Kitten's Journal

recent entries | past entries


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 10 April :: 11.07am
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: nothingface

pictures
this is me...






and now - derek <3...





...and now thanks to tiffany [ www.woohu.com/~cherries ] i know how to put pictures in my journal!!!

now all i have to do is send in my $2 to andy!

16 Bites | hug


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 10 April :: 7.54am
:: Mood: rejuvenated
:: Music: something corporate- konstantine

amazing day <3
omgggg yesterday was an amazing day. i went to get my nails done because i was seeing derek but i ended bumping up into some girl and my one nail got really fucked up. oh well, i took the 6:44 train bellmore and met up with derek and got a hug :) then we walked to the movie theater and bought 2 tickets to i think the movie was called the whole 10 yards maybe? lol. after we bought the tickets we had like 20 minutes so we went to see some car that i personally didn't like but derek did because it was a stick. yuckkkk. we went in to see the movie and i coulda sworn that he didn't like me cause it seemed like he didn't wanna touch me or whatnot. BUT during the movie our arms were pretty much on top of eachother. during the movie brian bleeped me so after the movie i called him back and he wanted to know what i was doing and i told him that i was in bellmore and wouldn't be back into oceanside/east rockaway till sometime after 11. sooo after the movie we walked around and then ended up in the train station parking lot looking at cars and derek goes to me 'would you be mad if i kissed you?' and i said 'yeah, cause i have something in my mouth' and he said 'spit it out' and i did and then he kissed me :-D. after that we ended up holding hands and walking. then we ended up hanging around on the benches by the train station looking at the passing cars and saw an unmarked cop car :-O well, when it was time for me to get my train we hugged and i didn't want to leave him :( but he is damn well close to perfect.

iheartdereksofuknmuch<3

6 Bites | hug


loner-skyz

:: 2004 9 April :: 9.08pm

click here to take more tests like this at internet junk!
click here to take more tests like this at internet junk!
How stuck in the past are you??

click here to take more tests like this at internet junk!
Who's your inner classic movie star?

click here to take more tests like this at internet junk!
what warning label are you?



find your chinese zodiac sign at internet junk!

Your Chinese zodiac sign is:
The Horse




People born in the Year of the Horse are popular. They are cheerful, skillful with money, and perceptive, although they sometimes talk too much!
They are wise, talented, good with their hands, and sometimes have a weakness for members of the opposite sex. They can be impatient and hot-blooded about everything except their daily work. They like entertainment and large crowds. They are very independent and rarely listen to advice.
They are most compatible with people born in the years of the Tiger, Dog, and Sheep.



find your chinese zodiac sign at internet junk!

Your Chinese zodiac sign is:
The Dragon




People born in the Year of the Dragon are healthy, energetic, excitable, short tempered, and sometimes stubborn.
They are honest, sensitive, brave, and they inspire confidence and trust. Dragon people are the most eccentric of any in the eastern zodiac. They are unlikely to borrow money, or make unwanted comments, but tend to be soft hearted which sometimes gives others an advantage over them.
They are compatible with people born in the years of the Rat, Snake, Monkey, and Rooster.

(justin)
click here to take more tests like this at internet junk!
click here to take more tests like this at internet junk!

my internet junk
'what xmas character are you test'
result was.....




(ewwy....snow)
click here to take some more great tests at internet junk
Your Results:

You were male in your last earthly incarnation.

You were born somewhere around the territory of which we now know as modern North-Central USA, approximately in the year 1775.

Your main profession was: philosopher, or great thinker.

A brief psychological profile of you in that past life:
Artistic personality, always transforming ugly into beautiful, gray into bright colors. You would find an opportunity of creative self-expression in any situation.

A lesson that your last past life wishes you to learn in your present life is:
To develop magnanimity and feeling of brotherhood. Try to become less adhered to material property and learn to have only as many, as you may give back.






