Kitten's Journal

:: 2004 26 March :: 2.01pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Good Morning Beautiful

Just woke up.
we're leaving pretty soon.
bleh.
i wont be back until tonight.
and we're doing some other stuff tomorrow so i wont be home then either.
im guessing we'll all sleep really late on sunday.
cos we're doing so much this weekend and we'll all be quite tired.
yeah.
so i just wanted to say good bye.
i wont be able to post until sunday or monday.
i spose.
yeah.
i love y'all.
-holly-

:: 2004 25 March :: 4.20pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: There Goes My Life - Kenny Chesney

What size shoe do you wear?: 8
Are your feet big or small?: smallish
Do people say your feet are big?: no
Are you wearing shoes right now?: nah
What color are your shoes?: my chucks are red
Do you have a favorite pair of shoes?: my chucks
Are your shoes cool?: hell yeah
Do people say your shoes are cool?: uh-huh
Are MY shoes cool?: NO
What brand of shoes do you like?: chuck taylor
Sketchers or Hgh-Tops?: high-tops
Reebok or Nike?: reebok, nike is EVIL!
What about slippers?: yes, yes
What color are your slippers?: i have blue ones, and beige ones with kitties
Do you even wear slippers?: yeah
Are your slippers cool?: oh yeah
Do people say your slippers are cool?: duh
What size slipper do you wear?: medium
I love slippers,don't you?: duh
Can your shoes talk?: dont they all?
Can your slippers talk?: maybe
Do you usually wear shoes or slippers?: shoes
Are your shoes comfy?: yes
Are your slippers comfy?: uh-huh
Are MY shoes/slippers comfy?: NO
What shoes would you NEVER wear?: high heels
What slippers would you NEVER wear?: bunny
Do you want a particular pair of shoes?: i want black high-tops
Do you want a particular pair of slippers?: nah..
YOUR SHOES STINK! :P

the SHOE survey brought to you by BZOINK!

What comes to mind when you hear..
..snow?: cody
..rain?: love
..tornado?: ack
..summer love?: justin
..Jon?: jamie
..Mike?: work
..Shea?: brie
..banana?: ewwy
..dizzy?: fun
..Laura?: prep
..Juan?: don juan
..car?: honda
..white?: evil
..peppermint?: yummy
..New Found Glory?: stupid
..placebo?: tay
..orange juice?: fresca
..candid camera?: lol
..sister?: i wish
..brother?: older
..hate?: phone
..school?: love
..President?: evil
..football?: fun
..rap?: eminem
..pop?: prep
..rock?: boo
..punk?: keya
..sex?: yay
..death?: please
..baby?: no
..duuude?: where's my car?
..the end?: it doesn't even matter

The Survey Where You Say The First Word That Comes To Mind. Yay. brought to you by BZOINK!

bleh.
im going downstairs to watch the Aristocats.
cos im cool like that.
:-D
peace,
holly

:: 2004 24 March :: 9.34pm
:: Music: story of the year

my grandma is leaving the hospital tomorrow morning and then going into rehab.

15 Bites | hug

:: 2004 24 March :: 9.06pm
:: Mood: angry
:: Music: alanis morrissete - what if gd was one of us?

just a slob like one of us...
haven't updated in a while. my school had gym today LOL we only have 3 days of gym in my school. today we went out into the woods and we did 'project adventure' type things...it sucked soo bad. we stood on a log and i stood in between spencer and kevin and i swear kevin almost made me fall like 30 billion times..LOL we did some like big see-saw balancing shit, lol. ummm idk we're going out to climb the wall and do the high ropes (neither of which im doing) im not sure when. i have to hand in my economics project tomorrow. HOPEFULLY denise finished the poster part of it. if not im FUCKED bill will shoot me well, i hope all of you have a good weekend.

i ~~hate~~ love you <3

:: 2004 24 March :: 7.17pm
:: Mood: crying
:: Music: Mobile- Avril Lavigne

she's coming back
justin wants her back.
he doesn't like naya.

NYJetsFan4Life28 is away at 12:36:17 PM.
Ecstasy P u nk: dammit
Auto response from NYJetsFan4Life28: You're always hiding behind your so-called goddess
So what, you don't think that we can see your face?
Ecstasy P u nk: im sorry
Ecstasy P u nk: i'll stop if it makes you happy
Ecstasy P u nk: i'll stop saying goddess in front of you if it makes you happy
Ecstasy P u nk: boo, i'll do anything to make you happy.
Ecstasy P u nk: i'll die if that's what you want.
Ecstasy P u nk: i love you
Ecstasy P u nk: mabye it's time for naya to leave?
Ecstasy P u nk: will you just talk to me god dammit?
NYJetsFan4Life28: what
NYJetsFan4Life28 returned at 12:42:32 PM.
Ecstasy P u nk: do you think it would be benifical for naya to leave?
NYJetsFan4Life28: for who?
Ecstasy P u nk: everyone
Ecstasy P u nk: you, me, keya, sam, everyone else
Ecstasy P u nk: ?
NYJetsFan4Life28: what do you think?
Ecstasy P u nk: i want to know what you think right now
NYJetsFan4Life28: why?
Ecstasy P u nk: because i care about you
NYJetsFan4Life28: do you?
Ecstasy P u nk: yes, Justin, I do
Ecstasy P u nk: you mean everything to me.
Ecstasy P u nk: do you think it would be benifical for naya to leave?
NYJetsFan4Life28: i dont know
Ecstasy P u nk: can i get a straight answer out of you for once, please?
NYJetsFan4Life28: i fell in love with holly, not naya
Ecstasy P u nk: then naya will leave
Ecstasy P u nk: i promise, i'll get holly back somehow

