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2004 28 January :: 11.13pm
:: Mood: stressed
:: Music: only the sound of my circling thoughts
just finished my spanish brochure thing. i wouldn't have even gotten it done if it werent for justin. i called him at like nine and i was like "do you have the packet for the spanish project?" then i made him read me what was supposed to go on each page.
hehe.
i have such a bloody headache
IHABH!
lol...that was so long ago..
yeah, but back to the spanish thing..i'm just printing out the test and then if it looks good i'll print out the actual one..
i just have to make sure it folds right and shit like that.
hehe.
cos i don't want me and hannah to be failing spanish
goddess forbid hannah fails anything
lol...
later.
THANKS JUSTIN!
-naya-
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2004 28 January :: 5.38pm
:: Mood: loved
:: Music: maroon5
soo today i was bored and amy was at brian's with kurtz soo i figured i might as well do something so i invited leigh and rob jenkins over. haha rob and leigh are the craziest people in the world. we hung around and did practically nothing because we were watching ryan and claire (the cutest twins ever. aww- ANYWAY rob was high and leigh was just a fuckin crazy mofo. haha amy jsut got pictures developed and OMG i look horrible in all of them. i have soo many pictures that i got developed and i just need to scan them so i can show eveyone how lovely me and my friends are,right? yeah!
comment please
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2004 28 January :: 1.42pm
:: Mood: pleased
:: Music: maroon 5-this love
snow day
second snow day of the year and im pretty happy because i had my earth science and my math midterm today. it gives me an extra day to study.....NOT. when do i ever study? lol usually never..haha. well, im really bored. this morning i woke up and my mom made me turkey bacon and eggs, good right? yeah. now, im really freakin hungry and i dont know what i can eat...RAWRRRRRRRR well, last night i talked to OD. boy do i love him. he is the most amazing person i have ever met. well, him and richie <3. its funny how you always meet people who live far or who move far and then fall so deeply in love with them. but isn't that how life goes? well, i really dont know but thats the way it seems to me. it seems that guys around where i live just want shit from you. they use you. well, most guys. ack oh well :-/ bleh.
<3
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2004 27 January :: 2.03pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: jimmy eat world
phew!
ahhh phew, my global essays for the midterm were pretty easy. the DBQ was on the French Revolution and the thematic was on religions. for once i think i did better on the DBQ, hmm interesting. anywayy i got home and was really bored so i called jaymes and told him to come over. he was with tim so yeah idk jaymes and tim are over and all were missing is our other halves josh and sal. well, its all good i guess. im gonna go shop on urbanoutfitters or something so im going to go. bye everyone have a good day !!!
i.heart.richie.and.od.very.muchly.<3
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2004 27 January :: 9.00am
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: cradle of filth
well, i just woke up (at 10 to 8) and im going in for my global midterm from 9:30-11:30 hopefully it will be easy. well, i don't what else to say but wish me luck because we have to write a dbq and a thematic essay and im always so bad at those. GRRR i hate this school soo much 1 more normal day of erock and then im gone and off to pace .. <3
i <3 od and richie*
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2004 26 January :: 11.14am
:: Mood: chilly
:: Music: nothingface
aright, so yesterday was ok. i woke up at like 8 and went to my sisters birthday party at mcdonalds (she's 6) then after that i was supposed to go to my dads house to open presents and shit but my dad ended up thinking that me and amy weren't coming so he stopped at the store before going home so my mom,me and amy waited at his house for like 25 minutes and then we left because amy had to eat. we went to wendys and that was funny as hell. we got online ordered our food and the 3 funny things that happend where when i took like literally 15 straws,amy breaking 2 salt shakers and me throwing out the 2 pepper shakers that weren't even broken. haha funnyyyyy ass times. lol, ANYWAY when we got home we chilled around the house or whatever and then at 10:15 or so my mom went out and then i tried to get chris o. over my house and he said he would but idk i guess things didn't work out, OH WELL. well anyway, todays a new day and im not sure whats going to be happening. i have no midterm today but tomorrow i have my global midterm from 9:30-11:30, wednesday i have earth science from 9:30-11:30 and math at 12:30-2:00 and then thursday i have italian from 8:30-10:00. i still have no clue where i stand in taking the italian regents. friday is my last day of school in erock im SO excited. well, thats all for now !!!
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2004 25 January :: 7.47pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: Hanging By A Moment- Lifehouse
Heya...