You are probably branded as the 'Oddball' among your group of friends.
You are obsessed with the paranormal and anything that's weird and stands out, even if it's completely useless.
You often get strange looks thrown your way (like the time you dressed up as a chicken just for the hell of it).
You don't try to be eccentric, but somehow you just end up being that way.
However, you don't mind because you're just being yourself and having fun doing that.

click here to take some more great tests at internet junk

brighter than day-glo, cheaper than heavy black eyeliner, you are costume jewelry.
madonna was your goddess, from her black rubber bracelets to lacey ankle socks.
with posters of pat benatar and cyndi lauper in your room, you practiced your valley accent daily and eventually mastered the phrase, 'barf me out to the max!'
so totally better than your best friend tiffany, fer sure.

click here to take more tests like this at internet junk!
How creative are you?

click here to take more tests like this at internet junk!
Who's your inner rockstar?













click here to take some more great tests at internet junk
So close! You are an Almost-Geek!

You love your sci-fi, computer and video games, and keeping up to date with the world of technology. Though you try and keep one foot in the real world, you may find people hard to deal with and prefer to keep most of your relationships virtual, but you do make the effort to interact with the real world.
©2002
http://internetjunk.co.uk















click here to take some more great tests at internet junk
Hot Hot Hot! You are the Chili Pepper!

Hot 'n Spicy describes you very, well. But no one likes overpowering tastes, so remember why subtlty is the key to success, ok? And put down the whip and handcuffs. Yeesh.
©2002
http://internetjunk.co.uk


lala.
lots of quizzes.
hehe.
im tired.
::eyes clock::
tis still early.
oh well.
CHOCOLATE!
i think i'll go lay in bed and read and eat chocolate.
hehe.
i mean....no.
i dont eat food at night.
:-D
oops.
-holly-

hug


loner-skyz

:: 2004 9 April :: 8.49pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: Jeff Foxworthy Countdown

tehe.
sitting here in my skirt and a lil spongebob shirt...
my fishnets!
yeah.
i kinda look like a whore.
hehe.
a pretty whore.
yes, for once i think i look kinda pretty.
i has sparkly eye liner.
it's almost gone, but oh well.
it's all silvery, but sparkly.
yeah.
i haven't worn it in a long time.
except it's on now...
i think the last time i wore it was the dance.
bleh.
my spacers hurt.
evil.
mum and dad are watching a movie.
i thought about calling justin, but i desided not to ruin his weekend.
anyhoo.
im gunna go...
bye.
-holly-

hug


loner-skyz

:: 2004 9 April :: 4.10pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: KJJY (country)

eh.
good day at school today.
wow.
amazing.
language wasn't bad. jordin and i worked on our poster.
it looks pretty good.
im supposed to be typing our script, but im to lazy to do that first.
tehe.
spanish was cool.
we played a game.
i was w/ royce and......other ppl.
yeah.
p.e.
tehe.
i got to make fun of preps.
even if they did call me a bitch and say i was posing avril.
lunch twas fun.
keya stoled justin's glasses...and i stole his watch.
oh well, i got them back for him.
hehe.
funness.
elp was cool.
mrs. akers gave me a notebook for my random doodling and stuff.
cami and me made ross mad.
cos he was on the laptop playing a bowling game and we kept pulling out the internet connection.
:-D
yeah, then when me and cami walked out he was still playing and i reached over and pulled it out w/out him noticing. you could hear him yelling from the stairs.
hehe.
let's see......advisement, jordin came in and we finished up our poster....im supposed to call her this weekend like when i finish our script or something..
yeah.
science....mr. maifield was kinda mad at us.
me and kelsie and keya played "would you rather".
good times.
im waiting for KJJY to have dashboard dj's.
i want to hear songs about rain by gary alan.
good song.
my like favorite country song.
bleh.
i should go type up me and jordin's script.
:-p
i dont wanna.
lata.
-holly-

hug


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 9 April :: 9.38am
:: Mood: lazy
:: Music: marilyn manson - the beautiful people

hopefully a good day
i just wanna tell everyone how incredibly amazing the antique store was. i have never seen such cool stuff! blahh im talking to christian and he's yelling at me for nothing again. LMFAO :) it's actually funny when he gets mad at me. but anyways - derek says we're hanging out around 7 or so today, i hope we actually do because i need someone to calm me down and also to get me out of this piece of shit town, hey that rhymes - haha. well, im bored - very and i need to take a shower so im going to listen to some music and talk to some people (like the new journal by the way?) i'll be changing it to a cool leopard looking background because now im obsessed with leopard due to the bench thingy i got yesterday. i decided my room is going to be painted red and all my other stuff is going to be leopard. it's going to look SOOOO cool :)

guy's are confusing :-/

5 Bites | hug


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 8 April :: 7.32pm
:: Mood: artistic
:: Music: switchfoot

i just came back from furniture shopping. we went to some antique store that was going out of business. they had the most AMAZING stuff!