Autorespons from Ecstasy P u nk: thinking.
wondering how things got this fucked up.
trying to find her.
trying.

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im trying to find her.
im trying to cry naya out.
to write her away.
get her out somehow.
trying to find holly.
make her come back.
get her here somehow
trying to forget naya.
wipe her out of my memory.
it's so hard.
she's all i am.
if she goes what do i have left?
what if holly doesn't come back right away?
what if she never comes back.
what if im left to be some empty soul wandering around.
im scared.
im so scared.
but im trying.
-me-

:: 2004 22 March :: 8.54pm
:: Mood: happy

Journal Icon..and AIM Icons
I have spent the day so far making icons.
I found this really nice tutorial that pointed me to the right programs and got me started and I dove in head first.
So, if anyone reading this wants an AIM or journal icon just tell me whatcha want and I'll make it.
This week only though...cos otherwise I dont have enough time.
So from now until Thursday.
cos I wont be home on Friday.
Yeah.
Just comment and tell me what you want.
I do dollz, and other stuff.
:-D
lata.
-naya-

:: 2004 22 March :: 4.12pm
:: Music: There Goes My Life- Kenny Chesney

~Basic Stuff~
favorite color:: grey
favorite animal:: cow...or kitten
favorite book:: erm, probably the diary of anne frank (the actual book, not the screenplay)
favorite season:: fall
favorite celebrity:: johnny depp, he's so real.
favorite month:: may
favorite subject:: reading...hehe
~T.V.~
favorite sitcom:: Reba..is that a sitcom?
favorite reality show:: uhhh...Endurance
favorite hidden camera show:: the original hidden camera show...Candid Camera
favorite game show:: Supermarket Sweep
favorite channel:: CMT or VH1
favorite T.V. actor:: The guy that hosts 'Who's Line is it Anyway?"..Drew somebody...the fat guy with glasses..grr
favorite T.V. actress:: eh...Reba?
~Movies~: yeah...
favorite movie ever:: The Aristocats...yeah and proud of it!
favorite type of movie:: comedy
favorite movie actor:: Johnny Depp
favorite movie actress:: the chick in Alex and Emma...
favorite trilogy:: the only one i know of is LOTR and i dont like it....
favorite scary movie:: i dont really watch scary movies....House of a Thousand Corpses...for grant. even though i've never seen it.
favorite funny movie:: Office Space
favorite action movie:: idk
favorite fantasy movie:: Harry Potter? lol
favorite drama movie:: does White Oleander count?
~Music~
favorite song:: Numb by Linkin Park
favorite video:: The Scientist by Coldplay
favorite male singer:: uhh....i listen to groups more often
favorite female singer:: idk
favorite band:: eh, hard one. Matchbox Twenty or Linkin Park
favorite rapper:: EWW. i hate rap
favorite boyband:: lol. The Calling?
favorite cd:: A Rush of Blood to the Head by Coldplay
favorite radio station:: Lazer or KJJY
favorite genre of music:: anything really...rock, country, classical, erm......yeah anyting but rap and r&b
~Food~
favorite food ever:: spagetti and spagetti sauce
favorite candy:: erm....now and laters?
favorite chips:: tortilla chips
favorite ice cream brand:: Edys
favorite ice cream flavor:: Chocolate chip cookie dough
favorite pizza topping:: pepperoni and sausage
favorite sandwich:: egg salad
favorite fast food place:: burger king
favorite restaurant:: cazador
favorite fruit:: idk....manderin oranges
favorite vegetable:: HOW MANY VEGETABLES DID YOU HAVE TO KILL TO MAKE YOUR SALAD?! uh....sugar snap peas...or green beans
favorite gum:: Orbits
favorite breakfast:: poptarts
~Other Stuff~
favorite number:: 27 or 13
favorite video game:: idk...
favorite board game:: Clue
favorite card game:: Rummy...Gin...21...idc
favorite website:: i go to so many different ones idk
favorite computer game:: sims
favorite mtv vj:: i dont watch mtv
favorite person:: justin or keya.tis a tie
favorite breed of dogs:: retriever
favorite breed of cats:: any kind
favorite search engine:: alta vista
~Brands~
favorite brand of clothes:: whatever's at kohls or hot topic
favorite store:: kohls or hot topic
favorite brand of toilet paper:: lol....ungeneric kind
favorite brand of tissue:: kleenex
favorite brand of makeup:: i dont wear makeup
favorite brand of shampoo:: whatever works
favorite brand or razors:: gilette...is that how it's spelled?
favorite brand of soap:: dove
favorite brand of bottled water:: aquafina....i spose
favorite brand of shoes:: i dont really like shoes.......Chuck Taylor i guess