Tis Sunday, thank goddess. I have such a bloody headache. Arg.
Tomorrow is Monday..yes. But it's a B-day. damn.
I have like none of my homework done. I forgot to bring home my B-day notebook, so I didn't get my civics done.
Oh well, screw him.
Goddess I hate Mr. Johnson. He's so damn annoying.
It's like he thinks the world is centered around him, and getting everything he wants done is enough to keep you on Santa's nice list until you die.
Roar.
I'M SO BLOODY SICK OF HIM.
ack.
If I could kill him......oh.
If only if only.
::sigh::
peace, love, and everything else the world will never accomplish,
naya
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2004 24 January :: 11.21am
:: Mood: alil hungover
:: Music: endo
wow, last night was crazy!
haha last night was fuckin insane. well, i called greg and he said he was gonna come over so i was like 'aright, cool.' so i was already with amy (i had my dance show before and it turned out good.) anywayy greg comes over with his friend armad or something like that and then he was like 'imma go see jake' so i was like 'aright' so, im waiting for greg and he doesn't come back to my house AT ALL so whatever. amy called brian and kurtz and they came over and brought vodka. amy had about 2 shots and i had 6 woww <3. i was soo fucked up and then whatever and whatever happend and i dont feel like explaining the rest of the night, lol. well, its 11:21 on saturday and im just a tad hungover but not really. oh well. my mom took amy to the hospital :-/
im going to my moms boyfriends ex wifes house today for kimberly (my moms boyfriends daughters) birthday party. that should be fun, i'll update later<3
od<3
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2004 23 January :: 5.17pm
:: Mood: nothingness
Friday...roar.
I hate Friday's.
I'm going to Erin's bday party though...still have to wrap her present...hehe.
I'll probably do that after I get off.
:-D
I'm procrastinating...
ELP was uber fun today...I was "harrasing" Steven. Yeah...everybody was hyper today...even Katie. lol.
That was funny, cos she's always so calm and collected. I figured she'd be out of it cos her bff's ex boyfriend was slitting his wrists. I think she thought I was kinda mean cos I was just like "So?" When she told me.
Yeah, once you've done it, it doesn't really seem that big to you.
Like me and Taylor was saying "Once you slit your wrists nothing hurts"
Tis true...except braces and broken hearts.
lol.
always some exceptions....always.
hehe.
Ms. Russell came back today. I'm starting to really like her. Ever since our Witch, Gay Chick convo. hehe.
Yeah, but Mr. Maifield will always be my favorite. Speaking of which, reminds me that I have George...Paige thinks that Keya has him (watch out) so I'll keep him until Monday and then yeah...maybe I'll go to Keya's locker with her and put it on Paige's shelf.
:-D
tralala.
<3 always,
naya
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2004 23 January :: 6.31am
:: Mood: grateful
:: Music: sevendust
last day of school before midterms
well, you'll see that my mood says grateful and gd am i grateful that today is friday and all i come in for is midterms and then maybe the monday after that of east rockaway. i've had an eventful 8 1/2 months in this school and im sooo freaking happy to get out !! oy.
my midterm schedule goes like this:
monday 26th* 8:00-11:30..english (it's only supposed to be from 9:30-11:30 but since i missed so many days of english she's making me come in early so i can finish the rest of the test (ohh fun stuff biznitch)
tuesday 27th* 9:30-11:30..global (essays)?
wednesday 28th* 9:30-11:30..earth science with all my 9th grade retarded friends...hmm
12:30-2:00...math AE2 midterm :(
friday 29th* NOTHINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
saturday&sunday-probably nothing cuz im grounded and then monday idk if i have to go to school because its the last school day before i go to pace...alil excited alil nervous!!!
...timothy odonnell is my love <3...