-a leopard velveteen bench
-a cool as hell chair from the 50's
-2 horsey things (that are cool!)
-6 shotglasses in a holder
-a lamp

i love antique/thrift shops

Which Punk Band Member will you marry? by butt-hole
Name
You will marryChris Carrabba of Dashboard Confessional
Number of kids5
Cost of your wedding$91,602,071
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

[(i was bored)]

2 Bites | hug


loner-skyz

:: 2004 8 April :: 3.54pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: I Miss You - Incubus

he's gunna call
david will call soon. i know he will. i cant wait to talk to him. tehe. noel and stryder are fighting...tis funny. cos noel is on the bench and stryder's on the landing. i was going to mail my woohu money today, but we have no stamps at home. my mother took them in her purse. grrr....evilish. tomorrow tis an a day. keya is wearing her skirt! yayz. yeah. my blog entry is sadly small now IT'S PATHETIC. hey, stryder's in here now. amazing how things change. grrr...tis hard to not hit the enter button, i keep like almost hitting it. ::sobs:: i dont like this no entering thing. i think i shall go now......wait for the call.
-holly-

1 Bite | hug


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 8 April :: 11.45am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: judas priest

i love my joshy :)
i love my bestest friend joshua liam lyons!!!

happy birthday sweetie we love you more than life *happy 16th* hunni bunches of oats

3 Bites | hug


loner-skyz

:: 2004 7 April :: 3.30pm
:: Mood: headachey
:: Music: LAZER 103.3

library
yes, i tis at the library.
yay.
i love the library.
tis so....quiet.
but not.
it's the perfect quiet, not totally silent, but not loud and noisy.
it's....nice.
yes, yes.
all the lil kids romping around.
tehe.
hmm...i think i like the song that's on right now.
i have no idea what it's called, but i've heard it a lot.
david is going to call tomorrow.
yay.
then i get to go see him soon, and i'm guessing if he accepts me then i'll see him a lot this summer.
he's seemed so nice in all his e-mails.
oh guess what.
mum and dad are talking about cell phones.
this is exciting.
cos that means they'll have one and i'll get one too.
yay!
mum said it'll probably be once the loan goes through.
::grins::
my own cell phone.
tay wants to do something this weekend.
dunno if i want to or not.
i mean i do, but......nvm.
long story.
anyhoo.
lalalala.
im still slightly hyper...hyper inside.
yes, yes.
next time i post im going to not hit enter.
tehe.
try not to anyways.
see how short it looks.
bye-bye.
-holly-

hug


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 7 April :: 10.21am
:: Mood: mad
:: Music: finch- what it is to burn

what the hell?
i just wrote a HUGE entry and woohu deleted almost everything i wrote :(

-matt is coming over today
-i went to sweet hollow rd. and mt. misery last night (didn't see anything interesting)
-eddie is giving me a 10 inch dildo..lol
-sherri came over
-i got coldstone (birthday remix)
-tried to get eddie or roberto to take us back to mt. misery/sweet hollow rd, no go :-/

6 Bites | hug


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 5 April :: 9.16am
:: Mood: content
:: Music: something corporate- konstantine

well, last night was aright. my mom didn't get up till like 4:30 and then we went out to dinner to iHOP and then to the supermarket and then i came home. i came online and talked to chris (from bellmore) and he picked me up for alittle and we went to coldstone but it was SOOO busy, grr i was soo in the mood for coldstone. thennn we drove around for alittle bit and then he decided to drop me off and we'd hang out another time when he had more time and we'd go to the brew :). i found out that he's going to ozzfest (and so am i) so im going to hang out with him there too. after he dropped me off i saw kristi and paris, last night was a pretty decent night :)

