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LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 19 January :: 4.41am
:: Mood: drunk
:: Music: staind

yooo biotches im fucking drunk off my ass right now even though it doenst seem ist cuz im not typing THAT bad, i really need to fucking have someone in bed, HAHA im a fucking stupid drunk and kenny wont fucking talk to me and tell me he loves me (haha) i reall need to get to bed so fuck you journal, haha i'll write in you later biotchesssssssssss

TIMOTHY ODONNELL I FUCKING LOVE YOU DWITH ALL OF YNMY HEART BABY <3 xox

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 18 January :: 7.26pm
:: Mood: friggid
:: Music: An Cailin Gaelach-Mairead Ni Dhamhnaill

Talked to Keya and Justin today.
And watched CSPAN and Nine Months.
Yeah.
Spent a lot of time with Stryder.
We also went to the library got a couple books on witches and stuff, but they aren't very good.
Yeah.
And I checked out a book called Echo.
It's like uberly gripping...
Yeah. Have yet to figure out what it's about. They keep switching view points and places in time. But it's so good. I'm like half-way through.
Wow, this song is really pretty.
hehe.
I figured it'd be over by the time I got the lady's name written, lol.
It's like a seriously long and Celtic name.
Wow, Naya's capitalizing things today.
That's insane..hehe.
It's Noel's fault...damn, can't blaim it on her anymore, she just left.
hehe.
Taylor's birthday was today.

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 18 January :: 1.04pm
:: Mood: magickal
:: Music: The Chicks Dig It...who sings that song?

lol.
On the phone with Keya.
hehe.
I has been doing wiccaish stuff.
hehe.
i found my book of shadows last night.
YAY!!!
i'm looking for spells, gotz to figure out when imbloc is...and what i is doing.
hehe.
mum and dad went to des moines to see LotR again...
hehe.
home alone until like 4:30.
TRALALA

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LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 16 January :: 9.09am
:: Mood: COLD AS A MOTHA
:: Music: shadows fall

this sucks
ok, im fuckin freezing so im wearing 3 pairs of pants,3 sweatshirts,a long sleeve shirt,2 tanktops,2 pairs of socks,and slippers. my fingers are like frozen, its insane. all it is in this house is work, its ridiculous. last night was good. i stayed home all day and relaxed (it was nice to stay home) and then later at night i went to my moms boyfriends ex wifes to visit his daughter (who is sweet as pie). we ate KFC there and that shizzle and then we hung around and then shawn and his ex wifes husband i think went to get donuts and then we all sat down and ate donuts and coffee. it was a nice day with no fighting. mr. cracolici sent a letter to MY DAD and not my mom that i got a 0 on my italian test and im doing bad and blah blah blah all that shit. well, my dad wants to take away my cell phone and for WHAT? nothing, because im passing all my other classes with good grades so OBVIOUSLY there is something wrong with the way mr. cracolici teaches. maybe its because hes a BAD teacher? yeah, probably. well my dad cant punish me because he only has partial custody of me BUT he CAN take my phone away. oh well, i can live with a cell. i dont know all this shit is just really fuckin frusturating and its pissing me off.

guys honestly, please comment because i get really mad when only 1 or 2 or even nobody comments, it would make me feel A LOT better, thanks for listening to me bitch.

i.heart.y0u.tim0thy.0d0nnell.<3

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

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LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 15 January :: 3.20pm
:: Mood: blah
:: Music: koRn

refacing,panchos,and snowdays
ok i refaced again if you can see. i like it.

i went out to dinner yesterday with my mom, my dad,his girlfriend,her 3 kids,and my sisters. we went to panchos for lexi's birthday. the food was alright and our waiter was HOT! lol. my dad asked me if i wanted to go on his honeymoon after he gets married and i said yeah, were probably going on a cruise (i love them there SO much fun!) well, if you obviously figured out by now my dad is getting married and im about the last one to find out figures right? yeah, whatever i just have to learn to live with the fact that my dad can be an asshole sometime right? yeah, i guess so....BLEHHH

sooo today i wake up and notice that it snowed A LOT and i was really angry because it was the ONLY day that i ever really wanted to go to school because we only had a half day. figures, a day when i wanna go to school i have a half day, oh well. i sat around talked on the computer and the phone and stuff ands thats really it. i tried installing the sims on my moms computer and its not working and its REALLY starting to piss me off, oh well what can ya do? tomorrow i have dance and im babysitting and then the rest of the weekend i dont know if i can go out because if the snow is still there my mom is gonna act really gay. well, shawn (my moms boyfriend) said that one day i can go after school with him and his friend can put like 20 ringtones of my choice on to my phone, i was like DUDE thats awesome!!! well, i talked to Richie today and he is officially one of the sweetest guys alive. seriously, when i told him i was probably going on a cruise over the summer he said come visit me instead and blah blah and then i asked if he's coming to visit me during the summer and he said yeah him and his friend were saving money. then i asked how much he had and he said $10 well, the cutest part of the story is he said he would use his birthday money to come see me. AWWWW how sweet is that? blah i love that kid 'mucho' even though he makes fun of how i say talk - hey s my ny accent.