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2004 22 January :: 8.42pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: sweet child of mine- guns and roses
aright...
ok well today was an OH SO FUN day. i went into school and was alittle late but whatever and as the day went on it was just a normal day in east rockaway. 9th period i get out of school and i thought that shawn was picking me up so i called him and ask him where he was - and he was all the way out east. i didnt have any money for a taxi so i walked home. it wasn't that bad, oh well. soooo i get home and just chill around the house. my mom comes home and i some chicken and whatever. around like 5:30/5:45 i got really tired so i layed down and went to sleep. its 8:45 now and i just woke up about 10 minutes ago. my mom was afraid if i went to sleep so early i'd never be able to go in at 10:30 but im madd tired so i will be able to. aright so everything is going good with the plans that im making with jenn,scutch,vix, jaymes,josh,tim,and lauryn and marisa. i got a phone call from chris today. he called my phone and then just stayed on the phone like he had no clue he was calling anyone - haha. well, i dont know what else to say. tomorrow is friday which means i only have friday,mon-fri of midterms,and monday i might have to go in but im not sure. well, im almost done with erock- you will be missed... NOT!!!. well, tomorrow is my dance show and im alittle nervous cause im kinda shakey on the dance. ohhhh welll :-/
timothy.odonnell.i.heart.you.very.muchly.<3
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2004 22 January :: 7.12am
:: Mood: listless
:: Music: hold on- good charlotte
this is stupid...
im going into school at 7:20 to take a test that im gonna fail, is that stupid or is that stupid? i dont have my books because i lost my backpack so yeah that sucks. today i have to start taking my english midterm, i missed 3 days of it - oh well, i dont give a fuck.
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2004 21 January :: 9.11pm
:: Mood: content
school is fucking bullshit
ugh, i hate school.. today my mom woke me up at 6:30 and was like 'get up' and blah blah blah i was like what are you crazy, im not getting up this early sooo i went back to sleep and then at 7:30 (cuz my alarm didn't go off) my mom wakes me up and i couldn't get ready for school so i just decided to go in late. i went in for 6th-9th and a lot of shit happend in school. i really cant stand all this crap but whatever i have a week and then im gone, finally. well, the rest of the day was fine i took a taxi home and shit and when my mom came home she took me to green acres to get something to wear for dance. who wants to come to my show friday at 4:30???
-timothy.i.heart.you.mucho.<3
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2004 21 January :: 4.45pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Headstrong- Trapt
Early Out!!
Wow, I had fun today.
twas early out and I went bowling with Erin and Golly. Yeah..and then we went to Original Joe's.
Tehe.
Had mock trial today to.
Got sentenced 10 years in jail and $900,00 fine or something.
Wasn't really paying attention.
Hehe.
We're doing Mock Trial at the end of the year in Civics.
That's gunna suck. I think for that I might be on the jury...or a witness. Not a lawyer or judge...too technical.
I barely knew my statement..hehe.
Yeah. sucked cos conner was questioning me from the prosicution...lol.
and steven from the defense. steven wasn't even prepared...neither was i.
Justin's over at Joey's house....roar.
they were stalking me...hehe..and erin and golly.
but they wouldn't have been stalking anyone had it just been erin and golly so they were stalking me.
yeah...hannah was trying to read my hand today in spanish. twas funny.
She couldn't figure out what Tribute Mutant was..doubt anyone around here knows.
bleh.
i has a headache.
i think i'll go take that last pill....i need a hug...again.
::sigh::
justin hugged me really hard today....scary..lol.
anyhoo....
i'm to lazy to get up, i'll just like babble on.
i'm talking to hillary.
boring convo actually.
stryder finally gave up begging for food..hehe.
he started in at 5:40 this morning. i was like stryder shut up.
cos i was having a really cool dream about me and justin...hehe. then when i went back to sleep i had one about justin and joey and keya wearing purple skirts to church.
bleh...
hey, me and justin's song is on now...AHHH.
scary.
i want to go to the formal.
if things work out according to plan i may.
though i doubt they will.
bleh.
im gunna go now.
blessed be.
-naya-
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2004 20 January :: 6.24pm
:: Mood: void of feeling
:: Music: The Boys of Summer- Don Henley
Do you notice?
Does you notice how people whose lives suck are cool? How you feel cool when you tell someone that you got yelled at, or beaten, or something like that? Do you notice that people who are failing are cool? How you feel so cool when you tell someone that you got an F on a test, or you cheated and got caught? Do you notice how the total slackers are so cool? How the people who sit in the back and dont really care are the ones you want to be just like? Do you notice how American teenagers are morphing into this? How everybody wants to just "not care"? Do you notice how our spirit is slipping? How we're turning to drugs, and alcohol and violence just so we can be seen as cool by those people who "dont care"?
Why are we pretending?
Why are we being like this?
Why can't we all just be ourselves.
CARE A LITTLE PEOPLE.
What would the goddess say?
::sigh::
-naya-
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