me=guy confusion :-/

4 Bites | hug


loner-skyz

:: 2004 4 April :: 5.42pm
:: Mood: odd
:: Music: Psalm 23..evilish churchy song

chorus concert
::sigh::
yeah, concert today.
twas evil.
had to wear our formals.
i hate our formals.
oh well.
i is in my I Am Me jeans and kitten tank top now.
with all my jewelry back on.
the only thing left from the concert are the black socks.
i like them.
they're not cotton. they're like tights, but socks.
yeah.
what are tights made out of?
oh, dude you know what i figured out?
pantie hose are spelled like garden hose.
i always thought it was pantie hoes.
lol.
doesn't that sound wrong?
hoes for your panties.
::giggles::
good times.
IM JUSTIN'S WHORE!
and mindy's.
tehe.
and golly is my whore, so is mindy.
:-D
yes, yes. the dance.
grrr.
evil chorus song stuck in my head.
bleh.
i tis cold.
you know what i figured out? (yeah, another revalation) i hit enter a lot.
i dont just like keep typing i hit enter.
:-D
im odd like that.
yeah.
makes my blog entries look longer.
even though they aren't.
anyhoo.
think i'll go browse around antishift or something.
-holly-

hug


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 4 April :: 2.09pm
:: Mood: crampy
:: Music: nothing

i miss joey
i miss marlo,eddie,ryan,denny & jack
i miss my old house
i miss my messy room :-/
i miss how we used to have fun together
i miss jenna<3
i miss seeing sammi and laina every weekend
i miss late night phone calls with jaymes
i miss shows with jenn
i miss colin and the glen cove bowling alley
i miss him pretending to care
i miss his touch
i miss us bitching at eachother all night
i miss 'the crew'
i miss broadhollow theater (camp -kim,chris,and kevin)
i miss the monster in the corner at the mall
i miss going to the mall with *him*
i hate the way he makes me feel
i hate regular snapple and soda
i hate that i love him but i hate him
i hate that i can't get him out of my head
i hate having cramps
i hate being me
i hate when people yell at me
i hate having only 1 bathroom in my apartment
i hate living on the second floor of a house
i hate that i can't stop thinking of him
i hate that i like too many people
i hate that he has been away from me for too long :(
i hate being without him
i hate when people piss me off
i hate a bitch from lynbrook on my boces bus
i hate how he makes me feel
i hate fighting and hatred
i hate people who are racist
i hate the racial slurs people make about me being jewish
i hate when people don't answer me online
i hate when people are sarcastic (it clashes w.my personality)
i hate a lot of rap
i hate bathing suits
i hate the beach
i hate when people steal my cell phone
i hate when my phone dies
i hate cleaning
i hate male chovanistic guys
i hate when girls get bitchy over nothing
i hate PMS
i hate reading books that are boring
i love derek
i love making fun of people who make fun of me
i love my cell phone and the computer
i love drinking
i love being myself
i love urban outfitters
i love pac sun
i love when i talk to *him*
i love woohu.com
i love my friends on woohu
i love hanging out with sherri
i love going to ozzfest :-D
i love josh & timmy
i love being in plays
i love erica
i love singing in the rain
i love my black planet chair
i love having him there for me
i love the mall
i love the color red and black
i love having tips
i love the song 'the reason' by hoobastank
i love dancing to funny rap songs
i love being stupid with my friends
i love going to concerts
i love the downtown
i love walking around aimlessly
i love just being on earth
i love samm,scutch,jenn,vix,and lauryn
i love maris,jessy,krys,and chris :)


now you go.
i miss____
i hate____
i love____

4 Bites | hug


LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 4 April :: 11.29am
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: toxix -britney spears

i am an indie snob!




How indie are you?
test by ridethefader

You're just too cool for school, aren't you? You're pretty narrow minded
and opinionated with regards to music (and probably most other things
as well). But you're allowed to be, because you really are better
than everyone else. You take pride in obscurity.
You probably prefer vinyl too, you elitist bitch.


indie snob?!?! huhhhh what?!?! crazyyy

4 Bites | hug

Woohu.com | Random Journal