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1 Bite | hug

:: 2004 22 March :: 3.09pm
:: Mood: a jumble
:: Music: Long Black Train...goddes I hate that song

Monopoly..and shit
We played Monopoly last night. Our family. It was a huge like 4 hour saga with a break in the middle for supper.
Dad won.
He had everything.
All the property, all the utilities, all the railroads, and all our money.
I'm serious, that's what we had to give him to pay.
He had hotels on everything by the end.
EVERYTHING.
But mum and I wouldn't give up.
He kept trying to give us deals so we only had to pay a fraction of the price. We wouldn't though.
Neither of us gave in until we were totally bankrupt.
Mum went first.
Then me...I got in a few more rounds before he had everything.
I even managed to trick him into getting Medeterrainian and Baltic.
::evil laugh::
yeah.
He was mad when he found how much they were worth..or weren't worth I should say.
bleh.
I slipped infront of Them..at the end of the game.
I landed on Park Place and it was like $1,000 some and I had like a hundred some and I was like "Oh Goddess." It was quietly and I dunno if they noticed it or not.
rawr.
To Them I'd just be a dyke witch.
That's what dad has taken to calling anyone with their hair above the bottom of their eyes.
"Oh she's got the dyke cut."
IM A DYKE TOO!
your hair cut short doesn't make you a dyke.
Why am I even saying dyke?
It's so offensive.
rawr.
Can't They just accept us?
-naya-

:: 2004 21 March :: 9.49am
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: a static lullaby

11 days that grandmas been in the hospital :-/
soo friday i did nothing. saturday i went to look at two apartments and then we went out to eat and then after that i looked at one in east rockaway and we liked it even though its a tad out of our range. after that i went to visit my grandma in the hospital and we stayed there till about 9 and we came home, got white castle (yuck) and i called brian to find out that he was out already and he didn't call me because he didn't know my number! grrrr. well, i came home, talked to derek on the phone for alittle,watched
'camp cool' and room raiders 'maroon5' and then fell asleep. today i want to get my nails done and we have 2 apartments to see today. oyyy school tomorrow and i cant forget to type up my economics project

iloveyouall

35 Bites | hug

:: 2004 21 March :: 2.40pm
:: Music: Songs About Rain - Gary Allan?

okay screw what the time says.
just ignore the time.
I GIVE UP TRYING TO FIX IT.
rawr.
i hate it.
it's annoying the fuck out of me.
::growls::

:: 2004 21 March :: 8.03am
:: Music: Jeff Foxworthy Countdown on the radio

I just realised that the clock on here is totally fucked up.
grr.
I manually changed it so it's the right time.
Bleh.
WHY IS THE PAGE STILL LOADING?
rawr.
annoyingish.
im going to tweak around with colours and stuff.
i want a new colour scheme.
yeah, i know im easily bored. whatever.
i like changing things like that.
hehe.
anyhoo...
tomorrow im home alone.
monday-thursday from 7:30 am to 4:45 pm.
YAY.
this is the one good thing about spring break.
but other than that it sux.
:-D
The page just stopped loading.
Hehe, this is funny...the radio countdown.
Jeff Foxworthy is hilarious.
rawr.
i gtg.
-naya-

:: 2004 20 March :: 9.57am
:: Mood: sniffly
:: Music: The Sims Online sounds

Rawr.
Saturday.
I wish it was the week already.
I hate spring break, but weekends are worse.
I have to sit around and pretend to be happy, and control myself, and shit like that.
I just wanna be home alone.
I
HATE
WEEKENDS

rawr.
i also hate spring break.
i could go for all year, weekendless, breakless, school.
i never want to leave that place.
could i just live there?
guess that'd be boarding school wouldn't it?
okay, so mabye just normal public school except all year, weekendless, breakless, etc.
yeah.
so from 8:10 am - 3 pm everyday all year.
yes.
that would be wonderful.
::sigh::
but it'll never happen.
goddess i hate this place.
i wanna move to california.
5 more years.
i can do it.
but how do i tell them i dont wanna go to college?
yet...
rawr.
i hate this.
-naya-

:: 2004 19 March :: 5.42pm
:: Mood: hungry
:: Music: Breathless- The Corrs

Early out today............did the usual
Went to the park with Keya and Justin.
Not much to say.
Spring break next week....this week...........the coming week........ON MONDAY!
lol.
rawr.
cupcakes dont satisfy hunger.
i want pizza.
bleh.
i have like nothing to write.
grrrrr.
-naya-

:: 2004 16 March :: 7.19pm
:: Mood: pissed
:: Music: creed

hmm...thinking about making my journal friends only

<3