blah,i.heart.richiefazenbaker.and.timodonnell.<3

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

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LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 15 January :: 7.21am
:: Mood: grateful
:: Music: harder to breath- maroon 5

SNOW IS FUN- SOMETIMES
well, i woke up alittle while ago and no school for me or anyone else. the worst part is though that i cant go back to sleep because i can never fall asleep after im awake. oh well. i just fed my cat, BLAHHHH and i dont know what else rawr. im probably going to sit on my computer all day and try and download the sims (superstar) or just sit online talking to people. im going to ask my mommy if i can download the sims onto her computer, well that should be fun. i talked to OD on the phone last night for hours on end. boy do i love that kid <3

i.heart.timothy.odonnell.very.muchly.<33

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 14 January :: 5.56pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: ::sigh::

i just got off the phone with justin. he was getting mad at me cos i was gagging myself..well, getting really close anyways. like i did when i was a little kid. i used to lay on my bed at night and almost gag myself..didn't know it was bad back then.
but today i was just sitting on my window seat shoving the cord from my curtains down my throat. yeah...i got really really close.
justin thinks he broke his wrist.
i told him to get a pink cast if he did.
lol..t'would make me giggle.
he'd look adorable with a cast..though it would make the girls in his elp pay even more attention to him. they'd be like hanging over his sholders pretending to be sad. then they'd make their move and ask him out.
goddess i'm so scared someone is going to ask him out..i dont know what he'd say.
i dont know anything about him anymore.
roar.
i miss him so much.
id go back out with him if he asked....maybe i should talk to joseph about that.
lol.
be like "you know, id say yes if justin asked me out"
hehe.
then when joseph's like "oh i'll tell him" be like "just tell him you think id say yes..not tell him i told you, k?"
yeah..now i just need to talk to joey alone.
be great if he could get on
::cough cough::
lol.
could call.
dunno how long my parents will be out though.
keya's getting me candles!
yayz.
happyish.
i should go..cos i can.
bb
-naya-

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 13 January :: 4.45pm
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: I don't like music with words anymore

Originally from my notebook "Naya's Stuff", but I liked it so I desided to put it in here.
what's the point when you dont see one?why should i act? why should i make the rest of the world think things are perfect when they aren't? why should i be confinded to this place?
i dont want to be here, so why am i forced to come?cant i just stay in my room forever? just surfing the internet and watching stryder eat and sleep. then when i'm old enough movre to california. there i could finally be free. practice witchcraft, astrial projection, be openly gay, maybe marry keya.
WHOA, that came from nowhere.
uh...but maybe it's a possibility. if she would that is.
are gay marriages legal yet?
probably in california.
not here...hell no.
why would they allow gay marriages in iowa?!
that would be....UNCHRISTIAN!
goddess forbid we do anything against the christian religion.
cos jesus died for our sins.
jesus loves us!
dead men cant love
DEAD MEN CANT LOVE!
why cant i just be acceptted for who i am?
i hate pretending.
why is my life an act?
-naya-

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LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 13 January :: 10.38am
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: listening to my cat cry

car accidents are splendid
HELLO anyone who reads my lovely woohu :) well, today i felt like shit so i woke up and stayed home half the day. i just got out of the shower and my moms boyfriend shawn is picking me up at 11:30 to bring me to school (fun stuff)

well, yesterday was nothing. i went to school, shawn picked me up,i got mcdonalds,went to my therapist and then on our way to staples to get my school supplies for pace (i start feb.2nd) were turning and this guy is backing up and doesnt see us so my mom honks and he kept backing up and then stops and hits my mom and i. we both got alittle whiplash but were ok (if you were wondering). well, after that we got the car towed and shawn is letting us use his nice nice jeep. we went to staples and got all my shit for school. THEN i went to eat at taco bell and they are really really stupid there :-/ after that i went home and did a buncha shit. oh yeah and i watched saved the last dance (aw sean patrick thomas is CUTE!)

soooo i just got out of the shower and then after this im going to school and then coming home and resting, rawrrrr boy am i tired!!!

i.heart.you.muchly.tim.odonnell.<3

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

countdown till i get out of erock: 2o days!

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LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 12 January :: 4.19pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: killswitch engage

ok so today was a normal erock day, nothing special. shawn (my moms boyfriend) picked me up from school and got me mcdonalds. my mom called me while i was eating with shawn and told me about what she found out about school. my school starts at 8:00 and we get out at 2:05, thats 45 minutes earlier than i get out in east rockaway, COOL! well, i dont know what else to say. today i have a therapy appointment and then im going school shopping for supplies and then bjs and then pc richards with my mom and shawn. soon im going to get clothes for school, leave some comments and tell me where i should go school shopping. ughhh im bored and im waiting for my mommy to come home so i can look this fuckin italian regents book over which i have to take at the end of january, UGHHHH :( blah

i.heart.you.very.muchly.timothy.odonnell.<3

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 9 January :: 10.40pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Bring Me To Life- Evanescence

::sigh::
roar.
on the phone with sam..just got home from babysitting.
taylor and hunter.
they were pretty good.
bleh.
i'm so friggin tired.
i should probably like...go to bed.
oh wellz.
dunno what to write.
justin's at nighthawk...
roar.
and and and......yeah
i was going to tell him my idea for the 30th but i desided it was stupid, and a late night fantasy.
i mean.....
hehe.
sam thinks me and grant are perfect for me.
tehe.
gtg
-me-

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LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 8 January :: 9.51pm
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: more to life- stacie orrico

aright yesterday was fun. i hung out with joe, who is as cool as fuck! i went on my pace interview and they seemed like they liked me. anywayyyyy today i went to school and came home, didnt do anything special. later my mom took me out to dinner with shawn and we went to outback and i got cheese fries :-P wellllll earlier today my mom told me that i got accepted, im sooo excited that i get to leave east rockaway feb. 2..blehh im really excited but alittle mad because in pace they dont have italian so i have to take the italian regents and im gonna fail , im SO not prepared :( a lot of bullshit is going on my life and i honeslty cant deal with it but whatever. joe is sweet as pie and would be REALLY good boyfriend material but he doesnt want a girlfriend, well see what happens. well, i dont give a fuck about any of this crap anymore. all i know is that everyone in erock needs to go kill themselves and then i would be really happy.

Your Opinion On
Cherries: cherries are yummy and fun to eat
Abortion: personally i think its disgusting...
Saddam Hussein: needs to die
Beaches: i work at the beach and i dont like them cuz i look bad in a bathing suit
Matchbox 20: dont listen to them
Labels: need to be stopped. there just so fucking stupid
Love: i wish i was in love
Family: i wish my family cared alil more
Hate: is a strong word...
Life: i hate mine, can i have a new one?
Toe Socks: can get really annoying
Moving: not fun
Winter: i hate winter
Grades: are really important to get into a good college
What Does This Word Make You Think Of?
radio: music
roller coaster: scary
sunflower: yellow
soda: diet coke
shaving cream: shaving my legs
nude: mmmm
socks: white.. ?!
the number twenty four: legal!!!!
v.i.p.: important, oh
prison: bad people
keyboard: letters
blow: a cock...
suck: a penis
whine: babies


i.heart.you.timothy.odonnell.<3

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

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LOSERxDORK

:: 2004 6 January :: 6.03pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: ozzy osbourne

okkkk so today was fine. i woke up at 6 took a shower,did my hair,and woke amy up (she slept over my house) then i went to school and whatnot. during lunch my mommy picked me up and got me wendys and then she sent me back to school (oh what fun!) well whatever, anyway after school my mom picked me up and then we came home and i decided that i wanted to get my new nextel. ack soo we wait alittle or whatever and i went on the computer and then we left and i got the new i730 nextel. bleh its such a hot phone! tomorrow im only going to 1-4 and my moms picking me up 5th period because im going to pace for that interview or w/e. well, that should be fun, ACK my mom is sleeping in the city friday & saturday and coming home sunday night. me and amy have the house ALL TO OURSELVES. boy do i love my life. well, sometimes, haha........


My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?


[[haha amy look, my life is rated nc-17 too]]

i.heart.you.muchly.timothy.odonnell.<3

[[ ...*theres no one left thats real*... ]]

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 6 January :: 3.42pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: Lonestar- Not A Day Goes By

Noel is laying on my lap. Which is something that rarely happens, especially now.
::sigh::
Stryder just walked by and....
Now Noel is gone, and Stryder's eating some food up on the desk.
I made the mistake of putting his bowl ontop of mum's printed stuff...gotta move that, just a sec.
This song is so damn sad. Bleh.
I can't wait til Justin gets home. Then I won't be so god damn lonely.
Stryder's so cute..I keep gettin distracted watching him eat. The only other guy that's cute when he eats is Justin. Not that he eats much anymore. Atleast not that I see.
"He just doesn't eat lunch"

Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. After all this time, you're stil with me it's true. Somehow you remain locked so deep inside. Baby, baby, oh baby not a day goes by...
Minutes turn to hours and the hours to days. Seems it been forever that I felt this way.

Nah, my favorite part is:
I still wait for the phone, in the middle of the night. Thinking you might call me if your dreams don't turn out right. And it still amazes me that I lie here in the dark wishing you were next to me with your head against my heart.

::sigh::
Such a good song..
Something I have to get out..
Wish I could say the other thing I need to get out, but that has to remain a secret.
Maybe I'll tell Keya someday. If Keya stays....
Blessed Be.
-arenhod-

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loner-skyz

:: 2004 6 January :: 12.34pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: My Name Is (Parody)

Home..bleh
Whore
You're an AIM WHORE!


What kind of AIM-er are you?
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Yeah..i'm home sick today. which sucks cos i wanna go to school. but i threw up like 4/5 times last night and my mother decided i needed to stay home.
grr.
talking to Hunter..we're discussing HWNG. yay. Stryder is asleep on my lap and i'm eating. eating lots and lots.
gobstoppers and cheddar chex mix. i think that i might go watch finding forester.
cos mum said it was good.
we wanted to rent white oleander, but it's still a new release.
maybe i'll watch freaky friday again...
dunno.

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